us... :D 

bambi eyes 

se ah pek.. disgusting.. 

ah dih!! frm Energy.. 

tinking abt future.. w our extended families 

missing huay 

tofu! 

melon ball + baybreeze 

drinks - lychee martini + b-52 

mi n my baybreeze 

mi n my b-52 

wayhome.. 

bill! wow damn ex.. haha bad for liver n wallet.. so yea once in a while la huh.. now it's serene's turn to qing ke next time.. heee yay :D

today i went out w serene!
haha our nite out at holland V aft such a long while... on planning i guess
visited the nice quaint shops ate xiaolongbaO cakes at coffee bean coffee cocktails.. a realli exciting nite haa
haha mi n serene had long long conversations abt us - how im turning cheena, probs and stuff la... jus the usual substantial + haha conversation :)
xiaolongbao + hong yu chao shou + suan la tang + chicago cheesecake + chocolate of a 1000 leaves + white chocolate ice blended + melon ball + baybreeze + lychee martini + b-52...

tt's my nite described in terms of food...

cheers serene to our yuan! haha ganghood 4ever ya :D

holland v + quaint shops + crystal jade + coffee bean + eski bar
oh my tian.. eski bar was a place mi n kailyn like to peer in on our way to lunch when we were working at ocbc.. cool! (literally) went in today finally...
i shivered sia.. needed my sweater.. we even went into the freezer for a while.. w smoke cuming out frm serene's mouth, yes i saw it! damn cold sia
altho the waitress r clueless abt their drinks, altho the service wrt to the billing sucks, but the plc is not too smoky not too noisy n as i always say.. as long as the company is gd everithing else is secondary..

cheers~!
haha thnx serene.. for everithing for the gd fun times for the company for the frenship.. haha so cool to haf an 'explorer' fren tt we found in each other ya.. thnx for always being there for mi & gang.. yea realli thankful to haf a gang of u guys too.. lotsa same sentiments as u blogged.. cya soon in a couple of hrs :)

(seriously no strength to document everithing liao..)

for all pix pls check out gang blog!

tink yest was too exciting to not blog abt haa

well i woke up frm a v long dream... felt tt i hafnt slept at all yest morn
it's this guy, he kinda speaks jap, but not v well so prob not a real japanese.. n we were w alot of kids n he was helping them - haha too much like the story line in Engine tt i jus watched.. but too bad i didnt dream of kimura
but mi n serene came up w the conclusion it might b my zhen ming tian zi haha
altho i cant rem how he look or sound like at all.. but i can rem how he's like vaguely..

well tt's tt
sch was sch
but aft pbl n aft visiting e toilet at the deans office
to my horror!
i cant find my wallet !?! no where in my bag altho py still doubt mi coz i haf a tendency to cum out w such false alarms n still find my lost obj in my bag eventualli
but not tis time!
argh
i went to ask the photocopy auntie coz i was at her plc earlier but it wasnt there
then i went to the com lab tt i was at b4 pbl n tho the slit of the door
haha i saw the uncle in there holding up my wallet..the compartment i put fotos of gang judokas n cousins in there.. trying to ask the other lab tech if they noe the owner or not
so paiseh haa
i waved frantically at the door to get his attention indicating tt the wallet was mine
then went in to claim
w0w didnt even realize it was gone until abt 2.5hr later n still can find
heng sia
thnx to the frenly lab techs!
tarepanda's sick of mi n went for a stroll i guess, glad it's bk cant imagine losing ic n driving license n lots of other things

while walking w py to the bus stop
i saw 95 across the rd, w most of e passengers having board the bus alreadi..
wow how i ran
heng got on..
sat w dawn, a new classmate this yr.. didnt get to tok to her until now.. she seem nice :) nice to haf known her.. jus started chatting coz i sat down beside her..

