日曜日, 8月 29, 2004
You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.
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n i always try to help other pple
sumtimes i wan to tell the person to jus f off
as if like my veri existence to the person is to help it
it pisses mi off real bad
n i bet it doesnt care
laugh at mi summore tts it man
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discover what candy you are @ quiz me
got this quiz thing frm fel's blog.. didnt go read for a long time liao so one shot read mani mani entries ago..
finally got down to reading my blog a few days ago
n i agree it is like a documentary haha
onli reminding mi wat happened but not so much how i felt then
so i guess im more aware of it now so mayb next time it might proof a easier n more insightful read for my frens haha
the seoul garden dinner was a rather nice one
sze chuan chicken is still the hot fav
n we spent almost three hrs in there lor
tokin n eating as usual
cant rem since when tt place became our gang's "aft-a-major-exam-mus-go-place"
but yea its been mani yrs since we first started patronizing the shop liao
the standard has improved abit i guess w more constant refill of chicken wings n even sushi now haha
then we saw a table of like 6-8 gals near us
they realli kinda reminded how we were like sum time ago...
in sch u alot of laughter n noise hmm
then there was my son: the smily face thing w a body of a bag
i left him behind coz he was too much of a nuisance oops..
huayu gave us the pinkie pouches tt has the word xpression on it
wonder if serene has cut away the tag liao not
afraid tt pple might relate the brand to sumthing else..
haha
but yea
ohoh
u all noe wat
i found out frm my cousin tt she bought the exact same on in thailand for 45 cents
and to tink tt the stingy boss refuse to give us a discount of 40 more cents
auntie-ness aside
we did it aniway haha
n the scary thing abt huay had py's no wrong all the time n didnt realize it..
its better late then neva la
but like serene say everithing happens for a reason ..
so mayb us trying to fit our photos to suit the hiphop gang ringtone in huayu hp was fate haha
sitting along the steps near cine until like 11 + is haha not exactly the glam thing to do but we always do such things la i guess
wonder how it wud b like when huay's gone..
sigh
gotta go studdy coz i tink im veri behind n cant rem my stuff
then the prof ask qn i always scared i cant ans then sianz..
but i found my new keep-me-awake-fren
the tea w milk at the sci canteen
it realli works
thanx to ahline n mando for their intro to breakfast at nus haha
n to beng for tt cao mei xian zi pen we donated 2.50 for haha
its in my pencil holder on my table staring at mi haha
:)
日曜日, 8月 22, 2004
well jus came home
hmm heng my er ge came down to send mi home or else my parents ll b calling mi like siao sigh
ani wae i drove home frm bishan, eunice's place
wow rather fun first timw go express way haha
n not w my dad summore w my bro haha
went to like abt 110 lidat quite fun
but like 1+am no traffic then can lidat la
hafta prac more
ok today went to celeb py's bdae
HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!
eh we went to watch stepford wives at cine
a wierd show la but entertaining enuff
w gang n xinyi then went to coffee club to eat
nice seafood lasagne
then went to walk ard n soon enuff it was like seven + n we were at orchard mrt..
erm met my med og la
but in the end i pangseh them didnt go for dinner feel abit bad.,.. sigh
but met up w fareux la my rj og
vincent one fine day msg us n say try to revive our og so hmm
tink its quite a feat coz liek 8 pple turn up today
got vida yvette lesile vincent mi daisy kaiyi n ryan la
everione more or less the same la
but i guess two of the guys put on wt the other two turned skinnier dunnoe y
not so bad noe jing kuang of everione
hear countless army stories
hoe to kill frog snake mointer lizard..
it was ok la
thanx the pple for organising man
yea i noe today mi n py gotta see ahems la
but i nearer view abit
mr * (the name has been removed due to unforseen circumstances aka threat frm a recent bdae gal haha) put on quite abit of wt kept getting suan so haha
but i mean nothing liao la i guess
dont feel too excited of heart beat until wan to collapse or anithing
jus like fren n frens
so yea
guess im finally over it man
but tok tok st swensens
then left at like eleven they wan to play pool at cine but mother crowded so didnt then jus walk ard sum pple left
until like onli got five pple left
so we went to marriot hotel n sit n tok summore lor
gossip abt pple
didnt c the dnd pple
but in the end say another guitar rgs senior in med too so hmm but cant rem her name so oops
but yea i rem she s nice
mayb i go look ard 4 her next time
then wait 4 my bro n went home lor
tired tmr still haf tuition..
wat an eventful day haha
金曜日, 8月 20, 2004
i m starting to get sick n tired of alot of things
things tt always happen
things tt i always do
low threshold of emotions
fuck
i dunnoe even noe wat i m feeling now
tink i need sum change
for the better or the worse
haha
no happiness no sadness wth is wrong?
cant sustain my sadness for more than an hr..
cant feel happy for more than half
shit
i noe certain things bother mi but i dont do anithing abt it
i jus dont
becoz most of the time huimin is jus fine w anithing
the person tt usually wont get angry
the person tt is always short tempered at home
i hate?
shit i was even apprehensive to type the word hate
jus as i m to type the word i love...
watever
i dont like the way i behave sumtimes but it jus cums out
no good no good
better b more conscious of life b4 its over
u ll jus b reduced to sum bones tendons muscles rite?
