外の人わらないのため、日本語を使う。
土曜日の夜、ほんとにどこにいったんの？
家の親もはなさできないし、なんか変な気持。
ほんとに悪い所ですか？
たばこの臭い
チラチラの電子、なんかカメラをもってる感じ
うるさくて大きい音楽
たくさん人々
でも。。。
なんか好き
そこに、自分自身が忘れちゃった
困ることも消えた
気持いい
こわいよね
じぶんそんなひとじゃないわ。
楽しいよ
踊ること
でも、私まだ下手でけど。。
ハーハ
赤い悪魔というバー
ビルまだのまない
ちょっとあぶないね
ヤー別に。
金曜日, 3月 26, 2004
惊人耳目的事件
老婆婆一时紧张，就为了追这一趟地铁。
她把手提袋摆在电动扶梯的梯阶上，弯下腰想提起。
一时不慎，慢动作地跌坐在梯阶上。
扶梯徐徐下降，她坐在平地上，梯阶已变成平地，毫不留情地滑进出口，以便开始往上爬。
滑过她的臀部，却没帮她站起来。
目睹这一切
目瞪口呆
一个箭步走上前，伸出援助之手。
“Please help me"
想拉她一把，好重。
心有余而力不足的感觉。还好有位携带子女的大叔出手相助。
”喀嚓“疏松的骨质发出了声音，好可怕。
站了起来，
提起袋子，往即将紧闭的门冲去。
XXX
”一时紧张，一时紧张”
不好意思。随身走向另一车厢。
若在下车前她还在，一定上前问候
满头白发，戴着一副眼镜，拿着一把白色的雨伞，
孤寂地坐在一旁
XXX
深呼吸，走去。
XXX
她闭着眼睛
“你没事吧？”
HUH？
"Did you injure yourself?"
*Smilez*
"没事，没事，没受伤，一时滑倒 HA”
“没事就好，没受伤就好。”
“谢谢你，谢谢你”
微微一笑，下了地铁，上了另一排电动扶梯。
回头，双目交汇，互相微笑。
挥着手，扬长而去。
*完结* 四月二十四日
XXX
真是有缘，再一次巧遇，在同一排电动扶梯。
她依然往同一个方向，
我却与她背道而驰。
同一个事件，同一个地点，同样的我俩，同样的一把白色的雨伞。
不同的心情，往不同的方向走去。
我，
归心似箭。^___^
她，
吃力地上了同样无情的扶梯。
我，
尽量往下看，想望着她安全降落，抵达。
它 -- 地铁，
同样早了十秒钟抵达。
希望，
她不再匆匆忙忙，失足。
希望，
她安全抵达。
*完结* 四月二十五日
老婆婆一时紧张，就为了追这一趟地铁。
她把手提袋摆在电动扶梯的梯阶上，弯下腰想提起。
一时不慎，慢动作地跌坐在梯阶上。
扶梯徐徐下降，她坐在平地上，梯阶已变成平地，毫不留情地滑进出口，以便开始往上爬。
滑过她的臀部，却没帮她站起来。
目睹这一切
目瞪口呆
一个箭步走上前，伸出援助之手。
“Please help me"
想拉她一把，好重。
心有余而力不足的感觉。还好有位携带子女的大叔出手相助。
”喀嚓“疏松的骨质发出了声音，好可怕。
站了起来，
提起袋子，往即将紧闭的门冲去。
XXX
”一时紧张，一时紧张”
不好意思。随身走向另一车厢。
若在下车前她还在，一定上前问候
满头白发，戴着一副眼镜，拿着一把白色的雨伞，
孤寂地坐在一旁
XXX
深呼吸，走去。
XXX
她闭着眼睛
“你没事吧？”
HUH？
"Did you injure yourself?"
*Smilez*
"没事，没事，没受伤，一时滑倒 HA”
“没事就好，没受伤就好。”
“谢谢你，谢谢你”
微微一笑，下了地铁，上了另一排电动扶梯。
回头，双目交汇，互相微笑。
挥着手，扬长而去。
*完结* 四月二十四日
XXX
真是有缘，再一次巧遇，在同一排电动扶梯。
她依然往同一个方向，
我却与她背道而驰。
同一个事件，同一个地点，同样的我俩，同样的一把白色的雨伞。
不同的心情，往不同的方向走去。
我，
归心似箭。^___^
她，
吃力地上了同样无情的扶梯。
我，
尽量往下看，想望着她安全降落，抵达。
它 -- 地铁，
同样早了十秒钟抵达。
希望，
她不再匆匆忙忙，失足。
希望，
她安全抵达。
*完结* 四月二十五日
日曜日, 3月 21, 2004
You have a kind soul! What can be better than
cooking lemon-pastries? Only helping out sick
kids of course! Congratulations, you have a
kind soul. Known for your purity and goodness
you follow your heart and your brain. The path
you seem to talk on is golden, and your touch
can make others forget about their pain. Your
always the one who donates to charity, feeds
the squirrels in the park, and volunteers down
at the shelter. Youre determined to make the
world a better place, and be sweet and
thoughtful everywhere. You are probably
multi-talented, and others love being around
you. Be careful though. Dont let them take
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wah so long hafnt write..
sigh finally quit my job... enjoying the break la.. misssing the kids abit on mon still visualising tt i'm suppose to b in the halll asking 5j to pick up their bags then with perry sprouting nonsense at me as usual abt how he wans to smoke n kill himself his 怎么会是？haha damn funni...
