i've got a splitting headache
feels like a cumulonimbus is hanging over my head
hope i didnt do anything to harm anyone today
if i really really did... how can i forgive myself?

n watching jerry yen in bai se ju ta last nite didnt help..
oh pls let something good/nothing bad happen to me n pple ard me...

the good news is i manage to set 2 plugs by myself on a moving ambulance
the ironic thing is these r my first 2 successful plugs
never manage to do it when the hospital wasnt shaking

my first cpr done on a real pt.. manage to get bk his pulse
but heard he dint make it aft 7hrs in hosp
the # of pple i've seen passed away these few days is almost equal to all the pple i've seen passed away my whole life

such is life huh