unconsciously i live i feel i see i hear
hmm
mayb tts y i stop excelling in things i do animore coz nothing realli bothers mi or at least i cant pin pt it sumtimes
this statment contradicts to the one i made earlier..
dammit
木曜日, 8月 19, 2004
well so much haf happened since erm 2nd aug?
there was the wk of rag n flag in sch where i kinda spent the whole wk asking be**ing for money haha not so bad la
pple either walk past mi as if im transparent or smile n walk away or nice enuff to stop n donate
sigh i dont realli like selling flags or flowers la
the more fun part was the savh ah pek n ah mmms
my partner was a funky 84 yr old ah ma who speaks fluently n rather happening la
my teochew sprouting skills finally came to good use i guess haha
discussing now big or pretty tt bird is n how nice tt wild plant was
n then my og rather on stay n help rag overnite on fri too...
but not so bad learnt how to pay 99, hearts, carom properly so yea
i pretty much like my og la
all the rather nice pple
can click w like all the girls n hit off v well w like iris jean santhya...
i tink one of the days went to stayover at huayu house cant exactly rem wat day
but she summoned mi n i was going to learn driving so i appeared at her door step at 11+
kena shot wierd looks by her family though haha
but yea drank chicken soup we manage to cook
oh it was thu coz serene was rather unhappi tt she missed her oc n asked mi if i taped but i didnt
haha
i rem now
as usual the documentary goes on
then sch started soon enuff
xia tian yi jing guo qu le
first day of sch was after national dae rite
cant realli rem
the dean toking
he was not as sleep inducing as the vice dean whu effortly coax mi to sleep
how in auspicious as i was trying to tell everione hah
slept in the first lec
but i m proud to say tt i hafnt slept at all for the rest of it till this dae
on listen try to process n scribble like mad
i feel tt its quite silly to scribble almost everithing the lecturer says la but i tink it is some self comforting shit thingy tt i do to not feel so bad la rite
when i dont understand wat is happening at least i can tell myself tt i tried to write down wat he said then can read up later
alot of words i cant spell then i anihow anihow haah
incoherent
read up i m obviously so behind tt i dont wan to tink abt it
cannot cannot muz constantly remind miself
shit
i even did my tut
not the whole thing but the first few qn la
feel like i m constantly mugging for an invisible exam tt ll cum sooner or later la
sian like shit
but yea mayb i shud drink mug root beer in a mug to constantly remind my self
feel an info overload la
but yea i kinda like sch i wud say better than slacking at least
more purpose n directn
n there was pbl
during the workshop mi n peiyun were the onli two silent introverts haha
but nothing to say boh pian too
n i dont like toking in front of strangers or like fighting for an opportunity to tok
so pple whu jus now mi owas tink i veri quiet
dunnoe whether tts n understatment or over statement
but it wasnt so bad the second time i guess
i got mi rather excited tinking abt all the things im going to learn like wat is myocardial infarction
but like i was toking to joyce tt day like in rg rj so long neva realli had to go try to fit in in new environ wif new pple so yea tink my social skills gotta hone abit more la
but not so bad my class got like some jokers then ok la
anat prac was rather exciting too
was abit scared to go in la
then not so bad aft all
wanted to take mani step bk when the prof thrust an arm into my face 4 us to haf a closer look
jus one arm n nothing else
haha
but the bodies haf their faces covered skin n some tissuse removed n peni* hanging so abit desentisized la
not so much of a person when looking at it
but yea we gotta treat it wif respect
my tut almost the same pple as the pbl gp
but got like hsien min oso
he jus hafta intro mi to the class as luohan
tot tt name was exclusive to rj judo haha
n had my driving test on tue
wa lau scared like shit
so much of prac went in b4 the test lor went into the circuit like mani mani times
then i stupid stupid always hit curb in crank n s until my papa oso buay tahan say i lan
sigh but on mon nite i not so bad liao la
on the actual day damn nervous la
my car stalled when i was on the slope then i scared alreadi
then cuming down the slope i didnt signal too
but the tester mr yik was nice
he tell mi "signal left signal left" "relax calm down" haha
not so bad la then the rest of the circuit was ok until i went into the crank
haha
i hit the curb at the first bend
then my heart jus dropped sianz
i flu n cant breathe so was taking deep breaths until the tester asked mi aft the test y i kept panting haha
but yea went out n everithing was fine
got one time he say i stopped too far behind the car wait pple ll stuff their head in to cut lane
but then it was ok aft tt
then went onto eunos link coz i route 7 mah
aft the u turn tired to change lane to left lane
then saw a giant lorry charging towards mi i hum n cut out again
he said its dangerous coz pple cuming frm the centre lane ll knock mi when i suddenly cum out
i guess so
then i saw him tinking furiously i tot sure die
but it wasnt so bad after all coz got the free one tick for first time make tt mistake.. haha
in the end i passed w -14
hee
happi like shit
when i came out saw my dad then show him then he oso happi like shit
he say like strike 4d lidat haha
n yea i can drive liao
hafnt tried alone yet la
but to gang if i haf chance i cum pick u all up 4 supper k
when i prac abit on my own first la
unless my dad is invited too haha
my fareux og fren jus msg
say got gathering on sat
wa sat so happening
PEIYUN'S BDAE
... in two days time!! r u excited?
then got n405, charlamagne, fareux gathering.. howhow??
