well, done with the frs presentation today. finally. py ask mi wat i was feeling when i was standing there at the lecturer spot.. seriously i didnt really feel much except to get it over and done with, when it wasnt my turn to talk, i actually looked carefully at everyone. it is really damn obvious wat everyone is doing, who's sleeping, who's chatting who's reading.

i guess this is what the lecturer felt, a rather shitty feeling i guess. i mean im no pro, jus a student so even if no one wants to listen to me i cant say anything, budden imagine u r some big shot frm some foreign uni, come and take all this shit frm med students who cant wake up their idea.,. then q sian rite..

personal principle, i dont talk in lecture la
but everyone is entitled to do watever they want.. tho i was abit pissed they kept talking when py was talking.. i even glared n frowned until i realize its q a funni thing to do then i stopped.. hee

watever

i m really grateful to calvin our TA, coz he doesnt owe us anything and he's not even obliged to help us but e fact that he takes time off to organize us, facilitate, vet the ppt, rehearse w us.. was great!
it always feel exceptionally good when someone does something nice to u when they dont owe it to u..
so thnx calvin

another night passed with low productivity..
feeling shitty again.. even end up looking at pple's blog.. wth

bk to study