went bk to jingshan pri sch todae...
saw ms bala then lin lao shi n mr swarna
a rather successful gathering i shud say.. 9/37 tt's almost a quarter...
the pri sch gathering organiser.. i'm still good la haha
liling liteng meirong izzati karthik shengkui xiangyun + me
liling ar still the same la haha
took theater studies in vj going to do psychology...
liteng future mata woman...
can so imagine
haha
meirong i say she look abit like drug addict.
then she wa lau mi
he ultra straight shoulder length finally changed abit
more funki shape n highlights haha
didnt tok to her much
but looking at her
still believe that she can b my pai zui friend haha
izzati relief malay teacher still da same
felt abit aiyah tt didnt kept close contact with her even when she was the onli one whu went rgs with mi...
but still calm steady same pattern la
karthik liling say he look like contractor
i tink he look like some middle edge man with tt moustache
but he can ride motorbike liao n he promise to give mi a ride hah
mi still hafnt ride on motorbike b4....
he shud stop smoking though...
if i get into med
guess i can treat him if he gets lung c*****
choi touch wood la
but aiyah
my longest knowing fren frm pri sch
same class frm pri 1 to 6 la
buddy la
shengkui say he used to haf shoulder length long hair..
hah cant imagine
but jus shaved his head
so still da same la
study interior design
wow didnt know tt they have to study philosophy of like different philosophers to understand their concepts n themes for designing
rather cool
didnt know tt puma n addidas used to be 'brothers'
haha
the rather short guy whu always sits at the front row when we take class photo with thre younger siblings
always rem tt he told us he jus bought some junk food to celebrate his own bdae when we were younger n hafta tend to his parents' fruit stall at the market
lifang still da same la
look n sound the same
brillant in maths
going to b engineer
then xiangyun didnt get to meet the rest but haha went to watch 50first dates with her n liteng
best fren in pri sch :)
jus met this 8 pple
talked abt wat we doing wat we did wat we r going to do
these r the pple i haf known for like abt 10yrs...
wow
but guess we like went different ways la
the jc pple n poly pple tt's wat some of them say la
abit la
but still veri happi to see them la
haha tok alot of rubbish oso
got to know wat they r up to nowadays
how they haf been
hear them tok feels like no matter how different we r now underneath we r still kinda the same
still feel more or less like how i knew them when we were 9 haha
those pple tt wont scheme at u
those pple tt feels comfortable n familiar to hang ard
toking abt the good old days
class soccer
the sitting arrangement
how even the school uniform changed n the old builing demolished
tink the uniform now abit ugly ours still nicer i tink
then the large field tt we used to play rounders watch guys play soccer n run ard make shoes muddy in
where i used to catch grasshoppers but kena tramatized when my teacher threw them away
can rem the stairs n stuff
but the pple there still the same haa
the teachers the stall holders the bus driver uncle rama
wow
the place where the caterpillar dropped on xiangyun n mi meirong go dig earthworm during sci class n sway them to scare other girls haha
sigh
so long ago la
then the guys all taller than mi now sigh
but i guess as we grow old things change la
glad still haf these pple tt share some part of my past with mi
mr swarna
still looking the same
the teacher frm ri tt told mi tt rgs was good
so i went
another place tt i guess accumulate up to mould mi la
the days when i was some gangster girl tt fight with classmates behind the canteen
but still the smartie kid tt teachers love haha
rather happening days
happi childhood
the pple tt i dint get to meet today
heard abit abt them
wonder how they r getting along but guess everione doing fine la
hafta wat....
some how figure up where they going
at the pt in life where i gotta thing of where i going n wat i wan to do...
tinking abt the past comfort mi abit la
feel abit old looking at the kids
but still feel comforted like i'm still mi last time
getting all nostalgic haha
how much i haf changed huh
how much i haf learnt more importantly
well
an enjoyable day catching up with pri sch frens n teacher
水曜日, 4月 21, 2004
火曜日, 4月 20, 2004
ANGRY! ANGRY! ANGRY!
earlier this morning
woke up realising tt it's morn liao n i missed the korean show tt i've been waiting for since last wed.
Damn
wow i was like ultra pissed n barked at pple
there's this deja vu
like when i was still in sch, falling asleep when i wan to study/do my hw
it happens almost everidae and i'll wake up at 6am the next dae with my bag as it was the dae b4
this feeling irritates mi alot
no wonder last time my results so sai
my slack life for the past 5mth almost allowed myself to forget abt it.
and it came bk
in torrents
i hate this kinda thing
missing the show is nothing TOO BIG
but it;s the 'i've many things to do, i've time but my things jus dont get done' syndrome
abd i dread going to my work
boring n the travelling.
i left home at 8.30 and i reached home onli at abt 9.30
am... pm
13hrs outside jus to earn the almost 100bucks
think of the $ think of the $ wth
then all the kids hafing the mid yr on da same wk
10/5 tt wk
stress
n like happinesss my hsa 2nd interview on tt day
i go cancel sure kena blackface/scolded my the mama die
dunnoe they stress or i stress
skarli they dont do well how????
sigh
waiting waiting waiting
@ specialist clinic B orthopedics
an appointment aft 4 mts
the broken arm haha
hope to put the whole episode behind
all the shit you've to go thru aft tt
taking 1 hr to bathe
cant wear clothes myself
physio tt hurts damn alot to straighten the freaking bent 90o arm
the arm more or less the same as it used to b
almost forgot how incovenenient it used to b
almost
the funni bent bone will be ard to remind mi for a long time to come
and the suan-ness i feel when i try to do push up during kick box
reminded of it the first thing i woke up this moren
whining wth
glad tt iit's all over la
hope tt i never hafta be a patient again
wait:1.5hr
consultation:0.5hr
cost $20
:S
(11am)
earlier this morning
woke up realising tt it's morn liao n i missed the korean show tt i've been waiting for since last wed.
Damn
wow i was like ultra pissed n barked at pple
there's this deja vu
like when i was still in sch, falling asleep when i wan to study/do my hw
it happens almost everidae and i'll wake up at 6am the next dae with my bag as it was the dae b4
this feeling irritates mi alot
no wonder last time my results so sai
my slack life for the past 5mth almost allowed myself to forget abt it.
and it came bk
in torrents
i hate this kinda thing
missing the show is nothing TOO BIG
but it;s the 'i've many things to do, i've time but my things jus dont get done' syndrome
abd i dread going to my work
boring n the travelling.
i left home at 8.30 and i reached home onli at abt 9.30
am... pm
13hrs outside jus to earn the almost 100bucks
think of the $ think of the $ wth
then all the kids hafing the mid yr on da same wk
10/5 tt wk
stress
n like happinesss my hsa 2nd interview on tt day
i go cancel sure kena blackface/scolded my the mama die
dunnoe they stress or i stress
skarli they dont do well how????
sigh
waiting waiting waiting
@ specialist clinic B orthopedics
an appointment aft 4 mts
the broken arm haha
hope to put the whole episode behind
all the shit you've to go thru aft tt
taking 1 hr to bathe
cant wear clothes myself
physio tt hurts damn alot to straighten the freaking bent 90o arm
the arm more or less the same as it used to b
almost forgot how incovenenient it used to b
almost
the funni bent bone will be ard to remind mi for a long time to come
and the suan-ness i feel when i try to do push up during kick box
reminded of it the first thing i woke up this moren
whining wth
glad tt iit's all over la
hope tt i never hafta be a patient again
wait:1.5hr
consultation:0.5hr
cost $20
:S
(11am)
土曜日, 4月 03, 2004
我的家在一個偏僻的山村,父母都是面朝黃土背朝天的農民。
我有一個小我三歲的弟弟。
有一次我為了買女孩子們都有的花手絹,
偷偷拿了父親抽屜裏5毛錢。
父親當天就發現錢少了,
就讓我們跪在牆邊,拿著一根竹竿,
讓我們承認到底是誰偷的。
我被當時的情景嚇傻了,低著頭不敢說話。
父親見我們都不承認,說那兩個一起挨打。
說完就揚起手裏的竹竿,
忽然弟弟抓住父親的手大聲說：『爸,是我偷的,不是姐幹的！』
你打我吧！
父親手裏的竹竿無情地落在弟弟的背上、肩上,
父親氣得喘不過氣來
打完了坐在炕上
罵道：『你現在就知道偷家裏的,將來長大了還了得?我打死你這個不爭氣的。』
當天晚上,我和母親摟著滿身是傷痕的弟弟,弟弟一滴眼淚都沒掉。
半夜裏, 我突然號啕大哭,
弟弟用小手捂住我的嘴說：『,姐,你別哭,反正我也挨完打了。』
我一直在恨自己當時沒有勇氣承認,
事過多年,弟弟替了我擋竹竿的樣子 ,我仍然記憶猶新。
那一年,弟弟8歲,我11歲。
弟弟中學畢業那年,考上了縣裏的重點高中。
同時我也接到了省城大學的錄取通知書。
那天晚上,父親蹲在院子裏一袋一袋地抽著旱煙,
嘴裏還叨咕著,倆娃都這麼爭氣,真爭氣。
母親偷偷地抹著眼淚說爭氣有啥用啊,拿啥供啊?
弟弟走到父親面前說：『爸,我不想念了,反正也念夠了。』
父親一巴掌打在弟弟的臉上，說：『你怎就這麼沒出息？』
我就是砸鍋賣鐵也要把你們姐倆供出來。說完轉身出去挨家借錢。
我撫摸著弟弟紅腫的臉說：『你得念下去,男娃不念書就一輩子走不出這窮山溝了。』弟弟看著我,點點頭。
當時我已經決定放棄上學的機會了。 |
沒想到第二天天還沒亮，弟弟就偷偷帶著幾件破衣服和幾個乾巴饅頭走了
在我枕邊留下一個紙條：姐,你別愁了,考上大學不容易,我出去打工供你。弟。
我握著那張字條,趴在炕上,失聲痛哭。那一年,弟弟17歲,我20歲。
我用父親滿村子借的錢和弟弟在工地裏搬水泥掙的錢終於讀到了大三。
一天我正在寢室裏看書,同學跑進來喊我,梅子,有個老鄉在找你。
怎麼會有老鄉找我呢？
我走出去,遠遠地看見弟弟,穿著滿身是水泥和沙子的工作服等我。
我說，你怎和我同 學說你是我老鄉啊?
他笑著說,你看我穿的這樣,說是你弟,你同學還不笑話你？ |
我鼻子一酸,眼淚就落了下來。
我給弟弟拍打身上的塵土,哽咽著說：『你本來就是我弟,這輩子不管穿成啥樣,我都不怕別人笑話！』
他從兜裏小心翼翼地掏出一個用手絹包著的蝴蝶髮夾,
在我頭上比量著, 說我看城裏的姑娘都戴這個,就給你也買一個。
我再也沒有忍住，在大街上就抱著弟弟哭起來。
那一年,弟弟20歲,我23歲。
我第一次領男朋友回家,看到家裏掉了多少年的玻璃安上了,
屋子裏也收拾得一塵不染。男朋友走了以後我向母親撒嬌,
我說：『媽,咋把家收拾得這麼乾淨啊？』
母親老了,笑起來臉上像一朵菊花,說：『這是你弟提早回來收拾的,你看他手上的口子 沒？是安玻璃時劃的。』
我進弟弟的小屋裏，看到弟弟日漸消瘦的臉,心裏很難過。
他還是笑著說,：『你第一次帶朋友回家,還是城裏的大學生,不能讓人家笑話咱家。』
我給他的傷口上藥, 問他，疼不?他說,不疼。
我在工地上，石頭把腳砸得腫得穿不了鞋,還幹活兒呢……
說到一半就把嘴閉上不說了。
我把臉轉過去,哭了出來。那一年,弟弟23歲,我26歲。
我結婚以後,住在城裏,幾次和丈夫要把父母接來一起住,他們都不肯,
說離開那村子就不知道幹啥了。
弟弟也不同意,說姐：『你就全心照顧姐夫的爸媽吧！』
咱爸媽有我呢。
丈夫升上廠裏的廠長,我和他商量把弟弟調上來管理修理部,
沒想到弟弟不肯, 執意做了一個修理工。
一次弟弟登梯子修理電線,讓電擊了住進醫院。
我和丈夫去看他。我撫著他打著石膏的腿埋怨他,
早讓你當幹部你不幹,現在,摔成這樣,要是不當工人能讓你去幹那活兒嗎?
他一臉嚴肅地說,你怎不替我姐夫著想著想呢?
他剛上來,我又沒文化,直接就當官,給他造成啥影響啊?
丈夫感動得熱淚盈眶,我也哭著說,弟啊,你沒文化都是姐給你耽誤了。
他拉過我的手說,都過去了,還提它幹啥?那一年,弟弟26歲,我29歲 。
弟弟30歲那年,才和一個本分的農村姑娘結了婚。
在婚禮上,主持人問他,
你最敬愛的人是誰,他想都沒想就回答：『我姐。』
弟弟講起了一個我都記不得的故事：
我剛上小學的時候,學校在鄰村,每天我和我姐都得走上一個小時才到家。
有一天,我的手套丟了一隻,我姐就把她的給我一隻,
她自己就戴一隻手套走了那?遠的路。
回家以後,我姐的那只手凍得都 拿不起筷子了。
從那時候，我就發誓我這輩子一定要對我姐好。
台下一片掌聲,賓客們都把目光轉向我。
我說，我這一輩子最感謝的人是我弟。在我最應該高興的時刻,
我卻止不住淚流滿面......
《什麼是愛》~email frm yimyee
我有一個小我三歲的弟弟。
有一次我為了買女孩子們都有的花手絹,
偷偷拿了父親抽屜裏5毛錢。
父親當天就發現錢少了,
就讓我們跪在牆邊,拿著一根竹竿,
讓我們承認到底是誰偷的。
我被當時的情景嚇傻了,低著頭不敢說話。
父親見我們都不承認,說那兩個一起挨打。
說完就揚起手裏的竹竿,
忽然弟弟抓住父親的手大聲說：『爸,是我偷的,不是姐幹的！』
你打我吧！
父親手裏的竹竿無情地落在弟弟的背上、肩上,
父親氣得喘不過氣來
打完了坐在炕上
罵道：『你現在就知道偷家裏的,將來長大了還了得?我打死你這個不爭氣的。』
當天晚上,我和母親摟著滿身是傷痕的弟弟,弟弟一滴眼淚都沒掉。
半夜裏, 我突然號啕大哭,
弟弟用小手捂住我的嘴說：『,姐,你別哭,反正我也挨完打了。』
我一直在恨自己當時沒有勇氣承認,
事過多年,弟弟替了我擋竹竿的樣子 ,我仍然記憶猶新。
那一年,弟弟8歲,我11歲。
弟弟中學畢業那年,考上了縣裏的重點高中。
同時我也接到了省城大學的錄取通知書。
那天晚上,父親蹲在院子裏一袋一袋地抽著旱煙,
嘴裏還叨咕著,倆娃都這麼爭氣,真爭氣。
母親偷偷地抹著眼淚說爭氣有啥用啊,拿啥供啊?
弟弟走到父親面前說：『爸,我不想念了,反正也念夠了。』
父親一巴掌打在弟弟的臉上，說：『你怎就這麼沒出息？』
我就是砸鍋賣鐵也要把你們姐倆供出來。說完轉身出去挨家借錢。
我撫摸著弟弟紅腫的臉說：『你得念下去,男娃不念書就一輩子走不出這窮山溝了。』弟弟看著我,點點頭。
當時我已經決定放棄上學的機會了。 |
沒想到第二天天還沒亮，弟弟就偷偷帶著幾件破衣服和幾個乾巴饅頭走了
在我枕邊留下一個紙條：姐,你別愁了,考上大學不容易,我出去打工供你。弟。
我握著那張字條,趴在炕上,失聲痛哭。那一年,弟弟17歲,我20歲。
我用父親滿村子借的錢和弟弟在工地裏搬水泥掙的錢終於讀到了大三。
一天我正在寢室裏看書,同學跑進來喊我,梅子,有個老鄉在找你。
怎麼會有老鄉找我呢？
我走出去,遠遠地看見弟弟,穿著滿身是水泥和沙子的工作服等我。
我說，你怎和我同 學說你是我老鄉啊?
他笑著說,你看我穿的這樣,說是你弟,你同學還不笑話你？ |
我鼻子一酸,眼淚就落了下來。
我給弟弟拍打身上的塵土,哽咽著說：『你本來就是我弟,這輩子不管穿成啥樣,我都不怕別人笑話！』
他從兜裏小心翼翼地掏出一個用手絹包著的蝴蝶髮夾,
在我頭上比量著, 說我看城裏的姑娘都戴這個,就給你也買一個。
我再也沒有忍住，在大街上就抱著弟弟哭起來。
那一年,弟弟20歲,我23歲。
我第一次領男朋友回家,看到家裏掉了多少年的玻璃安上了,
屋子裏也收拾得一塵不染。男朋友走了以後我向母親撒嬌,
我說：『媽,咋把家收拾得這麼乾淨啊？』
母親老了,笑起來臉上像一朵菊花,說：『這是你弟提早回來收拾的,你看他手上的口子 沒？是安玻璃時劃的。』
我進弟弟的小屋裏，看到弟弟日漸消瘦的臉,心裏很難過。
他還是笑著說,：『你第一次帶朋友回家,還是城裏的大學生,不能讓人家笑話咱家。』
我給他的傷口上藥, 問他，疼不?他說,不疼。
我在工地上，石頭把腳砸得腫得穿不了鞋,還幹活兒呢……
說到一半就把嘴閉上不說了。
我把臉轉過去,哭了出來。那一年,弟弟23歲,我26歲。
我結婚以後,住在城裏,幾次和丈夫要把父母接來一起住,他們都不肯,
說離開那村子就不知道幹啥了。
弟弟也不同意,說姐：『你就全心照顧姐夫的爸媽吧！』
咱爸媽有我呢。
丈夫升上廠裏的廠長,我和他商量把弟弟調上來管理修理部,
沒想到弟弟不肯, 執意做了一個修理工。
一次弟弟登梯子修理電線,讓電擊了住進醫院。
我和丈夫去看他。我撫著他打著石膏的腿埋怨他,
早讓你當幹部你不幹,現在,摔成這樣,要是不當工人能讓你去幹那活兒嗎?
他一臉嚴肅地說,你怎不替我姐夫著想著想呢?
他剛上來,我又沒文化,直接就當官,給他造成啥影響啊?
丈夫感動得熱淚盈眶,我也哭著說,弟啊,你沒文化都是姐給你耽誤了。
他拉過我的手說,都過去了,還提它幹啥?那一年,弟弟26歲,我29歲 。
弟弟30歲那年,才和一個本分的農村姑娘結了婚。
在婚禮上,主持人問他,
你最敬愛的人是誰,他想都沒想就回答：『我姐。』
弟弟講起了一個我都記不得的故事：
我剛上小學的時候,學校在鄰村,每天我和我姐都得走上一個小時才到家。
有一天,我的手套丟了一隻,我姐就把她的給我一隻,
她自己就戴一隻手套走了那?遠的路。
回家以後,我姐的那只手凍得都 拿不起筷子了。
從那時候，我就發誓我這輩子一定要對我姐好。
台下一片掌聲,賓客們都把目光轉向我。
我說，我這一輩子最感謝的人是我弟。在我最應該高興的時刻,
我卻止不住淚流滿面......
