haaa it's Winona Ryder.. not Rider..
on Wikipedia which i happen to chance upon, she was 19 when she filmed Edward Scissorhands and Johnny Depp 27 was her then boyfren.. they were actually engaged for 3 yrs haa
(random gossip)

haaa and my bro showed me this tonight.. liv told me it created a hype in NTU last sept already
hee i'm slow but here it is. just for laughs.
feedback feedback feedback.. the YLL SOM love asking us to do feedback.. cant imagine anyone writing things like that down. i'm too hum to write also la (since we have to log it and it's no longer confidential) haaa
the prof's real funny i think.



dont i just love youtube?
haaa but spent too much time on it tonight i think.. haa :P

in an attempt to find the smurf lullaby on u tube.. guesswat i typed in the word "lullaby"
and found this video first on the list!
oh my tian.. i cant imagine pple singing this song to poor kids trying to get them to sleep.. show them the mtv! even better..
shivers down my spine.. haaa
(dont watch it if u dont wanna b disturbed!) haaaa
but i must say the lyrics q interesting.. paints a nice picture haa..
oh my tian!


The Cure - Lullaby Lyrics

spy something begining with S.......

On candystripe legs the spiderman comes
Softly through the shadow of the evening sun
Stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead
Looking for the victim shivering in bed
Searching out fear in the gathering gloom and
Suddenly!
A movement in the corner of the room!
And there is nothing I can do
And I realise with fright
That the spiderman is having me for dinner tonight!

Quietly he laughs and shaking his head
Creeps closer now
Closer to the foot of the bed
And softer than shadow and quicker than flies
His arms are around me and his tongue in my eyes
"Be still be calm be quiet now my precious boy
Don't struggle like that or I will only love you more"
But it's much too late to get away or turn on the light
The spiderman is having you for dinner tonight

And I feel like I'm being eaten
By a thousand million shivering furry holes
And I know that in the morning I will wake up
In the shivering cold

The spiderman is always hungry...



the guy in bed reminds me of Edward Scissorhands (1990 - tim burton film)
i remember johnny depp frm the show but i forgot tt the female lead was winona rider.. wat a pleasant surprise when i watched the youtube video.
and i didnt know it was remade into a dance-theatre perfomance! cool.. it's a matthew bourne's adaptation.



Matthew Bourne on Edward Scissorhands


haa i manage to find it in the end.. it's the lullaby the kid sang in the last min of the video! haaa
"Guten Abend, gut Nacht." (Lullaby by J. Brahms.)

Almost Angels - Part 7

last night a fren made q an astute observation abt me, which took me by surprise. ^_^

i love going to piano class frm home, but these happen v rarely.. only during holidays, study break or community medicine posting.
going to bus 27 busstop is a nice stroll in the evening and the weather these days are perfect.. nice n windy.. abit chilly but sunny nontheless.
i'll always get abit nervous when i climb the overhead bridge to get to the other side of the road cause if i see my bus it means i wud haf to run for my life.. haaa just like AH days going to take bus 100(?) 2 harbour front.
then i wud sit at my fav ledge and dangle my feet while waiting for the bus..
the bus is usually crowded at this time as everyone's on their way home...
and by the time i reach tampines, the sun wud haf set.. so in just a short busride i would have travelled from daytime to nighttime haaaa
but the sun is setting later than usual i think, or was it the rain? because i rem it was much darker when i left my house for piano in december...

anyway i heard this loud sound as i walked towards tm.. they are actually demolishing the building tt says "spotlight" beside the mrt! work was still going on as i walked by and the rumbling sound's pretty loud..
then there was a 20min shopping frenzy before class n i was like a min late but luckily mrcheng havnt started :P

i learnt a new song today to play on the piano! actually it's a new name for a song i've always known..
Wiegenlied - J Brahms
it's the lullaby tt smurfs sing i think hee.. the one mo likes n zhenrong used to play when he was the DJ for the late night show last time..
:)

me n beng got sontong frm oldchangkee! nice haaa
n i came home~*

on 27.. passed by ikea@tampines..
went there q abit during hols in dec.. love the big yellow IKEA sign..
it's hugh!! when the bus pulled up at the busstop beside tt place
n it's so brightly lit at nite! haaa now it'll b the next pretty site along tpe.. aft the river tt runs thru sengkang tt i like as well..

last night, sitting at the sci canteen till 1030 w xunyu.. it was real windy n the wind's real chilly.
all of a sudden, it brought me back to japan..
summer nights in japan somethimes haves such strong winds..
the feeling was so strong tt i thought i actually cud smell the dinner my host mother would cook for me when i was there..
and also i cud feel tt nice feeling of the chilly wind on my skin after a nice soak in the ofuro, once again..
it's interesting how a bout of wind can bring bk so many memories.