the last dae on fri was crazy la... chiong-ing to finish marking so tt can return all da books then didnt eat lunch lor.. kept marking until got stiff neck liao.. but den the lessons sigh.. the trademark noise level n running ard.. haha took pic of them not wif la they too scary haha damn excited to take pic la
i tink i was too stressed n tired to feel all the sobz farewell mood la but yea received quite alot of cards n a few haha gifts so.. haha
they r still cute la
but all in all these 30 odd days of relief teacher proved tt i cant realli teach for nuts.. if i wan to bcome a teacher i better cum out better ways to interest them man.. but hmm yea education... not easy la
then damn demoralising the last dae johnathon's mum call to complain=scold mi which is like shit la
budden i dont understand y i tell the kid to do work then he refuse to do then it's still my fault la not telling him str in the face not complaining to his mum wth i dunnoe la dunnoe it's cant b bothered or like more than 1/2 my class lidat then i oso boh pian la dunnoe dunnoe la
but all in all it was quite n experience
n the way i work scares mi la
like i some workaholic no life
no need to eat no need to rest veri tensed veri stressed
scary
tink i'll end up a walking skeleton if i kept on at the job la
it's sucking mi so dry
glad to b resting
glad to b slacking again
went to eat free buffet on fri nite
the staff satay meeting tt everione dying to leave earli coz got own lives but due to political reasons stayed...
so funky teacher
normally got like flat oily hair tt can see all the comb line n wear boring shirt n pants
then at night wore some tight fitting black shirt n spiked up all his hair n kept singing la haha realli 人不可冒相。。damn funny
kick boxing nus open house
then the rush to apply s-ship haah juz try la huh
tink it's good exercise made mi tink long n hard abt aspirations n stuff
stuff tt i hafnt given much thought b4... not tt i had ani conclusions yet la but i guess i still tinking ... saw the tip of the ice berg shud i say...
then the whole week was like crazy la
application forms n essays n tinking tinking more tinking + tuition..
n flu tt had been ard for a wk
actualli i didnt noe wat happened leh
how did time pass so quickly juz knew i waz tired n alwayz sitting in front of the com la..
sigh its all over like a dream
but felt rather bad didnt noe manda flew sigh
hmm seriously this wk seemed like a blur
slept alot n hid at home...
recuperating i guess
haha then yest ah ma ah yi uncle darling n nana
hmm i went shopping with them
the jap place we went quite good 13.90 then can keep ordering lor frm 11.30am to 2pm i tink..
will bring pple to go check it out haha
nice food... then went shopping at taka
n knew the reason i was invited out of the blue haha but tt waz veri nice of them la
had alot of fun
n they gave mi a new watch
if u had a hundred dollars now wat wud u buy
i was stressed again didnt noe wat i wan ( as usual )
cant sui bian animore when u r the main character n the whole world's waiting for u tink ah ma's legs were tired... but i like the fossil... hmm too nice cat bear to wear
neva had n extra watch.. mayb those free gifts la budden neva bought an extra one...
i'm the kind onli one of each kind of possession then if the thing spoil then buy but sumtimes no time tt's how i ended wearing bata sandles to teach for a few wks...
now got extra watch heh..
had fun like korea lidat...
then slept at 10 for 10hrs luxury/...
oh managed to eat the 2 things i was dying to try...
shrooms burger frm kfc... ok la not impressive
then the seafood chowder at delifrance...
went to deliver sumthing at raffles city then went shopping alone.. no shopping la walking haah
stayed in hmv realli long then went to sit at the high high table at delifrance the breadbowl veri big i dont realli like the bread.. left half of it alone.. but it was quite nice la
damn freaking hungry now...
then went to ps n home...
tired
kickboxing was fun
enertaining la.. seeing pple move wierdly
but the feeling of sweating is still good..
even aft u rested then still feel nice n warm la
haha then fa xian the swimming pool hehheh
went to eat wif huixian the 3-in-1 damn nice... aha her recommendation la.. abit more convinced tt tau huay dont taste like cement ani more... one lousy tau huay tt haunted mi my whole life huh..
then carrot cake n library - bound
found tt stupid book on japanese un-useless inventions.. cant rem the jap name but so lame can die..
its for pple to conceptualise make n not use la
wah wah
someone save mi frm the lameness...
i passed my final theory test like finally finally la
2nd try
tink my dad was quite disappointed n paiseh when i failed la
oops
the president of SDIA's kid hmm
haha muz pass the prac one shot oso or else break the tradition n throw face..
watever la...
muz learn liao
date of exam : 3aug
one day aft nus start school
wow
finally relieved la
i wan to work at expo as john little's temp cashier n packer but my mama tink i siao
lousy pay lousy working hrs then all my tuition how?
haha but my childhood ambition
those less noble ones (erm in other pple's POV la)
cashier photocopier n camera shop lady tt develops photo
haah later become like robin williams siao n start wanting to join other pple's fam n go crazy haha
yea man
ambition leh but discouraged n stupid la
haha mayb i'll go for the walk in interview on mon.. hmm
library
going to it make mi realize how i miss reading
deprived la.. erm mayb b myself
a chong dong to finish reading all the bks there
shud juz start frm one...
haha excited
hmm
where did all the r.l. stine n chrstopher pike boks go?
cant find them like aniwhere
then all the seach say most of them at sembawang lib
wat r they doing there man????
i wan to read them again..
tink i read almost all their horror bks... it shaped the way i write quite abit (erm minus the typo)
so many things to do
a good time to break n enjoy life huh
n see pple
hafnt seen pple for a long time..
mayb i haf foresaken them?haha in their pov la...
sigh
another headache qn i like to deny
but
dunnoe
tmr got tuition again
wah the little indian getting lazy leh
so iz the anchorvalerite
but as usual bayshorist is still so motivated...
it's quite tiring la sumtimes
having to b responsible to them
but well well...
got a purple watch n a purple cup as gifts...
wat's my fav colour again?? haha
this whole long thing better dont disappear if my com hang now.. i'll cry n die n gek n bang my head against wall... yea
cant believe i forgot my chat wif serene until i read her blog haha..