《什麼是愛》~email frm yimyee
月曜日, 3月 29, 2004
金曜日, 3月 26, 2004
惊人耳目的事件
老婆婆一时紧张，就为了追这一趟地铁。
她把手提袋摆在电动扶梯的梯阶上，弯下腰想提起。
一时不慎，慢动作地跌坐在梯阶上。
扶梯徐徐下降，她坐在平地上，梯阶已变成平地，毫不留情地滑进出口，以便开始往上爬。
滑过她的臀部，却没帮她站起来。
目睹这一切
目瞪口呆
一个箭步走上前，伸出援助之手。
“Please help me"
想拉她一把，好重。
心有余而力不足的感觉。还好有位携带子女的大叔出手相助。
”喀嚓“疏松的骨质发出了声音，好可怕。
站了起来，
提起袋子，往即将紧闭的门冲去。
XXX
”一时紧张，一时紧张”
不好意思。随身走向另一车厢。
若在下车前她还在，一定上前问候
满头白发，戴着一副眼镜，拿着一把白色的雨伞，
孤寂地坐在一旁
XXX
深呼吸，走去。
XXX
她闭着眼睛
“你没事吧？”
HUH？
"Did you injure yourself?"
*Smilez*
"没事，没事，没受伤，一时滑倒 HA”
“没事就好，没受伤就好。”
“谢谢你，谢谢你”
微微一笑，下了地铁，上了另一排电动扶梯。
回头，双目交汇，互相微笑。
挥着手，扬长而去。
*完结* 四月二十四日
XXX
真是有缘，再一次巧遇，在同一排电动扶梯。
她依然往同一个方向，
我却与她背道而驰。
同一个事件，同一个地点，同样的我俩，同样的一把白色的雨伞。
不同的心情，往不同的方向走去。
我，
归心似箭。^___^
她，
吃力地上了同样无情的扶梯。
我，
尽量往下看，想望着她安全降落，抵达。
它 -- 地铁，
同样早了十秒钟抵达。
希望，
她不再匆匆忙忙，失足。
希望，
她安全抵达。
*完结* 四月二十五日
老婆婆一时紧张，就为了追这一趟地铁。
她把手提袋摆在电动扶梯的梯阶上，弯下腰想提起。
一时不慎，慢动作地跌坐在梯阶上。
扶梯徐徐下降，她坐在平地上，梯阶已变成平地，毫不留情地滑进出口，以便开始往上爬。
滑过她的臀部，却没帮她站起来。
目睹这一切
目瞪口呆
一个箭步走上前，伸出援助之手。
“Please help me"
想拉她一把，好重。
心有余而力不足的感觉。还好有位携带子女的大叔出手相助。
”喀嚓“疏松的骨质发出了声音，好可怕。
站了起来，
提起袋子，往即将紧闭的门冲去。
XXX
”一时紧张，一时紧张”
不好意思。随身走向另一车厢。
若在下车前她还在，一定上前问候
满头白发，戴着一副眼镜，拿着一把白色的雨伞，
孤寂地坐在一旁
XXX
深呼吸，走去。
XXX
她闭着眼睛
“你没事吧？”
HUH？
"Did you injure yourself?"
*Smilez*
"没事，没事，没受伤，一时滑倒 HA”
“没事就好，没受伤就好。”
“谢谢你，谢谢你”
微微一笑，下了地铁，上了另一排电动扶梯。
回头，双目交汇，互相微笑。
挥着手，扬长而去。
*完结* 四月二十四日
XXX
真是有缘，再一次巧遇，在同一排电动扶梯。
她依然往同一个方向，
我却与她背道而驰。
同一个事件，同一个地点，同样的我俩，同样的一把白色的雨伞。
不同的心情，往不同的方向走去。
我，
归心似箭。^___^
她，
吃力地上了同样无情的扶梯。
我，
尽量往下看，想望着她安全降落，抵达。
它 -- 地铁，
同样早了十秒钟抵达。
希望，
她不再匆匆忙忙，失足。
希望，
她安全抵达。
*完结* 四月二十五日
日曜日, 3月 21, 2004
You have a kind soul! What can be better than
cooking lemon-pastries? Only helping out sick
kids of course! Congratulations, you have a
kind soul. Known for your purity and goodness
you follow your heart and your brain. The path
you seem to talk on is golden, and your touch
can make others forget about their pain. Your
always the one who donates to charity, feeds
the squirrels in the park, and volunteers down
at the shelter. Youre determined to make the
world a better place, and be sweet and
thoughtful everywhere. You are probably
multi-talented, and others love being around
you. Be careful though. Dont let them take
advantage of you.
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wah so long hafnt write..
sigh finally quit my job... enjoying the break la.. misssing the kids abit on mon still visualising tt i'm suppose to b in the halll asking 5j to pick up their bags then with perry sprouting nonsense at me as usual abt how he wans to smoke n kill himself his 怎么会是？haha damn funni...
the last dae on fri was crazy la... chiong-ing to finish marking so tt can return all da books then didnt eat lunch lor.. kept marking until got stiff neck liao.. but den the lessons sigh.. the trademark noise level n running ard.. haha took pic of them not wif la they too scary haha damn excited to take pic la
i tink i was too stressed n tired to feel all the sobz farewell mood la but yea received quite alot of cards n a few haha gifts so.. haha
they r still cute la
but all in all these 30 odd days of relief teacher proved tt i cant realli teach for nuts.. if i wan to bcome a teacher i better cum out better ways to interest them man.. but hmm yea education... not easy la
then damn demoralising the last dae johnathon's mum call to complain=scold mi which is like shit la
budden i dont understand y i tell the kid to do work then he refuse to do then it's still my fault la not telling him str in the face not complaining to his mum wth i dunnoe la dunnoe it's cant b bothered or like more than 1/2 my class lidat then i oso boh pian la dunnoe dunnoe la
but all in all it was quite n experience
n the way i work scares mi la
like i some workaholic no life
no need to eat no need to rest veri tensed veri stressed
scary
tink i'll end up a walking skeleton if i kept on at the job la
it's sucking mi so dry
glad to b resting
glad to b slacking again
went to eat free buffet on fri nite
the staff satay meeting tt everione dying to leave earli coz got own lives but due to political reasons stayed...
so funky teacher
normally got like flat oily hair tt can see all the comb line n wear boring shirt n pants
then at night wore some tight fitting black shirt n spiked up all his hair n kept singing la haha realli 人不可冒相。。damn funny
kick boxing nus open house
then the rush to apply s-ship haah juz try la huh
tink it's good exercise made mi tink long n hard abt aspirations n stuff
stuff tt i hafnt given much thought b4... not tt i had ani conclusions yet la but i guess i still tinking ... saw the tip of the ice berg shud i say...
then the whole week was like crazy la
application forms n essays n tinking tinking more tinking + tuition..
n flu tt had been ard for a wk
actualli i didnt noe wat happened leh
how did time pass so quickly juz knew i waz tired n alwayz sitting in front of the com la..
sigh its all over like a dream
but felt rather bad didnt noe manda flew sigh
hmm seriously this wk seemed like a blur
slept alot n hid at home...
recuperating i guess
haha then yest ah ma ah yi uncle darling n nana
hmm i went shopping with them
the jap place we went quite good 13.90 then can keep ordering lor frm 11.30am to 2pm i tink..
will bring pple to go check it out haha
nice food... then went shopping at taka
n knew the reason i was invited out of the blue haha but tt waz veri nice of them la
had alot of fun
n they gave mi a new watch
if u had a hundred dollars now wat wud u buy
i was stressed again didnt noe wat i wan ( as usual )
cant sui bian animore when u r the main character n the whole world's waiting for u tink ah ma's legs were tired... but i like the fossil... hmm too nice cat bear to wear
neva had n extra watch.. mayb those free gifts la budden neva bought an extra one...
i'm the kind onli one of each kind of possession then if the thing spoil then buy but sumtimes no time tt's how i ended wearing bata sandles to teach for a few wks...
now got extra watch heh..
had fun like korea lidat...
then slept at 10 for 10hrs luxury/...
oh managed to eat the 2 things i was dying to try...
shrooms burger frm kfc... ok la not impressive
then the seafood chowder at delifrance...
went to deliver sumthing at raffles city then went shopping alone.. no shopping la walking haah
stayed in hmv realli long then went to sit at the high high table at delifrance the breadbowl veri big i dont realli like the bread.. left half of it alone.. but it was quite nice la
damn freaking hungry now...
then went to ps n home...
tired
kickboxing was fun
enertaining la.. seeing pple move wierdly
but the feeling of sweating is still good..
even aft u rested then still feel nice n warm la
haha then fa xian the swimming pool hehheh
went to eat wif huixian the 3-in-1 damn nice... aha her recommendation la.. abit more convinced tt tau huay dont taste like cement ani more... one lousy tau huay tt haunted mi my whole life huh..
then carrot cake n library - bound
found tt stupid book on japanese un-useless inventions.. cant rem the jap name but so lame can die..
its for pple to conceptualise make n not use la
wah wah
someone save mi frm the lameness...
i passed my final theory test like finally finally la
2nd try
tink my dad was quite disappointed n paiseh when i failed la
oops
the president of SDIA's kid hmm
haha muz pass the prac one shot oso or else break the tradition n throw face..
watever la...
muz learn liao
date of exam : 3aug
one day aft nus start school
wow
finally relieved la
i wan to work at expo as john little's temp cashier n packer but my mama tink i siao
lousy pay lousy working hrs then all my tuition how?
haha but my childhood ambition
those less noble ones (erm in other pple's POV la)
cashier photocopier n camera shop lady tt develops photo
haah later become like robin williams siao n start wanting to join other pple's fam n go crazy haha
yea man
ambition leh but discouraged n stupid la
haha mayb i'll go for the walk in interview on mon.. hmm
library
going to it make mi realize how i miss reading
deprived la.. erm mayb b myself
a chong dong to finish reading all the bks there
shud juz start frm one...
haha excited
hmm
where did all the r.l. stine n chrstopher pike boks go?
cant find them like aniwhere
then all the seach say most of them at sembawang lib
wat r they doing there man????
i wan to read them again..
tink i read almost all their horror bks... it shaped the way i write quite abit (erm minus the typo)
so many things to do
a good time to break n enjoy life huh
n see pple
hafnt seen pple for a long time..
mayb i haf foresaken them?haha in their pov la...
sigh
another headache qn i like to deny
but
dunnoe
tmr got tuition again
wah the little indian getting lazy leh
so iz the anchorvalerite
but as usual bayshorist is still so motivated...
it's quite tiring la sumtimes
having to b responsible to them
but well well...
got a purple watch n a purple cup as gifts...
wat's my fav colour again?? haha
this whole long thing better dont disappear if my com hang now.. i'll cry n die n gek n bang my head against wall... yea
cant believe i forgot my chat wif serene until i read her blog haha..
sigh finally quit my job... enjoying the break la.. misssing the kids abit on mon still visualising tt i'm suppose to b in the halll asking 5j to pick up their bags then with perry sprouting nonsense at me as usual abt how he wans to smoke n kill himself his 怎么会是？haha damn funni...
the last dae on fri was crazy la... chiong-ing to finish marking so tt can return all da books then didnt eat lunch lor.. kept marking until got stiff neck liao.. but den the lessons sigh.. the trademark noise level n running ard.. haha took pic of them not wif la they too scary haha damn excited to take pic la
i tink i was too stressed n tired to feel all the sobz farewell mood la but yea received quite alot of cards n a few haha gifts so.. haha
they r still cute la
but all in all these 30 odd days of relief teacher proved tt i cant realli teach for nuts.. if i wan to bcome a teacher i better cum out better ways to interest them man.. but hmm yea education... not easy la
then damn demoralising the last dae johnathon's mum call to complain=scold mi which is like shit la
budden i dont understand y i tell the kid to do work then he refuse to do then it's still my fault la not telling him str in the face not complaining to his mum wth i dunnoe la dunnoe it's cant b bothered or like more than 1/2 my class lidat then i oso boh pian la dunnoe dunnoe la
but all in all it was quite n experience
n the way i work scares mi la
like i some workaholic no life
no need to eat no need to rest veri tensed veri stressed
scary
tink i'll end up a walking skeleton if i kept on at the job la
it's sucking mi so dry
glad to b resting
glad to b slacking again
went to eat free buffet on fri nite
the staff satay meeting tt everione dying to leave earli coz got own lives but due to political reasons stayed...
so funky teacher
normally got like flat oily hair tt can see all the comb line n wear boring shirt n pants
then at night wore some tight fitting black shirt n spiked up all his hair n kept singing la haha realli 人不可冒相。。damn funny
kick boxing nus open house
then the rush to apply s-ship haah juz try la huh
tink it's good exercise made mi tink long n hard abt aspirations n stuff
stuff tt i hafnt given much thought b4... not tt i had ani conclusions yet la but i guess i still tinking ... saw the tip of the ice berg shud i say...
then the whole week was like crazy la
application forms n essays n tinking tinking more tinking + tuition..
n flu tt had been ard for a wk
actualli i didnt noe wat happened leh
how did time pass so quickly juz knew i waz tired n alwayz sitting in front of the com la..
sigh its all over like a dream
but felt rather bad didnt noe manda flew sigh
hmm seriously this wk seemed like a blur
slept alot n hid at home...
recuperating i guess
haha then yest ah ma ah yi uncle darling n nana
hmm i went shopping with them
the jap place we went quite good 13.90 then can keep ordering lor frm 11.30am to 2pm i tink..
will bring pple to go check it out haha
nice food... then went shopping at taka
n knew the reason i was invited out of the blue haha but tt waz veri nice of them la
had alot of fun
n they gave mi a new watch
if u had a hundred dollars now wat wud u buy
i was stressed again didnt noe wat i wan ( as usual )
cant sui bian animore when u r the main character n the whole world's waiting for u tink ah ma's legs were tired... but i like the fossil... hmm too nice cat bear to wear
neva had n extra watch.. mayb those free gifts la budden neva bought an extra one...
i'm the kind onli one of each kind of possession then if the thing spoil then buy but sumtimes no time tt's how i ended wearing bata sandles to teach for a few wks...
now got extra watch heh..
had fun like korea lidat...
then slept at 10 for 10hrs luxury/...
oh managed to eat the 2 things i was dying to try...
shrooms burger frm kfc... ok la not impressive
then the seafood chowder at delifrance...
went to deliver sumthing at raffles city then went shopping alone.. no shopping la walking haah
stayed in hmv realli long then went to sit at the high high table at delifrance the breadbowl veri big i dont realli like the bread.. left half of it alone.. but it was quite nice la
damn freaking hungry now...
then went to ps n home...
tired
kickboxing was fun
enertaining la.. seeing pple move wierdly
but the feeling of sweating is still good..
even aft u rested then still feel nice n warm la
haha then fa xian the swimming pool hehheh
went to eat wif huixian the 3-in-1 damn nice... aha her recommendation la.. abit more convinced tt tau huay dont taste like cement ani more... one lousy tau huay tt haunted mi my whole life huh..
then carrot cake n library - bound
found tt stupid book on japanese un-useless inventions.. cant rem the jap name but so lame can die..
its for pple to conceptualise make n not use la
wah wah
someone save mi frm the lameness...
i passed my final theory test like finally finally la
2nd try
tink my dad was quite disappointed n paiseh when i failed la
oops
the president of SDIA's kid hmm
haha muz pass the prac one shot oso or else break the tradition n throw face..
watever la...
muz learn liao
date of exam : 3aug
one day aft nus start school
wow
finally relieved la
i wan to work at expo as john little's temp cashier n packer but my mama tink i siao
lousy pay lousy working hrs then all my tuition how?
haha but my childhood ambition
those less noble ones (erm in other pple's POV la)
cashier photocopier n camera shop lady tt develops photo
haah later become like robin williams siao n start wanting to join other pple's fam n go crazy haha
yea man
ambition leh but discouraged n stupid la
haha mayb i'll go for the walk in interview on mon.. hmm
library
going to it make mi realize how i miss reading
deprived la.. erm mayb b myself
a chong dong to finish reading all the bks there
shud juz start frm one...
haha excited
hmm
where did all the r.l. stine n chrstopher pike boks go?
cant find them like aniwhere
then all the seach say most of them at sembawang lib
wat r they doing there man????
i wan to read them again..
tink i read almost all their horror bks... it shaped the way i write quite abit (erm minus the typo)
so many things to do
a good time to break n enjoy life huh
n see pple
hafnt seen pple for a long time..
mayb i haf foresaken them?haha in their pov la...
sigh
another headache qn i like to deny
but
dunnoe
tmr got tuition again
wah the little indian getting lazy leh
so iz the anchorvalerite
but as usual bayshorist is still so motivated...
it's quite tiring la sumtimes
having to b responsible to them
but well well...
got a purple watch n a purple cup as gifts...
wat's my fav colour again?? haha
this whole long thing better dont disappear if my com hang now.. i'll cry n die n gek n bang my head against wall... yea
cant believe i forgot my chat wif serene until i read her blog haha..
土曜日, 3月 06, 2004
results day.. came n went...
happy la.. veri happy actualli
so much better than i expected la... tink tyco oso haha aboo to aaaa
budden feel abit lost in like the big world la i guess.. sigh.. scary dunnoe how to go abt doing alot of things la...
when i was near bouna vista mrt i kept wanting to go toilet..
1st sign of nervousness.. haha onli hit mi this morn..
then the hodge's speech then the queueing haha
tensed stretched taut like siao haha
then ms chen whu refuse to let mi see until i sign 2 pieces of paper
wanted to cry liao la
then the :"heng hao"
congrats u did well
then the aiyah abit more than can b on the perfect score list or sumthing
then the results la
better so much better than expections la..
relieved
thankful
tears la
haha
tyco sia...
alwayz a person whu kinda noe wat i wan but neva been focused enuff.. scrape past it again
given a 2nd chance hope can do wat i wan la
then haf to work hard frm the beginning la
hmm... happy n relieved la
closure of another chap of my life... end of jc erm oficially la.. sigh
the nostalgia hit mi abit oso actualli
the batch/cohort thing n the familiar faces
abit la guess we move on
everione does...
now need to go tink wat i wan in life..
wat i wan to do
planning planning
marking zuo wen n wks oso la
starting kick boxing tmr haha
looking forward to it la..
happy la.. veri happy actualli
so much better than i expected la... tink tyco oso haha aboo to aaaa
budden feel abit lost in like the big world la i guess.. sigh.. scary dunnoe how to go abt doing alot of things la...
when i was near bouna vista mrt i kept wanting to go toilet..
