today as i was going home, i saw the evening sky. it was beautiful. clear pale blue realli blue with abit of clouds tt was moving rather quicly.. it made me see n feel the wind much more
n the greyish-white moon in the clear blue sky
with the sun setting, it became more obvious.
it looked peaceful but abit lonely n sad
i was alternating btw looking up at the sky n looking at the rd in case i trip n fall
a guy walking towards me was wondering wat i was looking at n looked up into the sky as well
haha it wasnt a jus for laughs jag but it wud haf been funni, mayb if i pointed?
heh but he realli ought to thank me
for showing him sumthing so pretty.
today i tot i saw him again.
i looked at the guy frequent enuff for him to glare at me haha
three n counting...
月曜日, 5月 31, 2004
recently i hafnt been feeling too good leh the irony is it coincides with my bdae celebration which made mi veri happi but the mood fluctuation was rather drastic
happi angry sad
angry with myself most of the time though. mayb coz the stress level was rather high n the time management shit i had done.
i was kan cheong kan choeng abt the med letter
then had to go for the seminar for my bro coz the freaking ticket was $145 haha
budden i had to admit it was rather cool la learnt quite alot see alot of rick rich buisness man haha then all the heh shake hand shake hand build network kinda pple
the place along the kallang river quite nice n windy la haha if nothing to do go there n sit oso not bad..
then went to eat with serene huayu n peiyun at borders... tink the crayon idea is great haha...
tt fri marks the start of my bdae celeb haa not realli la but abit heh
then sat went ns went kick box went cartel went to watch day aft tmr went to marche for class gathering went to xiangyun's bbq all in a dae ha
kickboxz abit bit sad dont haf liao gotten quite use to this sat activity then aiya like juliana la i guess he stretching n cool downs rather cool haha got all the funni sound like waterfall kind of cooling music then did the troy sowrd fighting thing heh trinity the talkative auntie n of course caroline amanda xian's company haha
but all things come to an end i guess
can go watch spongebob square pants with huiyi n then discuss
it her haha apparently its quite a deeeeeep show heh xiangyun likes it too
the judo gals gave mi a pair of blue slipplers with lots of green buttons n sequine haha tot i wud neva wear anithing with sequine but oh well haha
they r realli nice i like can go with my green giodarno shirt haha
all the exchanging slippers thing at ri toilet.. tsk ying1 mou2
haha
then my gang celeb my bdae with mi.. at ps cafe cartel.. and guess wat gang gave me haha
things tt shock mi with everi tear of those newspaper ie classified ad n main paper.
there's
julie's stereo rich chocolate cookie instead of oreo.
chocky strawberry stick instead of pocky
mili mushroom instead of narcissus mushroom
mi-u white grape instead of qoo
twinkles milk chocolate beans * 3 instead of smarties
president cup noodle instead of super
kickapoo joy juice instead of mountain dew
plus clairol herbal essence fruit fusion conditioner tt has papaya starfruit mandarin wow rather powerful smell haha
the pink jewel biscuit with two pig ears n a little yellow one haha
and of course the little korean jinseng drink tt if i keep long enuff it might jus become a jinseng spirit honestly i dont dare to drink i haha
peiyun gave mi a purple eeyore cup nice dont bear to use its a mugger mug la next time can use when i start my no life mugging haha
oh well this is gang giving mi presents tt no one else in the world can tink off haha making mi take pics tt make mi look crazy oh well huayu tink tts happy but erm
thanx pple for all da effort n haha-ness
went perlini silver ot use the bithday thing tt 50% discount thingy made mi visit the shop three times la bought this big earrings mus find an occassion to wear la
then went to watch the day aft tmr..
wat a show so geog but i like the weather signs r reallli cool hurrican tsunamis omg... scary n disturbing man
ice ae? i guess it might come i mean not so soon la butin many many years hopefully by then some one might think of sumthing but if everione dies hope sumthing can b left behind so lesson can b learnt...
wat if we ll die tmr ?
i like geog i mean the weather is so powerful it kill pple like flies la,..
i mean looking at cumulonimbus clouds or cirrus for tt matter make mi rather happi haha
oh well if i die tmr, i ll jus dieno regets erm i hope
went to meet 3F at marche
a long long table i came rather late but glad i got to see them
soon enuff we will all be heading into diff directions in our lives literally n metamorphically.
know them for two short yrs but jc life was wow...
so guess i ll tink of them sumtime but might not get a chance to see them in a long long while aft those whu r going overseas go overseas..
tok chit chat tok n as usual when i tok they kept laughing dunnoe y veri fuuni meh but oh well glad i entertain pple
went to cherry hill xiangyun's uncle place at almost 10+
i forgot its her grandma's bdae bbq when she told mi then i remembered her telling mi
i tot it was onli a fam gathering
so i felt realli REALLI bad for missing her grandma coz she went home 10min b4 i arrived
tt was realli impolite of mi la
n mi n her grandma so good fren i realli like her
tt started the spiral of my bad mood for the nite
angry with mi self for screwing up being late n missing grandma
oso angry i forgot to tell huayu to call my dad until she almost cant learn on sun morn
damn pissed with myself la n the ultra eventful sat frm 7am to almost 12 midnight running ard
sigh
n angry with my self for losing my temper with my parents my bro everithing la
n the constant nagging thought tt i ought to b happi coz sun is my bdae but i seem to b screwing up everi where argh...
watched all in until i cant open my eyes animore
then sleep
then cums sunday haa
went tuition blegh
but i dont realli mind la actualli
trying to help as much as i can la then when i cant realli teach liao argh cant imagine how i can arrange my time
n xiangyun's suggested accomodation
tinking tinking tinking
saw zhiying's elder sis's tuition teacher who is a M2 student mugging her tink med bk will the kid is doing maths haha
sighon my way home i saw butterfly tt didnt seem to b flying too steadily n abit too low among the bushes
on a closer look tt butterfly actualli had a chipped wing
ike a giant hole on one of its wing sigh
felt rather sad for it like so poor thing
a handicapped butterfly
or as john floppe the guy w/o both arms says,
its a condition not a disability depending on how u view it
life's hard i guess
then mona lisa's smile
the shows not too bad reminded mi of rgs like serene says
smartie girls whu dont complain when their teacher dont seem too steady n wud rather self study
but tradition tradition?
women's place in the society the idea of tradition n the 50s
i guess its slowly spiralling into non existence now with women finding their place in society searching for their footing..
i tink being a housewife is a whole new science by itself which i tink entails so much most of us girls cant take it now i dont even noe when i ever ll b... but its not in the near future let alone the further future so sigh
giselle's lonely daring but nice n diff enuff
betty is ms omg-hafta-roll-my-eyes smartie ass
i cant realli figure out how she can love watson so much after her marriage went bad
girls tradition oppression
glad i m not in all those
but they r actualli work in producing fine women with propierty but pple obessed with tt scary
the onli prob i haf in tt show is looking at julia roberts cant make mi feel its 1954. she looked like how she did in my best fren's wedding or pretty woman?
her clothing kinda suggest she's suppose to b in tt era but kinda.
O_o"
mayb she has a modern face but the character is there i feel no doubt.
nite is fam dinner.
all three of us r rather grown up now when i linger behind looking at the backs of my fam members haa
went to a jap restaurant called nabeya masakatsu at orchard parade hotel.
the food is not too bad.
i went for the sukiyaki but i didnt get it but oh well its ok my dad mum n dage dont realli eat beef
n my mum hates miso
haha guess jap food dont realli clique with them too well haha
ate the hot pot huo guo kinda thing n shared three bento n guess wat everione was still hungry haha
was tinking of judo guys cant survive on 1 bento my bros are of tseming's size.. hah
so er ge suggest we go get kfc
like the good old days
we didnt realli haf alot of fast food when we were yound coz it was too much of a luxury but haha everi bdae we always had kfc
so off we went n my dad suggested the amk one the exact one we used to go too when we were all kids
amk brings bk memories many many
n i guess tt how fast time went scary ya noe
now i kinda feel a teeny weeny bit daunted by med like no life ani more
im excited but abit nervous but well..
i can do it.
so aft a kfc family fest we went home to eat cake.
my mama baked a chocolate cake for mi with the icing n the name on haha
well the cake down i cudnt move hafing ate three times for a fam dinner haa
then the day ended good with my fav show wif tt cute guy i liked so well haha
today is monday went bay shore for tuition
wadee drew mi a bdae note in the notebk i write her hw in haha
i had to turn the page to write n i saw her covering her face with her asssessment bk.. i tot she saw sum bug n was trying not to scream
but she was trying to contain her excitment to await my surprise look when i saw the note haa
tt's sweet.
on my way home out along the long rd tt i hafta walk on i saw a pretty yellow bird lying on the pavement
i looked at it n its eyes were close.
didnt noe birds r suppose to haf eye lids
it looked realli still
still.
i guess it died i cant b sleeping, can it?
