One year in 40 seconds

just like that, this year flew past in a blink of an eye..

the year's coming to an end
my holiday's coming to an end
the last holiday of my undergrad life i guess (hopefully)
the end is near. the end of a beginning
haiz
even the drama i've been watching came to an end.



i know it's quite an old drama serial, but i haf been holding on to beng's dvd for a mother long time haa. beng! finally can return to u le. friday k :)

medicine posting starts cm. good luck!

The Wedding Date

Debra Messing&Dermot Mulroney

A lot like love 9/11

2008-12-25 康熙来了 Part 4【HQ 清晰版】武打童星长大了（上）

aww they are all grown up now :p

my best friend's wedding

i just watched abit of The Family Stone
and there was Dermot Mulroney. i remember him from My Best Friend's Wedding. after all these years, he's still cute, mayb even cuter ha

merry christmas everyone. :)

humpsfy is a hai-ster.

William Wordsworth - I wandered lonely as a cloud

I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed - and gazed - but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.


i read this poem off a friend's facebook note
according to a website: The four six-line stanzas of this poem follow a quatrain-couplet rhyme scheme: ABABCC.

i like it, for it's simplicity, and i can kind of relate to it

曹格 天使忌妒的生活 MV

wat a nice song :)

there is only so much i can and/or want to do.

this song suddenly popped into my head yest, must be the weather haha


and love actually is showing now haa
haa

omg park yong ha sang this song too!
i must haf heard this song ten thousand times when i was watching All In (x times)haa but i never realised he sang it.. no wonder i kept feeling that his singing voice is familiar haa
goosebumps man. not tt this is my fav song or anything.. just tt found out abit more info of a song i've heard yrs ago haaa
he shall me my fav korean male singer then haha :p

All In OST: Cheo-eum Geu Nal-cheo-reom / 처음 그 날처럼


here's the proof hahahaa

i've finally watched all 21 episodes of On Air, over an extended period of time.. :) it's a nice show, talking about the relationships btw actors/actresses and the staff/production crew. i just kept imagining how it's like to have a pdtn crew filming a fictious pdtn crew filming a drama. it's like filming a drama within a drama.. so in order to be able to capture all of it, it's like little russian dolls? or concentric circles of increasing size hahaha :p

park yong ha has definitely gotten older n cuter since his winter sonata days and ohh his has got a nice singing voice :)

On Air MV 11



온에어OnAir MV 경민-영은(編導) 韓中字MV(외사랑獨愛)

last night i had many dreams while i was sleeping.. the one i remembered goes something like this. i was at a fun fair and was shopping ard looking at many nice and fun things. all was well and beautiful. then i suddenly woke up to find myself zapped back into reality. back to the fact that i've got midposting test this week, end-of-posting test next wk, and MBBS in 3/12. the reality of it all. it was kinda depressing and disappointing but i've gotta dragged myself out and bed for the brand new day ahead.
mid-posting test was good, i learn q alot n drT was nice. but also felt damn cui still.. sigh.

last week passed by in a wink and before i knew it, it's december already.
my chronic fatigue is killing me, grateful for the long wkend but don't feel rested at all :(
slowly as the gloom and stresses of exams come over all of us, it's kinda freaky. macam like the weather these days, dark and dreary.
but the chill is quite nice, feels like winter's really coming to singapore haa

not sure if i'll make it through but guess we'll just try rite? heh
i was watching abit of the korean medical drama last nite, New Heart issit? the intern witnessed a RTA and had to help resus the pt, he clinically diagnosed hemo-pneumo thorax and jabbed an empty pen into the pt's 4th i/c space mid axillary line. somehow he lacerated the liver too..
but it's this panic that he feels which i totally can understand that's very glaring. somehow i still feel that i dont really know how to react if i come across similiar times like this

prof low had a nice OSCE session and bingzhuno deserves 1000pts for being so sporting n sang for the whole class woohoo! respect! heh

one week into GS posting..
i must say we are having very nice tutors at TTSH

my uro consultant over ward rds told us that
- you are actually not stupid, contrary to the belief that has been deeply ingrained in your minds, since the beginning of med school
- u guys were made to feel stupid, everytime the consultant ask u a qn in the clinic n you cant ans, n they give u this look "i cant believe u dont know the ans"
- you guys are probably cream of the crop, straight As, top in class since you r young etc

i actually felt q touched by his kind words, in the time of my life where i'm constantly doubting my sainty and competence. altho i still reserve many doubts abt my intelligence n ability to pass my exams, i felt those were very kind words a M5 can actually hear from a tutor(not to promote any complacency tho)
- instead of the usual "are you sure you r m5?"