1st sign of nervousness.. haha onli hit mi this morn..
then the hodge's speech then the queueing haha
tensed stretched taut like siao haha
then ms chen whu refuse to let mi see until i sign 2 pieces of paper
wanted to cry liao la
then the :"heng hao"
congrats u did well
then the aiyah abit more than can b on the perfect score list or sumthing
then the results la
better so much better than expections la..
relieved
thankful
tears la
haha
tyco sia...
alwayz a person whu kinda noe wat i wan but neva been focused enuff.. scrape past it again
given a 2nd chance hope can do wat i wan la
then haf to work hard frm the beginning la
hmm... happy n relieved la
closure of another chap of my life... end of jc erm oficially la.. sigh
the nostalgia hit mi abit oso actualli
the batch/cohort thing n the familiar faces
abit la guess we move on
everione does...
now need to go tink wat i wan in life..
wat i wan to do
planning planning
marking zuo wen n wks oso la
starting kick boxing tmr haha
looking forward to it la..
My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
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haha cant believe this.. it's rather erm.. hmm stupid? i wont even watch a power ranger movie la... then i hafta star in it??
金曜日, 3月 05, 2004
12hrs b4 i meet serene to go rj
today is R day but i'm still abit sleepy abit hungry eating cupnoodles with alot of boiled canned mushrooms haha
it'll come it'll go
expectations hopes
dont wan to tink abt it
think my denial skills thru my yrs of honing haf reached another level of competence..
i'm not realli feeling it now... erm not yet?
today beng came to visit mi at sch haha
veri paiseh
onli chat wif her for like 10min then muz go start pri 3 class... haha
shud i quit or not?
hmm decide aft tmr la the teacher can onli cum bk 9may sigh
i veri tired
think i shudnt b doing it lor
i dread going to class i tink abit la
when they go crazy n noisy i haf this urge to walk out on them n my responsibility...
i enjoy their company but teaching them in class seems like a chore... tink it's mi they're so disinterestred hmm... sigh
i enjoy the hanging ard wif kids
i dont mind the marking if i can ever finish them but the teaching?
mayb i'm not creative enuff.. i let them play wat but i feel when it's time to learn n do work they shud but alas...
they dont tink tt way,,,
the major part of the job.. teaching... i'm not realli enjoying it la.. i like to noe them but aiyah dunnoe
tt can wait can hang until aft tmr haha
finally called the officce to ask them to send sumone up to shut my class up..
if they persists... to the parade square we go
muahaha
today is R day but i'm still abit sleepy abit hungry eating cupnoodles with alot of boiled canned mushrooms haha
it'll come it'll go
expectations hopes
dont wan to tink abt it
think my denial skills thru my yrs of honing haf reached another level of competence..
i'm not realli feeling it now... erm not yet?
today beng came to visit mi at sch haha
veri paiseh
onli chat wif her for like 10min then muz go start pri 3 class... haha
shud i quit or not?
hmm decide aft tmr la the teacher can onli cum bk 9may sigh
i veri tired
think i shudnt b doing it lor
i dread going to class i tink abit la
when they go crazy n noisy i haf this urge to walk out on them n my responsibility...
i enjoy their company but teaching them in class seems like a chore... tink it's mi they're so disinterestred hmm... sigh
i enjoy the hanging ard wif kids
i dont mind the marking if i can ever finish them but the teaching?
mayb i'm not creative enuff.. i let them play wat but i feel when it's time to learn n do work they shud but alas...
they dont tink tt way,,,
the major part of the job.. teaching... i'm not realli enjoying it la.. i like to noe them but aiyah dunnoe
tt can wait can hang until aft tmr haha
finally called the officce to ask them to send sumone up to shut my class up..
if they persists... to the parade square we go
muahaha
土曜日, 2月 28, 2004
yay finally feeling better these days...
getting use to the work load the sch system (frm teacher's pov) n stuff
noe the kids more like them better but still cant get their attention la...
haha
but suffering the after effects of my earlier shitty experience n feeling la
now lost my voice erm almost n losing...
yest morn woke up w/o voice...
quite scary coz no sore throat
dunnoe if my voice box permanently damaged or not
even ms chen say i sound terrible haha
but i guess boh pian la jus sit ard rest my throat in pray for it to recover la
haha alreadi low enuff voice then now lidat... sigh
the kids complain my voice was so low they couldnt hear frm the bk la haha
watever la 9 more daes to the job
mayb i'll miss them mayb not
watching all in lee bing hyun's damn cute sigh.. haha
todae's a great dae la hanging out wif the judo girls in the morn
missed lying on the mats
gossiping wif tan n eng
toking abt FUTURE
most go tink more abt it la... sigh sianz
miss hafing them ard... missed mountain dew
tink over-drank it drank 2 cans in the mrn n one large cup frm kfc juz now haha
then on my way home burping non-stop....
haha
judo banmian lemon tea at s-11 ms chen ri tan n eng of judogirls
things tt haf been wif mi most of my jc life...
hope they'll stay wif/ard mi for longer time to cum
met gang oso the rare occasion od everione together... haha
EVERIONE
tt's kinda rare so todae's a good dae haha
then got this netball shooting competition outside hmv... but it ended when we arrived so couldnt take part but huayu went 2 borrow the netball frm the person there then they lent it to us
mi huayu n serene juz shoot netball in the middle of orchard rd.. haha
while shooting u kinda forgot where u r la
u juz see the ball n the hoop lor
reminded mi or rgs daes when we stay bk to prac for netball carn haha serene n fel tot mi alot abt shooting i guess...
hahaha the familiar feeling
feels good
kinda lost the touch but getting it bk aft a while haha
missed it la
when i got tt damn far shot in in sec 1 i was like wow
best shooter haha
juz like when i saved the floorball shot by ms poon... haha
great sense of achievement n abit de yi la :p
results cuming in a few daes time still not feeling too much pressure but abit jittery starting liao not tinking not tinking abt it la haha
getting use to the work load the sch system (frm teacher's pov) n stuff
noe the kids more like them better but still cant get their attention la...
haha
but suffering the after effects of my earlier shitty experience n feeling la
now lost my voice erm almost n losing...
yest morn woke up w/o voice...
quite scary coz no sore throat
dunnoe if my voice box permanently damaged or not
even ms chen say i sound terrible haha
but i guess boh pian la jus sit ard rest my throat in pray for it to recover la
haha alreadi low enuff voice then now lidat... sigh
the kids complain my voice was so low they couldnt hear frm the bk la haha
watever la 9 more daes to the job
mayb i'll miss them mayb not
watching all in lee bing hyun's damn cute sigh.. haha
todae's a great dae la hanging out wif the judo girls in the morn
missed lying on the mats
gossiping wif tan n eng
toking abt FUTURE
most go tink more abt it la... sigh sianz
miss hafing them ard... missed mountain dew
tink over-drank it drank 2 cans in the mrn n one large cup frm kfc juz now haha
then on my way home burping non-stop....
haha
judo banmian lemon tea at s-11 ms chen ri tan n eng of judogirls
things tt haf been wif mi most of my jc life...
hope they'll stay wif/ard mi for longer time to cum
met gang oso the rare occasion od everione together... haha
EVERIONE
tt's kinda rare so todae's a good dae haha
then got this netball shooting competition outside hmv... but it ended when we arrived so couldnt take part but huayu went 2 borrow the netball frm the person there then they lent it to us
mi huayu n serene juz shoot netball in the middle of orchard rd.. haha
while shooting u kinda forgot where u r la
u juz see the ball n the hoop lor
reminded mi or rgs daes when we stay bk to prac for netball carn haha serene n fel tot mi alot abt shooting i guess...
hahaha the familiar feeling
feels good
kinda lost the touch but getting it bk aft a while haha
missed it la
when i got tt damn far shot in in sec 1 i was like wow
best shooter haha
juz like when i saved the floorball shot by ms poon... haha
great sense of achievement n abit de yi la :p
results cuming in a few daes time still not feeling too much pressure but abit jittery starting liao not tinking not tinking abt it la haha
日曜日, 2月 22, 2004
confused
for the past 2 daes pple seemed to b toking/ conversing/ ranting n raving at mi abt things i cannot do or dont haf..
i cant get pple tp understand mi.. dont haf concept of time.. dont haf a limit for myself cant save myself frm the shit i'm getting into..
am i such a deficient person i wonder?
cant tell pple how i tink properly cant even consolidate my tots properly cant even feel properly cant reject pple properly cant maintain relationships properly...
dunnoe la
so many things i dont noe n cant do
haha ironically i'm a TEACHER now haha
so wat so how?
'kids are special pple'
that's tt fav quote i saw in school
yea a getting pple worried abt mi
alwayz falling asleep in the taxi when i go home late at nite aft tuition
my mama keep tinking tt one dae i might juz get raped n murdered n abandoned in the wilderness
while tt'd not impossible
sigh
i'll try i'll try i'll try
i haf been telling thiz to many pple thiz daes
izzit not hard enuff or am i not doing it huh
aniwae happi things happened yest
met xiangyun fren for 10yrs?
my best fren thruout my years in pri sch
kept in touch but didnt meet up too frequently these 6yrs we were in different schools
but well still click still care for each other
a blessing
am happy
haha n my mama's bdae
steamboat/bbq at marina south
first time see live prawns hopping ard b4 they're getting thrown into the steamboat...
haha tot it was a giant fly
everione was happy n enjoyed themselves i tink i feel haha
can see frm the photos as well
everione's smile's happy :D
yea a day wif fam n frens
last nite watched Beautiful days till 3am
but slept thru 10+am
omg wat a blessing
hafnt sleep till 10+ for many many days
sigh
dinner now gtg
for the past 2 daes pple seemed to b toking/ conversing/ ranting n raving at mi abt things i cannot do or dont haf..
i cant get pple tp understand mi.. dont haf concept of time.. dont haf a limit for myself cant save myself frm the shit i'm getting into..
am i such a deficient person i wonder?
cant tell pple how i tink properly cant even consolidate my tots properly cant even feel properly cant reject pple properly cant maintain relationships properly...
dunnoe la
so many things i dont noe n cant do
haha ironically i'm a TEACHER now haha
so wat so how?
'kids are special pple'
that's tt fav quote i saw in school
yea a getting pple worried abt mi
alwayz falling asleep in the taxi when i go home late at nite aft tuition
my mama keep tinking tt one dae i might juz get raped n murdered n abandoned in the wilderness
while tt'd not impossible
sigh
i'll try i'll try i'll try
i haf been telling thiz to many pple thiz daes
izzit not hard enuff or am i not doing it huh
aniwae happi things happened yest
met xiangyun fren for 10yrs?
my best fren thruout my years in pri sch
kept in touch but didnt meet up too frequently these 6yrs we were in different schools
but well still click still care for each other
a blessing
am happy
haha n my mama's bdae
steamboat/bbq at marina south
first time see live prawns hopping ard b4 they're getting thrown into the steamboat...
haha tot it was a giant fly
everione was happy n enjoyed themselves i tink i feel haha
can see frm the photos as well
everione's smile's happy :D
yea a day wif fam n frens
last nite watched Beautiful days till 3am
but slept thru 10+am
omg wat a blessing
hafnt sleep till 10+ for many many days
sigh
dinner now gtg
火曜日, 2月 17, 2004
oh still haf things to record.. great valentine man
spent it wif da judo girls n 2 boys haha beng's bro n fren
miss them la.. then they go support n throw ball for my bro whu entered snap wif eunice aka ah k haha for most compatible couple i tink...
they didnt win but it waz rather fun n exciting...
eating wif judo pple whoa kinda miss tt as well i guess used to do it everi sat for almost 2 yrs.. now like everi fortnightly or sumthing..
but toking toking laughing laughing well.. haha
then carol make us walk rather far to a nice mysterious place...
well its nice la mayb next time we can go again to see the place when its lighted up...
happy bdae to lux my xianggong
n erfie.. my 209 fren.. :)
haha kick boxing? mayb soon.. ^___^
spent it wif da judo girls n 2 boys haha beng's bro n fren
miss them la.. then they go support n throw ball for my bro whu entered snap wif eunice aka ah k haha for most compatible couple i tink...
they didnt win but it waz rather fun n exciting...
eating wif judo pple whoa kinda miss tt as well i guess used to do it everi sat for almost 2 yrs.. now like everi fortnightly or sumthing..
but toking toking laughing laughing well.. haha
then carol make us walk rather far to a nice mysterious place...
well its nice la mayb next time we can go again to see the place when its lighted up...
happy bdae to lux my xianggong
n erfie.. my 209 fren.. :)
haha kick boxing? mayb soon.. ^___^
omg i hafnt blog like for 2 wks plus.. haha mayb pple tot i'm dead.. well i feel like i'm dying?!? haha
but as i told beng relief teaching is like breaking an arm la
at first denial: like the full impact of the shit hasnt sunk in yet then u still hopeful everidae.. planning wat u'll do wif the kids la
then cums anger, irritation: argh like feel like throwing them out of the window.. the same thing i felt everitime i move my arm abit n the pain's like everiwhere till u cant identify the source la
haha then cums the aceeptance of the fact.. feeling more at peace with stuff aft settling at the eqm.. still trying to find it but better now la
i shud haf been blogging man.. cant realli rem all the haha things i did with the kids/ experience with them la...
but well most of the time i'm screaming at the top of my voice scolding n trying to shut them up but wa ather jialat for voice n general well being
funny things tt happen include my pri1s singing 'cha shao bao' song to mi i mean they onli noe tt three words out of the whole song but still volunteered to sing... ani other part of the song they'll barely hum it n try to bypass tt part to CHA SHAO BAO again haha
pri 3 tink i hafnt been too nice to them la coz they smarties then i tend to b more strict wif them which iz like unfair but i'm checking myself on tt
pri 5s wa lao
zhenjie broke his leg coz he fell down a flight of stairs in sch so i had to run ard looking for the teachers tt booked the classrooms on ground floor so as to swap with them.. sigh
but they did IT man
thu(12/2/04)
made mi cry in front of the whole class la
tt waz like freaking diu lian but boh ian i guess
'ke yi' was the one tt triggered it off kept saying he dont need my box of rubber n ding zui until i snapped.. n said ' cant u show mi some respect?' i neva wanted to sae tt becoz i alwayz believe tt respect needs to b earned n u cant demand it frm anione let alone my students/kids..
but woah
once it started juz cant stop la.. like all my weiqu for the past 12 daes juz burst the dam or sumthing
n sum irritating boy haf to shout across the whole class to announce the arrival of my tears so as to shut them up
i walked out
not on them
but to go toilet la
to seek some quiet.. rare in sch
n composure
i mean it was reslved aft tt la
wif keyi feeling veri guilty n kept apologising to mi and some of them staying bk to offer mi help to carry stuff..
aiyah they r still cute to mi la
juz like my pri1s
i dont prac favouritism but there r a few kids tt i juz realli like their face n the way they tok haha like haochuan daryl wenhui... aiyoh most of my pri1s r cute la... actualli all my students r...
well thu last week was the most memorable of my whole relief teaching experience there i mean i cried budden 2 gang mates came over n literally brighten my dae la
to tink i haf to hide in a corner immediately after my crying stint at the pri5class coz tears juz cant stop following.. squatting in a little corner wif one door tt leads to dunnoe-where.. abit like the rgs guitar rm last time
haha but when they came... familiar faces cant help but smile
guess alwayz tot i'm ok alone most places i go
but ya la w/o frens ard it's rather lonely i guess.,, esp haf to deal with alot of shit alone wif no close pple to tok to.. always hiding in my corner in the staff rm i guess... i'll forget to eat my lunch/recess coz i haf no time..
sad rite... but tt day huayu n felicia came.. the first time i went down for recess... met my pri1s n some pri 5s haha they r realli cute wan to sit near us n meet my frens... fel shaking hand with the weihan (ultra guai n smart=veri gd boy) n letting peiru aka sickening kaypo queen like her alot haha she still rem her i tink.. n the other kids asked mi abt the both of them today oso like when they cuming again/...
hafing recess wif them iz another enjoyment tt they brought mi to go experience la i guess.. hahah if i haf the time, i'll go visit them n treat them to um food la..
they r all little angles outside class but all of them together making alot of noise.. wah lao damn scary la haha
sometimes i feel scared of them like amanada told mi the ka-chua syndrom like y u scared of stuff so much smaller than u rite?
the pri5 hope i can help them improve.. my rehearsed (in my brain) lecture to them which i hafnt say yet...
iz by the time i leave i dare say tt i haf put in the effort wif them n tried my best n i'll demand each n everione of them to reflect n see if they can tell mi they haf put in the effort to learn frm mi not la
aft the crying stint haha worked abit la i guess... they abit more attentive n will show mi the bi ji they copied... hope it'll help them improve.. aiyah
my pri 3 i hope to chop chop finish syllabus n intro them to chem-er chinese stuff like chengyu yan yu n poems.. mayb they will learn to appreciate them n like chinese more like mi haha b wowed by how much juz a few words used nicely can express a whole lot of things...
went bk to sch on sat as well
b4 i reached the school fell down at pasir ris mrt station damn malu
waz carrying the whole big bag of bks with both arms until i cant realli see the steps i'm going down la... then didnt step properly n the sandles bent n almost went rolling down dropped my bks my breakfast lckily waz walking behind the crowd n onli 3 other guys saw.. on jc guy helped pick up my 1/2 eaten waffer in plastic bag.. one indian uncle helped mi pick up my bks n said "slowly".. n the guy beside mi on my side of the railing haha the rest were on the other side la... he juz damn shocked n kinda frozen he still didnt recover aft i stood up lor haha i hafta comfort him saying 'm ok.. onli blue-black at the shin... no matter how sadist it may sound.. kinda missed bruises remind mi of the days wif judo where i got a high vount of 13 bruises at one time
haha but i can understand how he felt... the same way i felt everitime carol crumble beside mi going down the stairs at ri while sms-ing haha i juz shocked n stared haha
then beng came down to help mi mark
haha we suppose to go orchard to meet the rest at 2 on sat so muz set off at 1 but i cant finish la then she came down n helped mi n we marked until 4 sigh still didnt finish but she helped mi with the zuoye n tingxie.. thanx beng!
other teachers muz tink i'm wierd n useless alwayz getting frens to cum sch to help mi haha nvm la
heard the mdm jenny woo i'm reliefing iz cuming bk
pple tell mi i'm losing my job soon n i told them i dont mind
got urge to slack la n wan to gif the kids bk to better hands so tt juz in case i cant teach wont realli screw up their lives la.. haha
i'm looking forward to they day whereby i dont haf to teach.. not realli coz i hate the job.. i'm starting to b used to it la n kinda liked it but more of a good rest..
the day will cum n i guess i cant bear to leave them but we shall see
till then ahah do my best la/..
juz finish typing my lesson plan n its 2+am liaoz.. shit la tmr got sch n morn + nite tuition haha lack of sleep again.. will make mi irritable.. so shud go kun now...
i like the stickers i bought to paste in their books 100+ smiley face stickers of diff design not onli light up their day but light up mine oso la
n the dancing robot n jap sweets i bought at action city on sat haha they love it n i like seeing them so happy too
oh glad to find out tt no matter how irritating you yi iz he cares n protects perry.. good job man
hilarious dancing robot tink i shud go buy one for myself haha
ZZZZzzzz....