jus then when i didnt noe wat to do. my hp rang n it was shelia frm ocbc bank n i had alot to asked her i wanted to do sumthing
but i turned n saw the security guard looking
i dint noe y but i fled i jus walked away
dont noe y mayb i didnt realli noe wat to do with it/to it
at the junction i saw the bus n i ran for it
onli when i boarded the bus did i start to regret not stopping to move it
mayb move it to the grass patch or sumthing so tt no one wud accidentally step on it? or no bicycle might run it over n kill it again?
i dont noe y didnt i do anithing n jus walked away sigh
but it looked so peaceful tt i didnt realli dare to touch it
like its so delicate bright yellow
i had a thing with birds i dont realli now how to touch them like i might jus break their bones coz they r so small n delicate
a bird one got trap in the window grill of my home n cudnt get out
i couldnt hold it to release it coz it looked panicky n so was i
i opened one side of the grill on finally it hopped out but i didnt leave b4 hopping onto my parents bed n television
wat a bird.
happi angry sad
angry with myself most of the time though. mayb coz the stress level was rather high n the time management shit i had done.
i was kan cheong kan choeng abt the med letter
then had to go for the seminar for my bro coz the freaking ticket was $145 haha
budden i had to admit it was rather cool la learnt quite alot see alot of rick rich buisness man haha then all the heh shake hand shake hand build network kinda pple
the place along the kallang river quite nice n windy la haha if nothing to do go there n sit oso not bad..
then went to eat with serene huayu n peiyun at borders... tink the crayon idea is great haha...
tt fri marks the start of my bdae celeb haa not realli la but abit heh
then sat went ns went kick box went cartel went to watch day aft tmr went to marche for class gathering went to xiangyun's bbq all in a dae ha
kickboxz abit bit sad dont haf liao gotten quite use to this sat activity then aiya like juliana la i guess he stretching n cool downs rather cool haha got all the funni sound like waterfall kind of cooling music then did the troy sowrd fighting thing heh trinity the talkative auntie n of course caroline amanda xian's company haha
but all things come to an end i guess
can go watch spongebob square pants with huiyi n then discuss
it her haha apparently its quite a deeeeeep show heh xiangyun likes it too
the judo gals gave mi a pair of blue slipplers with lots of green buttons n sequine haha tot i wud neva wear anithing with sequine but oh well haha
they r realli nice i like can go with my green giodarno shirt haha
all the exchanging slippers thing at ri toilet.. tsk ying1 mou2
haha
then my gang celeb my bdae with mi.. at ps cafe cartel.. and guess wat gang gave me haha
things tt shock mi with everi tear of those newspaper ie classified ad n main paper.
there's
julie's stereo rich chocolate cookie instead of oreo.
chocky strawberry stick instead of pocky
mili mushroom instead of narcissus mushroom
mi-u white grape instead of qoo
twinkles milk chocolate beans * 3 instead of smarties
president cup noodle instead of super
kickapoo joy juice instead of mountain dew
plus clairol herbal essence fruit fusion conditioner tt has papaya starfruit mandarin wow rather powerful smell haha
the pink jewel biscuit with two pig ears n a little yellow one haha
and of course the little korean jinseng drink tt if i keep long enuff it might jus become a jinseng spirit honestly i dont dare to drink i haha
peiyun gave mi a purple eeyore cup nice dont bear to use its a mugger mug la next time can use when i start my no life mugging haha
oh well this is gang giving mi presents tt no one else in the world can tink off haha making mi take pics tt make mi look crazy oh well huayu tink tts happy but erm
thanx pple for all da effort n haha-ness
went perlini silver ot use the bithday thing tt 50% discount thingy made mi visit the shop three times la bought this big earrings mus find an occassion to wear la
then went to watch the day aft tmr..
wat a show so geog but i like the weather signs r reallli cool hurrican tsunamis omg... scary n disturbing man
ice ae? i guess it might come i mean not so soon la butin many many years hopefully by then some one might think of sumthing but if everione dies hope sumthing can b left behind so lesson can b learnt...
wat if we ll die tmr ?
i like geog i mean the weather is so powerful it kill pple like flies la,..
i mean looking at cumulonimbus clouds or cirrus for tt matter make mi rather happi haha
oh well if i die tmr, i ll jus dieno regets erm i hope
went to meet 3F at marche
a long long table i came rather late but glad i got to see them
soon enuff we will all be heading into diff directions in our lives literally n metamorphically.
know them for two short yrs but jc life was wow...
so guess i ll tink of them sumtime but might not get a chance to see them in a long long while aft those whu r going overseas go overseas..
tok chit chat tok n as usual when i tok they kept laughing dunnoe y veri fuuni meh but oh well glad i entertain pple
went to cherry hill xiangyun's uncle place at almost 10+
i forgot its her grandma's bdae bbq when she told mi then i remembered her telling mi
i tot it was onli a fam gathering
so i felt realli REALLI bad for missing her grandma coz she went home 10min b4 i arrived
tt was realli impolite of mi la
n mi n her grandma so good fren i realli like her
tt started the spiral of my bad mood for the nite
angry with mi self for screwing up being late n missing grandma
oso angry i forgot to tell huayu to call my dad until she almost cant learn on sun morn
damn pissed with myself la n the ultra eventful sat frm 7am to almost 12 midnight running ard
sigh
n angry with my self for losing my temper with my parents my bro everithing la
n the constant nagging thought tt i ought to b happi coz sun is my bdae but i seem to b screwing up everi where argh...
watched all in until i cant open my eyes animore
then sleep
then cums sunday haa
went tuition blegh
but i dont realli mind la actualli
trying to help as much as i can la then when i cant realli teach liao argh cant imagine how i can arrange my time
n xiangyun's suggested accomodation
tinking tinking tinking
saw zhiying's elder sis's tuition teacher who is a M2 student mugging her tink med bk will the kid is doing maths haha
sighon my way home i saw butterfly tt didnt seem to b flying too steadily n abit too low among the bushes
on a closer look tt butterfly actualli had a chipped wing
ike a giant hole on one of its wing sigh
felt rather sad for it like so poor thing
a handicapped butterfly
or as john floppe the guy w/o both arms says,
its a condition not a disability depending on how u view it
life's hard i guess
then mona lisa's smile
the shows not too bad reminded mi of rgs like serene says
smartie girls whu dont complain when their teacher dont seem too steady n wud rather self study
but tradition tradition?
women's place in the society the idea of tradition n the 50s
i guess its slowly spiralling into non existence now with women finding their place in society searching for their footing..
i tink being a housewife is a whole new science by itself which i tink entails so much most of us girls cant take it now i dont even noe when i ever ll b... but its not in the near future let alone the further future so sigh
giselle's lonely daring but nice n diff enuff
betty is ms omg-hafta-roll-my-eyes smartie ass
i cant realli figure out how she can love watson so much after her marriage went bad
girls tradition oppression
glad i m not in all those
but they r actualli work in producing fine women with propierty but pple obessed with tt scary
the onli prob i haf in tt show is looking at julia roberts cant make mi feel its 1954. she looked like how she did in my best fren's wedding or pretty woman?
her clothing kinda suggest she's suppose to b in tt era but kinda.
O_o"
mayb she has a modern face but the character is there i feel no doubt.
nite is fam dinner.
all three of us r rather grown up now when i linger behind looking at the backs of my fam members haa
went to a jap restaurant called nabeya masakatsu at orchard parade hotel.
the food is not too bad.
i went for the sukiyaki but i didnt get it but oh well its ok my dad mum n dage dont realli eat beef
n my mum hates miso
haha guess jap food dont realli clique with them too well haha
ate the hot pot huo guo kinda thing n shared three bento n guess wat everione was still hungry haha
was tinking of judo guys cant survive on 1 bento my bros are of tseming's size.. hah
so er ge suggest we go get kfc
like the good old days
we didnt realli haf alot of fast food when we were yound coz it was too much of a luxury but haha everi bdae we always had kfc
so off we went n my dad suggested the amk one the exact one we used to go too when we were all kids
amk brings bk memories many many
n i guess tt how fast time went scary ya noe
now i kinda feel a teeny weeny bit daunted by med like no life ani more
im excited but abit nervous but well..
i can do it.
so aft a kfc family fest we went home to eat cake.
my mama baked a chocolate cake for mi with the icing n the name on haha
well the cake down i cudnt move hafing ate three times for a fam dinner haa
then the day ended good with my fav show wif tt cute guy i liked so well haha
today is monday went bay shore for tuition
wadee drew mi a bdae note in the notebk i write her hw in haha
i had to turn the page to write n i saw her covering her face with her asssessment bk.. i tot she saw sum bug n was trying not to scream
but she was trying to contain her excitment to await my surprise look when i saw the note haa
tt's sweet.
on my way home out along the long rd tt i hafta walk on i saw a pretty yellow bird lying on the pavement
i looked at it n its eyes were close.
didnt noe birds r suppose to haf eye lids
it looked realli still
still.
i guess it died i cant b sleeping, can it?
jus then when i didnt noe wat to do. my hp rang n it was shelia frm ocbc bank n i had alot to asked her i wanted to do sumthing
but i turned n saw the security guard looking
i dint noe y but i fled i jus walked away
dont noe y mayb i didnt realli noe wat to do with it/to it
at the junction i saw the bus n i ran for it
onli when i boarded the bus did i start to regret not stopping to move it
mayb move it to the grass patch or sumthing so tt no one wud accidentally step on it? or no bicycle might run it over n kill it again?
i dont noe y didnt i do anithing n jus walked away sigh
but it looked so peaceful tt i didnt realli dare to touch it
like its so delicate bright yellow
i had a thing with birds i dont realli now how to touch them like i might jus break their bones coz they r so small n delicate
a bird one got trap in the window grill of my home n cudnt get out
i couldnt hold it to release it coz it looked panicky n so was i
i opened one side of the grill on finally it hopped out but i didnt leave b4 hopping onto my parents bed n television
wat a bird.