sigh finally quit my job... enjoying the break la.. misssing the kids abit on mon still visualising tt i'm suppose to b in the halll asking 5j to pick up their bags then with perry sprouting nonsense at me as usual abt how he wans to smoke n kill himself his 怎么会是？haha damn funni...
the last dae on fri was crazy la... chiong-ing to finish marking so tt can return all da books then didnt eat lunch lor.. kept marking until got stiff neck liao.. but den the lessons sigh.. the trademark noise level n running ard.. haha took pic of them not wif la they too scary haha damn excited to take pic la
i tink i was too stressed n tired to feel all the sobz farewell mood la but yea received quite alot of cards n a few haha gifts so.. haha
they r still cute la
but all in all these 30 odd days of relief teacher proved tt i cant realli teach for nuts.. if i wan to bcome a teacher i better cum out better ways to interest them man.. but hmm yea education... not easy la
then damn demoralising the last dae johnathon's mum call to complain=scold mi which is like shit la
budden i dont understand y i tell the kid to do work then he refuse to do then it's still my fault la not telling him str in the face not complaining to his mum wth i dunnoe la dunnoe it's cant b bothered or like more than 1/2 my class lidat then i oso boh pian la dunnoe dunnoe la
but all in all it was quite n experience
n the way i work scares mi la
like i some workaholic no life
no need to eat no need to rest veri tensed veri stressed
scary
tink i'll end up a walking skeleton if i kept on at the job la
it's sucking mi so dry
glad to b resting
glad to b slacking again
went to eat free buffet on fri nite
the staff satay meeting tt everione dying to leave earli coz got own lives but due to political reasons stayed...
so funky teacher
normally got like flat oily hair tt can see all the comb line n wear boring shirt n pants
then at night wore some tight fitting black shirt n spiked up all his hair n kept singing la haha realli 人不可冒相。。damn funny
kick boxing nus open house
then the rush to apply s-ship haah juz try la huh
tink it's good exercise made mi tink long n hard abt aspirations n stuff
stuff tt i hafnt given much thought b4... not tt i had ani conclusions yet la but i guess i still tinking ... saw the tip of the ice berg shud i say...
then the whole week was like crazy la
application forms n essays n tinking tinking more tinking + tuition..
n flu tt had been ard for a wk
actualli i didnt noe wat happened leh
how did time pass so quickly juz knew i waz tired n alwayz sitting in front of the com la..
sigh its all over like a dream
but felt rather bad didnt noe manda flew sigh
hmm seriously this wk seemed like a blur
slept alot n hid at home...
recuperating i guess
haha then yest ah ma ah yi uncle darling n nana
hmm i went shopping with them
the jap place we went quite good 13.90 then can keep ordering lor frm 11.30am to 2pm i tink..
will bring pple to go check it out haha
nice food... then went shopping at taka
n knew the reason i was invited out of the blue haha but tt waz veri nice of them la
had alot of fun
n they gave mi a new watch
if u had a hundred dollars now wat wud u buy
i was stressed again didnt noe wat i wan ( as usual )
cant sui bian animore when u r the main character n the whole world's waiting for u tink ah ma's legs were tired... but i like the fossil... hmm too nice cat bear to wear
neva had n extra watch.. mayb those free gifts la budden neva bought an extra one...
i'm the kind onli one of each kind of possession then if the thing spoil then buy but sumtimes no time tt's how i ended wearing bata sandles to teach for a few wks...
now got extra watch heh..
had fun like korea lidat...
then slept at 10 for 10hrs luxury/...
oh managed to eat the 2 things i was dying to try...
shrooms burger frm kfc... ok la not impressive
then the seafood chowder at delifrance...
went to deliver sumthing at raffles city then went shopping alone.. no shopping la walking haah
stayed in hmv realli long then went to sit at the high high table at delifrance the breadbowl veri big i dont realli like the bread.. left half of it alone.. but it was quite nice la
damn freaking hungry now...
then went to ps n home...
tired
kickboxing was fun
enertaining la.. seeing pple move wierdly
but the feeling of sweating is still good..
even aft u rested then still feel nice n warm la
haha then fa xian the swimming pool hehheh
went to eat wif huixian the 3-in-1 damn nice... aha her recommendation la.. abit more convinced tt tau huay dont taste like cement ani more... one lousy tau huay tt haunted mi my whole life huh..
then carrot cake n library - bound
found tt stupid book on japanese un-useless inventions.. cant rem the jap name but so lame can die..
its for pple to conceptualise make n not use la
wah wah
someone save mi frm the lameness...
i passed my final theory test like finally finally la
2nd try
tink my dad was quite disappointed n paiseh when i failed la
oops
the president of SDIA's kid hmm
haha muz pass the prac one shot oso or else break the tradition n throw face..
watever la...
muz learn liao
date of exam : 3aug
one day aft nus start school
wow
finally relieved la
i wan to work at expo as john little's temp cashier n packer but my mama tink i siao
lousy pay lousy working hrs then all my tuition how?
haha but my childhood ambition
those less noble ones (erm in other pple's POV la)
cashier photocopier n camera shop lady tt develops photo
haah later become like robin williams siao n start wanting to join other pple's fam n go crazy haha
yea man
ambition leh but discouraged n stupid la
haha mayb i'll go for the walk in interview on mon.. hmm
library
going to it make mi realize how i miss reading
deprived la.. erm mayb b myself
a chong dong to finish reading all the bks there
shud juz start frm one...
haha excited
hmm
where did all the r.l. stine n chrstopher pike boks go?
cant find them like aniwhere
then all the seach say most of them at sembawang lib
wat r they doing there man????
i wan to read them again..
tink i read almost all their horror bks... it shaped the way i write quite abit (erm minus the typo)
so many things to do
a good time to break n enjoy life huh
n see pple
hafnt seen pple for a long time..
mayb i haf foresaken them?haha in their pov la...
sigh
another headache qn i like to deny
but
dunnoe
tmr got tuition again
wah the little indian getting lazy leh
so iz the anchorvalerite
but as usual bayshorist is still so motivated...
it's quite tiring la sumtimes
having to b responsible to them
but well well...
got a purple watch n a purple cup as gifts...
wat's my fav colour again?? haha
this whole long thing better dont disappear if my com hang now.. i'll cry n die n gek n bang my head against wall... yea
cant believe i forgot my chat wif serene until i read her blog haha..