放不下(東方茱麗葉插曲)

作詞：徐世珍　作曲：方木雄　

編曲：Tim Ngoh　演唱：龔詩嘉

你好嗎　你的夜是不是跟我的一樣漫長

是不是　還把我給你的愛好好戴在手上

要堅強　我常常對著鏡子裏的人大聲講

雖然說　孤獨的想一個人好像一種懲罰

MSN上太多的路人甲

偶爾你也該上來說說話

想著你的溫柔　想著你的模樣　我放不下

都說過了再見　我們各自飛翔　各自長大

抱緊愛會掙扎　放開愛會心慌　神也很忙

到底要實現哪個願望

離開你　那麼傻　可以後悔嗎

風很大　怕你又穿得太少會讓自己著涼

我很棒　一個人換了燈泡房間變得很亮
每一天　發生的事情我都好想要跟你講

愛很怪　什麼都介意最後又什麼都原諒

Ooh-　心裡最深的牽掛

越想遺忘越不能忘

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东方朱丽叶的这首插曲我还蛮喜欢的。

不错的一部偶像剧。。。

Happy Birthday Livia!!
just got back frm livia's 21st (pink) birthday party.. it was a nice gathering of family members n her band mates! the food wasnt too bad.. haa the same caterer which i got for my birthday too.. the food which i didnt manage to eat at all last jun. i finally got to taste the nice eclaire! which ran out first (as always) :D

Liv' my dear cousin, 姐妹，fellow member of HEAL, and fellow little ox!
heee
i've known her for all her life i guess.. frm the days when we were younger (7,8 yr-olds) being our auntie's bridesmaid and also when i was angry she took a piece of mushroom frm me in Genting.. haha to when we got abit older and became closer frens.. we went thru rgs n rj together, staggering by a year and it's always been fun hanging ard w her.. haaa n the actors tt we like are always the same so mayb tt says the same for our taste in men too! haa

so dear livia,
may u haf a fantastic 21st yr of ur life! filled w lotsa joy n happiness!! :)

(let's go watch some R(21) show together soon ;p)

this is not the first time.

i'm abit disgusted.

but i'll move on,

like i always do.

Happy Birthday
watched this show w py tonight..

i think 好朋友 this kinda ambigious relationship is tough.

i think the line in the whole show tt left the most impression was 小南's

“你一定会后悔的。”

小米一定很后悔吧。不管是在知道他要结婚的时候，还是以后知道真相，她一定会后悔的。

我觉得人的一生，做每一个抉择时，就是希望以后不会后悔。

一年一次

等待着他的生日的到来，很辛苦吧。

既然这样，就别等了。

会活得更轻松

NEW SHOES!! pretty pink w flora design!
i really liked them the first time i saw them.. i think ser ll love this print! right? (less of 碎花布 but more of her english rose kinda design) and the good thing is since they're covered-toes i can wear them out and to clinics as well!
cant wait to wear them! :)

today at abt 4+pm i finally finished my bit for CHP and sent it to our leader weidi..
finally.
yest nite 7 pple frm the data analysis stayed till abt 1045pm doing data analysis.. haa it was quite an experience... using spss to try to select n sort variables, try to crosstab, find prevalence, confidence intervals and wat not.. and then finding out tt most variables when tested are not statistically significant anyway.. after all the trouble you have been thru. hai.
our kind treasurer jess bought us oreos, chipsmore, hershey's and say CLAIM!
and we ordered kfc to appease ourselves and CLAIM!
haaa
then fq had his projector which was used to project the spore-malaysia match on the big screen so tt some of us can watch.. then there was eating kfc while watching thepeak and later abit of 金枝玉孽 and lastly a mild joy ride home frm my bro, sending some of DA team home..