月曜日, 5月 24, 2004
haha com was down then recently haf so much to say but today too happening liao then cant realli tink properly hehe
aniwae got in got in got in liao
whew
realli thankful n happi wat a bdae present.
realli realli thankful la keep tiking if i blind see wrongly but accepted the course alreadi
veri tired now tink too much excitement then jiao luan + aft swimming 30laps today damn tired...
when i first heard can check damn nervous n shaky
then check liao veri excited
then aft tt now rather tired wow too much for a day
tink i ll sleep earli
then tuition tuition tuition tmr again.
aniwae got in got in got in liao
whew
realli thankful n happi wat a bdae present.
realli realli thankful la keep tiking if i blind see wrongly but accepted the course alreadi
veri tired now tink too much excitement then jiao luan + aft swimming 30laps today damn tired...
when i first heard can check damn nervous n shaky
then check liao veri excited
then aft tt now rather tired wow too much for a day
tink i ll sleep earli
then tuition tuition tuition tmr again.
木曜日, 5月 13, 2004
breathe breathe..
someone once told mi tt writing a diary might not b a veri accurate record/account of wat realli happened n wat u were feeling at tt time.. it might jus b wat u hope the thing might b or how u perceived the whole thing n belive it to b hmm quite true but can b a reflection as well i guess
trying to capture the fleeting moment of feeling so anitime i feel like writing anithing i wud jote down i note bk first...
aniwae the interview was ok la not too bad tink i got it provisionally they say they will present if i get into pharmacy
told them abt ocbc then they say when the time comes to decide then tell them. tink will discuss with them when i going to sign the ocbc one la..
like the pple in the interviewer there la nice n friendly
the ceo 'ohaiyoogozaimasu' me haha i had to ohaiyo bk la
b4 i went in fluorence the hr person kept gd-lucking mi ask mi dont b nervous
then i waited outside ar the lift lobby when pple stare i jus smile faintly then they will smile bk too haha
then got one mr goh who said 'ni hao' to fluorence n fluorence jus told him,'mr goh, ni zui hao la'
he asked mi if this is my first job interview then i told him scholarship he jus oh n smile n waved before hopping into the lift tt came
haha nice friendly mr goh
but sigh left my wallet on the top of the toilet paper holder in the has toilet.. wth almost lost it la but heng a hr person went into the same cubicle n found it n came to return to mi as i was waiting to go in for the interview la... i didnt even realise shit.. sigh hope i dont lose anithing impt again aft losing my phone with all the nos n impt msges inside.. cant get them bk la *sobz*
if i lose wallet or phone again i can go bang into the wall n die la huh
went ora on sun too with gang n huayu+serene in uniform
miss the sch miss wearing uniform carrying my red bag n taking train with them in the outfit like a normal sch day going home lidat..
didnt realli do much there la walked ard... met miss lim saw some rgs teachers then eat swee hsien marshmallows n ernest's complimentary curry puff..
signed in the batch bk as well haha saw a so5a 20yrs ago haha scary..
the rafflesian idol n walked ard taking photos aiyoh miss the sch as well i guess n sitting in the lt in my fav seat... haha can still imagine those days in school sigh dunnoe la
met pple tok tink of the old days haha
n i met wenhui my pri sch fren tt i hafnt see for like 6yrs
wow still look almost the same haha
the guy whu used to sit in front of mi in p6 always quarrel
hafnt seen him ard... he boarded the 156 i recog him called but he didnt hear then i veri sure so jus went to grab his arm as he walked past then he stared like 2sec b4 recog mi haha
tok abt the old days n the old pple la he was telling mi yongsheng still haf the same smile n face altho got the commando body now haha i agree i guess..
at gathering last time realised pple still looked the same jus diff shen cai n hairstyle or else the face still there freaky rite? know most of them for more than 10yrs liao haha
hope to meet them soon sumday
someone once told mi tt writing a diary might not b a veri accurate record/account of wat realli happened n wat u were feeling at tt time.. it might jus b wat u hope the thing might b or how u perceived the whole thing n belive it to b hmm quite true but can b a reflection as well i guess
trying to capture the fleeting moment of feeling so anitime i feel like writing anithing i wud jote down i note bk first...
aniwae the interview was ok la not too bad tink i got it provisionally they say they will present if i get into pharmacy
told them abt ocbc then they say when the time comes to decide then tell them. tink will discuss with them when i going to sign the ocbc one la..
like the pple in the interviewer there la nice n friendly
the ceo 'ohaiyoogozaimasu' me haha i had to ohaiyo bk la
b4 i went in fluorence the hr person kept gd-lucking mi ask mi dont b nervous
then i waited outside ar the lift lobby when pple stare i jus smile faintly then they will smile bk too haha
then got one mr goh who said 'ni hao' to fluorence n fluorence jus told him,'mr goh, ni zui hao la'
he asked mi if this is my first job interview then i told him scholarship he jus oh n smile n waved before hopping into the lift tt came
haha nice friendly mr goh
but sigh left my wallet on the top of the toilet paper holder in the has toilet.. wth almost lost it la but heng a hr person went into the same cubicle n found it n came to return to mi as i was waiting to go in for the interview la... i didnt even realise shit.. sigh hope i dont lose anithing impt again aft losing my phone with all the nos n impt msges inside.. cant get them bk la *sobz*
if i lose wallet or phone again i can go bang into the wall n die la huh
went ora on sun too with gang n huayu+serene in uniform
miss the sch miss wearing uniform carrying my red bag n taking train with them in the outfit like a normal sch day going home lidat..
didnt realli do much there la walked ard... met miss lim saw some rgs teachers then eat swee hsien marshmallows n ernest's complimentary curry puff..
signed in the batch bk as well haha saw a so5a 20yrs ago haha scary..
the rafflesian idol n walked ard taking photos aiyoh miss the sch as well i guess n sitting in the lt in my fav seat... haha can still imagine those days in school sigh dunnoe la
met pple tok tink of the old days haha
n i met wenhui my pri sch fren tt i hafnt see for like 6yrs
wow still look almost the same haha
the guy whu used to sit in front of mi in p6 always quarrel
hafnt seen him ard... he boarded the 156 i recog him called but he didnt hear then i veri sure so jus went to grab his arm as he walked past then he stared like 2sec b4 recog mi haha
tok abt the old days n the old pple la he was telling mi yongsheng still haf the same smile n face altho got the commando body now haha i agree i guess..
at gathering last time realised pple still looked the same jus diff shen cai n hairstyle or else the face still there freaky rite? know most of them for more than 10yrs liao haha
hope to meet them soon sumday
finally donated blood today :)
dunnoe y since young i've always wanted to donate
mayb the tot of being able to help someone n tt fireman commercial haha
bk in j1, they came rj. wanted to donate but my mama jus refused to sign e authorisation form. was under 17
i was rather angry
but i knew she meant well la
the nkf screeners everiyear say my bp slightly lower then normal pple then rarely i ll feel faint suddenly oso...
j2 no need parental consent liao budden was sick took anitbiotics then cannot
HSA 1st interview tt time saw the blood bak in the same building
but was rushing for the ocbc bank interview so didnt donate
tot if i get my 2nd interview will cum bk to donate then
so haha
the pple there quite nice n friendly, non stop thankews
i got a sticker tt says,'be nice to me. tis is my first donation!'
ha with a heart shaped design somemore.
it was ok la... the filling of a many qn questionaire
the toking to a medical officer take weight bp etc
then the mo is called e widjaya... reminded mi of hardy...
then proceed to counter 5 to test haemoglobin
wa tot like blood test – staple abit onli
but this one different leh, rather pain then a lot of blood… the nurse squeezed then my blood shot across quite a distance n splattered on the table.