土曜日, 3月 06, 2004
results day.. came n went...
happy la.. veri happy actualli
so much better than i expected la... tink tyco oso haha aboo to aaaa
budden feel abit lost in like the big world la i guess.. sigh.. scary dunnoe how to go abt doing alot of things la...
when i was near bouna vista mrt i kept wanting to go toilet..
1st sign of nervousness.. haha onli hit mi this morn..
then the hodge's speech then the queueing haha
tensed stretched taut like siao haha
then ms chen whu refuse to let mi see until i sign 2 pieces of paper
wanted to cry liao la
then the :"heng hao"
congrats u did well
then the aiyah abit more than can b on the perfect score list or sumthing
then the results la
better so much better than expections la..
relieved
thankful
tears la
haha
tyco sia...
alwayz a person whu kinda noe wat i wan but neva been focused enuff.. scrape past it again
given a 2nd chance hope can do wat i wan la
then haf to work hard frm the beginning la
hmm... happy n relieved la
closure of another chap of my life... end of jc erm oficially la.. sigh
the nostalgia hit mi abit oso actualli
the batch/cohort thing n the familiar faces
abit la guess we move on
everione does...
now need to go tink wat i wan in life..
wat i wan to do
planning planning
marking zuo wen n wks oso la
starting kick boxing tmr haha
looking forward to it la..
happy la.. veri happy actualli
so much better than i expected la... tink tyco oso haha aboo to aaaa
budden feel abit lost in like the big world la i guess.. sigh.. scary dunnoe how to go abt doing alot of things la...
when i was near bouna vista mrt i kept wanting to go toilet..
1st sign of nervousness.. haha onli hit mi this morn..
then the hodge's speech then the queueing haha
tensed stretched taut like siao haha
then ms chen whu refuse to let mi see until i sign 2 pieces of paper
wanted to cry liao la
then the :"heng hao"
congrats u did well
then the aiyah abit more than can b on the perfect score list or sumthing
then the results la
better so much better than expections la..
relieved
thankful
tears la
haha
tyco sia...
alwayz a person whu kinda noe wat i wan but neva been focused enuff.. scrape past it again
given a 2nd chance hope can do wat i wan la
then haf to work hard frm the beginning la
hmm... happy n relieved la
closure of another chap of my life... end of jc erm oficially la.. sigh
the nostalgia hit mi abit oso actualli
the batch/cohort thing n the familiar faces
abit la guess we move on
everione does...
now need to go tink wat i wan in life..
wat i wan to do
planning planning
marking zuo wen n wks oso la
starting kick boxing tmr haha
looking forward to it la..
My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
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haha cant believe this.. it's rather erm.. hmm stupid? i wont even watch a power ranger movie la... then i hafta star in it??
金曜日, 3月 05, 2004
12hrs b4 i meet serene to go rj
today is R day but i'm still abit sleepy abit hungry eating cupnoodles with alot of boiled canned mushrooms haha
it'll come it'll go
expectations hopes
dont wan to tink abt it
think my denial skills thru my yrs of honing haf reached another level of competence..
i'm not realli feeling it now... erm not yet?
today beng came to visit mi at sch haha
veri paiseh
onli chat wif her for like 10min then muz go start pri 3 class... haha
shud i quit or not?
hmm decide aft tmr la the teacher can onli cum bk 9may sigh
i veri tired
think i shudnt b doing it lor
i dread going to class i tink abit la
when they go crazy n noisy i haf this urge to walk out on them n my responsibility...
i enjoy their company but teaching them in class seems like a chore... tink it's mi they're so disinterestred hmm... sigh
i enjoy the hanging ard wif kids
i dont mind the marking if i can ever finish them but the teaching?
mayb i'm not creative enuff.. i let them play wat but i feel when it's time to learn n do work they shud but alas...
they dont tink tt way,,,
the major part of the job.. teaching... i'm not realli enjoying it la.. i like to noe them but aiyah dunnoe
tt can wait can hang until aft tmr haha
finally called the officce to ask them to send sumone up to shut my class up..
if they persists... to the parade square we go
muahaha
today is R day but i'm still abit sleepy abit hungry eating cupnoodles with alot of boiled canned mushrooms haha
it'll come it'll go
expectations hopes
dont wan to tink abt it
think my denial skills thru my yrs of honing haf reached another level of competence..
i'm not realli feeling it now... erm not yet?
today beng came to visit mi at sch haha
veri paiseh
onli chat wif her for like 10min then muz go start pri 3 class... haha
shud i quit or not?
hmm decide aft tmr la the teacher can onli cum bk 9may sigh
i veri tired
think i shudnt b doing it lor
i dread going to class i tink abit la
when they go crazy n noisy i haf this urge to walk out on them n my responsibility...
i enjoy their company but teaching them in class seems like a chore... tink it's mi they're so disinterestred hmm... sigh
i enjoy the hanging ard wif kids
i dont mind the marking if i can ever finish them but the teaching?
mayb i'm not creative enuff.. i let them play wat but i feel when it's time to learn n do work they shud but alas...