then today at 5pm i set off to go to orchard to buy a birthday present i've reserved.
sengkang to orchard.. at first i was q daunted by the distance but later (like i told howen) i've decided to take it as taking a long walk.. serene likes to say, "walking is abt clearing the head".. after being immeresed in CHP for so long, i decided tt i can kinda retire slightly aft my bit in DA has been completed... now i only need to do my job as a gp leader to try to facilitate the paper n presentation team as best as i can. i feel tt it's time to reorganize my thots and move on w my life. it always happens to me.. when i do something new, i'll get suck into the situation and behave abit weirdly.. e.g when i interned at ocbc, when i taught at wsps.. frens ll notice a change in my character and i'll tend to talk like pple tt i interact w in the new environment. yep i'm tt impressionable. altho CHP was working w my frens/classmates, i think it has affected me in q an interesting way.. in ways tt i totally dint expect.. but my nice 5hr long quiet walk allowed lots of things in me to sediment and i hope i'll b bk to my old self frm now on.

i opened my eyes bigbig to observe everyone on my journey.. caught i few things tt put a smile to my face..
kids downstairs playing badminton.. caused a scene of my mama playing badminton w me n my bros when we were young to surface.
kids in pe attire walking home in the evening.. brought me bk to the evening flag lowering session of wsps and me sending the kids off at the sch gate
a heart warming smile frm an old lady to her husband.. her husband was standing one step ahead on her on the escalator, i was standing one step behind. when we got to the top.. he turned rd on his right to look for her, but she has already quietly walked to his left.. he looked confused, then worried, then hurriedly turned ard to look for her on the left.. and she gave him this smile.. kinda like a "laughing-at-him" smile, something i seldom see in old pple i think. but they looked happy anyhow

on my way bk i saw a he/she.. dressed in a short skirt, black stockings and thick makeup.. i was like ok... but i was amused when a lady try to swallow her giggle and she had a weird look on her face.
then there was this fair little boy who hanged a hugh superman water bottle ard his neck haa.. it's those kind when u press a button, the top ll open up, then u can drink frm it? it brought me bk to a hardware store in amk central where my mama used to bring us to. tt places had shelves of household products n i rem choosing a waterbottle for myself many many yrs bk, when i was a kid.
then there was the nice lady at metro who taught me something new and solved a mystery for me.. something which i've been wondering abt for yrs... but forgot abt it until she told me today.

so i did some therapeutic shopping and got almost everything i set out to buy last wed. spent q abit of $ but in the end my mama say new clothes n shoes for cny can claim haa so :D

came home at 10.. and caught a whole episode of 金枝玉孽 for the first time. jh has been telling me it's real exciting must watch.. but i never had the time to sit ard n watch it until today. it's real exciting i must say haaa just one episode n now i'm real curious y the maid died in the pond! haaa
and i watched my chen hao! he said to 安茜 something like:
你总是要有个人照顾，
需要的时候， 有人为你奔走。
有事的时候， 有人为你出主意。
下雨的时候， 有人为你打伞。
aww.. so sweet.. esp the last line!
haaa if bradpitt's my fav frm holloywood, chenhao ll b my fav frm hk!
haa.. my mama thinks he's q ugly.. but haa i think he looks q cool wat. ^_^

but the show is reall q exciting i must say. :)

today i did something tt i normally would not do.. which is to lose my temper n scream at someone, outside of my home.. i usu v calm and even-tempered amongst my frens.. and yup being the lousy-take-my-family-for-granted kinda person, i'll only explode when i'm home la

but today because of some slight things tt a fren kept irritating me w.. i exploded in his face and said real mean stuff. i feel q guitly abt it la.. and i think he got it even worse because i know he's my good fren... i think i wont say such stuff to strangers i work w.. because my motto is "never say anything tt ll burn bridges.. always b diplomatic" and i used to pride myself as having a v high self moniter and not showing blackface even when i angry when i'm w other pple.
ah zui.. i'm sorry ya.

but this is like the 2nd time in 4days lo.. i kinda raised my voice to my subgp leader on fri also la. haizz this sucks big time. CHP is getting more interesting in the sense tt it's bringing out sides of me tt has never been seen in public before.. even i was stunned when i said wat i said today.

i better watch it k. watch my temper n stay calm.
how can i lead a gp when i'm so hypersensitive and volatile..
how can i go ard being a liability n exploding in pple's faces when i just cant take it?
there's nothing i cant tahan. i seriously dont want the same thing to happen ever again. angry w myself now, coming to think of it. how can i not b my usual eventempered, levelheaded self? esp when the situation really needs me to b right now? hai.