but as i told beng relief teaching is like breaking an arm la
at first denial: like the full impact of the shit hasnt sunk in yet then u still hopeful everidae.. planning wat u'll do wif the kids la
then cums anger, irritation: argh like feel like throwing them out of the window.. the same thing i felt everitime i move my arm abit n the pain's like everiwhere till u cant identify the source la
haha then cums the aceeptance of the fact.. feeling more at peace with stuff aft settling at the eqm.. still trying to find it but better now la
i shud haf been blogging man.. cant realli rem all the haha things i did with the kids/ experience with them la...
but well most of the time i'm screaming at the top of my voice scolding n trying to shut them up but wa ather jialat for voice n general well being
funny things tt happen include my pri1s singing 'cha shao bao' song to mi i mean they onli noe tt three words out of the whole song but still volunteered to sing... ani other part of the song they'll barely hum it n try to bypass tt part to CHA SHAO BAO again haha
pri 3 tink i hafnt been too nice to them la coz they smarties then i tend to b more strict wif them which iz like unfair but i'm checking myself on tt
pri 5s wa lao
zhenjie broke his leg coz he fell down a flight of stairs in sch so i had to run ard looking for the teachers tt booked the classrooms on ground floor so as to swap with them.. sigh
but they did IT man
thu(12/2/04)
made mi cry in front of the whole class la
tt waz like freaking diu lian but boh ian i guess
'ke yi' was the one tt triggered it off kept saying he dont need my box of rubber n ding zui until i snapped.. n said ' cant u show mi some respect?' i neva wanted to sae tt becoz i alwayz believe tt respect needs to b earned n u cant demand it frm anione let alone my students/kids..
but woah
once it started juz cant stop la.. like all my weiqu for the past 12 daes juz burst the dam or sumthing
n sum irritating boy haf to shout across the whole class to announce the arrival of my tears so as to shut them up
i walked out
not on them
but to go toilet la
to seek some quiet.. rare in sch
n composure
i mean it was reslved aft tt la
wif keyi feeling veri guilty n kept apologising to mi and some of them staying bk to offer mi help to carry stuff..
aiyah they r still cute to mi la
juz like my pri1s
i dont prac favouritism but there r a few kids tt i juz realli like their face n the way they tok haha like haochuan daryl wenhui... aiyoh most of my pri1s r cute la... actualli all my students r...
well thu last week was the most memorable of my whole relief teaching experience there i mean i cried budden 2 gang mates came over n literally brighten my dae la
to tink i haf to hide in a corner immediately after my crying stint at the pri5class coz tears juz cant stop following.. squatting in a little corner wif one door tt leads to dunnoe-where.. abit like the rgs guitar rm last time
haha but when they came... familiar faces cant help but smile
guess alwayz tot i'm ok alone most places i go
but ya la w/o frens ard it's rather lonely i guess.,, esp haf to deal with alot of shit alone wif no close pple to tok to.. always hiding in my corner in the staff rm i guess... i'll forget to eat my lunch/recess coz i haf no time..
sad rite... but tt day huayu n felicia came.. the first time i went down for recess... met my pri1s n some pri 5s haha they r realli cute wan to sit near us n meet my frens... fel shaking hand with the weihan (ultra guai n smart=veri gd boy) n letting peiru aka sickening kaypo queen like her alot haha she still rem her i tink.. n the other kids asked mi abt the both of them today oso like when they cuming again/...
hafing recess wif them iz another enjoyment tt they brought mi to go experience la i guess.. hahah if i haf the time, i'll go visit them n treat them to um food la..
they r all little angles outside class but all of them together making alot of noise.. wah lao damn scary la haha
sometimes i feel scared of them like amanada told mi the ka-chua syndrom like y u scared of stuff so much smaller than u rite?
the pri5 hope i can help them improve.. my rehearsed (in my brain) lecture to them which i hafnt say yet...
iz by the time i leave i dare say tt i haf put in the effort wif them n tried my best n i'll demand each n everione of them to reflect n see if they can tell mi they haf put in the effort to learn frm mi not la
aft the crying stint haha worked abit la i guess... they abit more attentive n will show mi the bi ji they copied... hope it'll help them improve.. aiyah
my pri 3 i hope to chop chop finish syllabus n intro them to chem-er chinese stuff like chengyu yan yu n poems.. mayb they will learn to appreciate them n like chinese more like mi haha b wowed by how much juz a few words used nicely can express a whole lot of things...
went bk to sch on sat as well
b4 i reached the school fell down at pasir ris mrt station damn malu
waz carrying the whole big bag of bks with both arms until i cant realli see the steps i'm going down la... then didnt step properly n the sandles bent n almost went rolling down dropped my bks my breakfast lckily waz walking behind the crowd n onli 3 other guys saw.. on jc guy helped pick up my 1/2 eaten waffer in plastic bag.. one indian uncle helped mi pick up my bks n said "slowly".. n the guy beside mi on my side of the railing haha the rest were on the other side la... he juz damn shocked n kinda frozen he still didnt recover aft i stood up lor haha i hafta comfort him saying 'm ok.. onli blue-black at the shin... no matter how sadist it may sound.. kinda missed bruises remind mi of the days wif judo where i got a high vount of 13 bruises at one time
haha but i can understand how he felt... the same way i felt everitime carol crumble beside mi going down the stairs at ri while sms-ing haha i juz shocked n stared haha
then beng came down to help mi mark
haha we suppose to go orchard to meet the rest at 2 on sat so muz set off at 1 but i cant finish la then she came down n helped mi n we marked until 4 sigh still didnt finish but she helped mi with the zuoye n tingxie.. thanx beng!
other teachers muz tink i'm wierd n useless alwayz getting frens to cum sch to help mi haha nvm la
heard the mdm jenny woo i'm reliefing iz cuming bk
pple tell mi i'm losing my job soon n i told them i dont mind
got urge to slack la n wan to gif the kids bk to better hands so tt juz in case i cant teach wont realli screw up their lives la.. haha
i'm looking forward to they day whereby i dont haf to teach.. not realli coz i hate the job.. i'm starting to b used to it la n kinda liked it but more of a good rest..
the day will cum n i guess i cant bear to leave them but we shall see
till then ahah do my best la/..
juz finish typing my lesson plan n its 2+am liaoz.. shit la tmr got sch n morn + nite tuition haha lack of sleep again.. will make mi irritable.. so shud go kun now...
i like the stickers i bought to paste in their books 100+ smiley face stickers of diff design not onli light up their day but light up mine oso la
n the dancing robot n jap sweets i bought at action city on sat haha they love it n i like seeing them so happy too
oh glad to find out tt no matter how irritating you yi iz he cares n protects perry.. good job man
hilarious dancing robot tink i shud go buy one for myself haha
ZZZZzzzz....
日曜日, 2月 01, 2004
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hmm hafnt been online for almost a week... coz i took up a new job: relief teaching.. haha i'm officially know as liu lao shi now.. todae iz a good dae la went tpy wif my mama shopped abit and went to watch Homerun for free thanx to huayu lor... feels great to haf time to do normal things n feel normal..
the past four daes felt like a life time la.. as i haf told my friends.. the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for daes is more than the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for years la
i dont wan it to b lidat la itz not suppose to b lidat aniwae.. the amout of noise n nonsense... i dont noe y i cant keep them quite n listen to mi la... but i truly believe the RESPECT needs to b earned n i m looking forward to achieving tt not aniwhere near now i guess :(
so much happened in the past few daes la finally haf a peep into a teacher's life.. the gossip n funni comments teachers make in the stuff rm i haf got collegues now.. they are quite nice la i muz sae haha
chiu lao shi : my direct neighbour la.. tall long hair quite pretty getting married going to stay at sengkang soon haha she has a sense of humour n i like her la been rather helpful so i'm grateful to her.. tot mi lots.. mi still hafta lots to learn...
su lao shi.. nice friendly pretty long hair typical teacher tt will b veri well like sweet n gentle too.. veri helpful as well..
the 3 of us r officially the younger ladies in there la mi being the most erm young not even in 20s haha the kids were rather shock when i tell them my age no one cud guess it la their guess ranged frm 20s to 30s haha eve to 50 n 100.. i was ike tmd i look so old mah.. never cud they guess i'm still in my 10s like some of them... they were like u r a teenager how can b teacher kinda thing la.. sigh
still got mdm chong steady n nice a few other females teachers tt r not as friendly middle aged juz smile at mi sumtimes la
oh got ying lao shi she's frm china reminds mi of sangyu n wangrui... friendly but not veri la but i kinda like her..
one male teacher
haha thiz iz the afternoon session chinese department i guess...
my first dae of work waz tuesdae went to watch peter pan wif the judo gals miss them la erm almost all of us together watching a lame show abt ple believing in fairies but itz the company tt's impt i guess... tink happi tots n they make u fly oh how i wish tt's true man.. happi tots where did they go??
my job my life now hmmm...
DAY 1 (tuesday)
started my dae sent most of the time trying to sort out the things mr chua left.. a rather messy table guess he left unhappily so i hafta shou shi the lan tan zi... omg hope he didnt run away with the $$$ the kids paid for zhi shi hua bao... sigh
blur n helpless la
first impression: hmm if i can rem la
pri 5: omg they r like the naughty class u see in movies u noe.. playing running ard in class papaer plane ( no they sae it's a rocket ) pple doddling toking anithing la except look/listen to mi... i'm sad la huh.. wanted to make them introduce themselves to mi haha like can lidat... one boy the monitor called de ming haha (like duman high lidat) juz eep saying 'yo yo laoshi... MACHI!!) *roll eyes wth* but still shocked n amused he look rather cartoon like a merge btw frodo n harry potter the nerdiness but abit uncute kind juz got funny face hahah
then reno my dear malay boy started singing the gatsby song ( jap version) haha i waz like whoa can u teach mi next time hahah
then the rest of the pple were a blur the naughty ones.. i spend most of my time trying to shut them up but wat hits mi worse is the quiet ones shaking their legs n looking freaking sad n bored like watching a not funny freak sho(mi) lidat... thiz iz how shitty i felt for the 1st hr into my job la.. felt totally defeated n sad sad sad lousy feeling la
then pri3s smart kids but noisy la bloody talkative la.. got a lin min veri cute then an over-helpful prefect la ni xue hmm then the F4 sitting at the back four sickening boys.. ding peng n gang haha always cutting up their rubber throwing at the girls in front... sigh rich or wat rite? haha got a guy tt looks like the HOME ALONE kid... white n pale but naughty la... n i mass of faceless kids
pri 1 nice cute kids la.. but no discipline n toilet requests omg.. march them to the toilet the can run down the corridor screaming n laughing haha got thiz veri sweet girl i realli like her wen hui hmm kendrick omg.. he juz keep parading ard the class la potential joker la n one boy hates mi.. wat's him name huh? guo wei i tink but haha he loves mi now need to hold my hand n go toilet wif mi lor.. haha n yao da i realli like him he's the onli one that listen will grow up to b quite shuai i tink haha not veri good looking but pleasant i tink haha noisy noisy noisy but them calling mi liu lao shiiii felt good la
oh how can i forget the kaypo queen scary.. sigh
then i freaking drop my keys to the drawer into the CLEAN toilet bowl in the stuff room la haf to go stick my hand to fish it out... eee but boh pian juz felt lousier nothing much la.. then peter pan
day 2
nothing new.. noise, scream, noise, scream
luckily got ting xie so i didnt feel tt bad la.. can occupy them.. but my pri 5 cant even write a single mo xie word out la... so sigh
pri 3 can la but one girl started cring coz she couldnt remember.. i waz like wow relax k? so tt's it like chiu lao shi sae kiasu la huh..
pri 1 haha i made one boy pee in his pants... he wanted to go during ting xie i ask him if he can go after tt n he said ya sp... erm i ask him to go sit down la budden... before ting xie ended he peed liao sigh i juz 'scream' into his face la n intercomed the office.. made in stand in a corner coz i didnt noe wat to do but heng the auntie told him hafta sen him to the toilet la... sigh hope i doesnt tramautize him like forever.. like i can still rem a similar incident tt happened to mi when i waz in pri2 la... i can forever rem the teacher tt didnt allow mi to go toilet.. similarly it waz liu lao shi as well haha
day 3
wat's new man
gotta noe abit more pple la
let the pri 5 do a compo but most of them couldt write anithng like i haf to go walking ard to explain one by one to each of them or else they cant start.. i haf to induce them to tink so some story line in ENGLISH then i'll translate i tink.. 'impressed by the no of words they cant write sigh.. gavin waz dying to bring it home so tt some one else can write for him... reno n kevin my malay n indian boy sigh... almost zero words la... i hafta make some of them cum down n write durong recess la there goes my recess as well..
pri one read a story to them n asked them do their zuo ye.. not too bad la but still quite jialat
pri 3 taight them nan guo xian sheng story sigh i noe some of them barely listened then the vp can in n stood at the bk of the rm... observation amusing how silence can spread slowly frm the bk.. sweeping thru the rm until the unaware first row whu were still yaking away la... hahah
she gave mi suggestions like neater structure of writing on the board n slower pace n more delibrate hand writing i appreciate tt.. learnt new stuff everidae.. abt how to handle kids..
then she told mi DISCIPLINE is very important.. as if i didnt try...
ok i need to put in more effort la huh
day 4
yesterdae.. still hoping tt things will change for the better but i guess i'll juz haf to continue hoping la
pri 5 asked them to do zuo ye but they were still so noisy tt i haf to scold them realli badly.. tears... for the first time since i started welled up in my eyes so dui lian refuse to let them flow refuse to let them see.. sigh i'll hang in there no matter wat la...
tmd
but i realize sumthing they realli dont understad the chinese words n they r not interested la... i guess i haf to change my method with them... explain everithing slowly to them hope they listen.. they realli dont noe i guess.. i hope summore la
my pri 3 kids.. competitive bunch veri excited over mi gifing them group competitions i guess tink thiz will work more next time haha...
pri one still noisy.. wen hui told mi the other dae she waz fan3 coz the class waz veri noisy i so agree with her haha.. i tink i'll go the nice way with them.. they r too cute to allow mi to keep scolding them la.. i'll try i'll try haha
beside my relief tuition i m still going for all my tuition jobs..
i'm tired veri tired
barely ate ani proper meal for the past few daes... no time to eat lunch dinner n breakfast...
mayb i work too slow
parents harping on mi to quit iy's tru i'll lead a easier life giving tuition la easier $$ also
but i dont tink i'l gif up la not for now.. so it's either i b sacked for incompetence or i die slogging la huh
no life to go spend the $$ i earn haha
no la.. i'll b okie
need to mark alot of things n device mthds to teach them properly... hope we will all improve lor..
tried need to sleep so much work to mark
tuition tmr too
sleep la
the past four daes felt like a life time la.. as i haf told my friends.. the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for daes is more than the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for years la
i dont wan it to b lidat la itz not suppose to b lidat aniwae.. the amout of noise n nonsense... i dont noe y i cant keep them quite n listen to mi la... but i truly believe the RESPECT needs to b earned n i m looking forward to achieving tt not aniwhere near now i guess :(
so much happened in the past few daes la finally haf a peep into a teacher's life.. the gossip n funni comments teachers make in the stuff rm i haf got collegues now.. they are quite nice la i muz sae haha
chiu lao shi : my direct neighbour la.. tall long hair quite pretty getting married going to stay at sengkang soon haha she has a sense of humour n i like her la been rather helpful so i'm grateful to her.. tot mi lots.. mi still hafta lots to learn...
su lao shi.. nice friendly pretty long hair typical teacher tt will b veri well like sweet n gentle too.. veri helpful as well..
the 3 of us r officially the younger ladies in there la mi being the most erm young not even in 20s haha the kids were rather shock when i tell them my age no one cud guess it la their guess ranged frm 20s to 30s haha eve to 50 n 100.. i was ike tmd i look so old mah.. never cud they guess i'm still in my 10s like some of them... they were like u r a teenager how can b teacher kinda thing la.. sigh
still got mdm chong steady n nice a few other females teachers tt r not as friendly middle aged juz smile at mi sumtimes la
oh got ying lao shi she's frm china reminds mi of sangyu n wangrui... friendly but not veri la but i kinda like her..
one male teacher
haha thiz iz the afternoon session chinese department i guess...
my first dae of work waz tuesdae went to watch peter pan wif the judo gals miss them la erm almost all of us together watching a lame show abt ple believing in fairies but itz the company tt's impt i guess... tink happi tots n they make u fly oh how i wish tt's true man.. happi tots where did they go??
my job my life now hmmm...