they dont tink tt way,,,
the major part of the job.. teaching... i'm not realli enjoying it la.. i like to noe them but aiyah dunnoe
tt can wait can hang until aft tmr haha
finally called the officce to ask them to send sumone up to shut my class up..
if they persists... to the parade square we go
muahaha
土曜日, 2月 28, 2004
yay finally feeling better these days...
getting use to the work load the sch system (frm teacher's pov) n stuff
noe the kids more like them better but still cant get their attention la...
haha
but suffering the after effects of my earlier shitty experience n feeling la
now lost my voice erm almost n losing...
yest morn woke up w/o voice...
quite scary coz no sore throat
dunnoe if my voice box permanently damaged or not
even ms chen say i sound terrible haha
but i guess boh pian la jus sit ard rest my throat in pray for it to recover la
haha alreadi low enuff voice then now lidat... sigh
the kids complain my voice was so low they couldnt hear frm the bk la haha
watever la 9 more daes to the job
mayb i'll miss them mayb not
watching all in lee bing hyun's damn cute sigh.. haha
todae's a great dae la hanging out wif the judo girls in the morn
missed lying on the mats
gossiping wif tan n eng
toking abt FUTURE
most go tink more abt it la... sigh sianz
miss hafing them ard... missed mountain dew
tink over-drank it drank 2 cans in the mrn n one large cup frm kfc juz now haha
then on my way home burping non-stop....
haha
judo banmian lemon tea at s-11 ms chen ri tan n eng of judogirls
things tt haf been wif mi most of my jc life...
hope they'll stay wif/ard mi for longer time to cum
met gang oso the rare occasion od everione together... haha
EVERIONE
tt's kinda rare so todae's a good dae haha
then got this netball shooting competition outside hmv... but it ended when we arrived so couldnt take part but huayu went 2 borrow the netball frm the person there then they lent it to us
mi huayu n serene juz shoot netball in the middle of orchard rd.. haha
while shooting u kinda forgot where u r la
u juz see the ball n the hoop lor
reminded mi or rgs daes when we stay bk to prac for netball carn haha serene n fel tot mi alot abt shooting i guess...
hahaha the familiar feeling
feels good
kinda lost the touch but getting it bk aft a while haha
missed it la
when i got tt damn far shot in in sec 1 i was like wow
best shooter haha
juz like when i saved the floorball shot by ms poon... haha
great sense of achievement n abit de yi la :p
results cuming in a few daes time still not feeling too much pressure but abit jittery starting liao not tinking not tinking abt it la haha
getting use to the work load the sch system (frm teacher's pov) n stuff
noe the kids more like them better but still cant get their attention la...
haha
but suffering the after effects of my earlier shitty experience n feeling la
now lost my voice erm almost n losing...
yest morn woke up w/o voice...
quite scary coz no sore throat
dunnoe if my voice box permanently damaged or not
even ms chen say i sound terrible haha
but i guess boh pian la jus sit ard rest my throat in pray for it to recover la
haha alreadi low enuff voice then now lidat... sigh
the kids complain my voice was so low they couldnt hear frm the bk la haha
watever la 9 more daes to the job
mayb i'll miss them mayb not
watching all in lee bing hyun's damn cute sigh.. haha
todae's a great dae la hanging out wif the judo girls in the morn
missed lying on the mats
gossiping wif tan n eng
toking abt FUTURE
most go tink more abt it la... sigh sianz
miss hafing them ard... missed mountain dew
tink over-drank it drank 2 cans in the mrn n one large cup frm kfc juz now haha
then on my way home burping non-stop....
haha
judo banmian lemon tea at s-11 ms chen ri tan n eng of judogirls
things tt haf been wif mi most of my jc life...
hope they'll stay wif/ard mi for longer time to cum
met gang oso the rare occasion od everione together... haha
EVERIONE
tt's kinda rare so todae's a good dae haha
then got this netball shooting competition outside hmv... but it ended when we arrived so couldnt take part but huayu went 2 borrow the netball frm the person there then they lent it to us
mi huayu n serene juz shoot netball in the middle of orchard rd.. haha
while shooting u kinda forgot where u r la
u juz see the ball n the hoop lor
reminded mi or rgs daes when we stay bk to prac for netball carn haha serene n fel tot mi alot abt shooting i guess...
hahaha the familiar feeling
feels good
kinda lost the touch but getting it bk aft a while haha
missed it la
when i got tt damn far shot in in sec 1 i was like wow
best shooter haha
juz like when i saved the floorball shot by ms poon... haha
great sense of achievement n abit de yi la :p
results cuming in a few daes time still not feeling too much pressure but abit jittery starting liao not tinking not tinking abt it la haha
日曜日, 2月 22, 2004
confused
for the past 2 daes pple seemed to b toking/ conversing/ ranting n raving at mi abt things i cannot do or dont haf..
i cant get pple tp understand mi.. dont haf concept of time.. dont haf a limit for myself cant save myself frm the shit i'm getting into..
am i such a deficient person i wonder?
cant tell pple how i tink properly cant even consolidate my tots properly cant even feel properly cant reject pple properly cant maintain relationships properly...
dunnoe la
so many things i dont noe n cant do
haha ironically i'm a TEACHER now haha
so wat so how?