Healthy pumping heart huh. Then the nurse oso WA! Haha
then test my haemoglobin level is 12.7 below 12 cannot so heng or else stapled ten cant donate.
then into the rm abit like the kidney dialysis centre lidat
a foreign country nurse explained everithing
me malu tried to climb up the bed frm the propped-up-late part.. actualli no need mus frm the swingable hand side so she quite shocked haha
the funkynurse with punky hair came to find artery
as usual mi so much bah cant find on the right hand
abit more prominent on the left so yep LHS it is
then green antiseptic liquid to make sure tt par of hand bacteria free.
then stress ball to squeeze...
then a first injection to pop up the area coz the second needle rather ig like a thin straw macam satay stick thick
i dilated my eyes n omg....
then the poke but not painleh jus wa...
abit hard to find the artery i tink she manuveor quite abit to stick almost the whole thing in,...
n it started lor...
blood red is the colour i guess..
got this thing tt moves like a seesaw to seesaw the blood
mi can donate 1 packet onli coz i dont haf alot of haemoglobin..
asked how much then the nice chinese auntie/nurse say like coke can lidat. nice malay auntie later say 300ml.
then the nurses gave mi iron tablets then cream coz they say my flesh soft will get bruise haha sigh jus flabby arm la..
then nice malay auntie put the packet of blood in my hand..
it was rather warm, rather warm.
it was like awww.. some warm current like seeped thru mi abit touched la. hope it will save someone
then got the huat guay refreshment the cake thing tt always used to offer to gods then dont realli like didnt noe abit high class cafe at hsa oso got sell tt + milo.
oh nice chinese auntie ask mi whu recommended mi here
i say coz i came for scholarship interview then ya saw n came in
she was like "oh so can or not? i onli tok to u abit, but think u r a veri nice person." then as she walked away she turned ard n said,"u can do it"
haha wat a feel good session
aww.. i ll take tt as she meant it la n thank her for her compliment.
saw quite a few pplw: yound ladies taitai middle-aged uncles yong man with motorcycle helmet...
one uncle looked like blackie ke shou liang haha wan an uncanny resemblance...
never know when we'll drop dead
came to terms tt when the time comes, it comes n we die.
pple shud go donate blood la i guess
10/05/04 11am
dunnoe y since young i've always wanted to donate
mayb the tot of being able to help someone n tt fireman commercial haha
bk in j1, they came rj. wanted to donate but my mama jus refused to sign e authorisation form. was under 17
i was rather angry
but i knew she meant well la
the nkf screeners everiyear say my bp slightly lower then normal pple then rarely i ll feel faint suddenly oso...
j2 no need parental consent liao budden was sick took anitbiotics then cannot
HSA 1st interview tt time saw the blood bak in the same building
but was rushing for the ocbc bank interview so didnt donate
tot if i get my 2nd interview will cum bk to donate then
so haha
the pple there quite nice n friendly, non stop thankews
i got a sticker tt says,'be nice to me. tis is my first donation!'
ha with a heart shaped design somemore.
it was ok la... the filling of a many qn questionaire
the toking to a medical officer take weight bp etc
then the mo is called e widjaya... reminded mi of hardy...
then proceed to counter 5 to test haemoglobin
wa tot like blood test – staple abit onli
but this one different leh, rather pain then a lot of blood… the nurse squeezed then my blood shot across quite a distance n splattered on the table.
Healthy pumping heart huh. Then the nurse oso WA! Haha
then test my haemoglobin level is 12.7 below 12 cannot so heng or else stapled ten cant donate.
then into the rm abit like the kidney dialysis centre lidat
a foreign country nurse explained everithing
me malu tried to climb up the bed frm the propped-up-late part.. actualli no need mus frm the swingable hand side so she quite shocked haha
the funkynurse with punky hair came to find artery
as usual mi so much bah cant find on the right hand
abit more prominent on the left so yep LHS it is
then green antiseptic liquid to make sure tt par of hand bacteria free.
then stress ball to squeeze...
then a first injection to pop up the area coz the second needle rather ig like a thin straw macam satay stick thick
i dilated my eyes n omg....
then the poke but not painleh jus wa...
abit hard to find the artery i tink she manuveor quite abit to stick almost the whole thing in,...
n it started lor...
blood red is the colour i guess..
got this thing tt moves like a seesaw to seesaw the blood
mi can donate 1 packet onli coz i dont haf alot of haemoglobin..
asked how much then the nice chinese auntie/nurse say like coke can lidat. nice malay auntie later say 300ml.
then the nurses gave mi iron tablets then cream coz they say my flesh soft will get bruise haha sigh jus flabby arm la..
then nice malay auntie put the packet of blood in my hand..
it was rather warm, rather warm.
it was like awww.. some warm current like seeped thru mi abit touched la. hope it will save someone
then got the huat guay refreshment the cake thing tt always used to offer to gods then dont realli like didnt noe abit high class cafe at hsa oso got sell tt + milo.
oh nice chinese auntie ask mi whu recommended mi here
i say coz i came for scholarship interview then ya saw n came in
she was like "oh so can or not? i onli tok to u abit, but think u r a veri nice person." then as she walked away she turned ard n said,"u can do it"
haha wat a feel good session
aww.. i ll take tt as she meant it la n thank her for her compliment.
saw quite a few pplw: yound ladies taitai middle-aged uncles yong man with motorcycle helmet...
one uncle looked like blackie ke shou liang haha wan an uncanny resemblance...
never know when we'll drop dead
came to terms tt when the time comes, it comes n we die.
pple shud go donate blood la i guess
10/05/04 11am
木曜日, 5月 06, 2004
finally
so many things happened over the past few days
happy sad happy sad
nothing beats a nice old can of coke
but i mus say the pepsi ad is good
out of pt
happi thing 405 gathering at noelle's house last fri
glad tt i still found it comfortable to tok to my ex classmates
gald to haf went even if includ a 1 hr ++ travel frm bayshore
tok to jan abt sch kids crystal too
but mostly abt life now n work
confused abit abt do pple change...
last time many pple told mi i change
did i or did i not
till this day... hmm..
but guess i was on the move non-stop action tt's y i cudnt c?
now i'm slow n stagnant tinking more but see things in diff light liao
a topic tt i dont like to broach on n neva will b good at?
jus take it as it comes with the pseudo optimism
too late cant tink liao
aniwae tok alot abt my kids tt day then can rattle on n on with jan /o hafing to sense glasses clanking n dust being blown due to the boredom i brought... ha
pple with same experiences can relate better la i guess
a happi nite
then sat came went for k box but dont haf aft macs breakfast manda carol xian suppose to cum my house
happi thing
but figured i lost my hp when i reach the lift landing
huimin neva lose her things
her ex things lor
ask xiangyun how paranoid she was when she was young... will squat down in the middle of no where to search her bag for her wallet haha
i dont lose my things lor
but as carol they all say there is always a first time
called interchanges to no avail...
concluded tt the bus person at changi interchange is more helpful then the one at hougang
but well didnt si xin
went up one hour worth of 27.... starting frm ard the time it takes to loop bk to sengkang
abt 10+buses i tink
didnt find anithing
but most drivers r nice...
onli one sickening whu kept telling mi he's driving off he's driving off when i went up to seach
relac la uncle
sigh
the rest r generally nice but they gave mi the ' u r too hopeful la' look which i guess i true
wud i return a hp if i pick up one?
my idea of finder's keeper but hmmm
mayb aft this incident n my fav purple i can b fren of police man.. no more fren of singa this yr haha
mayb
but now tt i lost a phone haha
may---b?
sigh cant take it lost all my no
my contacts like wif pri sch pple.. but with batch directory n class can still find bk most
sigh dont like to lose things...
i can win fren of karang guni award as well
the things i keep haa
then sun nite went to attend a malay wedding hafnt done it since i was veri young
spicy but gd food tink xinyi will luv...
weddings hmm the hassle but the happiness can b felt la
my tuition kid wans to b invited to my wedding? haha like how long she muz wait? see her pattern scarli i go attend hers like a spinster haha
mid yr tuition many times a wk scary..
stress but i tried la dunnoe can not cannot boh pian sack mi then?
happi sad happi sad until dont feel anithing much generally
but was rather ju sang on sat la.. like sitting on the little stone slab to wait for 27?
the met the judo girls then happi until like siao n tok funnily haha
wierd...oh the 1 hr 14 bus ride realized tt east coast rd got alot of eateries... mus go try one day mayb in aug when i can drive liao then can borrow my bro's bread van the drive my frens ard for supper... i'm assuming a one-time pass hafta stress got big shoes to fill frm past 2 examples
i tink my parasympathetic vagus nerve activity rather powerful most of the time.. the bk i reading wow got many this big terms....
hoping to find sumthing tt stimulates the sympathetic one then pulse will race n bp will rise.,.. haha
the heart - mind issuse quite intriguing.. hafta learn alot frm him...
met a bus driver on 372 on my way to tuition then met the same one aft my tuition
yuan fen? yi mian zhi yuan onli la...
same thing happened in little india oso met the same couple before n aft my tuition at the same place summore scary...
wat is it with ang moh n little india? they r everiwhere?
n i feel tt tt place is not even the generalized protrayal of singapore... but the place can see uncommon things
pple selling 2nd hand goods in lorries...
pple sleeping along the rd..