DAY 1 (tuesday)
started my dae sent most of the time trying to sort out the things mr chua left.. a rather messy table guess he left unhappily so i hafta shou shi the lan tan zi... omg hope he didnt run away with the $$$ the kids paid for zhi shi hua bao... sigh
blur n helpless la
first impression: hmm if i can rem la
pri 5: omg they r like the naughty class u see in movies u noe.. playing running ard in class papaer plane ( no they sae it's a rocket ) pple doddling toking anithing la except look/listen to mi... i'm sad la huh.. wanted to make them introduce themselves to mi haha like can lidat... one boy the monitor called de ming haha (like duman high lidat) juz eep saying 'yo yo laoshi... MACHI!!) *roll eyes wth* but still shocked n amused he look rather cartoon like a merge btw frodo n harry potter the nerdiness but abit uncute kind juz got funny face hahah
then reno my dear malay boy started singing the gatsby song ( jap version) haha i waz like whoa can u teach mi next time hahah
then the rest of the pple were a blur the naughty ones.. i spend most of my time trying to shut them up but wat hits mi worse is the quiet ones shaking their legs n looking freaking sad n bored like watching a not funny freak sho(mi) lidat... thiz iz how shitty i felt for the 1st hr into my job la.. felt totally defeated n sad sad sad lousy feeling la
then pri3s smart kids but noisy la bloody talkative la.. got a lin min veri cute then an over-helpful prefect la ni xue hmm then the F4 sitting at the back four sickening boys.. ding peng n gang haha always cutting up their rubber throwing at the girls in front... sigh rich or wat rite? haha got a guy tt looks like the HOME ALONE kid... white n pale but naughty la... n i mass of faceless kids
pri 1 nice cute kids la.. but no discipline n toilet requests omg.. march them to the toilet the can run down the corridor screaming n laughing haha got thiz veri sweet girl i realli like her wen hui hmm kendrick omg.. he juz keep parading ard the class la potential joker la n one boy hates mi.. wat's him name huh? guo wei i tink but haha he loves mi now need to hold my hand n go toilet wif mi lor.. haha n yao da i realli like him he's the onli one that listen will grow up to b quite shuai i tink haha not veri good looking but pleasant i tink haha noisy noisy noisy but them calling mi liu lao shiiii felt good la
oh how can i forget the kaypo queen scary.. sigh
then i freaking drop my keys to the drawer into the CLEAN toilet bowl in the stuff room la haf to go stick my hand to fish it out... eee but boh pian juz felt lousier nothing much la.. then peter pan
day 2
nothing new.. noise, scream, noise, scream
luckily got ting xie so i didnt feel tt bad la.. can occupy them.. but my pri 5 cant even write a single mo xie word out la... so sigh
pri 3 can la but one girl started cring coz she couldnt remember.. i waz like wow relax k? so tt's it like chiu lao shi sae kiasu la huh..
pri 1 haha i made one boy pee in his pants... he wanted to go during ting xie i ask him if he can go after tt n he said ya sp... erm i ask him to go sit down la budden... before ting xie ended he peed liao sigh i juz 'scream' into his face la n intercomed the office.. made in stand in a corner coz i didnt noe wat to do but heng the auntie told him hafta sen him to the toilet la... sigh hope i doesnt tramautize him like forever.. like i can still rem a similar incident tt happened to mi when i waz in pri2 la... i can forever rem the teacher tt didnt allow mi to go toilet.. similarly it waz liu lao shi as well haha
day 3
wat's new man
gotta noe abit more pple la
let the pri 5 do a compo but most of them couldt write anithng like i haf to go walking ard to explain one by one to each of them or else they cant start.. i haf to induce them to tink so some story line in ENGLISH then i'll translate i tink.. 'impressed by the no of words they cant write sigh.. gavin waz dying to bring it home so tt some one else can write for him... reno n kevin my malay n indian boy sigh... almost zero words la... i hafta make some of them cum down n write durong recess la there goes my recess as well..
pri one read a story to them n asked them do their zuo ye.. not too bad la but still quite jialat
pri 3 taight them nan guo xian sheng story sigh i noe some of them barely listened then the vp can in n stood at the bk of the rm... observation amusing how silence can spread slowly frm the bk.. sweeping thru the rm until the unaware first row whu were still yaking away la... hahah
she gave mi suggestions like neater structure of writing on the board n slower pace n more delibrate hand writing i appreciate tt.. learnt new stuff everidae.. abt how to handle kids..
then she told mi DISCIPLINE is very important.. as if i didnt try...
ok i need to put in more effort la huh
day 4
yesterdae.. still hoping tt things will change for the better but i guess i'll juz haf to continue hoping la
pri 5 asked them to do zuo ye but they were still so noisy tt i haf to scold them realli badly.. tears... for the first time since i started welled up in my eyes so dui lian refuse to let them flow refuse to let them see.. sigh i'll hang in there no matter wat la...
tmd
but i realize sumthing they realli dont understad the chinese words n they r not interested la... i guess i haf to change my method with them... explain everithing slowly to them hope they listen.. they realli dont noe i guess.. i hope summore la
my pri 3 kids.. competitive bunch veri excited over mi gifing them group competitions i guess tink thiz will work more next time haha...
pri one still noisy.. wen hui told mi the other dae she waz fan3 coz the class waz veri noisy i so agree with her haha.. i tink i'll go the nice way with them.. they r too cute to allow mi to keep scolding them la.. i'll try i'll try haha
beside my relief tuition i m still going for all my tuition jobs..
i'm tired veri tired
barely ate ani proper meal for the past few daes... no time to eat lunch dinner n breakfast...
mayb i work too slow
parents harping on mi to quit iy's tru i'll lead a easier life giving tuition la easier $$ also
but i dont tink i'l gif up la not for now.. so it's either i b sacked for incompetence or i die slogging la huh
no life to go spend the $$ i earn haha
no la.. i'll b okie
need to mark alot of things n device mthds to teach them properly... hope we will all improve lor..
tried need to sleep so much work to mark
tuition tmr too
sleep la
火曜日, 1月 27, 2004
月曜日, 1月 26, 2004
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wah CNY iz almost over liao for most pple la.. juz lidat... one of the most looked forward event of da yr haha
dunnoe y frm young i like chinese new yr la.. thiz unknown excitement tt i cant exactly pin-point where it came frm..
the routine preparations.. angpows the ying liu the goodies shopping r rather fun la
the CNY eve the steamboat n fam thing... itz like one of the veri few times in da yr we eat together la so quite fun la
didnt go stroll thiz yr but watched tv n gambled haha not too bad either...
the excitment level seemed to haf dropped la
but still not too bad
chu yi
the usual morn breakfast n stuff then going to my ah gong's place... but abit diff with ah k thiz yr
routine of meeting relatives make conservation listen to annual reports smile happy new yr shake hand...
i wud sae it's quite fun la juz abit tiring but wif my new digicam e photog girl -- mi waz kept bz bz bz
snapping photos of cute little cousins n nephews/nieces haha i'm rather old la upgrading to auntie status
granduncle
grandaunt
maternal grandmother
(didnt take my cam out there)
...
then at nite at my uncle's house
haha
HEAL
take photo take photo take more photos
haha we siao liao la
but yea i can onli act cute n b spastic wif them la haha
i tink we took photo until we cant realli smile animore..
CNY will never b the same w/o the ah siao cousins of my league haha
chu er
the same the same la
eldest aunt (p)
eldest aunt (m)
second aunt (p)
grandaunt
second uncle (p)
i like my uncles on my dad side haha they are realli cute
eldest uncle look like lao fu zi he alwayz wif his precious granddaughter now
second uncle wif 9.5fingers haha he's like the black jack king last time but dont play liao but i like him he abit like da fan shu haha
the the 3rd one okie la smiley but distant wif 4 kids
4th = my dad
5th uncle haha aiyoh he's like dam tok cok but realli nice la n 'haha'
alwayz call mi hui mian... :s haha like i didnt put bamboo stick to straighten my arm la.. alot of nonsense la like cannot open the safe tt's y late on chu yi,..
6th got lotsa stories rather happening but sad la.. got son tt at the awkward age the acting cool haha
7th most learned n si wen n soft spoken la.. nice kids he got
i got so many realtives tt i cant finish describing la
most of them we meet once a yr
tt's abt it la
not veri close i guess but they r fam so pple tt u can neva leave
they haf been ard since u r born n will stick ard till either of us d**
i'm okie wif MOST of my realtives i guess
in fact i kinda like them :)
chu 3
haha carol's place
had fun la... slack ard the whole dae n play games
n those cute little cousin like HELLO n DUNNOE haha ie destroyer n destroyer's bro
evangelin n mimi-lookalike(whu juz refuse to tell mi her name) rechelle
gilbert aka mr tan n the mahjong cousin tt reminded mi of a friendly chengyi n the abit dirty black shirt cousin
haha
all sorts of games n gorging wif goodies n hiding frm the rain which waz cuming down the whole dae...
great to haf spent new yr wif da judo gals erm some la
n watch OH! HAPPY DAY
had fun
chu 4
huayu's house
the first time the gang gambled haha still lost 10c in the end sigh...
but yea CNY goodies n funny games we nua-ed at huayu's house for like 5hrs
the her dad sent us to a country club
veri windy wif freaking cool toilet haha
realli a rich pple's place like quite a few sports car in the carpark
hmm
then moved to my house
but end up eating n watching 7sisters onli haha
chu 5 ie todae
a rather happening dae
went for my relief teaching interview
on n i tot it waz onli n interview la
kena dragged into thiz big political war btw a sad teacher n the 'unreasonable' (frm gossip) vp
i haf offically snatched someone's rice bowl unknowingly wth
waz initially looking forward la.. erm still looking forward to teach pri sch kids chinese
i like n hope they'll like as well
then aiyoh didnt noe i waz suppose to replace another relief teacher tt waz asked to leave by next wk but it eventually turned out such tt he's leaving/i'm starting tmr la
i dunnoe the body of the story onli appeared as a minor character in the ending la
i shant gossip
not my business
juz hope i can do a good job la
n try to stay away frm the political scene
met sum nice pple though
the security guard aka uncle at the gate
mansura the helpful clerk
zhang lao shi the hod
friendly neighbours cl teachers : chui lao shi n xinyi
hope tmr will turn out well
honestly i dunnoe wat to expect or even prepare
juz harden my scalpe ( haha direct translatn frm chinese) n go chiong la
hope i can entertain pri 1, 3, 5 kids la
n hope they will listen n learn
i need more pro-looking clothes
sigh
rt.. here i cum
wish mi luck
good luck
i need lots of it la..
dunnoe y frm young i like chinese new yr la.. thiz unknown excitement tt i cant exactly pin-point where it came frm..
the routine preparations.. angpows the ying liu the goodies shopping r rather fun la
the CNY eve the steamboat n fam thing... itz like one of the veri few times in da yr we eat together la so quite fun la
didnt go stroll thiz yr but watched tv n gambled haha not too bad either...
the excitment level seemed to haf dropped la
but still not too bad
chu yi
the usual morn breakfast n stuff then going to my ah gong's place... but abit diff with ah k thiz yr
routine of meeting relatives make conservation listen to annual reports smile happy new yr shake hand...
i wud sae it's quite fun la juz abit tiring but wif my new digicam e photog girl -- mi waz kept bz bz bz
snapping photos of cute little cousins n nephews/nieces haha i'm rather old la upgrading to auntie status
granduncle
grandaunt
maternal grandmother
(didnt take my cam out there)
...
then at nite at my uncle's house
haha
HEAL
take photo take photo take more photos
haha we siao liao la
but yea i can onli act cute n b spastic wif them la haha
i tink we took photo until we cant realli smile animore..
CNY will never b the same w/o the ah siao cousins of my league haha
chu er
the same the same la
eldest aunt (p)
eldest aunt (m)
second aunt (p)
grandaunt
second uncle (p)
i like my uncles on my dad side haha they are realli cute
eldest uncle look like lao fu zi he alwayz wif his precious granddaughter now
second uncle wif 9.5fingers haha he's like the black jack king last time but dont play liao but i like him he abit like da fan shu haha
the the 3rd one okie la smiley but distant wif 4 kids
4th = my dad
5th uncle haha aiyoh he's like dam tok cok but realli nice la n 'haha'
alwayz call mi hui mian... :s haha like i didnt put bamboo stick to straighten my arm la.. alot of nonsense la like cannot open the safe tt's y late on chu yi,..
6th got lotsa stories rather happening but sad la.. got son tt at the awkward age the acting cool haha
7th most learned n si wen n soft spoken la.. nice kids he got
i got so many realtives tt i cant finish describing la
most of them we meet once a yr
tt's abt it la
not veri close i guess but they r fam so pple tt u can neva leave
they haf been ard since u r born n will stick ard till either of us d**
i'm okie wif MOST of my realtives i guess
in fact i kinda like them :)
chu 3
haha carol's place
had fun la... slack ard the whole dae n play games
n those cute little cousin like HELLO n DUNNOE haha ie destroyer n destroyer's bro
evangelin n mimi-lookalike(whu juz refuse to tell mi her name) rechelle
gilbert aka mr tan n the mahjong cousin tt reminded mi of a friendly chengyi n the abit dirty black shirt cousin
haha
all sorts of games n gorging wif goodies n hiding frm the rain which waz cuming down the whole dae...
great to haf spent new yr wif da judo gals erm some la
n watch OH! HAPPY DAY
had fun
chu 4
huayu's house
the first time the gang gambled haha still lost 10c in the end sigh...
but yea CNY goodies n funny games we nua-ed at huayu's house for like 5hrs
the her dad sent us to a country club
veri windy wif freaking cool toilet haha
realli a rich pple's place like quite a few sports car in the carpark
hmm
then moved to my house
but end up eating n watching 7sisters onli haha
chu 5 ie todae
a rather happening dae
went for my relief teaching interview
on n i tot it waz onli n interview la
kena dragged into thiz big political war btw a sad teacher n the 'unreasonable' (frm gossip) vp
i haf offically snatched someone's rice bowl unknowingly wth
waz initially looking forward la.. erm still looking forward to teach pri sch kids chinese
i like n hope they'll like as well
then aiyoh didnt noe i waz suppose to replace another relief teacher tt waz asked to leave by next wk but it eventually turned out such tt he's leaving/i'm starting tmr la
i dunnoe the body of the story onli appeared as a minor character in the ending la
i shant gossip
not my business
juz hope i can do a good job la
n try to stay away frm the political scene
met sum nice pple though
the security guard aka uncle at the gate
mansura the helpful clerk
zhang lao shi the hod
friendly neighbours cl teachers : chui lao shi n xinyi
hope tmr will turn out well
honestly i dunnoe wat to expect or even prepare
juz harden my scalpe ( haha direct translatn frm chinese) n go chiong la
hope i can entertain pri 1, 3, 5 kids la
n hope they will listen n learn
i need more pro-looking clothes
sigh
rt.. here i cum
wish mi luck
good luck
i need lots of it la..
水曜日, 1月 21, 2004
tmd juz lost like the alot of word i typed n i dont noe y.. *sobz*
i hate it when thiz happens my ling gan juz left mi in the blink of an eye then feel so damn irritated tt i'm going to burst.. nvm relax relax here i go again
monday
waz serene's bdae
HAPPY BIRTHDAE SERENE!!
itz rather memorable la a gang thingy..
can juz hang out n dont haf to worry abt my mama nagging at mi to go home
but i waz rather sick then i puked up my rather ex nydc dinner
MUSHROOM MADNESS
sigh
ut i mean the feeling of everithing up at ur throat
letting it out feels kinda good haha
n the toilet at wellock place
itz the nice one wif blue doors n big silver handle tt i like haha
it's so clean tt i didnt realli mind squatting there hugging the toilet bowl la
haha
throwing up
i haf a whole history of tt
at kukup, kl, even during trng camp
eee rather gross
we kinda had a gang reunion dinner thingy
almost the whole gang most of the time.. need to rotate shifts to keep SARS in check haha
pai nian wif each other enjoy the little oranges one of my tuition kid's mother gave mi haha
oh n mi n huayu hired jang hyuk!!
haha to appear on serene's bdae lor but his mini pony tail.. make him looked rather sleazy
haha but i waz rather funni trying to tou pai him
mon nite
wah lao
the new lobang aka desmond his dad kao bei-ed mi la
okie i'm in the wrong too la
for mixing up my schedule n hafing to change the tuition time
i waz willing to make other arrangements n apologized alreadi lor
but he juz mumbled in sum disgruntled voice abt 'Y u alwayz change change?!?' tmd
whu's the one whu changed the pre-arranged time frm aft CNY to yest huh?
n he said he needs to reconsider?! like wat??
n i said "FINE"
he hasnt called mi yet la
wth
but i haf asked mi auntie to help mi decline the offer liaoz
everione tell mi i shudnt haf to put up wif his bad attitude lor
haha tot i shud go trash things out wif tt mean UNCLE
but oh well watever.. dot let mi spoil my festive mood haha
but it might jzu b a blessing in disguise la
white sands pri sch called mi to go teach CHINESE haha
okie i realli dont mind coz i like chinese
i'm the jiang hua yu person mah
but can onli confirm next wk la so we'll see how i goes
test subject
went to help my cousin wif her final yr project at nus yest
she stick wierd vibrators on my arm n i hafta sick in a wired up 'cage' kinda thing
rather scary
wonder if tt's how wolverine n the x-men felt
:)
budden the test iz to see if pple can mult-task la
a series of memory test, maths, judgement n reaction tests...
then hafta repeat them doing 2 later 3 concurrently
wow rather stressful...
i realize tt i cant realli multi-task n to tink tt i haf lots of prac online toking to many pple then watch tv n tok on phone all at the same time
itz nothing lor
but performance in judgement dropped rather badly i tink
cant rem so many diff things at diff times la
wols
sigh a rather stressful test
but rather glsd i brought mi bk to bouna vista la
so freaking far i wont go if there's nothing to do lor
'strolled' to rj tok to a few juniors, tok to mrs yeo.. the sch's the same but the pple r not so wat for rite? okie the teachers la
todae chuxi but i woke up rather late n tired/lazy to make my way there n bk la haha
will go sum other dae...
aniwae todaeiz CNY eve la
i shall go pack my rm
haha i'm forever pacing my rm
n recognizing tt itz da big P word
n still not doing anithing abt it haa
okie i shall get my ass of the com chair soon
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (erm soon la)
i tink i haf recovered almost enuff liao can start attacking the goodies soon
n steamboat tonite
i cant wait haha
i hate it when thiz happens my ling gan juz left mi in the blink of an eye then feel so damn irritated tt i'm going to burst.. nvm relax relax here i go again
monday
waz serene's bdae
HAPPY BIRTHDAE SERENE!!
itz rather memorable la a gang thingy..
can juz hang out n dont haf to worry abt my mama nagging at mi to go home
but i waz rather sick then i puked up my rather ex nydc dinner
MUSHROOM MADNESS
sigh
ut i mean the feeling of everithing up at ur throat
letting it out feels kinda good haha
n the toilet at wellock place
itz the nice one wif blue doors n big silver handle tt i like haha
it's so clean tt i didnt realli mind squatting there hugging the toilet bowl la
haha
throwing up
i haf a whole history of tt
at kukup, kl, even during trng camp
eee rather gross
we kinda had a gang reunion dinner thingy
almost the whole gang most of the time.. need to rotate shifts to keep SARS in check haha
pai nian wif each other enjoy the little oranges one of my tuition kid's mother gave mi haha
oh n mi n huayu hired jang hyuk!!
haha to appear on serene's bdae lor but his mini pony tail.. make him looked rather sleazy
haha but i waz rather funni trying to tou pai him
mon nite
wah lao
the new lobang aka desmond his dad kao bei-ed mi la
okie i'm in the wrong too la
for mixing up my schedule n hafing to change the tuition time
i waz willing to make other arrangements n apologized alreadi lor
but he juz mumbled in sum disgruntled voice abt 'Y u alwayz change change?!?' tmd
whu's the one whu changed the pre-arranged time frm aft CNY to yest huh?
n he said he needs to reconsider?! like wat??
n i said "FINE"
he hasnt called mi yet la
wth
but i haf asked mi auntie to help mi decline the offer liaoz
everione tell mi i shudnt haf to put up wif his bad attitude lor
haha tot i shud go trash things out wif tt mean UNCLE
but oh well watever.. dot let mi spoil my festive mood haha
but it might jzu b a blessing in disguise la
white sands pri sch called mi to go teach CHINESE haha
okie i realli dont mind coz i like chinese
i'm the jiang hua yu person mah
but can onli confirm next wk la so we'll see how i goes
test subject
went to help my cousin wif her final yr project at nus yest
she stick wierd vibrators on my arm n i hafta sick in a wired up 'cage' kinda thing
rather scary
wonder if tt's how wolverine n the x-men felt
:)
budden the test iz to see if pple can mult-task la
a series of memory test, maths, judgement n reaction tests...
then hafta repeat them doing 2 later 3 concurrently
wow rather stressful...
i realize tt i cant realli multi-task n to tink tt i haf lots of prac online toking to many pple then watch tv n tok on phone all at the same time
itz nothing lor
but performance in judgement dropped rather badly i tink
cant rem so many diff things at diff times la
wols
sigh a rather stressful test
but rather glsd i brought mi bk to bouna vista la
so freaking far i wont go if there's nothing to do lor
'strolled' to rj tok to a few juniors, tok to mrs yeo.. the sch's the same but the pple r not so wat for rite? okie the teachers la
todae chuxi but i woke up rather late n tired/lazy to make my way there n bk la haha
will go sum other dae...
aniwae todaeiz CNY eve la
i shall go pack my rm
haha i'm forever pacing my rm
n recognizing tt itz da big P word
n still not doing anithing abt it haa
okie i shall get my ass of the com chair soon
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (erm soon la)
i tink i haf recovered almost enuff liao can start attacking the goodies soon
n steamboat tonite
i cant wait haha
日曜日, 1月 18, 2004
yest went out wif my judo gals
haha it's been quite a long while since almost all of us went out together...