月曜日, 8月 02, 2004
sianz sia
sch is more exciting then slacking la but tiring sia everidae oso hafta go out
on no better watch my sia or else like carol lidat haha
todae is a rather fruitful day i guess but wa macam so shopping competition lidat
went ikea then damn alot of pple bet it mus b coz got sale
tink i can brave thru all this crowd i rather zai liao hah
went to shop for shelves n desk for my bro
their rm jus went thru some major furniture arrangement then got space for him to but a giant desk
he starting to mug liao good for him
hope he can keep his enthu up
doing his tuts n attending ivle lec liao boy im impressed
went wif my mama dage erge
my dad not there or else is whole fam shopping activity
buti can so see him standing in a corner impatiently waiting for everithing to end la so sigh
bought mani mani things quite cool
saw like a M2 couple the guy look scary to mi hmm
nvm
aniwae wat a shopping exp
my bro set up everithing liao look cool
heng my dage got bread van can send everithing home or else mus waste 40bucks delivery
woke up at like 11+ today
read the papers on my bed kept falling asleep on it
haha omg it was heavenly
almost forgot tt feeling n it all came bk
this used to b my mus do activity everi sundae morn last time
but since i started teaching tuition on sunday morn since nov
neva did tt animore
how deprive
didnt even realise wat i was depriving my self off in my crazy workaholic stint to earn $$
i haf decided i wan to slow down my "career" or even stop
i dont care animore guess i haf attain the amt of $$ i wan to earn
neva tot $$ was veri impt to mi
i mean i veri low maintainence one lor
sigh
they all jus sit in bank onli feel good when can buy bks n laptop w no worries haha
^__^
wth nvm
this is wat i consider a little happiness in life
like i told serene my default is always not happi not sad
but this morn for tt little while i felt happi
abit of true happiness haha
jus coz i got to do such silly stuff
but i like it
i luv?
haha
aniwae yest oso quite happening
got tuition w my ahem erm f*a*v* cousin
haha
frm like 8+ to 12 haha but quite good can eat cheese suasuage n serve net haha
then go gathering w 3f
serene came along too
lunch at marche
like i say where else can we go?
might as well make tt the 3f lao di fang hmm
met w them toktok played pool haha was rather fun
although i didnt tok alot unlike usual but i guess i was jus looking at them
trying to rem how they look like i guess
like soon enuff they ll all be in like diff countries lidat
i wud say i like pple frm my class
nice funni pple la huh
went bbq w my og at nite at WCP
wa didnt noe tt place so happening
got family picincs malay kids pushing each other ard on trolleys got jap kiddy baseball team trng
saw the med pple not alot of pple turn up la but not too few too
my og git 5 m1 + VICKY haha
oh well
then got like 7 ogls i tink haha
not too bad they told us alot of stuff
nice
like how to pon lec this impt tt not impt
for a moment ks mi felt like taking notes
haha like i predicted cant realli rem wat they said exactly haha
i mus turn into a mugger?? haha wat a thought
aniwae we chopchop first to start fire n cook
iris bought the nice jelly hearts
nice to see good to eat wow
i like
then got nuggets otah n suasages haha
i didnt realli cook at all jus stand ard n wait for food oops :p
nice bbq fish too
then tok tok tracy has a funni laughter haha
n i had ALOT of fun poking potatoes
like some psycho getting kicks stabbing pple
ooo
haha then we chopchop first to leave
settled at macs n toktok summore
then went home lor
found another nel kaki alvin stays in punggol haha
it was quite fun la i wud say hang ard n tok not too bad but alot o pple didnt turn up though
ok la need to sleep n burn cd
i mean burn liao sleep
meeting mel tmr
hope the gathering is cheng kong
happi birthdae to caroline yubaba ahline partner ..
pleased to beat u? haha
日曜日, 7月 25, 2004
okie wat haf i done since then huh...
gang went on our overnite stays at huayu's house n mine..
we went huayu's uncle house n i realli like the tea there...
well the first nite we tried to scare yy at airport but ended up missing her rite haha i challenged my heels though but realise cant run or balance on a bus w it la sianz
aniwae i felt abit awkward at first but glad tt i soon found the way she tok n laughed damn familiar n yea got comfortable
glad tt yy came
we had lotsa fun going sentosa altho it rained n going WWW
we went shopping for mian bao n pinic food for sentosa n had picnic... pple pls tink of mr wierd heh
haha tok tok late into the nite n the chao san si huh
cant believe i dreamt of huayu's dad offering it to us at breakfast the nite we ate it
juess his "yao bu yao chi shui guo" thingy threatening us w knife scared mi
everione stayed over at mi house on wed nite rite haha cant believe how 6 ppl can squeeze into my tiny rm heh
n serene n fel my ka gias (whu i noe haf been trying to overthrow mi) made mi do tt stupid dj-ing thing haha n i fell asleep
aniwae we took bus 27 like usual n yy left
haha heng we all didnt cry
but abit she bu de
hope she cum bk soon
or mayb next time we can all go over hk together
we went for k lunch aft tt rite
first time i c pple falling asleep in the ktv lounge haha
but yea kbox together then went home n sleep la
yy's visit came to an end
:s
then went to watch spidey man w judo pple i wore my spiderman tshirt for bossini n held the spideyman popcorn bucket to pose for a pic w the spidey man poster haha
we went to eat marche aft tt then got mini blackout haha
we went pofun's house a few days aft tt too rite? to swim wa her pool the water extra cold n clear nice
then we went to play pool haha took damn long to finish one game haha
then went diaso to shop we were there for damn long
quite a cool place everithing 2dollar haha
then xinyi bought damn alot of things as ususal haha
then we went bk to eat eat n went home
bought my two korean handbooks tt teach mi korean n jap haha
then yepyep days went by n i went med camp on monday
hmm met peiyun n went then
we arrived rather earli then abit apprehensive
but we went n hmm my og is charlemagne
quite nice pple la n ogls quite nice too
so qiao my er ge's sec sch classmate khaiwei in my gp too
then got iris jean jocelyn santhya sunder cheemeng victor pple i kinda c b4 in sch last time
then got other pple frm other jc s too
painted the monkey flag on the first day jus coz mark shirt had tt print n we tot it was quite cute haha
2nd day had alot of games la...