at night pple so dark u tink they r shadows until u make out their features then u jump abit
pple so dark u tink they statue until they move.. scary haha
btw like i told serene the boat's here
i see mani mani funerals scary
muz b careful but i guesss everione has their time la
so no scared la
the ah gong gong gor club established together with the merk sharp n dome life sciences lab at rgs haha
with philip yeo eppendorf tubes n orchids yea
so many things happened over the past few days
happy sad happy sad
nothing beats a nice old can of coke
but i mus say the pepsi ad is good
out of pt
happi thing 405 gathering at noelle's house last fri
glad tt i still found it comfortable to tok to my ex classmates
gald to haf went even if includ a 1 hr ++ travel frm bayshore
tok to jan abt sch kids crystal too
but mostly abt life now n work
confused abit abt do pple change...
last time many pple told mi i change
did i or did i not
till this day... hmm..
but guess i was on the move non-stop action tt's y i cudnt c?
now i'm slow n stagnant tinking more but see things in diff light liao
a topic tt i dont like to broach on n neva will b good at?
jus take it as it comes with the pseudo optimism
too late cant tink liao
aniwae tok alot abt my kids tt day then can rattle on n on with jan /o hafing to sense glasses clanking n dust being blown due to the boredom i brought... ha
pple with same experiences can relate better la i guess
a happi nite
then sat came went for k box but dont haf aft macs breakfast manda carol xian suppose to cum my house
happi thing
but figured i lost my hp when i reach the lift landing
huimin neva lose her things
her ex things lor
ask xiangyun how paranoid she was when she was young... will squat down in the middle of no where to search her bag for her wallet haha
i dont lose my things lor
but as carol they all say there is always a first time
called interchanges to no avail...
concluded tt the bus person at changi interchange is more helpful then the one at hougang
but well didnt si xin
went up one hour worth of 27.... starting frm ard the time it takes to loop bk to sengkang
abt 10+buses i tink
didnt find anithing
but most drivers r nice...
onli one sickening whu kept telling mi he's driving off he's driving off when i went up to seach
relac la uncle
sigh
the rest r generally nice but they gave mi the ' u r too hopeful la' look which i guess i true
wud i return a hp if i pick up one?
my idea of finder's keeper but hmmm
mayb aft this incident n my fav purple i can b fren of police man.. no more fren of singa this yr haha
mayb
but now tt i lost a phone haha
may---b?
sigh cant take it lost all my no
my contacts like wif pri sch pple.. but with batch directory n class can still find bk most
sigh dont like to lose things...
i can win fren of karang guni award as well
the things i keep haa
then sun nite went to attend a malay wedding hafnt done it since i was veri young
spicy but gd food tink xinyi will luv...
weddings hmm the hassle but the happiness can b felt la
my tuition kid wans to b invited to my wedding? haha like how long she muz wait? see her pattern scarli i go attend hers like a spinster haha
mid yr tuition many times a wk scary..
stress but i tried la dunnoe can not cannot boh pian sack mi then?
happi sad happi sad until dont feel anithing much generally
but was rather ju sang on sat la.. like sitting on the little stone slab to wait for 27?
the met the judo girls then happi until like siao n tok funnily haha
wierd...oh the 1 hr 14 bus ride realized tt east coast rd got alot of eateries... mus go try one day mayb in aug when i can drive liao then can borrow my bro's bread van the drive my frens ard for supper... i'm assuming a one-time pass hafta stress got big shoes to fill frm past 2 examples
i tink my parasympathetic vagus nerve activity rather powerful most of the time.. the bk i reading wow got many this big terms....
hoping to find sumthing tt stimulates the sympathetic one then pulse will race n bp will rise.,.. haha
the heart - mind issuse quite intriguing.. hafta learn alot frm him...
met a bus driver on 372 on my way to tuition then met the same one aft my tuition
yuan fen? yi mian zhi yuan onli la...
same thing happened in little india oso met the same couple before n aft my tuition at the same place summore scary...
wat is it with ang moh n little india? they r everiwhere?
n i feel tt tt place is not even the generalized protrayal of singapore... but the place can see uncommon things
pple selling 2nd hand goods in lorries...
pple sleeping along the rd..
at night pple so dark u tink they r shadows until u make out their features then u jump abit
pple so dark u tink they statue until they move.. scary haha
btw like i told serene the boat's here
i see mani mani funerals scary
muz b careful but i guesss everione has their time la
so no scared la
the ah gong gong gor club established together with the merk sharp n dome life sciences lab at rgs haha
with philip yeo eppendorf tubes n orchids yea
金曜日, 4月 30, 2004
3 funni things happened today
1
was sent home by my tuition kid's mum by car
the kid was in the car as well
she told the mum she wanted to hear the song 《黑眼圈》
i was like huh? wat a name haa
when the song started i recog it ...
was 小刚's 黄昏
haha she called it dark eye rings coz the song goes
唱不完一首歌 疲倦还剩下黑眼圈
感情的世界伤害在所难免
黄昏再美终要黑夜
haha wat a apt title given by a pri 3 kid though
always tot the 小刚 = 周传雄 person is this oldie tt come out again to cheat younsters whu go crazy over him with this ahem hip image
i guess i was bias
the song's realli quite nice words r not too bad as well n it's realli veri catchy can cater to wide range of age gp i tink
n i always tot onli pple like my da ge whu was a fan when he was in sec sch to buy his cassette tape whu support him n by his album
i became the consumer n bought it for my bro though
hmph
haa shud re-listen the album
2
aft my serangoon tuition it rained cats n dogs..
pardon the idom/proverb
looking at kids writing 'the brillant rays of the morning sun shone thru my bed rm window...'
creative writing
aniwae heavy rain so BIG until my jeans was wet frm toe to waist?
haha then i went on 27 n guess wat
tot i was safe n shelltered liao
but the bus was raining inside haha
i didnt noe y but to mi
the sight was hiliarious
heavy rain outside then this ventilation/air con thing on top of the bus was drippping rather badly with H2O
like u evil then onli got one cumulonimbus cloud above ur head raining on ya haha
i'm not evil
when i was having my bayshore tuiiton
lightning light up the sky pink
scary
damn heavy
tink ani evil person(s) walking along the rd might get strike my lightning
i was quite certain i wont b :)
3
bayshore security guardhouse
mus give them ur ic sumtimes if u r visitor
depending on the guard too
today's guard was rather shocked when i took out my pink ic,..
he tot i was frm CHINA
hmmmmmmm
do i look like a china girl
i'm chinese la but??
haha
when i gave him the
aha O_O" look
he told mi i was pretty nontheless
ERM @__@ "l
3 amusing happenings today
1
was sent home by my tuition kid's mum by car
the kid was in the car as well
she told the mum she wanted to hear the song 《黑眼圈》
i was like huh? wat a name haa
when the song started i recog it ...
was 小刚's 黄昏
haha she called it dark eye rings coz the song goes
唱不完一首歌 疲倦还剩下黑眼圈
感情的世界伤害在所难免
黄昏再美终要黑夜
haha wat a apt title given by a pri 3 kid though
always tot the 小刚 = 周传雄 person is this oldie tt come out again to cheat younsters whu go crazy over him with this ahem hip image
i guess i was bias
the song's realli quite nice words r not too bad as well n it's realli veri catchy can cater to wide range of age gp i tink
n i always tot onli pple like my da ge whu was a fan when he was in sec sch to buy his cassette tape whu support him n by his album
i became the consumer n bought it for my bro though
hmph
haa shud re-listen the album
2
aft my serangoon tuition it rained cats n dogs..
pardon the idom/proverb
looking at kids writing 'the brillant rays of the morning sun shone thru my bed rm window...'
creative writing
aniwae heavy rain so BIG until my jeans was wet frm toe to waist?
haha then i went on 27 n guess wat
tot i was safe n shelltered liao
but the bus was raining inside haha
i didnt noe y but to mi
the sight was hiliarious
heavy rain outside then this ventilation/air con thing on top of the bus was drippping rather badly with H2O
like u evil then onli got one cumulonimbus cloud above ur head raining on ya haha
i'm not evil
when i was having my bayshore tuiiton
lightning light up the sky pink
scary
damn heavy
tink ani evil person(s) walking along the rd might get strike my lightning
i was quite certain i wont b :)
3
bayshore security guardhouse
mus give them ur ic sumtimes if u r visitor
depending on the guard too
today's guard was rather shocked when i took out my pink ic,..
he tot i was frm CHINA
hmmmmmmm
do i look like a china girl
i'm chinese la but??
haha
when i gave him the
aha O_O" look
he told mi i was pretty nontheless
ERM @__@ "l
3 amusing happenings today
金曜日, 4月 23, 2004
went bk to jingshan pri sch todae...
saw ms bala then lin lao shi n mr swarna
a rather successful gathering i shud say.. 9/37 tt's almost a quarter...
the pri sch gathering organiser.. i'm still good la haha
liling liteng meirong izzati karthik shengkui xiangyun + me
liling ar still the same la haha
took theater studies in vj going to do psychology...
liteng future mata woman...
can so imagine
haha
meirong i say she look abit like drug addict.