'kids are special pple'
that's tt fav quote i saw in school
yea a getting pple worried abt mi
alwayz falling asleep in the taxi when i go home late at nite aft tuition
my mama keep tinking tt one dae i might juz get raped n murdered n abandoned in the wilderness
while tt'd not impossible
sigh
i'll try i'll try i'll try
i haf been telling thiz to many pple thiz daes
izzit not hard enuff or am i not doing it huh
aniwae happi things happened yest
met xiangyun fren for 10yrs?
my best fren thruout my years in pri sch
kept in touch but didnt meet up too frequently these 6yrs we were in different schools
but well still click still care for each other
a blessing
am happy
haha n my mama's bdae
steamboat/bbq at marina south
first time see live prawns hopping ard b4 they're getting thrown into the steamboat...
haha tot it was a giant fly
everione was happy n enjoyed themselves i tink i feel haha
can see frm the photos as well
everione's smile's happy :D
yea a day wif fam n frens
last nite watched Beautiful days till 3am
but slept thru 10+am
omg wat a blessing
hafnt sleep till 10+ for many many days
sigh
dinner now gtg
for the past 2 daes pple seemed to b toking/ conversing/ ranting n raving at mi abt things i cannot do or dont haf..
i cant get pple tp understand mi.. dont haf concept of time.. dont haf a limit for myself cant save myself frm the shit i'm getting into..
am i such a deficient person i wonder?
cant tell pple how i tink properly cant even consolidate my tots properly cant even feel properly cant reject pple properly cant maintain relationships properly...
dunnoe la
so many things i dont noe n cant do
haha ironically i'm a TEACHER now haha
so wat so how?
'kids are special pple'
that's tt fav quote i saw in school
yea a getting pple worried abt mi
alwayz falling asleep in the taxi when i go home late at nite aft tuition
my mama keep tinking tt one dae i might juz get raped n murdered n abandoned in the wilderness
while tt'd not impossible
sigh
i'll try i'll try i'll try
i haf been telling thiz to many pple thiz daes
izzit not hard enuff or am i not doing it huh
aniwae happi things happened yest
met xiangyun fren for 10yrs?
my best fren thruout my years in pri sch
kept in touch but didnt meet up too frequently these 6yrs we were in different schools
but well still click still care for each other
a blessing
am happy
haha n my mama's bdae
steamboat/bbq at marina south
first time see live prawns hopping ard b4 they're getting thrown into the steamboat...
haha tot it was a giant fly
everione was happy n enjoyed themselves i tink i feel haha
can see frm the photos as well
everione's smile's happy :D
yea a day wif fam n frens
last nite watched Beautiful days till 3am
but slept thru 10+am
omg wat a blessing
hafnt sleep till 10+ for many many days
sigh
dinner now gtg
火曜日, 2月 17, 2004
oh still haf things to record.. great valentine man
spent it wif da judo girls n 2 boys haha beng's bro n fren
miss them la.. then they go support n throw ball for my bro whu entered snap wif eunice aka ah k haha for most compatible couple i tink...
they didnt win but it waz rather fun n exciting...
eating wif judo pple whoa kinda miss tt as well i guess used to do it everi sat for almost 2 yrs.. now like everi fortnightly or sumthing..
but toking toking laughing laughing well.. haha
then carol make us walk rather far to a nice mysterious place...
well its nice la mayb next time we can go again to see the place when its lighted up...
happy bdae to lux my xianggong
n erfie.. my 209 fren.. :)
haha kick boxing? mayb soon.. ^___^
spent it wif da judo girls n 2 boys haha beng's bro n fren
miss them la.. then they go support n throw ball for my bro whu entered snap wif eunice aka ah k haha for most compatible couple i tink...
they didnt win but it waz rather fun n exciting...
eating wif judo pple whoa kinda miss tt as well i guess used to do it everi sat for almost 2 yrs.. now like everi fortnightly or sumthing..
but toking toking laughing laughing well.. haha
then carol make us walk rather far to a nice mysterious place...
well its nice la mayb next time we can go again to see the place when its lighted up...
happy bdae to lux my xianggong
n erfie.. my 209 fren.. :)
haha kick boxing? mayb soon.. ^___^
omg i hafnt blog like for 2 wks plus.. haha mayb pple tot i'm dead.. well i feel like i'm dying?!? haha
but as i told beng relief teaching is like breaking an arm la
at first denial: like the full impact of the shit hasnt sunk in yet then u still hopeful everidae.. planning wat u'll do wif the kids la
then cums anger, irritation: argh like feel like throwing them out of the window.. the same thing i felt everitime i move my arm abit n the pain's like everiwhere till u cant identify the source la
haha then cums the aceeptance of the fact.. feeling more at peace with stuff aft settling at the eqm.. still trying to find it but better now la
i shud haf been blogging man.. cant realli rem all the haha things i did with the kids/ experience with them la...
but well most of the time i'm screaming at the top of my voice scolding n trying to shut them up but wa ather jialat for voice n general well being
funny things tt happen include my pri1s singing 'cha shao bao' song to mi i mean they onli noe tt three words out of the whole song but still volunteered to sing... ani other part of the song they'll barely hum it n try to bypass tt part to CHA SHAO BAO again haha
pri 3 tink i hafnt been too nice to them la coz they smarties then i tend to b more strict wif them which iz like unfair but i'm checking myself on tt
pri 5s wa lao
zhenjie broke his leg coz he fell down a flight of stairs in sch so i had to run ard looking for the teachers tt booked the classrooms on ground floor so as to swap with them.. sigh
but they did IT man
thu(12/2/04)
made mi cry in front of the whole class la
tt waz like freaking diu lian but boh ian i guess
'ke yi' was the one tt triggered it off kept saying he dont need my box of rubber n ding zui until i snapped.. n said ' cant u show mi some respect?' i neva wanted to sae tt becoz i alwayz believe tt respect needs to b earned n u cant demand it frm anione let alone my students/kids..
but woah
once it started juz cant stop la.. like all my weiqu for the past 12 daes juz burst the dam or sumthing
n sum irritating boy haf to shout across the whole class to announce the arrival of my tears so as to shut them up
i walked out
not on them
but to go toilet la
to seek some quiet.. rare in sch
n composure
i mean it was reslved aft tt la
wif keyi feeling veri guilty n kept apologising to mi and some of them staying bk to offer mi help to carry stuff..