at ttsh
of course there is father of surgery, prof LCH
i've heard so many stories abt him, but this is the first time in my clinical yrs to have him as my tutor
he's such a cute prof. he says the aim of this revision posting in surgery is to pass MBBS GS without tears. (or if we want, we can have tears of joy) hahahaha
he famous quotes of the robin+sparrow, rain before rainbow, opportunity clock vs alarm clock, are you alright? are so classical
"gallstones are tombstones where bacteria write their epitaphs" haaa

then there is father of cardiology prof CBL
who gave us this IHD tutorial
the rotating CT coronary angiogram heart with the Indiana jones music in the background is so cute and now i can tell everyone that, after an AMI, if you can climb 2 flights of stairs without feeling breathless or angina,
basically you can do watever you wan hahaaa :P

haiz 101 days to MBBS, my frens.

after whinning for so long, i'm glad it's all over. it can only be summarised into "life's a bitch.such is life" i feel that i can be a new person tmr, turn over a new leaf or sumthing. thnx gang for hanging out n laughing tonight altho we r all tired w work.. it's nice hanging out. bye cgh hello ttsh.

Alex and ShinAe 64 Eng Sub Ep34


THE END ~*
my fav couple of the show.. guess i have not much reason to watch WGM any more :(

today's a fun day altho i didnt study much.. :)
byeee xiangyun.. pengyou! take care when u're there for a yr k.. i'll miss u..
my buddy n bestest fren since pri sch
altho i cant rem making u sit at a corridor when we were in pri3. i hope i dint do it.. ;P

went to T3. got tempted to bring my passport along haha
then went on a spontaneously arranged date w ahtan.. yakun at T3 n meatballs @ ikea... we haf a nice time chilling out and chatting..

met this couple sitting beside us which we absolutely cant stand the guy.. he made his girl-fren go buy food bk for him, then go get tissue n all. haiz come on la, be a man k. tsk hope she's not doing it all the time but none of our business oso lo.. altho we just discuss it in code loudly beside them.. this is a huge criteria for us, not tt we cant do it but sianz to do it all the time haa

then ikea is filled w kids walking ard w/o looking.. many charged straight at my thigh. luckily i siam them in time ha.. but i had a fun time n i miss hanging out w gang :) wait till the end of bz bz bz sip k.. haiz

alot happened over the wk for me, 'm uber tired but need to get down to work!

chanced upon this video on youtube.. haa how diff it is frm the jerk-y (beef?) guy we met :P
i like chopin x 水曜日的情事


I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus - John Cougar Mellencamp

serene! issit this song? hahaa

movies i wan2 watch
Taxidermia


Love Me If You Dare (Jeux d'enfants) - Official Trailer


remind ourselves k, ahtan! :D

ortho sip is draining.. hai not as slack as we would like it to be.. busy busy but not learning much also..
but there are still stuff i like about it.. like we've interesting HOs and there's niceness amongst them..
the patients including many elderly patients that are sometimes abit whiney but so cute that i really like them
i guess the only good thing i get out of pre-rd is the couple of minutes i get with some of them each morning.. how we interact and they recog me as one of the staff trying to get them to improve clinically :) and they treat me like a fren..
but it's still very tiring and exams are nearing, stress is high
all i can think of is i need more sleep..

decided to stay at home today, and as expected didnt study much but get to sleep alot more and spend time at home w family.
my mum is doing this massive clean up of our storeroom and she threw out lots of stuff, for me to go through and throw away if i finally decide i dont need them in my life anymore. loads of academic stuff from childhood.. being my garaguni self, i cant bring myself to throw away alot of things.. and so i guess up to a quarter or half of the storeroom's storing my books.files.notes and stuff.
i read through project work i did from sec1 till jc.. (gang! i found the medieval script we wrote!) my files, all my japanese textbooks. the simple storybooks i got in primary school for being top in class for certain subjects haa. i know i wont use them much but still dont bear to throw them away. so guess to my mum's dismay i'm going to put them back into the storeroom.

it brought me back to a happy time. where i was carefree and having fun all day long. my jc results were dismal and i found lots of remedial notes but haaa it was fun, with my judo girls and all too. my sec sch was a blast, that's for sure. i time where i made friends whom i still meet up on friday night, no matter how tired all of us are from work (or shopping heh) a decade down the road, going through Cinderella in hokkien. haha wat a day to feel nostalgic.

then i was also reminded of some little regrets i have, how i should cherish the present and make it wonderful when i look back now in 10 years time.

playhouse last night was great.. our class is really a fun-loving bunch, the recurrent humor in our playhouse plays over the years shows it all. the m1s were abit dark tho haa but i love the purple joker/killer guy.. kinda reminds me of pillowman. and half of the m4 play which i watched was controversial with yong lulu n duke, but was their props were cool too.
good job guys. :)