then she wa lau mi
he ultra straight shoulder length finally changed abit
more funki shape n highlights haha
didnt tok to her much
but looking at her
still believe that she can b my pai zui friend haha
izzati relief malay teacher still da same
felt abit aiyah tt didnt kept close contact with her even when she was the onli one whu went rgs with mi...
but still calm steady same pattern la
karthik liling say he look like contractor
i tink he look like some middle edge man with tt moustache
but he can ride motorbike liao n he promise to give mi a ride hah
mi still hafnt ride on motorbike b4....
he shud stop smoking though...
if i get into med
guess i can treat him if he gets lung c*****
choi touch wood la
but aiyah
my longest knowing fren frm pri sch
same class frm pri 1 to 6 la
buddy la
shengkui say he used to haf shoulder length long hair..
hah cant imagine
but jus shaved his head
so still da same la
study interior design
wow didnt know tt they have to study philosophy of like different philosophers to understand their concepts n themes for designing
rather cool
didnt know tt puma n addidas used to be 'brothers'
haha
the rather short guy whu always sits at the front row when we take class photo with thre younger siblings
always rem tt he told us he jus bought some junk food to celebrate his own bdae when we were younger n hafta tend to his parents' fruit stall at the market
lifang still da same la
look n sound the same
brillant in maths
going to b engineer
then xiangyun didnt get to meet the rest but haha went to watch 50first dates with her n liteng
best fren in pri sch :)
jus met this 8 pple
talked abt wat we doing wat we did wat we r going to do
these r the pple i haf known for like abt 10yrs...
wow
but guess we like went different ways la
the jc pple n poly pple tt's wat some of them say la
abit la
but still veri happi to see them la
haha tok alot of rubbish oso
got to know wat they r up to nowadays
how they haf been
hear them tok feels like no matter how different we r now underneath we r still kinda the same
still feel more or less like how i knew them when we were 9 haha
those pple tt wont scheme at u
those pple tt feels comfortable n familiar to hang ard
toking abt the good old days
class soccer
the sitting arrangement
how even the school uniform changed n the old builing demolished
tink the uniform now abit ugly ours still nicer i tink
then the large field tt we used to play rounders watch guys play soccer n run ard make shoes muddy in
where i used to catch grasshoppers but kena tramatized when my teacher threw them away
can rem the stairs n stuff
but the pple there still the same haa
the teachers the stall holders the bus driver uncle rama
wow
the place where the caterpillar dropped on xiangyun n mi meirong go dig earthworm during sci class n sway them to scare other girls haha
sigh
so long ago la
then the guys all taller than mi now sigh
but i guess as we grow old things change la
glad still haf these pple tt share some part of my past with mi
mr swarna
still looking the same
the teacher frm ri tt told mi tt rgs was good
so i went
another place tt i guess accumulate up to mould mi la
the days when i was some gangster girl tt fight with classmates behind the canteen
but still the smartie kid tt teachers love haha
rather happening days
happi childhood
the pple tt i dint get to meet today
heard abit abt them
wonder how they r getting along but guess everione doing fine la
hafta wat....
some how figure up where they going
at the pt in life where i gotta thing of where i going n wat i wan to do...
tinking abt the past comfort mi abit la
feel abit old looking at the kids
but still feel comforted like i'm still mi last time
getting all nostalgic haha
how much i haf changed huh
how much i haf learnt more importantly
well
an enjoyable day catching up with pri sch frens n teacher
saw ms bala then lin lao shi n mr swarna
a rather successful gathering i shud say.. 9/37 tt's almost a quarter...
the pri sch gathering organiser.. i'm still good la haha
liling liteng meirong izzati karthik shengkui xiangyun + me
liling ar still the same la haha
took theater studies in vj going to do psychology...
liteng future mata woman...
can so imagine
haha
meirong i say she look abit like drug addict.
then she wa lau mi
he ultra straight shoulder length finally changed abit
more funki shape n highlights haha
didnt tok to her much
but looking at her
still believe that she can b my pai zui friend haha
izzati relief malay teacher still da same
felt abit aiyah tt didnt kept close contact with her even when she was the onli one whu went rgs with mi...
but still calm steady same pattern la
karthik liling say he look like contractor
i tink he look like some middle edge man with tt moustache
but he can ride motorbike liao n he promise to give mi a ride hah
mi still hafnt ride on motorbike b4....
he shud stop smoking though...
if i get into med
guess i can treat him if he gets lung c*****
choi touch wood la
but aiyah
my longest knowing fren frm pri sch
same class frm pri 1 to 6 la
buddy la
shengkui say he used to haf shoulder length long hair..
hah cant imagine
but jus shaved his head
so still da same la
study interior design
wow didnt know tt they have to study philosophy of like different philosophers to understand their concepts n themes for designing
rather cool
didnt know tt puma n addidas used to be 'brothers'
haha
the rather short guy whu always sits at the front row when we take class photo with thre younger siblings
always rem tt he told us he jus bought some junk food to celebrate his own bdae when we were younger n hafta tend to his parents' fruit stall at the market
lifang still da same la
look n sound the same
brillant in maths
going to b engineer
then xiangyun didnt get to meet the rest but haha went to watch 50first dates with her n liteng
best fren in pri sch :)
jus met this 8 pple
talked abt wat we doing wat we did wat we r going to do
these r the pple i haf known for like abt 10yrs...
wow
but guess we like went different ways la
the jc pple n poly pple tt's wat some of them say la
abit la
but still veri happi to see them la
haha tok alot of rubbish oso
got to know wat they r up to nowadays
how they haf been
hear them tok feels like no matter how different we r now underneath we r still kinda the same
still feel more or less like how i knew them when we were 9 haha
those pple tt wont scheme at u
those pple tt feels comfortable n familiar to hang ard
toking abt the good old days
class soccer
the sitting arrangement
how even the school uniform changed n the old builing demolished
tink the uniform now abit ugly ours still nicer i tink
then the large field tt we used to play rounders watch guys play soccer n run ard make shoes muddy in
where i used to catch grasshoppers but kena tramatized when my teacher threw them away
can rem the stairs n stuff
but the pple there still the same haa
the teachers the stall holders the bus driver uncle rama
wow
the place where the caterpillar dropped on xiangyun n mi meirong go dig earthworm during sci class n sway them to scare other girls haha
sigh
so long ago la
then the guys all taller than mi now sigh
but i guess as we grow old things change la
glad still haf these pple tt share some part of my past with mi
mr swarna
still looking the same
the teacher frm ri tt told mi tt rgs was good
so i went
another place tt i guess accumulate up to mould mi la
the days when i was some gangster girl tt fight with classmates behind the canteen
but still the smartie kid tt teachers love haha
rather happening days
happi childhood
the pple tt i dint get to meet today
heard abit abt them
wonder how they r getting along but guess everione doing fine la
hafta wat....
some how figure up where they going
at the pt in life where i gotta thing of where i going n wat i wan to do...
tinking abt the past comfort mi abit la
feel abit old looking at the kids
but still feel comforted like i'm still mi last time
getting all nostalgic haha
how much i haf changed huh
how much i haf learnt more importantly
well
an enjoyable day catching up with pri sch frens n teacher
水曜日, 4月 21, 2004
火曜日, 4月 20, 2004
ANGRY! ANGRY! ANGRY!
earlier this morning
woke up realising tt it's morn liao n i missed the korean show tt i've been waiting for since last wed.
Damn
wow i was like ultra pissed n barked at pple
there's this deja vu
like when i was still in sch, falling asleep when i wan to study/do my hw
it happens almost everidae and i'll wake up at 6am the next dae with my bag as it was the dae b4
this feeling irritates mi alot
no wonder last time my results so sai
my slack life for the past 5mth almost allowed myself to forget abt it.
and it came bk
in torrents
i hate this kinda thing
missing the show is nothing TOO BIG
but it;s the 'i've many things to do, i've time but my things jus dont get done' syndrome
abd i dread going to my work
boring n the travelling.
i left home at 8.30 and i reached home onli at abt 9.30
am... pm
13hrs outside jus to earn the almost 100bucks
think of the $ think of the $ wth
then all the kids hafing the mid yr on da same wk
10/5 tt wk
stress
n like happinesss my hsa 2nd interview on tt day
i go cancel sure kena blackface/scolded my the mama die
dunnoe they stress or i stress
skarli they dont do well how????
sigh
waiting waiting waiting
@ specialist clinic B orthopedics
an appointment aft 4 mts
the broken arm haha
hope to put the whole episode behind
all the shit you've to go thru aft tt
taking 1 hr to bathe
cant wear clothes myself
physio tt hurts damn alot to straighten the freaking bent 90o arm
the arm more or less the same as it used to b
almost forgot how incovenenient it used to b
almost
the funni bent bone will be ard to remind mi for a long time to come
and the suan-ness i feel when i try to do push up during kick box
reminded of it the first thing i woke up this moren
whining wth
glad tt iit's all over la
hope tt i never hafta be a patient again
wait:1.5hr
consultation:0.5hr
cost $20
:S
(11am)
earlier this morning
woke up realising tt it's morn liao n i missed the korean show tt i've been waiting for since last wed.