dirty stuff like slide across the bench tt has dynamo ketchup egg to play shrek pass toothpaste w body parts n sick ur hair into dirty water sigh
the got troy building fortress w cardboard n haf waterbomb war
then learnt mass dance my partner is benjamin haha mi abit pshycomotor but reminded mi of the raindance last time in rj
then all those games n stuff n fright/mambo nite lor
got the chucky station where the little girl ghost kept sitting on the ground looking scary then got the funni ghost tt kept hugging mi n the tall black ghost tt jumped out hmm
then got the rgs girl whu hanged herself coz her l1r5 is 32 haha
n her ah ma whu ll smile at u sinisterly aft she signed it
then sector charlie w the army ghost w make u pick ur his chang/liver haha
then went into the haunted toilet w daphne hahah she rather funni can scream damn loudly n i tried to giap the ghost w the toulet door as i tried to trap her inside dont let her cum out haha
3rd day went palawan
played all the watergames stuff rather sandy but ok la
got my black chaota tan tt onli serene cant see haha
campfire was se n boring n i fed so mani mosquitos tt i bet they mus b overweight n cant fly liao haha
played polar bear games n the pass-the-coin game haha till morning didnt sleep at all
plus all the 'intellectual' games haha
broke camp on thu morn oh mus tok abt the food got the surprising nice chee cheong fan in food warp the day b4 got cornflakes n then got roti prata oso
hmm
went to watch the judo finals at tpy aft tt
haha mi n pofun went sumo bento then almost fell asleep in there
aft eating we went downstairs n slept on the bench w our bags like sum run away kids lidat heh i woke up suddenly n saw pple staring aat us w tt disgusted look la
then we move to the stadium to sleep haha
c girls won they look rather zai
c boys lost tink they still need more of tan&eng trng
b girls didnt play
b boys lost sigh
a girls lost too but guess they did their best la
reminded mi quite alot of us exactly a year ago scary how time passed by so fast
a boys won
omg its a match to rem i tink junming looked rather steady tink he put up a good fight but looked shattered when he was thrown
then justin rather impressed by him
my impression o him last time was like he try try then cant then ll defend n run ard but he didnt stop trying at all thruout tt 3 min yea commendable n he won
then emerson wow
hi tomonage cant b described la like the hc guy almost threw him lor trip him abit n he fell but as he was falling he tomonage him wa when the refeere called for an ippon both sides cheered la but we won haha
then jeremy another one like justin lidat kept trying shoulder throw althogh he's big hmm but he lost
budden tzeming won haha
steadily earned his koka n yukos haha
n we won!
i liked us singing the sch song aft the end of our competitions
a sense of belonging n pride hmm
yea we won
met up w huayu serene n py yest
hmm huayu recovered frm her water-bean liao
then she was rather angry w her bro
i understand
eat n tok hmm like wat we always do
serene kept saying like our last outing lidat but i dont tink so la...
haha had fun n met beng n sheryl hafing their sec 4 class outing
wa this shunfeng n ah chun ah tsktsk so drama but yea they met...
i shud go watch all the tv i wan today la
sigh sianz
sch starting tmr ...
then how then how
cant sleep till late late when i wan
cant watch all the tv i wan sigh...
i shall resolute to stay afloat? haha jus dont fall bk on sch stuff la hor
yea ok to nus tmr la
木曜日, 7月 01, 2004
on tue aft cedric n nigel's tuition, angel asked mi to chinatown w her
she wanted to buy the spirited away little black bird which i told her can b found at lucky plaza n she wanted to used up tt $5 voucher tt i got when i went there w the judo gals b4 CNY to buy tt ninja top
the bra shop haha
but wow tt place was rather diff frm CNY most of the shops r closed then alot up for rental i guess no one wud noe tt little slide door tt leads to B2
but well she got her thingyy the black birds w the ultra skinny legs tt r rather flimsy,.,.
i told her i saw many leg-less bird of tt species n korea but she still bought it i guess haha
the scary shop keeper xiaofei is rather faggorty
but oh well the bra shop wasnt open so we decided to walk ard to check out china town
we walked n walked until we came to this street tt sells lotsa food in little push carts
b4 tt we saw this man wu ll make scultpures of ur face for $30 bucks his quite good but the little heads he making reminded mi of CHUCKY hhaa
then the food place.. its rather cool like angel says the 60s shanghai tan w like ghostly qibao-ed ladies walking ard haha
ahh cheated my feelings tot oc is here then in the end its ENCORE telecast of soccer-netherlands n portugal
oh ahaha got meteor garden
aniwae
we ated haha cha kauay tiao, BOH PIA!!, tangyuan, zha bingqiling, n KAYA BALLS... argh... i haf been traking kaya balls for yrs FINALLY!!