aiyah they r still cute to mi la
juz like my pri1s
i dont prac favouritism but there r a few kids tt i juz realli like their face n the way they tok haha like haochuan daryl wenhui... aiyoh most of my pri1s r cute la... actualli all my students r...
well thu last week was the most memorable of my whole relief teaching experience there i mean i cried budden 2 gang mates came over n literally brighten my dae la
to tink i haf to hide in a corner immediately after my crying stint at the pri5class coz tears juz cant stop following.. squatting in a little corner wif one door tt leads to dunnoe-where.. abit like the rgs guitar rm last time
haha but when they came... familiar faces cant help but smile
guess alwayz tot i'm ok alone most places i go
but ya la w/o frens ard it's rather lonely i guess.,, esp haf to deal with alot of shit alone wif no close pple to tok to.. always hiding in my corner in the staff rm i guess... i'll forget to eat my lunch/recess coz i haf no time..
sad rite... but tt day huayu n felicia came.. the first time i went down for recess... met my pri1s n some pri 5s haha they r realli cute wan to sit near us n meet my frens... fel shaking hand with the weihan (ultra guai n smart=veri gd boy) n letting peiru aka sickening kaypo queen like her alot haha she still rem her i tink.. n the other kids asked mi abt the both of them today oso like when they cuming again/...
hafing recess wif them iz another enjoyment tt they brought mi to go experience la i guess.. hahah if i haf the time, i'll go visit them n treat them to um food la..
they r all little angles outside class but all of them together making alot of noise.. wah lao damn scary la haha
sometimes i feel scared of them like amanada told mi the ka-chua syndrom like y u scared of stuff so much smaller than u rite?
the pri5 hope i can help them improve.. my rehearsed (in my brain) lecture to them which i hafnt say yet...
iz by the time i leave i dare say tt i haf put in the effort wif them n tried my best n i'll demand each n everione of them to reflect n see if they can tell mi they haf put in the effort to learn frm mi not la
aft the crying stint haha worked abit la i guess... they abit more attentive n will show mi the bi ji they copied... hope it'll help them improve.. aiyah
my pri 3 i hope to chop chop finish syllabus n intro them to chem-er chinese stuff like chengyu yan yu n poems.. mayb they will learn to appreciate them n like chinese more like mi haha b wowed by how much juz a few words used nicely can express a whole lot of things...
went bk to sch on sat as well
b4 i reached the school fell down at pasir ris mrt station damn malu
waz carrying the whole big bag of bks with both arms until i cant realli see the steps i'm going down la... then didnt step properly n the sandles bent n almost went rolling down dropped my bks my breakfast lckily waz walking behind the crowd n onli 3 other guys saw.. on jc guy helped pick up my 1/2 eaten waffer in plastic bag.. one indian uncle helped mi pick up my bks n said "slowly".. n the guy beside mi on my side of the railing haha the rest were on the other side la... he juz damn shocked n kinda frozen he still didnt recover aft i stood up lor haha i hafta comfort him saying 'm ok.. onli blue-black at the shin... no matter how sadist it may sound.. kinda missed bruises remind mi of the days wif judo where i got a high vount of 13 bruises at one time
haha but i can understand how he felt... the same way i felt everitime carol crumble beside mi going down the stairs at ri while sms-ing haha i juz shocked n stared haha
then beng came down to help mi mark
haha we suppose to go orchard to meet the rest at 2 on sat so muz set off at 1 but i cant finish la then she came down n helped mi n we marked until 4 sigh still didnt finish but she helped mi with the zuoye n tingxie.. thanx beng!
other teachers muz tink i'm wierd n useless alwayz getting frens to cum sch to help mi haha nvm la
heard the mdm jenny woo i'm reliefing iz cuming bk
pple tell mi i'm losing my job soon n i told them i dont mind
got urge to slack la n wan to gif the kids bk to better hands so tt juz in case i cant teach wont realli screw up their lives la.. haha
i'm looking forward to they day whereby i dont haf to teach.. not realli coz i hate the job.. i'm starting to b used to it la n kinda liked it but more of a good rest..
the day will cum n i guess i cant bear to leave them but we shall see
till then ahah do my best la/..
juz finish typing my lesson plan n its 2+am liaoz.. shit la tmr got sch n morn + nite tuition haha lack of sleep again.. will make mi irritable.. so shud go kun now...
i like the stickers i bought to paste in their books 100+ smiley face stickers of diff design not onli light up their day but light up mine oso la
n the dancing robot n jap sweets i bought at action city on sat haha they love it n i like seeing them so happy too
oh glad to find out tt no matter how irritating you yi iz he cares n protects perry.. good job man
hilarious dancing robot tink i shud go buy one for myself haha
ZZZZzzzz....
but as i told beng relief teaching is like breaking an arm la
at first denial: like the full impact of the shit hasnt sunk in yet then u still hopeful everidae.. planning wat u'll do wif the kids la
then cums anger, irritation: argh like feel like throwing them out of the window.. the same thing i felt everitime i move my arm abit n the pain's like everiwhere till u cant identify the source la
haha then cums the aceeptance of the fact.. feeling more at peace with stuff aft settling at the eqm.. still trying to find it but better now la
i shud haf been blogging man.. cant realli rem all the haha things i did with the kids/ experience with them la...