Damn
wow i was like ultra pissed n barked at pple
there's this deja vu
like when i was still in sch, falling asleep when i wan to study/do my hw
it happens almost everidae and i'll wake up at 6am the next dae with my bag as it was the dae b4
this feeling irritates mi alot
no wonder last time my results so sai
my slack life for the past 5mth almost allowed myself to forget abt it.
and it came bk
in torrents
i hate this kinda thing
missing the show is nothing TOO BIG
but it;s the 'i've many things to do, i've time but my things jus dont get done' syndrome
abd i dread going to my work
boring n the travelling.
i left home at 8.30 and i reached home onli at abt 9.30
am... pm
13hrs outside jus to earn the almost 100bucks
think of the $ think of the $ wth
then all the kids hafing the mid yr on da same wk
10/5 tt wk
stress
n like happinesss my hsa 2nd interview on tt day
i go cancel sure kena blackface/scolded my the mama die
dunnoe they stress or i stress
skarli they dont do well how????
sigh
waiting waiting waiting
@ specialist clinic B orthopedics
an appointment aft 4 mts
the broken arm haha
hope to put the whole episode behind
all the shit you've to go thru aft tt
taking 1 hr to bathe
cant wear clothes myself
physio tt hurts damn alot to straighten the freaking bent 90o arm
the arm more or less the same as it used to b
almost forgot how incovenenient it used to b
almost
the funni bent bone will be ard to remind mi for a long time to come
and the suan-ness i feel when i try to do push up during kick box
reminded of it the first thing i woke up this moren
whining wth
glad tt iit's all over la
hope tt i never hafta be a patient again
wait:1.5hr
consultation:0.5hr
cost $20
:S
(11am)
土曜日, 4月 03, 2004
我的家在一個偏僻的山村,父母都是面朝黃土背朝天的農民。
我有一個小我三歲的弟弟。
有一次我為了買女孩子們都有的花手絹,
偷偷拿了父親抽屜裏5毛錢。
父親當天就發現錢少了,
就讓我們跪在牆邊,拿著一根竹竿,
讓我們承認到底是誰偷的。
我被當時的情景嚇傻了,低著頭不敢說話。
父親見我們都不承認,說那兩個一起挨打。
說完就揚起手裏的竹竿,
忽然弟弟抓住父親的手大聲說：『爸,是我偷的,不是姐幹的！』
你打我吧！
父親手裏的竹竿無情地落在弟弟的背上、肩上,
父親氣得喘不過氣來
打完了坐在炕上
罵道：『你現在就知道偷家裏的,將來長大了還了得?我打死你這個不爭氣的。』
當天晚上,我和母親摟著滿身是傷痕的弟弟,弟弟一滴眼淚都沒掉。
半夜裏, 我突然號啕大哭,
弟弟用小手捂住我的嘴說：『,姐,你別哭,反正我也挨完打了。』
我一直在恨自己當時沒有勇氣承認,
事過多年,弟弟替了我擋竹竿的樣子 ,我仍然記憶猶新。
那一年,弟弟8歲,我11歲。
弟弟中學畢業那年,考上了縣裏的重點高中。
同時我也接到了省城大學的錄取通知書。
那天晚上,父親蹲在院子裏一袋一袋地抽著旱煙,
嘴裏還叨咕著,倆娃都這麼爭氣,真爭氣。
母親偷偷地抹著眼淚說爭氣有啥用啊,拿啥供啊?
弟弟走到父親面前說：『爸,我不想念了,反正也念夠了。』
父親一巴掌打在弟弟的臉上，說：『你怎就這麼沒出息？』
我就是砸鍋賣鐵也要把你們姐倆供出來。說完轉身出去挨家借錢。
我撫摸著弟弟紅腫的臉說：『你得念下去,男娃不念書就一輩子走不出這窮山溝了。』弟弟看著我,點點頭。
當時我已經決定放棄上學的機會了。 |
沒想到第二天天還沒亮，弟弟就偷偷帶著幾件破衣服和幾個乾巴饅頭走了
在我枕邊留下一個紙條：姐,你別愁了,考上大學不容易,我出去打工供你。弟。
我握著那張字條,趴在炕上,失聲痛哭。那一年,弟弟17歲,我20歲。
我用父親滿村子借的錢和弟弟在工地裏搬水泥掙的錢終於讀到了大三。
一天我正在寢室裏看書,同學跑進來喊我,梅子,有個老鄉在找你。
怎麼會有老鄉找我呢？
我走出去,遠遠地看見弟弟,穿著滿身是水泥和沙子的工作服等我。
我說，你怎和我同 學說你是我老鄉啊?
他笑著說,你看我穿的這樣,說是你弟,你同學還不笑話你？ |
我鼻子一酸,眼淚就落了下來。
我給弟弟拍打身上的塵土,哽咽著說：『你本來就是我弟,這輩子不管穿成啥樣,我都不怕別人笑話！』
他從兜裏小心翼翼地掏出一個用手絹包著的蝴蝶髮夾,
在我頭上比量著, 說我看城裏的姑娘都戴這個,就給你也買一個。
我再也沒有忍住，在大街上就抱著弟弟哭起來。
那一年,弟弟20歲,我23歲。
我第一次領男朋友回家,看到家裏掉了多少年的玻璃安上了,
屋子裏也收拾得一塵不染。男朋友走了以後我向母親撒嬌,
我說：『媽,咋把家收拾得這麼乾淨啊？』
母親老了,笑起來臉上像一朵菊花,說：『這是你弟提早回來收拾的,你看他手上的口子 沒？是安玻璃時劃的。』
我進弟弟的小屋裏，看到弟弟日漸消瘦的臉,心裏很難過。
他還是笑著說,：『你第一次帶朋友回家,還是城裏的大學生,不能讓人家笑話咱家。』
我給他的傷口上藥, 問他，疼不?他說,不疼。
我在工地上，石頭把腳砸得腫得穿不了鞋,還幹活兒呢……
說到一半就把嘴閉上不說了。
我把臉轉過去,哭了出來。那一年,弟弟23歲,我26歲。
我結婚以後,住在城裏,幾次和丈夫要把父母接來一起住,他們都不肯,
說離開那村子就不知道幹啥了。
弟弟也不同意,說姐：『你就全心照顧姐夫的爸媽吧！』
咱爸媽有我呢。
丈夫升上廠裏的廠長,我和他商量把弟弟調上來管理修理部,
沒想到弟弟不肯, 執意做了一個修理工。
一次弟弟登梯子修理電線,讓電擊了住進醫院。
我和丈夫去看他。我撫著他打著石膏的腿埋怨他,
早讓你當幹部你不幹,現在,摔成這樣,要是不當工人能讓你去幹那活兒嗎?
他一臉嚴肅地說,你怎不替我姐夫著想著想呢?
他剛上來,我又沒文化,直接就當官,給他造成啥影響啊?
丈夫感動得熱淚盈眶,我也哭著說,弟啊,你沒文化都是姐給你耽誤了。
他拉過我的手說,都過去了,還提它幹啥?那一年,弟弟26歲,我29歲 。
弟弟30歲那年,才和一個本分的農村姑娘結了婚。
在婚禮上,主持人問他,
你最敬愛的人是誰,他想都沒想就回答：『我姐。』
弟弟講起了一個我都記不得的故事：
我剛上小學的時候,學校在鄰村,每天我和我姐都得走上一個小時才到家。
有一天,我的手套丟了一隻,我姐就把她的給我一隻,
她自己就戴一隻手套走了那?遠的路。
回家以後,我姐的那只手凍得都 拿不起筷子了。
從那時候，我就發誓我這輩子一定要對我姐好。
台下一片掌聲,賓客們都把目光轉向我。
我說，我這一輩子最感謝的人是我弟。在我最應該高興的時刻,
我卻止不住淚流滿面......
《什麼是愛》~email frm yimyee
我有一個小我三歲的弟弟。
有一次我為了買女孩子們都有的花手絹,
偷偷拿了父親抽屜裏5毛錢。
父親當天就發現錢少了,
就讓我們跪在牆邊,拿著一根竹竿,
讓我們承認到底是誰偷的。
我被當時的情景嚇傻了,低著頭不敢說話。
父親見我們都不承認,說那兩個一起挨打。
說完就揚起手裏的竹竿,
忽然弟弟抓住父親的手大聲說：『爸,是我偷的,不是姐幹的！』
你打我吧！
父親手裏的竹竿無情地落在弟弟的背上、肩上,
父親氣得喘不過氣來
打完了坐在炕上
罵道：『你現在就知道偷家裏的,將來長大了還了得?我打死你這個不爭氣的。』
當天晚上,我和母親摟著滿身是傷痕的弟弟,弟弟一滴眼淚都沒掉。
半夜裏, 我突然號啕大哭,
弟弟用小手捂住我的嘴說：『,姐,你別哭,反正我也挨完打了。』
我一直在恨自己當時沒有勇氣承認,
事過多年,弟弟替了我擋竹竿的樣子 ,我仍然記憶猶新。
那一年,弟弟8歲,我11歲。
弟弟中學畢業那年,考上了縣裏的重點高中。
同時我也接到了省城大學的錄取通知書。
那天晚上,父親蹲在院子裏一袋一袋地抽著旱煙,
嘴裏還叨咕著,倆娃都這麼爭氣,真爭氣。
母親偷偷地抹著眼淚說爭氣有啥用啊,拿啥供啊?