kaya ball is sumthing tt i like to eat frm amk central hawker centre haha but recent yrs i tink the little stall beside the fruit stalll close down liao so boh liao
we walked n walked n walked frm smith street to sago street to south bridge rd bk to pagoda street
haha saw all the cheena-cheena stuff n the pretty ZEN lamps tt cost like 100+
im suppose to buy angel one coz she like it
mayb i ll wait until she work n haf $$ n will buy one for each of us haha
then we went bk lucky plaza but the owner of the bra shop still not bk so we si xin alreadi
on our way home we went into the break talk shoppin mall w the giant popular
damn cheena oso haha all the zhong guo ren w the cheena feel in there
tink one day i can go there to cultivat abit of wen hua xiu yang too heh
we haf officially checked out chinatown frm exit A n found all da xiao chi place the cha siu thingy haha
cool place great company :)
then the BLACKOUT
haha rather happening
i hafnt realli exp such a big scale blackout in years
apparently the worst in 11yrs??
was on the phone w serene when i heard onli static frm the other end then realised there was a BO
my mama efficently lit candles frm the shen deng on the shen tai haha
my erge was downstairs heng didnt get stuck in the lift but hafta climb 15storeys out.
his soeed climbing was so fast tt was quite unbelivable so i tink he scared dark haha
then hung ard the living rm worrying abt my dad a while coz cudnt get him
the whole tpe was rather dark then scary lor
i was rather hum n scared as well
hehe
but in the end i took up my mama suggestion n went to bathe in the candle light
wow damn cold water yellow yellow light wat n exp
frm 10+ to almost 12 then the episode ended.
wed was rather eventful until it was uneventful
my gage had a tooth decay went to extract but aft two hrs of digging n scraping n tugging onli haf on if came out n apparently the root was attached to sum meatal bits when my bro had a jaw op abt 5 yrs ago
so yea had to go 4 dental surgery n since both my parents r not free the maid n chauffeur job was taken uo my mi n my er ge
haha but i good thing came out of it i guess my bro seemed to start to initate conversation btw themselves.
they got lost on their way there n since i was sleeping behind the van they had to discuss their way to nuh haha
the we took care of the admin stuff n my bro went n py popped by too
mi n my erge then had time to kill at nus for mani mani hours...
we went ard looking for the office of finance to get the tuition fee loan form
then got lost n kept turning ard nus mani mani times haha finally found
then went lunch at the sci canteen
the went to the van to sit for a while b4 it was time to go bk coz my bro came out of the ot liao
he look rather pain the got bloody gauze in his mouth w stiches on gum
the coz hafta stay in hospital for 8hrs b4 can use medisave to pay so we hafta hang ard frm like 1+ till four
at first mi n erge still hahah n download ring tones until in the end my dage sat on chair to eat porridge i buay tahan fell asleep on the hospital bed...i jus slept the kind nurse pulled the curtain for mi,..
hehe
then the doc came n suaned mi asking if i was the patient n i paiseh paiseh haha
then i heard my bro didnt take any painkillers coz he didnt noe wat he was allergic to... hmmm
mus haf been quite pain
wow then we went home w eunice
n my bro they all sent mi to bayshore for tuition
talked to the dr teo abit
found out tt she was wow rather cool
hafta take care of the small middle n large one hope she is doing fine.
as our tuition came to an end a jap girl came in to share the reading rm..
i knew she was jap frm the look n her translating stuff
realli wanted to go start a conversation n chitchat abit for fun laa
but like paiseh so dilemma
haa then wadee started asking mi abt metero garden n i told her abt it was a jap comic n tt was when the girl looked up n smile n told us she was jap
then we chitchat
abit n realised tt shes minobu.
she 23 came to spore to b air stewardess aha n she tot i was my tuition kid classmates... hahah shes frm fukuoka
quite cool la tot to her for fun n she missed her home so sad haha
she say she stay in japan all the short short houses then look forward to the high rise place in spore tink mani sporeans tink the other way huh
but fun toking to her all da best man
thu
last day of tuition at cedric n nigel
i fa bi qi abit in the end n they ended up quite scared haha
but i tink they gettig to lazy n slack always chitchat n tok nonsense,.. sigh
but i guess it came to an end took pic w them n stuff
they were quite fun to teach like
boys will always b boys
the way the tink the funni things they tell u haha damn funni
cedric is the trying to act cool age will nigel always zhuang ke ai like wat cedric always say
haha rather like to sa jiao so
haha
the maid is nice too venjie
will rem her great food
in the end nigel msg mi the over teh rainbow ring tone her composed haah sweet.
hope they like my erge la
haha i showed them his photo as they requested like matchmaking lidat then i was the meiren...
haha
came home phobe cancelled tuition so had time n went to rm
bought my first pair of HEELS
always wanted to challenge the high stuff
three inches
n they cost onli 9 bucks
yea good buy
bought at the bata clearance sale haha
but test wore of 10min at home then my ankle feels wierd liao so haha
hope i can lian until can run in them
hmm need a good day to challenge them...
haha quite fun..
tmr at ecp w beng at manda :)
火曜日, 6月 29, 2004
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日曜日, 6月 27, 2004
It's the thing you leave undone
That gives you a bit of a heartache
At setting of the sun.