miss them
all the stuff we use to do 2gether
n all their company la
even miss caroline saying in the toilet b4 everi trng how she needs to s***
haha
like mr eng sae the frens u make in judo will stay wif u for life...
waiting to b their bridesmaid haha
we r going to go bk 2 visit mr tan&eng
get our farewell gifts
n make our grand appearance as the denim skirt-ed j3 girls
拭目以待
：)
went shopping for seng's present today with py
haha
tired legs
hope tmr all goes well
i dont haf SARS
haha no la
shudnt harp on it.. tt's wat i tell the rest
mothers are zui4 da4
cant b help they luv their kids tt's y
looing forward...
sick AGAIN
sore throat
feverish
dont wan
muz get well b4 CNY
no time no time
abstaining frm da goodies e next 3 daes
then muahaha CNY here i cum
haha it's been quite a long while since almost all of us went out together...
miss them
all the stuff we use to do 2gether
n all their company la
even miss caroline saying in the toilet b4 everi trng how she needs to s***
haha
like mr eng sae the frens u make in judo will stay wif u for life...
waiting to b their bridesmaid haha
we r going to go bk 2 visit mr tan&eng
get our farewell gifts
n make our grand appearance as the denim skirt-ed j3 girls
拭目以待
：)
went shopping for seng's present today with py
haha
tired legs
hope tmr all goes well
i dont haf SARS
haha no la
shudnt harp on it.. tt's wat i tell the rest
mothers are zui4 da4
cant b help they luv their kids tt's y
looing forward...
sick AGAIN
sore throat
feverish
dont wan
muz get well b4 CNY
no time no time
abstaining frm da goodies e next 3 daes
then muahaha CNY here i cum
土曜日, 1月 17, 2004
on my way to bayshore todae, i looked ou tof the bus window n saw 2 boys playing 'hockey' at the little part tt the car can cum into their landed property, dunnoe wat's it called la
haha they played with a small ball, a broom n a branch lor
haha wat fun
reminded mi of floorball with 3F
haha wat fun too
tt dae i saved ms poon's shot haha felt like sum hero
tyco la
but miss floorball with 3F
then when i waz going home frm bayshore
i met a japanese mother n her 2 young boys
rather quite..
the elder son had a bandage on his chin haha
muz haf gotten it frm playing
he got single-eye lid n a serious face, kinda thin, like a typical jap boy whu alwayz work damn hard いつもがんばっている男 にている
haha
the younger son
omg freaking cute
BIG eyes.. slightly round face he looked so small
すごく可愛い男
i'm not paedo
haha 此地无银三百两
aniwae i tried not to stare
but i still purposely sat near them
not realli to stare at the cute jap boys la
but to hear them converse
miss the sound of japanese
it juz feels diff la haha itz blessing to understand abit haha
the boy pointed at the floor of the bus n said
きらきらしている
like the floor's 'twinkling' lidat la
haha i notice it last time too juz didnt bother to take note of it
the floor of older buses haf glittery stuff on it lor
look like nite sky with lots of constellation haha cool
they got down near temasek sec sch
i went home
haha they played with a small ball, a broom n a branch lor
haha wat fun
reminded mi of floorball with 3F
haha wat fun too
tt dae i saved ms poon's shot haha felt like sum hero
tyco la
but miss floorball with 3F
then when i waz going home frm bayshore
i met a japanese mother n her 2 young boys
rather quite..
the elder son had a bandage on his chin haha
muz haf gotten it frm playing
he got single-eye lid n a serious face, kinda thin, like a typical jap boy whu alwayz work damn hard いつもがんばっている男 にている
haha
the younger son
omg freaking cute
BIG eyes.. slightly round face he looked so small
すごく可愛い男
i'm not paedo
haha 此地无银三百两
aniwae i tried not to stare
but i still purposely sat near them
not realli to stare at the cute jap boys la
but to hear them converse
miss the sound of japanese
it juz feels diff la haha itz blessing to understand abit haha
the boy pointed at the floor of the bus n said
きらきらしている
like the floor's 'twinkling' lidat la
haha i notice it last time too juz didnt bother to take note of it
the floor of older buses haf glittery stuff on it lor
look like nite sky with lots of constellation haha cool
they got down near temasek sec sch
i went home
金曜日, 1月 16, 2004
ang mo kio
the place grew up in
went there todae to cut hair
haha tt's autie, my mum's fren.. she's the one whu chop off my almost waist-length when i waz before i went to sec 1.
haha mi n ultra long hair veri hard to visualize haha
i used to like to go bk to amk like aft i moved in sec 2
to lok at the place to visit my pri sch n da teachers there
then the whole place went under upgrading n the old sch site waz demolished
wat's the use of going bk to a place where the pple u noe are not there animore?
hmm.. i go look at the buildings lor
wat's the use of bk to a place where even the buildings dont look the same animore??
sigh i haf nothing against brown but with the whole place hafing light brown paint n brown tiles everiwhere i felt abit sick.. hmm n sad la
i still prefer the blue paint, my flat used to haf a gradient with the top few floors blue n the rest had a gradien t frm dark blue to light blue b4 joing the white part
the floor tt iz rather badly cemented iz damn flat now..
aft cutting hair i hesitated at my pri sch front gate for a while but didnt go in
dont noe y
instead i went taking the route home, tt route tt i walked 6 yrs of my life almost everidae last time
down the road then across the traffic light.. hmm juz like when i waz in pri sch
then i see my blk
i used to tink tt the area iz veri special like a little town on its own cozi had a little straight road n two rows of buildings lining the roads
differences
brown buildings eek
covered walkway
thiz little part for cars to turn it...
the PLAYROUND
gone waz the green field tt i used to play 'baseball' erm with a tennis ball last time
gone waz the playground tt i played all sorts of games with all my childhood friends - the merry-go-round, the sandpit, the WOODEN see-saw, the alwayz popular swing, the wierd looking tutle tt u can find in the shell, the little stone seats..
now there's onli pathetic rubber playground with tt one structure tt comprises of slide, monkey bar etc
kids cant so much of get a scratch or bleed at all there la.. veri fun meh? haha paseh do i luv pain?
the lift wif brown doors n tiles.. argh i hate brown todae
many many more
smilarities
hm the position of the flats are still the same
ha! bet they cant change tt..
the bottom of the staircase tt i crashed my brother's new bike in when i waz 6, i waz hurt so badly tt they had to carry mi home haha its still the same, onli with a new coat of paint..
as i climbed up the stairs.. haha it still feels the same, the height of each step iz still so familiar, i can sail up at ease..
the little platform at the top of alternate flight of stairs.. the same
the railing still feels the same..
third floor
nobody along the corridor, luckily :P
03-2662
the new owner used bk the same windows the same door the same metal gate
still look the same w/o our plant, wlo our shoe rack but with a new bike..
w/o mi, my fam, my neighbours
doesnt the owner noe tt bikes will get stolen when they are placed lidat?
our bikes got stolen b4 but found it in the end
doesnt the owner noe tt i can open all the windows frm the outside easily?
a trick my bros taught mi when i waz young
tempted but didnt try
realli feel like looking at my house my rm again haha
then i left
nothing there to see animore
the famous 2nd fllor with ultra long corridor, still as cluttered but i tink some neighours moved, either tt or their plants died.
my mama used to go wif mi to sneakily pluck like one leaf frm each of the plants for science projects, or wierd young botanist stuff haha
there used to b a pot of plant with matural holes on he leaves. my fav not pest-attacked ones but all the leaves haf nice holes with smooth edges haha
at the edge of the block..
the familiar sound of the mrt train going towards the amk station.. still the same
the train itself hasnt change much too, at least the one i juz saw
the white ones with a red stripe across the body, behind the high green fence
i passed by my kindergarten as well haha cant believe i waz there 13-14yrs ago
sigh i started writing thiz at 2.50pm n itz 1.07am e next dae now.. distractions distractions.. haha
as i waz saying
i went thru the underpass which iz still da same..
haha tink they cant do anithing to it la unless they wan to risk the mrt track collapsing..
i crossed the 3-lane road...
haha last time i hafta hold my mama's hand when i crossed
waz rather proud the 1st time i crossed it alone..
then now it look harmless to mi liao
the grassland b4 the lib haf a new ntuc built on it
the durian puffs are heavenly man, with real 'authentic' durian filling haha
the grassland has its story as well
my bros went missing when they were rather young one particular year we were doing CNY shopping
i tink my da ge solicited my er ge to go explore sum place wif him n they sneaked off leaving my damn worried mum n mi
tink i cried n the station-outside-toilet auntie at the market still remembers lor haha
they tried to cross the muddy grassland n end ur getting their slippers stuck
as gungho pple the perserve on after abandoning their slippers onli ending up kena attacked my ots of mimosa
alot of the spiky part got stuck in their soles n they ended by being hauled home with my parents helping to remove the spikes for them
hmm.. tt's the story of the scary grassland haha
the library iz freaking new, high tech, damn nice now
but juz damn dff frm wat it used to b la..
wat can i sae... i mean old things alwayz hafta make way for the new ones i guess... :s
i oso went to the market's hawker centre
haha ordered satay beehoon
actualli juz wanna try it n see y my bros alwayz order it everitime we cum haha
i used to stick to the 'unoriginal' chicken rice most of the time
i still rem one stormy nite/evening
my mama brought us there to wait for the rain n eat dinner as well.
it waz rather late n most stalls r closed liao
but the abit of satay beehoon i tasted waz still nice n warm
i tried to look for the same stall but there we 2 side-by-side now, ard the area tt i vaguely remembered
so i chose one tt i tot the ah mm looked familiar,
mayb itz onli my illusion la i dunnoe
it tasted rather good
but i guess eating alone, esp eating tt alone isnt as much fun
the good-looking uncle tt sells kids' wear where at the market opp the stall iz no longer there liaoz..
used to tink he looked rather good altho he's abit sissy n got BIG eyes
haha when i waz 6 he waz late 20s tink he muz b 40+ now
stick out my neck to look for ani uncle figure but i onli saw an auntie
mayb tt's his wife..
i'll check it out the nxt time i pass by again
aiyah am i long winded or am i long winded
haha quite sian writing so long liaoz..
nostalgia huh
amk
the place i grew up in
dont realli like to go there as much as last time aft i juz moved liaoz
too much has changed
but as my mama says
walking along the streets brings bk lots of memories as well
the group of childhood frens
i waz the youngest then
wonder where they r now
i cried when we moved lor
quite diu1 lian3
but watever... i realli she3bu4 de2 mah
but now.. fifth CNY i celebrating in sengkang liaoz...
looking forward to CNY
i like CNY n CNY songs too haha
the place grew up in
went there todae to cut hair
haha tt's autie, my mum's fren.. she's the one whu chop off my almost waist-length when i waz before i went to sec 1.
haha mi n ultra long hair veri hard to visualize haha
i used to like to go bk to amk like aft i moved in sec 2
to lok at the place to visit my pri sch n da teachers there
then the whole place went under upgrading n the old sch site waz demolished
wat's the use of going bk to a place where the pple u noe are not there animore?
hmm.. i go look at the buildings lor
wat's the use of bk to a place where even the buildings dont look the same animore??
sigh i haf nothing against brown but with the whole place hafing light brown paint n brown tiles everiwhere i felt abit sick.. hmm n sad la
i still prefer the blue paint, my flat used to haf a gradient with the top few floors blue n the rest had a gradien t frm dark blue to light blue b4 joing the white part
the floor tt iz rather badly cemented iz damn flat now..
aft cutting hair i hesitated at my pri sch front gate for a while but didnt go in
dont noe y
instead i went taking the route home, tt route tt i walked 6 yrs of my life almost everidae last time
down the road then across the traffic light.. hmm juz like when i waz in pri sch
then i see my blk
i used to tink tt the area iz veri special like a little town on its own cozi had a little straight road n two rows of buildings lining the roads
differences
brown buildings eek
covered walkway
thiz little part for cars to turn it...
the PLAYROUND
gone waz the green field tt i used to play 'baseball' erm with a tennis ball last time
gone waz the playground tt i played all sorts of games with all my childhood friends - the merry-go-round, the sandpit, the WOODEN see-saw, the alwayz popular swing, the wierd looking tutle tt u can find in the shell, the little stone seats..
now there's onli pathetic rubber playground with tt one structure tt comprises of slide, monkey bar etc
kids cant so much of get a scratch or bleed at all there la.. veri fun meh? haha paseh do i luv pain?
the lift wif brown doors n tiles.. argh i hate brown todae
many many more
smilarities
hm the position of the flats are still the same
ha! bet they cant change tt..
the bottom of the staircase tt i crashed my brother's new bike in when i waz 6, i waz hurt so badly tt they had to carry mi home haha its still the same, onli with a new coat of paint..
as i climbed up the stairs.. haha it still feels the same, the height of each step iz still so familiar, i can sail up at ease..
the little platform at the top of alternate flight of stairs.. the same
the railing still feels the same..
third floor
nobody along the corridor, luckily :P
03-2662
the new owner used bk the same windows the same door the same metal gate
still look the same w/o our plant, wlo our shoe rack but with a new bike..
w/o mi, my fam, my neighbours
doesnt the owner noe tt bikes will get stolen when they are placed lidat?
our bikes got stolen b4 but found it in the end
doesnt the owner noe tt i can open all the windows frm the outside easily?
a trick my bros taught mi when i waz young
tempted but didnt try
realli feel like looking at my house my rm again haha
then i left
nothing there to see animore
the famous 2nd fllor with ultra long corridor, still as cluttered but i tink some neighours moved, either tt or their plants died.
my mama used to go wif mi to sneakily pluck like one leaf frm each of the plants for science projects, or wierd young botanist stuff haha
there used to b a pot of plant with matural holes on he leaves. my fav not pest-attacked ones but all the leaves haf nice holes with smooth edges haha
at the edge of the block..
the familiar sound of the mrt train going towards the amk station.. still the same
the train itself hasnt change much too, at least the one i juz saw
the white ones with a red stripe across the body, behind the high green fence
i passed by my kindergarten as well haha cant believe i waz there 13-14yrs ago
sigh i started writing thiz at 2.50pm n itz 1.07am e next dae now.. distractions distractions.. haha
as i waz saying
i went thru the underpass which iz still da same..
haha tink they cant do anithing to it la unless they wan to risk the mrt track collapsing..
i crossed the 3-lane road...
haha last time i hafta hold my mama's hand when i crossed
waz rather proud the 1st time i crossed it alone..
then now it look harmless to mi liao
the grassland b4 the lib haf a new ntuc built on it
the durian puffs are heavenly man, with real 'authentic' durian filling haha
the grassland has its story as well
my bros went missing when they were rather young one particular year we were doing CNY shopping
i tink my da ge solicited my er ge to go explore sum place wif him n they sneaked off leaving my damn worried mum n mi
tink i cried n the station-outside-toilet auntie at the market still remembers lor haha
they tried to cross the muddy grassland n end ur getting their slippers stuck
as gungho pple the perserve on after abandoning their slippers onli ending up kena attacked my ots of mimosa
alot of the spiky part got stuck in their soles n they ended by being hauled home with my parents helping to remove the spikes for them
hmm.. tt's the story of the scary grassland haha
the library iz freaking new, high tech, damn nice now
but juz damn dff frm wat it used to b la..
wat can i sae... i mean old things alwayz hafta make way for the new ones i guess... :s
i oso went to the market's hawker centre
haha ordered satay beehoon
actualli juz wanna try it n see y my bros alwayz order it everitime we cum haha
i used to stick to the 'unoriginal' chicken rice most of the time
i still rem one stormy nite/evening
my mama brought us there to wait for the rain n eat dinner as well.
it waz rather late n most stalls r closed liao
but the abit of satay beehoon i tasted waz still nice n warm
i tried to look for the same stall but there we 2 side-by-side now, ard the area tt i vaguely remembered
so i chose one tt i tot the ah mm looked familiar,
mayb itz onli my illusion la i dunnoe
it tasted rather good
but i guess eating alone, esp eating tt alone isnt as much fun
the good-looking uncle tt sells kids' wear where at the market opp the stall iz no longer there liaoz..
used to tink he looked rather good altho he's abit sissy n got BIG eyes
haha when i waz 6 he waz late 20s tink he muz b 40+ now
stick out my neck to look for ani uncle figure but i onli saw an auntie
mayb tt's his wife..
i'll check it out the nxt time i pass by again
aiyah am i long winded or am i long winded
haha quite sian writing so long liaoz..
nostalgia huh
amk
the place i grew up in
dont realli like to go there as much as last time aft i juz moved liaoz
too much has changed
but as my mama says
walking along the streets brings bk lots of memories as well
the group of childhood frens
i waz the youngest then
wonder where they r now
i cried when we moved lor
quite diu1 lian3
but watever... i realli she3bu4 de2 mah
but now.. fifth CNY i celebrating in sengkang liaoz...
looking forward to CNY
i like CNY n CNY songs too haha
水曜日, 1月 14, 2004
tuition
flared up juz now at vanessa.. i waz damn freaking angry lor but the anger didnt last for long though
she has spelling tmr la n she tells mi todae.. usually we take abt 3 daes to cover everithing n now dictation started liao... i asked her to study like five words copy out twice then i gif her the spelling of the words la..
she juz refused to copy the words out lor.. then we started the bargaining thing (wth can train such skills wif tuition kids one lor didnt noe tt) i dont wan to b authorative la.. juz wan her to haf a stronger impression of the words wah lao then finally she started to write after her mum heard our "dispute" n scolded her.. i didnt scold her la budden she bu4 qing2 bu4 yuan4 n took freaking long to write
i juz let her b then i started gifing her spelling la
wah lao guess wat
she wrote everi letter in the 'balloon' font n started colouring them with her pencil.. cant imagine she can spend like 30sec on a word tt she sud haf written in 2sec
finally we finished my 5 words..
wah she like damn pissed wif mi n took her time to erase the letters tt werent nicely coloured n stuff..
i juz 'snatched' da ex bk not too violently i hope or she will b holding 2 ex bks by the time i'm done..
my policy wif her : we keep doing thiz until we get everithing right
then we had to do it AGAIN
i juz told her quietly tt she can take her own sweeet time to write i dont care but we juz keeping doing thiz until she got all 5 words correct la
didnt scold her for her artistic balloon font - i wud sae it's quite nice
didnt raise my voice at all
after a while she kinda sense my threatening presence - like a dormant volcano
haha n she got bored balloon-ing her words i guess n everithing juz went bk to normal
haha she even try to coax mi wif her innocent smile la
how can i stay angry for too long
but the larva beneath kinda stirred..
spewing
bubbling
OO000ooooo
hope thiz kinda thing dont happen too often la
my other ZY girl...
wah lao the art of bargaining u juz keep getting better at it man
mayb i learnt my skills frm her
she's good..
hope she can concentrate more though
all the blood, all the sweat, all the saliva
tt's wat my tarbet vice house cap alwayz saes..