then went onto the train w the COMG haha as denise put it
now i noe how shu hui's name is written in chinese
realize im rather in the same freq as denise coz we made this Robbins hood joke at the same time tt issnt v funni haha
n i heard the rather leng mickey mouse joke..
sigh haha
laughed alot.. usualli its lidat if i meet the some of the COMG on way home

reached sengkang at 5+
as i was walking 2wards my blk.. cutting across this other gp of blks.. i saw POLICE tape..
i had this bad sinking feeling
as i detoured abit to get onto the road
i saw police cars, lots of policeman, bystanders, photographers n oso reporters i tink
wow
then i saw this red patch of stuff on the floor.. but no body leh
so i went to kaypo abit n shuffled toward 2 aunties n asked wat happened

apparently a 70+ ahpek jumped down frm the 14th floor abt 30min b4 i reached
n the police was removing the body tt landed above a rubbish chute kinda same level as the 2nd floor tt's y i cudnt c the bod n they had abit of trouble getting it down into the police van
they kinda covered him and as they were holisting up into e van i saw the pale soles n bit of his long black pants...
tt's the end of his life -_-

wat amused mi abit was
he landed on a platform tt had the block no
186D
the aunties n uncle there were dicussing wat 4D no to bet on
1860 (coz it looked it o) or 1862 (coz D sound like 2 in hokkien) or 1864 (being the 4th alphabet)
n some insight into e betting booth closing at 630pm onli on wed n at 6pm on wkends... O_o"
i wanted to tell them mayb it was easier betting on the van no tt held the bod 9738..
wonder if ani one of them went to bet

n then they started speculating y he jumped
they say elderly if they worry or sad or feeling down n kan bu kai then ll jump
either illness, money or bad daughter-in-law
!?!
i pity the daughter in law lor
but they wa realli v ba gua sia

met my neighbour downstairs n chatted further
n made it home abt 45min aft reachign my blk haha 每一

my neighbour's kids called 子恒 & 芝萱
haha finally know their name aft like mani yrs of ahboy n girlgirl..

the nite was enjoyable w chatting w serene till 2+am
v tired n infected eyes tt's photosensitive.. sigh
hope they get well soon
im q scared when my eyes turn teary as n when they want...
like now when im typing abt them.. they realli v pan-tang... cant mention tt my eye got prob then they lll b uncomfortable immed..

next wed is doomsday..

well wat's the worst nightmare for mi these days?
waking up in the morn to find tt my slp has flattened my hair tt's so out of shape i dont dare to walk out of my house!
arggh
this morn.. IT happened
w all parts of the hair flattened and the ends curling up - like e wig the judges wear in hk serials (ahem yes yihaohuangting... no there's no more seqeual)
haizz
i grabbed my dear shampoo for my dear life washed n curled my hair.. gp by gp.. according to the direction of each cluster's orientation
heng i wasnt late..
oh my tian! imagine i was late coz i had to curl my hair.. ?
it's taking up too much of my time n effort for sumone who likes chopchop let's go in the morning 5min aft waking up... NO MORE! sigh

had tuition again.. aft a long while.. kinda losing touch
the one n onli tuition im keeping my 2 going-to-b-sec4-students
who talks damn alot
sigh they're so in e hols mood tt we kinda chatted 45min out of 2.5hr away
oh my tian! (again)
haha but they still cute as ever
so nice n lovable

they came w makeup today haah
aft some experimentation.. kinda reminded mi of my sec4 prom, first time i tried to paint myself, which turned out q successful ok haa
but yea.. altho they always stress tt im much older than them but look much younger than them, which is true haa
they keep mi young.

haha macam the buildings make up of gold against the dark sky... by this time now the sun is no more alreadi.. outside my window at least.. night fallen? haa 

closer up 

getting darker.. altho the sky look rather blue but the photo turn out w a very grey sky.. mus b a lighing prob la 

sun setting.. the blocks frm punggol! 

pix tek sent mi.. its really pretty :) 

haha a show ive been following on ch U 6-7pm daily.. didnt even noe today's the last episode.. luckily my mama woke mi up to watch it otherwise i'll b very sad haa q a funni show and all the pple in there look young so feel tt it's q an ancient show :p so ji sup - is the guy tt made mi v sad for days when he died in glass slippers argh... 

a rather nice n heart warming show.. abit too short but tt's y i like jap dramas more.. chopchop short and sweet.. cudnt find a better pix.. got this frm someone's blog damn funni lor.. pls dont tink i add those wo ai ni words in hor.. pls haha this show ar earned damn alot of tears frm mi sia.. but q therapeutic.. ah.. i miss jap dramas! 