but well most of the time i'm screaming at the top of my voice scolding n trying to shut them up but wa ather jialat for voice n general well being
funny things tt happen include my pri1s singing 'cha shao bao' song to mi i mean they onli noe tt three words out of the whole song but still volunteered to sing... ani other part of the song they'll barely hum it n try to bypass tt part to CHA SHAO BAO again haha
pri 3 tink i hafnt been too nice to them la coz they smarties then i tend to b more strict wif them which iz like unfair but i'm checking myself on tt
pri 5s wa lao
zhenjie broke his leg coz he fell down a flight of stairs in sch so i had to run ard looking for the teachers tt booked the classrooms on ground floor so as to swap with them.. sigh
but they did IT man
thu(12/2/04)
made mi cry in front of the whole class la
tt waz like freaking diu lian but boh ian i guess
'ke yi' was the one tt triggered it off kept saying he dont need my box of rubber n ding zui until i snapped.. n said ' cant u show mi some respect?' i neva wanted to sae tt becoz i alwayz believe tt respect needs to b earned n u cant demand it frm anione let alone my students/kids..
but woah
once it started juz cant stop la.. like all my weiqu for the past 12 daes juz burst the dam or sumthing
n sum irritating boy haf to shout across the whole class to announce the arrival of my tears so as to shut them up
i walked out
not on them
but to go toilet la
to seek some quiet.. rare in sch
n composure
i mean it was reslved aft tt la
wif keyi feeling veri guilty n kept apologising to mi and some of them staying bk to offer mi help to carry stuff..
aiyah they r still cute to mi la
juz like my pri1s
i dont prac favouritism but there r a few kids tt i juz realli like their face n the way they tok haha like haochuan daryl wenhui... aiyoh most of my pri1s r cute la... actualli all my students r...
well thu last week was the most memorable of my whole relief teaching experience there i mean i cried budden 2 gang mates came over n literally brighten my dae la
to tink i haf to hide in a corner immediately after my crying stint at the pri5class coz tears juz cant stop following.. squatting in a little corner wif one door tt leads to dunnoe-where.. abit like the rgs guitar rm last time
haha but when they came... familiar faces cant help but smile
guess alwayz tot i'm ok alone most places i go
but ya la w/o frens ard it's rather lonely i guess.,, esp haf to deal with alot of shit alone wif no close pple to tok to.. always hiding in my corner in the staff rm i guess... i'll forget to eat my lunch/recess coz i haf no time..
sad rite... but tt day huayu n felicia came.. the first time i went down for recess... met my pri1s n some pri 5s haha they r realli cute wan to sit near us n meet my frens... fel shaking hand with the weihan (ultra guai n smart=veri gd boy) n letting peiru aka sickening kaypo queen like her alot haha she still rem her i tink.. n the other kids asked mi abt the both of them today oso like when they cuming again/...
hafing recess wif them iz another enjoyment tt they brought mi to go experience la i guess.. hahah if i haf the time, i'll go visit them n treat them to um food la..
they r all little angles outside class but all of them together making alot of noise.. wah lao damn scary la haha
sometimes i feel scared of them like amanada told mi the ka-chua syndrom like y u scared of stuff so much smaller than u rite?
the pri5 hope i can help them improve.. my rehearsed (in my brain) lecture to them which i hafnt say yet...
iz by the time i leave i dare say tt i haf put in the effort wif them n tried my best n i'll demand each n everione of them to reflect n see if they can tell mi they haf put in the effort to learn frm mi not la
aft the crying stint haha worked abit la i guess... they abit more attentive n will show mi the bi ji they copied... hope it'll help them improve.. aiyah
my pri 3 i hope to chop chop finish syllabus n intro them to chem-er chinese stuff like chengyu yan yu n poems.. mayb they will learn to appreciate them n like chinese more like mi haha b wowed by how much juz a few words used nicely can express a whole lot of things...
went bk to sch on sat as well
b4 i reached the school fell down at pasir ris mrt station damn malu
waz carrying the whole big bag of bks with both arms until i cant realli see the steps i'm going down la... then didnt step properly n the sandles bent n almost went rolling down dropped my bks my breakfast lckily waz walking behind the crowd n onli 3 other guys saw.. on jc guy helped pick up my 1/2 eaten waffer in plastic bag.. one indian uncle helped mi pick up my bks n said "slowly".. n the guy beside mi on my side of the railing haha the rest were on the other side la... he juz damn shocked n kinda frozen he still didnt recover aft i stood up lor haha i hafta comfort him saying 'm ok.. onli blue-black at the shin... no matter how sadist it may sound.. kinda missed bruises remind mi of the days wif judo where i got a high vount of 13 bruises at one time
haha but i can understand how he felt... the same way i felt everitime carol crumble beside mi going down the stairs at ri while sms-ing haha i juz shocked n stared haha
then beng came down to help mi mark
haha we suppose to go orchard to meet the rest at 2 on sat so muz set off at 1 but i cant finish la then she came down n helped mi n we marked until 4 sigh still didnt finish but she helped mi with the zuoye n tingxie.. thanx beng!
other teachers muz tink i'm wierd n useless alwayz getting frens to cum sch to help mi haha nvm la
heard the mdm jenny woo i'm reliefing iz cuming bk
pple tell mi i'm losing my job soon n i told them i dont mind
got urge to slack la n wan to gif the kids bk to better hands so tt juz in case i cant teach wont realli screw up their lives la.. haha
i'm looking forward to they day whereby i dont haf to teach.. not realli coz i hate the job.. i'm starting to b used to it la n kinda liked it but more of a good rest..
the day will cum n i guess i cant bear to leave them but we shall see
till then ahah do my best la/..
juz finish typing my lesson plan n its 2+am liaoz.. shit la tmr got sch n morn + nite tuition haha lack of sleep again.. will make mi irritable.. so shud go kun now...
i like the stickers i bought to paste in their books 100+ smiley face stickers of diff design not onli light up their day but light up mine oso la
n the dancing robot n jap sweets i bought at action city on sat haha they love it n i like seeing them so happy too
oh glad to find out tt no matter how irritating you yi iz he cares n protects perry.. good job man
hilarious dancing robot tink i shud go buy one for myself haha
ZZZZzzzz....
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