The tender word forgotten,
The letter you did not write,
The flowers you did not send, dear,
Are your haunting ghosts at night.
The stone you might have lifted
Out of a brother's way;
The bit of heartsome counsel
You were hurried too much to say;
The loving touch of the hand, dear,
The gentle, winning tone
Which you had no time nor thought for
With troubles enough of your own.
Those little acts of kindness
So easily out of mind,
Those chances to be angels
Which we poor mortals find --
They come in night and silence,
Each sad, reproachful wraith,
When hope is faint and flagging,
And a chill has fallen on faith.
For life is all too short, dear,
And sorrow is all too great,
To suffer our slow compassion
That tarries until too late;
And it isn't the thing you do, dear,
It's the thing you leave undone
Which gives you a bit of a heartache
At the setting of the sun.
~ M. E. Sangster ~
issit apt for mi or wat?
wat i dislike/hate abt miself
i procrastinate rather a lot in studies which is gifing mi nightmares nowadays sch's starting in life generally
tts y my rm can look like a ware house for mths
ming ri fu ming ri huh?
the poem tt was drilled into my head in higher class in pri sch last time
tmr i ll pack my rm
tmr i ll ...
tmr tmr tmr
sumtimes things pass u by
things tt u shud haf said or done
things tt u shud haf noticed
things tt u shud do when u promise
i dont like to promise pple anithing animore
sumtimes i not keep them
i feel bad abt it
sickening
but jian ku tou or sumthing jus keep doing it again n again
sianz sickening
hate is too strong a word itself n for mi
so is love
i guess
scary how i dont feel much abt mani things
i m realli not sure is it coz i realli cant b bothered or i jus dont feel it
but it is not a conscious effort i m certain
like huayu says i jus take things as it cums along
i dont like to disappoint
i try to b nice
i dont like confrontation
i dont speak my mind alot
i keep to myself most of the time?
i forget unhappy things
then days seem to b eassier
y do i wan days to pass by more easily?
haha silly qn
aniway my unhappiness jus left see wa so forgetful now chatting w frens
scary how pple jump in n out of emotions so easily
mayb coz i was veri moody n drastice when i was younger then it was hard la so now this is mi striking a balance dunnoe la hah
"人原来是这样健忘的.同样的一个人在短短的时间内竟然变换了两个面目.
过后他又想,大概正因为这样健忘所以才能够在痛苦中生活下去."
~觉慧~
"往事依稀浑如梦
都随风雨到心头"
~梅~
家--巴金
the first show tt i felt like watching again once as the show was cuming to an end
it has the funni hahaha parts of course
like the part myungwoo prentended to b a serial killer/rapist n mad the laoda kneel in front of hime
like the jyungjin role playing to b princess part n the ghost w hoping hair/wig, the janghyuk dressed like a jester haha
of course the nice sweet part
my fave was da books
the comic turn anime when u flip the pages? aww
the e sad part. i wont forgive them if the let him die there but i guess the ending i cant sae anithing liao la didnt noe so many things can happen 49days aft he die...
y change to wind when u die huh? carefree omnipresent
but cant b seen ya onli the paper plan
when the paper plan reappeared i knew i wud b the same one he tore out frm the mag
i knew it
the ultimate twist wats my sassy boy appearing walauuu
but i guess its realli touching la
i didnt cry like shit like my two kakis
but haha enuff to moisturize e eyes
hafnt cry damn hard for a lont time haha mayb i ll the next time i watch the show again la... i used to cry like shit at sad sad tv movie parts but too long neva use might b abit rusty haha
pple looking for a good laugh at the movie or at the funni lady sitting diagonally in front w funni laughter tt ends later than everione else in the cinema shud go watch
i wont want to b wind when i die though..
eh i not sure gotta tink abt it la
but tot the haleluya part of the light when he has to go was abit like bruce almighty ha
nice show
月曜日, 6月 21, 2004
as usual theirs always common test n the two days b4 tt aka sat when the first paper starts on monday i hafnt started studying yet.. like wats new huh
but its the sickening oh shit feeling
n oso the sickening self denial can one dont worry i ll make it
thne start planning ok first wk onli got 2gp papers n one phy
not so bad at least no phy n chem papers together
get past these 3 papers first la
then can chao pia for the rest
the sickening aftereffect of life long procrastination
didnt noe how i survive my jc yrs lidat
going into test exams unprepared
skipping most of the qn until u finished the paper miraculously fast
then i woke up
hafnt wake up at 8 feeling rested for a freaking long time
three tuition today wats new
n thu i haf got four haha
oh beng now wed is the best dae if kbox is still onz
coz i decided to dump one of my wed tuition on thu so tt i can go nus for checkup
tinking tinking how i can slowly give up all my tuition
feel abit distrubed dunnoe y like abit sad to leave
but i m seriously dying to
wat a paradox
like the issit ming zhong zhu ding or ren ding sheng tian shit tt i haf been trying to figure out
wow tts an improvement : mi tinking abt stuff lidat
on thu nit i melted my bros expensive tie
i was trying to iron it for my dad
for the ocbc sship presentation
i turned on the iron went over once
the iron hasnt heated up yet
the the front door opened n my dad n bro r bk
then i went bk to ironing aft tellin my dad its compulsory to wear a tie tmr
put the iron bk on the tie n it freaking melted in fornt of mi wif a funni smell somemore
dammit
felt realli stupid n lousy when my mum jumped of her bed when i put the iron down immediately
sigh as usual i got rattled off
i officalli cant cook iron use the washig machine n mani mani more things at home
i boast the ability to make realli nice beds n sweep??