弟弟走到父親面前說：『爸,我不想念了,反正也念夠了。』
父親一巴掌打在弟弟的臉上，說：『你怎就這麼沒出息？』
我就是砸鍋賣鐵也要把你們姐倆供出來。說完轉身出去挨家借錢。
我撫摸著弟弟紅腫的臉說：『你得念下去,男娃不念書就一輩子走不出這窮山溝了。』弟弟看著我,點點頭。
當時我已經決定放棄上學的機會了。 |
沒想到第二天天還沒亮，弟弟就偷偷帶著幾件破衣服和幾個乾巴饅頭走了
在我枕邊留下一個紙條：姐,你別愁了,考上大學不容易,我出去打工供你。弟。
我握著那張字條,趴在炕上,失聲痛哭。那一年,弟弟17歲,我20歲。
我用父親滿村子借的錢和弟弟在工地裏搬水泥掙的錢終於讀到了大三。
一天我正在寢室裏看書,同學跑進來喊我,梅子,有個老鄉在找你。
怎麼會有老鄉找我呢？
我走出去,遠遠地看見弟弟,穿著滿身是水泥和沙子的工作服等我。
我說，你怎和我同 學說你是我老鄉啊?
他笑著說,你看我穿的這樣,說是你弟,你同學還不笑話你？ |
我鼻子一酸,眼淚就落了下來。
我給弟弟拍打身上的塵土,哽咽著說：『你本來就是我弟,這輩子不管穿成啥樣,我都不怕別人笑話！』
他從兜裏小心翼翼地掏出一個用手絹包著的蝴蝶髮夾,
在我頭上比量著, 說我看城裏的姑娘都戴這個,就給你也買一個。
我再也沒有忍住，在大街上就抱著弟弟哭起來。
那一年,弟弟20歲,我23歲。
我第一次領男朋友回家,看到家裏掉了多少年的玻璃安上了,
屋子裏也收拾得一塵不染。男朋友走了以後我向母親撒嬌,
我說：『媽,咋把家收拾得這麼乾淨啊？』
母親老了,笑起來臉上像一朵菊花,說：『這是你弟提早回來收拾的,你看他手上的口子 沒？是安玻璃時劃的。』
我進弟弟的小屋裏，看到弟弟日漸消瘦的臉,心裏很難過。
他還是笑著說,：『你第一次帶朋友回家,還是城裏的大學生,不能讓人家笑話咱家。』
我給他的傷口上藥, 問他，疼不?他說,不疼。
我在工地上，石頭把腳砸得腫得穿不了鞋,還幹活兒呢……
說到一半就把嘴閉上不說了。
我把臉轉過去,哭了出來。那一年,弟弟23歲,我26歲。
我結婚以後,住在城裏,幾次和丈夫要把父母接來一起住,他們都不肯,
說離開那村子就不知道幹啥了。
弟弟也不同意,說姐：『你就全心照顧姐夫的爸媽吧！』
咱爸媽有我呢。
丈夫升上廠裏的廠長,我和他商量把弟弟調上來管理修理部,
沒想到弟弟不肯, 執意做了一個修理工。
一次弟弟登梯子修理電線,讓電擊了住進醫院。
我和丈夫去看他。我撫著他打著石膏的腿埋怨他,
早讓你當幹部你不幹,現在,摔成這樣,要是不當工人能讓你去幹那活兒嗎?
他一臉嚴肅地說,你怎不替我姐夫著想著想呢?
他剛上來,我又沒文化,直接就當官,給他造成啥影響啊?
丈夫感動得熱淚盈眶,我也哭著說,弟啊,你沒文化都是姐給你耽誤了。
他拉過我的手說,都過去了,還提它幹啥?那一年,弟弟26歲,我29歲 。
弟弟30歲那年,才和一個本分的農村姑娘結了婚。
在婚禮上,主持人問他,
你最敬愛的人是誰,他想都沒想就回答：『我姐。』
弟弟講起了一個我都記不得的故事：
我剛上小學的時候,學校在鄰村,每天我和我姐都得走上一個小時才到家。
有一天,我的手套丟了一隻,我姐就把她的給我一隻,
她自己就戴一隻手套走了那?遠的路。
回家以後,我姐的那只手凍得都 拿不起筷子了。
從那時候，我就發誓我這輩子一定要對我姐好。
台下一片掌聲,賓客們都把目光轉向我。
我說，我這一輩子最感謝的人是我弟。在我最應該高興的時刻,
我卻止不住淚流滿面......
《什麼是愛》~email frm yimyee
月曜日, 3月 29, 2004
金曜日, 3月 26, 2004
惊人耳目的事件
老婆婆一时紧张，就为了追这一趟地铁。
她把手提袋摆在电动扶梯的梯阶上，弯下腰想提起。
一时不慎，慢动作地跌坐在梯阶上。
扶梯徐徐下降，她坐在平地上，梯阶已变成平地，毫不留情地滑进出口，以便开始往上爬。
滑过她的臀部，却没帮她站起来。
目睹这一切
目瞪口呆
一个箭步走上前，伸出援助之手。
“Please help me"
想拉她一把，好重。
心有余而力不足的感觉。还好有位携带子女的大叔出手相助。
”喀嚓“疏松的骨质发出了声音，好可怕。
站了起来，
提起袋子，往即将紧闭的门冲去。
XXX
”一时紧张，一时紧张”
不好意思。随身走向另一车厢。
若在下车前她还在，一定上前问候
满头白发，戴着一副眼镜，拿着一把白色的雨伞，
孤寂地坐在一旁
XXX
深呼吸，走去。
XXX
她闭着眼睛
“你没事吧？”
HUH？
"Did you injure yourself?"
*Smilez*
"没事，没事，没受伤，一时滑倒 HA”
“没事就好，没受伤就好。”
“谢谢你，谢谢你”
微微一笑，下了地铁，上了另一排电动扶梯。
回头，双目交汇，互相微笑。
挥着手，扬长而去。
*完结* 四月二十四日
XXX
真是有缘，再一次巧遇，在同一排电动扶梯。
她依然往同一个方向，
我却与她背道而驰。
同一个事件，同一个地点，同样的我俩，同样的一把白色的雨伞。
不同的心情，往不同的方向走去。
我，
归心似箭。^___^
她，
吃力地上了同样无情的扶梯。
我，
尽量往下看，想望着她安全降落，抵达。
它 -- 地铁，
同样早了十秒钟抵达。
希望，
她不再匆匆忙忙，失足。
希望，
她安全抵达。
*完结* 四月二十五日
老婆婆一时紧张，就为了追这一趟地铁。
她把手提袋摆在电动扶梯的梯阶上，弯下腰想提起。
一时不慎，慢动作地跌坐在梯阶上。
扶梯徐徐下降，她坐在平地上，梯阶已变成平地，毫不留情地滑进出口，以便开始往上爬。
滑过她的臀部，却没帮她站起来。
目睹这一切
目瞪口呆
一个箭步走上前，伸出援助之手。
“Please help me"
想拉她一把，好重。
心有余而力不足的感觉。还好有位携带子女的大叔出手相助。
”喀嚓“疏松的骨质发出了声音，好可怕。
站了起来，
提起袋子，往即将紧闭的门冲去。
XXX
”一时紧张，一时紧张”
不好意思。随身走向另一车厢。
若在下车前她还在，一定上前问候
满头白发，戴着一副眼镜，拿着一把白色的雨伞，
孤寂地坐在一旁
XXX
深呼吸，走去。
XXX
她闭着眼睛
“你没事吧？”
HUH？
"Did you injure yourself?"
*Smilez*
"没事，没事，没受伤，一时滑倒 HA”
“没事就好，没受伤就好。”
“谢谢你，谢谢你”
微微一笑，下了地铁，上了另一排电动扶梯。
回头，双目交汇，互相微笑。
挥着手，扬长而去。
*完结* 四月二十四日
XXX
真是有缘，再一次巧遇，在同一排电动扶梯。
她依然往同一个方向，
我却与她背道而驰。
同一个事件，同一个地点，同样的我俩，同样的一把白色的雨伞。
不同的心情，往不同的方向走去。
我，
归心似箭。^___^
她，
吃力地上了同样无情的扶梯。
我，
尽量往下看，想望着她安全降落，抵达。
它 -- 地铁，
同样早了十秒钟抵达。
希望，
她不再匆匆忙忙，失足。
希望，
她安全抵达。
*完结* 四月二十五日
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