haha
onli saliva la
but...
watever
funni sight
on my way home juz now
i saw 2 old men in their sixties
playing on the springy see saw at the playground
haha
one has a faint smile on his face
dont seem to b focusing on anithing in particular
the other look at mi
cant figure out wat's doing thru his head behind tt expression-less face
haha
they looked as if they haf lots of free time
5/6 bags of ntuc goods in front of the bench near them
i wonder
when i turn 60
will i still haf frens to go play the see saw wif mi?
not as if we play it now
no more the wooden kind on the cement floor tt i like the one i play when i waz a kid
now onli got the fake springy ones on the rubbery floor..
quite sian
haha
but wat a funni sight huh
where will the 2 old men b going aft tt?
will they b going home?
do they stay together? hmm G*Y
or juz 2 ah peks whu got to noe each other n shared one end of the see saw each
not fun to play alone
esp the wooden ones cant even play alone
haha
i still prefer swings la
the clouds are rather grey todae..
will it rain?
i'll go shopping for CNY goods wif my mama later haha
yay
flared up juz now at vanessa.. i waz damn freaking angry lor but the anger didnt last for long though
she has spelling tmr la n she tells mi todae.. usually we take abt 3 daes to cover everithing n now dictation started liao... i asked her to study like five words copy out twice then i gif her the spelling of the words la..
she juz refused to copy the words out lor.. then we started the bargaining thing (wth can train such skills wif tuition kids one lor didnt noe tt) i dont wan to b authorative la.. juz wan her to haf a stronger impression of the words wah lao then finally she started to write after her mum heard our "dispute" n scolded her.. i didnt scold her la budden she bu4 qing2 bu4 yuan4 n took freaking long to write
i juz let her b then i started gifing her spelling la
wah lao guess wat
she wrote everi letter in the 'balloon' font n started colouring them with her pencil.. cant imagine she can spend like 30sec on a word tt she sud haf written in 2sec
finally we finished my 5 words..
wah she like damn pissed wif mi n took her time to erase the letters tt werent nicely coloured n stuff..
i juz 'snatched' da ex bk not too violently i hope or she will b holding 2 ex bks by the time i'm done..
my policy wif her : we keep doing thiz until we get everithing right
then we had to do it AGAIN
i juz told her quietly tt she can take her own sweeet time to write i dont care but we juz keeping doing thiz until she got all 5 words correct la
didnt scold her for her artistic balloon font - i wud sae it's quite nice
didnt raise my voice at all
after a while she kinda sense my threatening presence - like a dormant volcano
haha n she got bored balloon-ing her words i guess n everithing juz went bk to normal
haha she even try to coax mi wif her innocent smile la
how can i stay angry for too long
but the larva beneath kinda stirred..
spewing
bubbling
OO000ooooo
hope thiz kinda thing dont happen too often la
my other ZY girl...
wah lao the art of bargaining u juz keep getting better at it man
mayb i learnt my skills frm her
she's good..
hope she can concentrate more though
all the blood, all the sweat, all the saliva
tt's wat my tarbet vice house cap alwayz saes..
haha
onli saliva la
but...
watever
funni sight
on my way home juz now
i saw 2 old men in their sixties
playing on the springy see saw at the playground
haha
one has a faint smile on his face
dont seem to b focusing on anithing in particular
the other look at mi
cant figure out wat's doing thru his head behind tt expression-less face
haha
they looked as if they haf lots of free time
5/6 bags of ntuc goods in front of the bench near them
i wonder
when i turn 60
will i still haf frens to go play the see saw wif mi?
not as if we play it now
no more the wooden kind on the cement floor tt i like the one i play when i waz a kid
now onli got the fake springy ones on the rubbery floor..
quite sian
haha
but wat a funni sight huh
where will the 2 old men b going aft tt?
will they b going home?
do they stay together? hmm G*Y
or juz 2 ah peks whu got to noe each other n shared one end of the see saw each
not fun to play alone
esp the wooden ones cant even play alone
haha
i still prefer swings la
the clouds are rather grey todae..
will it rain?
i'll go shopping for CNY goods wif my mama later haha
yay
火曜日, 1月 13, 2004
sigh veri long neva write liao.. everitime i see sumthing then got things tt i wan to record here.. the feeling might haf changed by the time i reached home or sumthing lor.. sigh
writing diaries/blog... means writing down ur feelings tots n wat happened at a particular time izzit? wat if by the time u get to the bk/com u change liaoz? haha mi haf been moody thiz daes.. little things make mi happi little things make mi angry little things make mi sad.. the feeling of heart turning cold.. goes right thru ur body.. then u will shiver abit.. scary.. these fleeting moments of strong emotions n the long moments of numb-ness/unfeelingness makes mi wonder if i'm a rather unfeeling person.. i dont feel much abt alot of things all the time seriously.. passion/favourites r kinda vague.. preference hmm mayb la.. the sui bian person.. last time huayu told go out wif mi veri irritating sumtimes... "huimin where u wan to eat?" "sui2 bian4" haha she alwayz buay ta han when i sae thiz lor.. haha i'm ok wif anithing.. realli? well most of the time but i dont allow myself to b not okie wif sumthing for too long la...
haha last time when i got angry in pri sch i'l cry...haha damn loser rite? but i got the capability to scold other pple until they cry oso lor.. haha turned mild.. lost both capabilities... good/bad.. i dunnoe... waz damn surprised i cant even roll my eyes properly now.. last time tink i stare until pple cry b4 lor.. wth losing my life skills man.. but everione alwayz sae i'm nice n everithing.. hmm misconception? haha but i dont fake anithing la at least i try consciously not to when i sense a possiblity of it.. watever la.. huimin's a nice person tt's wat everione saes aniwae... oops i noe self-praise = no praise la haha
nvm lettmi write wat i haf been wanting to write
evening sky
went jogging on sat wah the sky... haha nice n cloudy... juz the way i like it la.. 6.50pm eveing la.. the clouds are erm lilac... dunnoe iz tt the name of tt shade of purple not la.. abit like the colour of E206 last time lor..haha the clouds are damn nice n fluffy.. mostly cumulus n sum cirrus la haha thiz iz y i luv (wah strong word...*taken aback*) physical geog haha... got a part of the sky look like a scene frm the land before time a little pond n mountains slightly covering it.. no sharp edges in tt pic at all.. everithing like when sangyu drws wif charcoal n smudge it lidat.. juz tt itz white la...
in the distance got abit of nimbus.. or izzit less light coz the sun setting? i dunnoe look like a little girl angel with long black curly hair flying down towards the ground lidat la... haha
breathtaking...i noe partly itz bcoz i'm realli panting frm the jog la
then saw i sign tt saes 'danger slow down' i tink haha n i followed the instruction n erm.. jogged slowly i guess haha
saw the kueh tutu auntie again didnt dare to go say hi
went to vcd shop haha dripping sweat but feeling good...
night sky
tampines has a clear n cloud-less sky on fri budden on mon... it waz damn cloudy la.. onli compensated by the windy wind.. grey clouds at night dark n darker.. hmm not nice
sena hidetoshi sae tt the sky so dark n iz there so tt pple can notice the bright stars `long vacation
tt's kinda true stars.. eh can see quite alot tt dae the unblinking ones r planets i tink.. the twinkling ones r stars... the time of the yr again like orientation in j1 lidat.. wif the astro 1st session haha the orion belt... tink wingsze told mi can see jupiter oso.. hmm constellations/stars quite cool to go learn abt them...
after my little india / bayshore tuition itz alwayz dark n windy dark n windy... so many pple but emptiness la ( little india abit darker but same windy-ness la) O_o"
food
craving for takopachi.. wanted it so bad juz now.. dint find dint buy.. i can live wif tt.. will go find tmr..
saw a boyboy eating fishcake then remembered when i waz young go market wif my mama will go the fishball/fishcake/yong tau foo stall n juz fishcake n eat haha tink fishy needs her cake after all... haha muz wait until bdae huh... :(
(see 'haha' n 'frowny face aka :(' in same sentence... sigh
omg 7-11's doughnut... damn nice!! the one wif da filling inside like when u buy hazelchocolate spread on top then will haf chocolate filling inside.. wah lao the filling's damn alot n rich n oozing out leh.. until when u finish u feel mildly sick... can u imadine how much choc iz there?!? i noe i waz freakinf hungry then but itz nice la haha will go try the raspberry/apple n sumthing else next time...
jude law
read an article on him in TIME...
aqueduct: artificial channel on a raised structure, carrying watr across the country.
wat a way to describe his eyebrows... aqueduct eyebrows
haha mi n my pok eng.. coz of my tuition thing my pocket dictionary iz permantly residing in my bag la.. quite fun check the words i dunnoe like aniwhere anitime haha dun wan to spread my 'pok eng' contagious disease to them.. hmm
penchant: liking
wat a cute word.. i like the way it sounds...
the article mentioned abt soldiers n Cold Mountain
For the ultimate goal of many a warrior is to get home to his woman - to lay down his arms and find comfort in hers.
hmm.. nice expression
jude law.. veri good looking meh? haha
tuition
“ 在一个冬天的晚上，小明发觉爸爸的被单破了。阵阵冷风吹来，爸爸冷得直发抖。”
thiz iz zhiyi's mo xie tmr.. not veri hard wat but i spent 1.5hr gifing her ting xie n mo xie todae lor wah lao... hope she ca get it when i go meet her in 7hrs time...
haha think my 3 tuition kids like mi la cute little girls they laugh at everi other thing i sae.. veri funni meh? haha can see/hear xinyi laughing non-stop again.. n fel's cough abit b4 laughing... n serene's damn loud laughter until pple at next table at kfc like to mimic haha. hope the girls do well la... waz toking to mingli abt her girl n my girls.. haha like mothers n daughters lidat.. 老了！ cant believe i shopped for pri sch assessments with alot of aunties at popular la.. wah lao...
had alot of class gatherings recently.. hmm 2 209 gatherings 405 3F hmm.. now pple those not working esp quite free then can meet up n tok mah.. pple do change abit here n there.. dont noe wat to sae awkward silence.. haha but when they start toking still feel the same.. but mayb sum i wasnt veri close to them to start wif la.. onli like noe my gang n my gang in 209 lor haha the rest abit onli but will rem them alwayz.. miss sch rj, rgs, jsps too not so much of the place but the pple n the environment we forged la.. hmm
aiyoh thiz iz freaking long so long until i lazy to check for typos liao haha itz 2am now.. getting 5 hrs of sleep then hafta wake up liaoz *sobz* all for the $$ not realli la n for her to get full marks for her ting/mo xie la
no wonder i'm alwayz sleepy n tried these daes.. kept sleeping at the ntu tok.. bad for health...
omg how can i forget.. my mama bought ying liu!!!! ah!!! haha i can decorate liao damn deprived for many yrs liao lor since we moved i tink haha
每条大街小巷， 每个人的嘴里，见面第一句话，就是恭喜恭喜！！
haha my fav CNY song.. chinese new yr iz cuming.. muahahaha
writing diaries/blog... means writing down ur feelings tots n wat happened at a particular time izzit? wat if by the time u get to the bk/com u change liaoz? haha mi haf been moody thiz daes.. little things make mi happi little things make mi angry little things make mi sad.. the feeling of heart turning cold.. goes right thru ur body.. then u will shiver abit.. scary.. these fleeting moments of strong emotions n the long moments of numb-ness/unfeelingness makes mi wonder if i'm a rather unfeeling person.. i dont feel much abt alot of things all the time seriously.. passion/favourites r kinda vague.. preference hmm mayb la.. the sui bian person.. last time huayu told go out wif mi veri irritating sumtimes... "huimin where u wan to eat?" "sui2 bian4" haha she alwayz buay ta han when i sae thiz lor.. haha i'm ok wif anithing.. realli? well most of the time but i dont allow myself to b not okie wif sumthing for too long la...
haha last time when i got angry in pri sch i'l cry...haha damn loser rite? but i got the capability to scold other pple until they cry oso lor.. haha turned mild.. lost both capabilities... good/bad.. i dunnoe... waz damn surprised i cant even roll my eyes properly now.. last time tink i stare until pple cry b4 lor.. wth losing my life skills man.. but everione alwayz sae i'm nice n everithing.. hmm misconception? haha but i dont fake anithing la at least i try consciously not to when i sense a possiblity of it.. watever la.. huimin's a nice person tt's wat everione saes aniwae... oops i noe self-praise = no praise la haha
nvm lettmi write wat i haf been wanting to write
evening sky
went jogging on sat wah the sky... haha nice n cloudy... juz the way i like it la.. 6.50pm eveing la.. the clouds are erm lilac... dunnoe iz tt the name of tt shade of purple not la.. abit like the colour of E206 last time lor..haha the clouds are damn nice n fluffy.. mostly cumulus n sum cirrus la haha thiz iz y i luv (wah strong word...*taken aback*) physical geog haha... got a part of the sky look like a scene frm the land before time a little pond n mountains slightly covering it.. no sharp edges in tt pic at all.. everithing like when sangyu drws wif charcoal n smudge it lidat.. juz tt itz white la...
in the distance got abit of nimbus.. or izzit less light coz the sun setting? i dunnoe look like a little girl angel with long black curly hair flying down towards the ground lidat la... haha
breathtaking...i noe partly itz bcoz i'm realli panting frm the jog la
then saw i sign tt saes 'danger slow down' i tink haha n i followed the instruction n erm.. jogged slowly i guess haha
saw the kueh tutu auntie again didnt dare to go say hi
went to vcd shop haha dripping sweat but feeling good...
night sky
tampines has a clear n cloud-less sky on fri budden on mon... it waz damn cloudy la.. onli compensated by the windy wind.. grey clouds at night dark n darker.. hmm not nice
sena hidetoshi sae tt the sky so dark n iz there so tt pple can notice the bright stars `long vacation
tt's kinda true stars.. eh can see quite alot tt dae the unblinking ones r planets i tink.. the twinkling ones r stars... the time of the yr again like orientation in j1 lidat.. wif the astro 1st session haha the orion belt... tink wingsze told mi can see jupiter oso.. hmm constellations/stars quite cool to go learn abt them...
after my little india / bayshore tuition itz alwayz dark n windy dark n windy... so many pple but emptiness la ( little india abit darker but same windy-ness la) O_o"
food
craving for takopachi.. wanted it so bad juz now.. dint find dint buy.. i can live wif tt.. will go find tmr..
saw a boyboy eating fishcake then remembered when i waz young go market wif my mama will go the fishball/fishcake/yong tau foo stall n juz fishcake n eat haha tink fishy needs her cake after all... haha muz wait until bdae huh... :(
(see 'haha' n 'frowny face aka :(' in same sentence... sigh
omg 7-11's doughnut... damn nice!! the one wif da filling inside like when u buy hazelchocolate spread on top then will haf chocolate filling inside.. wah lao the filling's damn alot n rich n oozing out leh.. until when u finish u feel mildly sick... can u imadine how much choc iz there?!? i noe i waz freakinf hungry then but itz nice la haha will go try the raspberry/apple n sumthing else next time...
jude law
read an article on him in TIME...
aqueduct: artificial channel on a raised structure, carrying watr across the country.
wat a way to describe his eyebrows... aqueduct eyebrows
haha mi n my pok eng.. coz of my tuition thing my pocket dictionary iz permantly residing in my bag la.. quite fun check the words i dunnoe like aniwhere anitime haha dun wan to spread my 'pok eng' contagious disease to them.. hmm
penchant: liking
wat a cute word.. i like the way it sounds...
the article mentioned abt soldiers n Cold Mountain
For the ultimate goal of many a warrior is to get home to his woman - to lay down his arms and find comfort in hers.
hmm.. nice expression
jude law.. veri good looking meh? haha
tuition
“ 在一个冬天的晚上，小明发觉爸爸的被单破了。阵阵冷风吹来，爸爸冷得直发抖。”
thiz iz zhiyi's mo xie tmr.. not veri hard wat but i spent 1.5hr gifing her ting xie n mo xie todae lor wah lao... hope she ca get it when i go meet her in 7hrs time...
haha think my 3 tuition kids like mi la cute little girls they laugh at everi other thing i sae.. veri funni meh? haha can see/hear xinyi laughing non-stop again.. n fel's cough abit b4 laughing... n serene's damn loud laughter until pple at next table at kfc like to mimic haha. hope the girls do well la... waz toking to mingli abt her girl n my girls.. haha like mothers n daughters lidat.. 老了！ cant believe i shopped for pri sch assessments with alot of aunties at popular la.. wah lao...
had alot of class gatherings recently.. hmm 2 209 gatherings 405 3F hmm.. now pple those not working esp quite free then can meet up n tok mah.. pple do change abit here n there.. dont noe wat to sae awkward silence.. haha but when they start toking still feel the same.. but mayb sum i wasnt veri close to them to start wif la.. onli like noe my gang n my gang in 209 lor haha the rest abit onli but will rem them alwayz.. miss sch rj, rgs, jsps too not so much of the place but the pple n the environment we forged la.. hmm
aiyoh thiz iz freaking long so long until i lazy to check for typos liao haha itz 2am now.. getting 5 hrs of sleep then hafta wake up liaoz *sobz* all for the $$ not realli la n for her to get full marks for her ting/mo xie la
no wonder i'm alwayz sleepy n tried these daes.. kept sleeping at the ntu tok.. bad for health...
omg how can i forget.. my mama bought ying liu!!!! ah!!! haha i can decorate liao damn deprived for many yrs liao lor since we moved i tink haha
每条大街小巷， 每个人的嘴里，见面第一句话，就是恭喜恭喜！！
haha my fav CNY song.. chinese new yr iz cuming.. muahahaha
土曜日, 1月 10, 2004
木曜日, 1月 08, 2004
haha finally can view my own blog... rather irritated n sian then work dae n nite (onli haha literally) so quite tired... then juz refuse to mian tui the sickening thing n hecked it.. :P the big P` again shit my bad habit still doing it n itz onli the 1st wk of da yr... sigh
watched tears of the sun.. hmm cool show abt the army stuff.. complete ur mission or do the correct thing by listening to ur conscience.. haha can understand the technical stuff coz my bro watched beside mi n explain..
hm drilled a hole in his leg to do sum stuff to his ligament/cartilage la.. haha waz telling mingli how my siblings n mi haf scary experiences at the hospital... freak accidents n stuff like jaw, leg, arm, intestine, hand... scary n heartbreaking..
the show iz good la.. violence, persecution, death.. 'i wont leave w/o my pple..' sins.. something abt evil iz when good man sees it and does nothing abt it... i read an article b4 abt how pple react to situtaions tt they think itz not right.. they might not act the 'correct' or 'moral' way if there are too many pple there n no one iz doing anithing.. i tink itz damn true lor... true n scary.. gia si pple n pple whu crumble under pressure.. itz easier not to react n wait.. wait for wat? sumthing to happen? someone to do sumthing? shud be brave n do wat u tink itz right instinctively man.. neva hesitate or hold bk coz u nvm noe how much it wud mean to sumone else n even urself..