not being too sastified f my ability to do chores huh
the next day was the the presentation went to take a train n bus w my dad n he kinda didnt noe where to tap the ezlink card on the bus haha
we were lost in the cbd area n walked a realli long way when the bank is rather near the mrt
walked all the way ard the ocean towers
concret jungle huh
then we were earli n waited at the bk nearby
the person at the counter was rather unfriendly sigh
n had the lunch thing at the executive club
i hafta go bathe to go tuition liao
its going to b a long dae ahead.............
火曜日, 6月 15, 2004
lifeguard zhuxiaotian is also known as harry buatoh ahah if he slips n fall
i m still rather chao-ta mayb my baoying always go laugh at pple say the chao-ta
its rather fun la toking to my ah yi
then she was telling my little cousin abt my nickname last time the one she gave mi
i haf so mani mani thruout my 19yrs hard to list them down
she used to call mi han bao bao aka hamburger
due to the cheeks thingy
even my tuition kid find it amusing tt my cheek shake when i shake my head too haha cant help it la
those were the days when i was still little kena abused n pinched haha
my aunt was saying she had to help out at my grandma's funeral
to help my mama look aft us when my parents were busy w the funeral prep
my mum hanged my sarong beside the coffin n my auntie had to shake the sarong to coax mi to sleep budden aft a few days she had nightmare tt a coffin was chasing her haha
erm...
was telling my mama how i tink its veri hard bringing up kids n i so dont see myself doing it or being able to do it
sigh its not our prob yet but scary
saw yongyong the kid my aunt is nanny-ing when i go tutor my cousin
he's realli realli cute n chubbby
the perfect epitome for a bundle of joy
1/2way thru tuition he woke up n my cosn went to burp him but he end up vomitting out all the milk he drank
walau like a hose lidat
scary rather alot n abit on mi too
i got scared n jumped out of the way realli kena freaked
haha kids r veri hard to look aft man nice to c good to touch can play w it but 24hr?
unless u r realli readily if not..
told my mama then she told mi i was famous 4 puking
i puked for a wk mani mani times a day for everi baby teeth tt grew
i willl puke until there's nothing left to puke until i start puking green liquid
the doc say the green stuff came frm my gut. bile?
bilirubin/biliveridin
cant rem the spelling damn
budden i start to puke when i c the med then hafta stuff the pill up my ass
nothing helped my dad tot i cudnt make it haha
i puked so much in the sarong i almost drowned myself coz the milk was covering my head my mama had to suck it out frm my nose..
eww
no wonder so mani mani pple get postnatal depression
my er ge famous for running high fever
my da ge for diarrhoea
haha
weird symptoms huh
bringing up kids is such an ardous task tt i tink pple shud tink tink b4 they embark on it
but then there wont b enuff babies n the dependency rati will b screwed
sigh
i saw mani mani butterflies these few days
they r everiwhere
butterflies used to b scary coz of mi li ye
budden now no more
haha
i saw a realli puny one like one segment of my finger cant realli c the insect but the colour is a typical common butterfly colour so i assumed it is
watched zhang hong liang at a fei yu qing singsong show
he's the guy wbu sang ni zhi dao wo zai deng ni ma? n mei li de hua hu die
he say tt pple like butterflies or get fascinated over them coz they r veri diff frm humans
we die when we grow old.. usually
when our bodily functions start to not function when we look wrinkly n ugly
we turned frm pretty at our prime to ugly at our end
but a butterfly is diff
it was an ugly caterpillar n thru metamorphosis
it turned into a beautiful butterfly n die in its prim
tt maes them so beautiful
didnt tink of it this way b4
now my interest in spotting butterflies kena aroused
haha
n i found another pretty plant along punggol rd at one of the landed property
haha
another type of weed is getting my attention as well
beside the kind w purple flowers
there is another species w white ones
darn
since when was i into botany
but not too bad la
i start to c mani things tt pple might jus missed if they walked too quickly
such as life
went to support amanda at spore idol on sat
she got in to second rd of auditions
CONGRATS MANDA!!!
haha finalli got a glimpse a better one into my dad's life
the uncle at kopitiam w lots of beer bottles watching soccer haha i was one of them jus now too watching euro 04
i always wonder y they so free aft work like to hang ard don wan to go home n sleep
but my dad say tt's how the relac
all the buddy buddy will hang ard together n chit chat n eat
haha i mus say they r goumets
i ate so much too full to sleep liao
the veri fresh steamfish tofu doumiao at changi rd
nice
the display is quite cute
the raw fish marinated lightly in metal plates at the display counter w price plagcards
u point they cook 4 u straight away
haha i neva c raw fish display b4
ate w two other uncles
jus a few hrs spent w them gain rather alot of insight
haha
both r taxi drivers
the older one look like my dua pek
tt ll mean he look like laofuzi
he's organs r all failing n his body is so messed up internalli tt he's finalli abstaining frm alcohol
he has been drinking n smoking for so many many yrs
he n my dad has this frenship going they look quite cute haha
they say his engine overhaul liao
then another third uncle offered his alcohol he say he will hold his funeral if he drink animore the other jokingly say he can give him advance condolence $$ for him to spend
erm...
