I would say that today is a special day as i had this weird mix of feeling the whole day.
was feeling abit down in the morn.. thought i jus had no mood to b an ah siao n made pple laugh.. but in the end i still as usual entertained by 2 buddies and made them laugh. i wonder y i keep doing this thing.
I really wasnt in a joyous mood but maybe with them i'll will transiently forget my woes and haha with them. That's good

Gavin Duane Davin Guane...
neither
he is Gavin Dawe - our pharmaoco tut who ended up getting q confused w us asking him wat is the true meaning of "amount" and stuff. didnt noe pharmaco cud be so hazy too haah

cofm tutor- mdm the stastician haha she is super prim and proper, but i like the way she gives little smiles when someone actually answers her well.. took q long to get us to ans to her first qn tho.. i almost wanted to offer my ans until another classmate did... dont realli like this awakward silence in tutorials..

end of sch - friday

my random frantic wave at tracy thru the bus window made her laugh haha seeing her bobbing macam-decapitated head in the crowd laughing her head off, haha literally..
made my day too

went to e hospice as usual
helped w feeding the patients.. heard mani stories haha
enjoyed my time there
Mr L says he tink he's going to die soon. hope he's peaceful when his time comes
NP is happy to c us n looking much better :)
the 4 musketeers still as usual.. but G is happier today i tink.. he looked mi in the eye when i said hello :)

met an old neighbour
shocks mi to see how thin n wasted cancer made him
hafnt seen him in yrs n to tink we meet at the hospice
reminds mi of another senior i noe
- such as life

i dunnoe wat to feel
shock?
sad?
nothing ness?

met liling at sci foyer earlier.. my dear old fren
a buddy buddy w mi .. mi n her n xy.. we went shopping at orchard n watching movies.. realli venturing out to the world out there when we were p5?
haha seldom c her but
she's still the same
we still can tok abt anithing for long time... esp the good old days n the good old pple

took 88 home aft eatg pasta mania w py
seldom tae 88 home myself at nite
w/o my kaki haha serene la
so w nothing to do i slept...
when i first woke up it was a rather ulu plc tt i dont realli recog
i was tinkg shit dont tell mi i slp until pasir ris
coz yest i ended up in punggol too
haha
realize tt is buangkok
from then on kept dozing off waking up at parts of hougang tt i cant realli recog.. hmm
n got home!
hafnt walk tt way frm the 88bus stop in a while.. coz now im more of a mrt, lrt person

today i had mani weird feelings

happiness admist sadness
nostalgia
old things kept come bk to mi - pple i knew from long ago, places i go to alot last time but not animore, life vs death/ dying,
- such as life.

but walao e public toilet at tpy interchange is SUPER gross
had baby croakcoaches crawling up n down the wall
shit
hafnt seen such a dirty toilet in a while.. sianz
but the malay n indian ladies dancing on the stage to rather bollywood music was realli v fun to watch
like the way first lady of 2nd row shakes her head in time w the music as she dances.. she really looks like she's enjoying herself!
they had indian bollywood moves - doing little punches in the air then down at the ground
and malay dance moves - w the aeroplane like posture.. one hand front the other back , tilted at an angle, rotating at the wrist
:D