i watched Remember the titans also.. gd show... n the fact tt itz based on a true story... hmm.. damn cool show itz da kind of show u watch wif ur team n feel inspired haha learning how to bond wif pple
learing how to judge pple by their souls and not by their looks
alwayz tok abt being racist wif my frenz.. the haha stuff.. but racial prejudice iz damn real n scary man even if u manage to establish a relatioship above all prejudice it might fall apart due to reality n societial pressure...
gary iz damn sad got into an accident b4 the state championship n died when he got into an accident a 2nd time sigh.. itz the aiyoh wah lao feeling
julius has a smile tt seems so trustworthy n familiar... haf i seen it b4?
the songs they sing.. black pple n white pple the soulful kind n the country kind haha damn funnie
sunshine reminds mi of a jap comic character.. qian ye sui ming
i like the way they express n put forward their point in the movie
straightforward n heart warming.... n the 2 extreme little girls.. haha
nice show :) erm shows..
watched 2 movies thiz afternoon haha todae no nite tuition. so can slack abit
tmr's a long dae again..
watched tears of the sun.. hmm cool show abt the army stuff.. complete ur mission or do the correct thing by listening to ur conscience.. haha can understand the technical stuff coz my bro watched beside mi n explain..
hm drilled a hole in his leg to do sum stuff to his ligament/cartilage la.. haha waz telling mingli how my siblings n mi haf scary experiences at the hospital... freak accidents n stuff like jaw, leg, arm, intestine, hand... scary n heartbreaking..
the show iz good la.. violence, persecution, death.. 'i wont leave w/o my pple..' sins.. something abt evil iz when good man sees it and does nothing abt it... i read an article b4 abt how pple react to situtaions tt they think itz not right.. they might not act the 'correct' or 'moral' way if there are too many pple there n no one iz doing anithing.. i tink itz damn true lor... true n scary.. gia si pple n pple whu crumble under pressure.. itz easier not to react n wait.. wait for wat? sumthing to happen? someone to do sumthing? shud be brave n do wat u tink itz right instinctively man.. neva hesitate or hold bk coz u nvm noe how much it wud mean to sumone else n even urself..
i watched Remember the titans also.. gd show... n the fact tt itz based on a true story... hmm.. damn cool show itz da kind of show u watch wif ur team n feel inspired haha learning how to bond wif pple
learing how to judge pple by their souls and not by their looks
alwayz tok abt being racist wif my frenz.. the haha stuff.. but racial prejudice iz damn real n scary man even if u manage to establish a relatioship above all prejudice it might fall apart due to reality n societial pressure...
gary iz damn sad got into an accident b4 the state championship n died when he got into an accident a 2nd time sigh.. itz the aiyoh wah lao feeling
julius has a smile tt seems so trustworthy n familiar... haf i seen it b4?
the songs they sing.. black pple n white pple the soulful kind n the country kind haha damn funnie
sunshine reminds mi of a jap comic character.. qian ye sui ming
i like the way they express n put forward their point in the movie
straightforward n heart warming.... n the 2 extreme little girls.. haha
nice show :) erm shows..
watched 2 movies thiz afternoon haha todae no nite tuition. so can slack abit
tmr's a long dae again..
月曜日, 1月 05, 2004
ほとんどの人は私のメセエージが見えないのこと知って、いいかんじ。。 :) 時々、自分自身劣等感があるかな--と考えています。 外の人は私のことどう思いましたか？ そんなの自我が嫌い。 ほかの人の思い、 ほんとにそんな大切ですか？ でも、 どうして私の気持はそんなことに頼っているか？ さ-- 欲しくないよ！！ ヤアアアア-- あたしの日本語やっぱりへたですよね。。
好きな人。。 まだ好き？ もう知らない。 彼はほんとに私の印象にちがいます。私馬鹿ですよね。。 でも、もういい。。 友達になれば。いいんじゃない？ ちょっとがっかりしていますけど。。
寂しいかな-- 悲しいかな-- うれしいかな-- もう しらねよ
気持悪い。。
好きな人。。 まだ好き？ もう知らない。 彼はほんとに私の印象にちがいます。私馬鹿ですよね。。 でも、もういい。。 友達になれば。いいんじゃない？ ちょっとがっかりしていますけど。。
寂しいかな-- 悲しいかな-- うれしいかな-- もう しらねよ
気持悪い。。
日曜日, 1月 04, 2004
i'm bk... felt feverish last nite after facilitaing a 'uncle agony' session wif lots of cutting n pasting... got to noe a shrink better n hope shrink's 'patient' haf had good advice... i didnt die lunckily.. though i waz feeling realli shit towards 3+ and slowly going into the 'barking' mode liao.. haha (some pple will noe wat i mean)
going ecp i'm not going to die at home, let alone die there but miss da sea.. n of course 3F..
mi alwayz useless CT rep, vice chairman etc la... find it hard to go organize outings n stuff not tt i dont like but in pri sch had enuff ying yin to last mi for a long time lor.. usualli i'm da organiser for pri sch outings.. sec 1 sec 2 in sec 3 went japan then no one organized... after calling da WHOLE class usualli 1/3 appears sigh.. so sad rite aniwae... i'm a useless organiser for gathering la.. sigh dunnoe y i alwayz get nominated to post where u need thiz pple... i realli dont realli understand lor... watever
aniwae juz realized the importance of keeping in touch wif ur frens la...
'thiz iz the singpore telecom announcement service, the number u juz called iz not in use..'
thiz machine generated voive vibrates in the air... n omg juz realized i haf lost all means of contact wif a fren...
hmm used to make it a pt to call him to wish him happi bdae.. bcoz...
i usualli make effort to wish other pple happi bdae oso.. if i rem
today's fel's bdae and another of my pri sch's fren's bdae oso... 4 jan..
wished her liao.. looking forward to our outing...
cant wish him.. his no not in use liaoz..
fel haha owe her alot of bdae presents la alwayz the first few daes of the yr then cant prepare anithing... sigh damn bad.. hope huayu's plan will work..
my other fren... hmm called him in sec 1 n 2, cant rem if i did in sec3 then subsequently didnt call animore... paiseh? cant b bothered? no la not tt extreme juz too long neva tok abit wierd... but now feeling abit bad.. if i haf called him everi yr mayb now we can still keep in touch... haha 'ifs' too many.. 'ifs'...
so gatherings are impt after all.. useless if u dont care for the pple la.. but i still do... for all my old frens/ ex-classmates.. altho not much to tok abt but i guess they haf a place in my heart.. pple tt walked into my life before... at some pt of time.. but i guesss i juz dont tink so much abt it until they are reallli GONE.. or lost contact liaoz..
alwayz quite proud tt i can keep in touch wif most of my pri sch frens.. an sms or a phone call away.. but i'm realli not the kind of person to go ask pple tt i hafnt seen a long time.. ' hey let's go out'.. and do wat? hmm
wierd all i can sae iz.. how are u? wat u doing now? hope life's been good etc...
serene told mi geminis are emotionally detached n 'hollow' inside... tt comment struck mi... reflecting.. ya mayb i'm like tt.. i think i do care for pple.. but itz not on my mind all da time to keep in touch, call, go out, stay in contact....but i believe tt i'll alwayz b there for them when they need and hopefully they will b for mi when i need la... hmm mayb itz wishful thinking on my part... haha
iz thiz good or bad? no good or bad la... gemini's two twins with extreme personality... tearing mi apart sumtimes... but like wat yongsheng saes... juz stay da same la.. i'll try.. juz true to myself no need to ans to anione la rite? haha
watever.. i'm getting confused liao the more i'm write
if i dont finish my prawn noodle ( tt my mama cooked ) and go bathe n leave da house in 20min.. i'll b late..
for 3F gathering at ecp.. yay...
damn kept geting late recently... tardiness.. i hate it when pple are late.. i'll try not to.. sick la huh.. slow moving.. aww excuses.. watever..
till then seeyu... shit the sky look cloudy.. i'm hoping to get a tan la... hmmm
class soccer here i cum ^___^
going ecp i'm not going to die at home, let alone die there but miss da sea.. n of course 3F..
mi alwayz useless CT rep, vice chairman etc la... find it hard to go organize outings n stuff not tt i dont like but in pri sch had enuff ying yin to last mi for a long time lor.. usualli i'm da organiser for pri sch outings.. sec 1 sec 2 in sec 3 went japan then no one organized... after calling da WHOLE class usualli 1/3 appears sigh.. so sad rite aniwae... i'm a useless organiser for gathering la.. sigh dunnoe y i alwayz get nominated to post where u need thiz pple... i realli dont realli understand lor... watever
aniwae juz realized the importance of keeping in touch wif ur frens la...
'thiz iz the singpore telecom announcement service, the number u juz called iz not in use..'
thiz machine generated voive vibrates in the air... n omg juz realized i haf lost all means of contact wif a fren...
hmm used to make it a pt to call him to wish him happi bdae.. bcoz...
i usualli make effort to wish other pple happi bdae oso.. if i rem
today's fel's bdae and another of my pri sch's fren's bdae oso... 4 jan..
wished her liao.. looking forward to our outing...
cant wish him.. his no not in use liaoz..
fel haha owe her alot of bdae presents la alwayz the first few daes of the yr then cant prepare anithing... sigh damn bad.. hope huayu's plan will work..
my other fren... hmm called him in sec 1 n 2, cant rem if i did in sec3 then subsequently didnt call animore... paiseh? cant b bothered? no la not tt extreme juz too long neva tok abit wierd... but now feeling abit bad.. if i haf called him everi yr mayb now we can still keep in touch... haha 'ifs' too many.. 'ifs'...
so gatherings are impt after all.. useless if u dont care for the pple la.. but i still do... for all my old frens/ ex-classmates.. altho not much to tok abt but i guess they haf a place in my heart.. pple tt walked into my life before... at some pt of time.. but i guesss i juz dont tink so much abt it until they are reallli GONE.. or lost contact liaoz..
alwayz quite proud tt i can keep in touch wif most of my pri sch frens.. an sms or a phone call away.. but i'm realli not the kind of person to go ask pple tt i hafnt seen a long time.. ' hey let's go out'.. and do wat? hmm
wierd all i can sae iz.. how are u? wat u doing now? hope life's been good etc...
serene told mi geminis are emotionally detached n 'hollow' inside... tt comment struck mi... reflecting.. ya mayb i'm like tt.. i think i do care for pple.. but itz not on my mind all da time to keep in touch, call, go out, stay in contact....but i believe tt i'll alwayz b there for them when they need and hopefully they will b for mi when i need la... hmm mayb itz wishful thinking on my part... haha
iz thiz good or bad? no good or bad la... gemini's two twins with extreme personality... tearing mi apart sumtimes... but like wat yongsheng saes... juz stay da same la.. i'll try.. juz true to myself no need to ans to anione la rite? haha
watever.. i'm getting confused liao the more i'm write
if i dont finish my prawn noodle ( tt my mama cooked ) and go bathe n leave da house in 20min.. i'll b late..
for 3F gathering at ecp.. yay...
damn kept geting late recently... tardiness.. i hate it when pple are late.. i'll try not to.. sick la huh.. slow moving.. aww excuses.. watever..
till then seeyu... shit the sky look cloudy.. i'm hoping to get a tan la... hmmm
class soccer here i cum ^___^
him yea had a mini 209 class gathering todae... 9 pple tt's like a rather good no liao.. considering itz sec 2 class la... erife, roshini, kalai, niran, sasha, mohana, serene, xinyi n mi... hahah
these pple are not veri close to mi i guess bk in 209 except serene in my gang... 209 pple all damn nice la but rather cliquish i tink haha but itz okie realli thankful to b 'reunited' wif xinyi in judo and mo in 3F.. got to noe them much better, shared more wonderful memories..
they are all gd company man.. toking abt old daes all da skits, martians n mi 'stirring da clearest waters' hahah frm elergy for jane... miss them seriously and those were the good old daes bk at E206 man.. even like 4 yr later.. now.. i dont seem so far away i guess..
serene's blog abt moving on.. heard quite alot of her struggles n agony she shared with mi on our 132 n 88 bus trips together... i can listen i can give 'wise' advice hopefully la.. aiyoh so much to sae.. but next time la..
being aunt agony toking to uncle agony.. no time to consolidate my tots...
these pple are not veri close to mi i guess bk in 209 except serene in my gang... 209 pple all damn nice la but rather cliquish i tink haha but itz okie realli thankful to b 'reunited' wif xinyi in judo and mo in 3F.. got to noe them much better, shared more wonderful memories..
they are all gd company man.. toking abt old daes all da skits, martians n mi 'stirring da clearest waters' hahah frm elergy for jane... miss them seriously and those were the good old daes bk at E206 man.. even like 4 yr later.. now.. i dont seem so far away i guess..
serene's blog abt moving on.. heard quite alot of her struggles n agony she shared with mi on our 132 n 88 bus trips together... i can listen i can give 'wise' advice hopefully la.. aiyoh so much to sae.. but next time la..
being aunt agony toking to uncle agony.. no time to consolidate my tots...
土曜日, 1月 03, 2004
wah the quizilla thing iz getting quite fun haha... shit hope i dont get addicted.. but so far quite true huh?
aniwae i refuse to post tt quiz tt saes i'll marry elijah woods iz tt his name? frodo la watever.. ee.. he got bigger eyes than mi i cant accept no la haha
but his image to mi huh too short haha
aniwae i refuse to post tt quiz tt saes i'll marry elijah woods iz tt his name? frodo la watever.. ee.. he got bigger eyes than mi i cant accept no la haha
but his image to mi huh too short haha
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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金曜日, 1月 02, 2004
sick.. medicine.. sick.. wah lao i slept da whole dae away.. @_@
waz toking to py... cant consolidate my tots...
my eyes kept tearing.. not crying la juz dont feel too good... surprise tt i didnt smell anithing nice when i walked past a hawker center at tampines juz now.. hope i dont bing ru gao huang.. haha
on da bus juz now.. realized tt this blog can b a place tt i can record things tt happen to my everidae life tt onli i myself find it interesting la haha u noe those things tt will get tt ' hui cen' and ' kan bei' shit frm my gang.. hmm i guess thiz little haha things tt happen to mi might seem like damn sian n uninteresting to them so they quite poor thing haf to b subjected to all my shit for da past 6 yrs la.. but got quite abit of suan-ing frm them bcoz of tt..
hahah mayb wif thiz place tt i can sae watever i wan to myself n whuever wans to read they can b spared,, haha
haha new tuition kid... wadee.. nice girl i guess..
( i'm taking forever to write thiz haf been online for 1 hr.. )
wah they kept tinking tt pri 6 iz like da exam of their life tt determines their future n whole liife.. dont noe how to get across to them how i beg to differ.. there's so much more beyond n above tt i guess haha..
hope we haf a fun time.. itz 'fate' tt brought us together i guess haha applied for a dental job but didnt get it.. instead the dentist ask mi to tutor her niece.. haha hmm everi step u take leads to many paths i tink haha..
oh hope i can fix my bikes soon.. spent da whole eveing squatting at my corridor.. pumping da tyres.. wiping off dust.. but the chain feels loose will bring it downstairs sometime soon to join da void deck kids. how i miss my childhood daes.. thankful for those yrs where i didnt haf to worry much but follow my bros and go get realli dirty, scratched n injured at da playground with all da neighbours.. haha
no wonder i'm lidat now.. hee
muz get my bike working.. hafnt rode them for yrs.. cant sae its mine.. i waz assigned a smaller one when mi, my bros n my dad went cycling to mac richthie n seletar reservoir last time haha.. but tt bike thrown away liaoz..
watever... chulalongkong uni... wonder how itz like.. hmm wadee's bro studies there.. hahah sec sch history finally cuming to use.. mongkut, chulalongkong, vajiravoo ( how to spell huh? ), prajadipok? hhaa cant spell them liaoz...
incoherent.. headache.. go sleep
waz toking to py... cant consolidate my tots...
my eyes kept tearing.. not crying la juz dont feel too good... surprise tt i didnt smell anithing nice when i walked past a hawker center at tampines juz now.. hope i dont bing ru gao huang.. haha
on da bus juz now.. realized tt this blog can b a place tt i can record things tt happen to my everidae life tt onli i myself find it interesting la haha u noe those things tt will get tt ' hui cen' and ' kan bei' shit frm my gang.. hmm i guess thiz little haha things tt happen to mi might seem like damn sian n uninteresting to them so they quite poor thing haf to b subjected to all my shit for da past 6 yrs la.. but got quite abit of suan-ing frm them bcoz of tt..
hahah mayb wif thiz place tt i can sae watever i wan to myself n whuever wans to read they can b spared,, haha
haha new tuition kid... wadee.. nice girl i guess..
( i'm taking forever to write thiz haf been online for 1 hr.. )
wah they kept tinking tt pri 6 iz like da exam of their life tt determines their future n whole liife.. dont noe how to get across to them how i beg to differ.. there's so much more beyond n above tt i guess haha..
hope we haf a fun time.. itz 'fate' tt brought us together i guess haha applied for a dental job but didnt get it.. instead the dentist ask mi to tutor her niece.. haha hmm everi step u take leads to many paths i tink haha..
oh hope i can fix my bikes soon.. spent da whole eveing squatting at my corridor.. pumping da tyres.. wiping off dust.. but the chain feels loose will bring it downstairs sometime soon to join da void deck kids. how i miss my childhood daes.. thankful for those yrs where i didnt haf to worry much but follow my bros and go get realli dirty, scratched n injured at da playground with all da neighbours.. haha
no wonder i'm lidat now.. hee
muz get my bike working.. hafnt rode them for yrs.. cant sae its mine.. i waz assigned a smaller one when mi, my bros n my dad went cycling to mac richthie n seletar reservoir last time haha.. but tt bike thrown away liaoz..
watever... chulalongkong uni... wonder how itz like.. hmm wadee's bro studies there.. hahah sec sch history finally cuming to use.. mongkut, chulalongkong, vajiravoo ( how to spell huh? ), prajadipok? hhaa cant spell them liaoz...
incoherent.. headache.. go sleep
You are Beast!
You are brilliant and extremely clever. You can
handle almost any problem swiftly and
efficiently. You are devoted to philosophy and
are always up for a good discussion.
Sometimes, though, your anger gets the best of
you and you upset those whom you care about.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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... And when you come to a meeting of many ways and do not know which to choose, do not choose at random, but pause and reflect.
Breathe with the trusting, deep breaths you took when you first came into the world; let nothing distract you, but wait and go on waiting.
Be still and listen in silence to your heart.
When it has spoken to you, rise up and follow it.
Follow your heart ` Susanna Tamaro
note: the wait n keep on waiting part i beg to differ.. the big P` haha but listen n hopefully it speaks.. then just follow wat the nike pple alwayz ask u to do.. erm 'it'.. O_o"
Breathe with the trusting, deep breaths you took when you first came into the world; let nothing distract you, but wait and go on waiting.
Be still and listen in silence to your heart.
When it has spoken to you, rise up and follow it.
Follow your heart ` Susanna Tamaro
note: the wait n keep on waiting part i beg to differ.. the big P` haha but listen n hopefully it speaks.. then just follow wat the nike pple alwayz ask u to do.. erm 'it'.. O_o"
木曜日, 1月 01, 2004
Congratulations! You're Merry!
Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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