rather funni
mayb if i cum the age when toking abt dying among peers doesnt sound stupid aha
but i kinda like him
a haha man tt enjoys food
he's da crab king
wow the way he manouver n pick up all the bis of crabmeat haha
i learnt the srilanka crab has the thinnest shell followed by vietnam then indonesia has crab w thickest shell sso lesser meat not as nice
the uncles tok abt soccer politics lky as muhouheishou haha
sengsiong supermarket education ministers health issuse
u name it they haf comments abt it n they sound logical man
ignorant mi haha
insightful nite wif the three uncles
coffeeshop food is great abit of flies cockroach scurry by no aircon but the company is good i guess
the third uncle is my dad's army fren
they knew each other since 1974 wow 30yrs
my earliest fren tt i still keep in touch mayb abt 12 yrs onli haha
by the time i noe my fren for 30yrs n they will still zhio mi to go sit at coffeeshop n arrange to go eat nice food haah tt wud b great
30yrs
i rather dread hafing to say im entering my 20s
cant we stay in 10s for long?
but such as life bohpian la
wat a nite
my driving needs improvement tink my dad say i no need to pay $$ so bohchap bohchap
jialat i better buck up :s
土曜日, 6月 12, 2004
jialat i dun wan to b sum hua chi but my byo shuai ge activity seems to b more frequent since going swimming w angel last sat..
jialat haha all the swimmers ard but i rather blind w /o specs so cant realli c la
onli knew a se peh peh kept swimming ard us i scared
tink my cousin attracted him haha then we had to swim near the life guard to feel safer... but she tot mi alot of things like how to sit at the bottom of the pool n go deep sigh tink i need more prac haha
then saw this sickening metro guy whu kept 自摸 ing haha
he applied under his arms btw his legs wow haha
tokig abt swimming i m so totally cao-ta now haha frm white to black? haha
went wild wild wet or wet wet wild haha yest
rather fun la w ah man ahyi they all my cousins darling mingming xiaonaozhong n of course H.E.A.L
haha
cute yang guang life guards got the ahpek kind oso la haha
if i rank 1) dyed hair guy w red float whu "saved" angel
2)zhu xiao tian
3)braces la haah
aiyoh all in here .... ll b bk
金曜日, 6月 04, 2004
SWF
single. white. female.
watched the show again on axn.. jus got scv scary man.
its this bian tai girl whu cant forgive herself then start assuming other pple's identity
this bian tai thriller freaks me out man
like talented mr ripley
identity
scary
i wonder how much it take for someone to snap
i mean i haf my biantai moments like when i see a motorcycle cut across three lanes to drive out of a slip rd... i can imagine a car coming towards him at high speed n running him over. he flew across the rd n land on my windsceen shattering it.
all this i can see in my head the split sec aft the motorcycle drove by
sick
but tt's the furthest i ll go
when allison stabbed hedi with a freaking screw driver i cringed
hedi threw away her own identity went to stay with diff rm mates try to get accepted try to b like her roommate where her clothes her perfume seduce her boyfriend
is she realli tt lonely?
with the harsh cynical world out there u haf no where to hide. realli.
im lucki
dont wan to b some bian tai... altho pple always tell mi once in a while i might entertain bian tai thoughts but well they jus come but as a joke most of the time
spent some time at the library todae
i guessed since i started tuition-ing full time the lib is the place i go to most
before tuition in btw tuition aft tuition
like it there.
i mean there r so many bks there i wan to read tt looks interesting
realli enjoying the luxury of reading for pleasure
tink i wont haf such time next time
so enjoy while i can i guess
i talk non-sop during my job but travelling the rest of the day dont realli tok to anione but tt's the time i either noticing pple or go travel in my own world haha
on a lighter note,
watched shrek II on tue
oh i still owe xiangyun 8.50
i tink it has more plot kept mi rather excited like will he make it in time or will charming still tt kiss n make fiona like him?
the muffin man is scary haha like marshmallow man in ghostbusters last time..
they where showing it ghostbusters on vesak dae... to tink it used to scare mi haha rather funni in a stupid way
like mi li ye as well
i guess perception changes. the same movie watch thru the same pair of eyes how diff can it get? but it sure feeels diff haha
but i prefer the first shrek
it was more cartoonish more down to earth good fun
the second one is funni too but sir JUSTIN n farbucks was rather ultimate.
they even drew justin timberlake out haha
its more cabaret.. like wat simon wud sae
more glitzzy hollywood like with like the oscar's red carpet n stuff but not too bad
the malu thing tt happen tt night was xiangyun n i entering the wrong theatre
my seat was k 11 theatre 4
jus as i was settling down making myself comfortable in my seat a couple came in n the guy was like "erm our seat is k10 n k11"
i was like "mine's k11, this is not theatre 4 meh??"
then he insisted it's theatre 2 n aft confirming with our neighbours we found out tt we went into the wrong theatre. haha wa lau damn paiseh n i still tot tt he's the blur guy haha
oops
we fled holding our illegal guava drink frm mrs fields
oh well nice show great company la cant ask for more..
tuition tmr.. life goes on
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