駅で、買ったグミチョコ！
おいしいよ~！

下午两点， 独自回家。
眼睛好痛
阳光好刺眼

看见三位同学在跑步
挥手，没看见
巴士迟迟不来
眼睛快睁不开

风很强，
快要下雨了吧。

上车。
没冷气
好闷， 好热， 好吵， 好旧的巴士
摇摇晃晃
好像回到童年
窗外，乌云
快要下雨了吧。

下车。
工地好吵
眼睛还是很痛。

两分钟
跑上自动扶梯
赶上了地铁，还好
但差点绊倒
(最近常跌跌撞撞，变笨了吗？)
有点喘。

地铁内。
冷气
好凉
但还是好吵，好挤
有哥哥的妹妹真好。
窗外，乌云
快要下雨了吧。

欧南园。
地铁连接隧道
一片寂静
空无一人
我走在人群的前端
拥有了一个自己的空间，

拐个弯，
还是人群。

四分钟， 东北线。
不需走得太匆忙
时间刚刚好。

女婴呼天抢地。
不管我走离多远，都听得见
直到闸门17， 终于静下来
有姐姐的妹妹真好。

长长的隧道。
不见天日
电灯也好明亮
但并不刺眼

冷气
好凉
眼睛不痛了。

对面的姐妹在玩耍
隔壁的洋人在微笑
对面的姐妹在打架
前面的青年在谈笑

以为我会一路‘无言’
静静的回家
但世事难料

"do you speak english?"
'ya, i do'
"wat's there to see in puggol?"

that was how it started... the caucasian beside me asked me the qn, i told him there's nothing much acutalli jus shopping mall, hawker centre.. there's punggol jetty to get to ubin.. but i dunnoe how, so suggested he go ask the mrt person at the control station.. haa hope he gets to ubin la :)
we chitchat a bit, him n his wife taking a break off.. they're frm new zealand.. went round europe, many many countries, hk, spore.. going to fly off tmr..
got a 17yo son in the NZ airforce.. tt dont haf planes, onli helicopters..
i cant realli rem how he looks like, jus his eyes
very kind eyes.. kinda look like john lock in LOST haa
i tink i shud do something abt my weakness in remembering faces.. a prob tt has stuck w mi for life.. i gotta look very hard sometimes more than 1 occasion to rem how someone looks like.. i can rem the way the person talks, the overall feel but no not the face. argh.

met yiting as well! haaa at sengkang mrt
an ex classmate.. she looks well, hope she's

下午三点十五分。盛港。
天空，乌云
快要下雨了吧。

回到空屋的家
还蛮喜欢这种寂静
应该好好感受
也许可能将来， 我会独自一人到遥远的地方生活也说不定。

ok us at tcc.. cousins! kinda more like sisters like.. HEAL :) went to watch potter 2gether.. took neoprint haha.. we hafnt been out 2gether in a while ya, so glad we met up today.. went for coffee/tea altho the youngest one amongst us is craving 4 alcohol.. but haha angel! u better plan a drinking session 4 us ya.. :p but the older ones.. r tired sch, work, sch.. unlike some eng person hee.. harry was q nice n im glad for the great company this evening :D 

oops sorrie livia haha 

one of the many shots i took.. haha either 1 eye big 1 eye small, or slanted smile.. walao haah we r the 2 still studying! so check out our twin eyebags.... 

the sisters!