[MV] 專屬天使 - Tank



the last time i watched 花样少年少女 was tt day after i puked aft meeting gang at bishan... tt aft when i was feeling alright.. i watched the last few episodes frm the vcd set py bought for me. so the last epi was until 8 and told while i randomly checked youtube, i found ep9 already! haaa
so yep just finished watching it.. the show is real funny.. haaa cant wait for more episodes.. even feel like getting the bk so tt i can know the ending first :p

so this is the ending song of tt show.. think the mtv was just filmed early this yr.. and the invited ella n wuzun to come star in the mtv because the lyrics q related to the show i guess.. :)

私ね、自分本当にほしいのものは何ですか？
時々なんか心配しています。
一生、そのもの見つかれないたら、どうしよう？
でも、本当にほしいですか？
さー

当惑した夜ですね。
自分の心はもっと素直をできますか？

”何もほしくない”　この気持ちはもうすぐ維持しないかも。

just drew this on my erge's white board

haaa q cute right

but this is as good as my artistic talent gets la..

cause the C in p6 has scarred me permanently :p

gang ll know my ability to draw frm my track record of previous win-lose-or-draw contests

miss those white chicks days.

SONGS I HEARD FROM TIMBRE ON FRI NIGHT

FIX YOU - COLDPLAY


YELLOW – COLDPLAY


Haha huay likes coldplay songs right? If u happen to see this while trying to de-stress frm ur exams preparations, hope it helps! Jiayou for exams! Like wat py says.. u’ll be back in the tropics with us after this sem.. so hang in there ya ! :)

The sun and strong wind coming in from my window now.. really makes me feel that CNY is round the corner. It’s always this time of the year that has such weather.. isn’t?
A perfect day to swim.. but I don’t like to swim on wkends cause it’ll be too crowded.. oh I went for a swim on wed morning.. a good 1.5hr swim, covering 40laps.. hee I know that’s rather slow but I haven’t swim for quite a long while le.. so quite unfit la. But I love swimming haaa love the way all sounds get muffled when u get ur head in the water, love the way sunlight shines thru the water and produce this shimmering effect. The water pressure is very comforting and makes me feel v relaxed and at home. Maybe it’s just my vivid imagination, but I really fell very at ease when I’m underwater.. which makes me wonder if I was a marine creature in my past life haaa oh well I’m luohan (a fish w a bump on it’s forehead) this life time too.. and I’ve ever gotten fishcake from the judogirls on my birthday lor.. haaaa

But I’m q boring when it comes to swimming.. just complete the laps tt I set my target to finish n I go home.. it brings back nice memories from childhood cause swimming was my first cca.. i rem that it’ll either be on wed morning or afternoon, depending on whether u r morning or aft session. Then I’ll go buy the 30cents small packet of chicken flavoured Twistes on Tuesday, as a after-swim snack on the bus ride back to sch frm yiochukang swimming complex. That’s where I learnt how to swim and made lotsa frens and we’ll compete amongst each other.

But this wed I was real happy.. glad to finally b swimming in a good weather. Didn’t manage to do it during dec hols cause the first week was raining real heavily n the second wk I was in ttsh la. I like the way the warmth of the sun follows u home hours after u’ve left the pool.. and I took my favourite way home.. down my fav path lined by nice trees w sun filtering in.. so I guess I used up all my happiness in the morning by pampering myself w all my fav activites.. such tt on wed nite I was damn tired from a lot of things and cant get anything at all on my shopping list. :( Will try to slot in another swim next wk’s morning la. I really need a new swim suit. haaa

i kept hearing this song playing in stores in many places i went.
Because of you - Kelly Clarkson.
i watched this mtv q some time ago.. n it's q sad..

thurs afternoon, me siying peiyun and tracy went to vivocity to shop after CHP meeting hee had fun w them.. walking ard the stores, shopping at the supermarket and eating!
we tried a couple of times taking pix of 4 of us.. but wasnt too successful haaa

i guess the first one we tried taking was the best in the sense tt most heads were in the pix!

we also picked up a couple of "the others" in the pix.. random pple who happen to be sitting or walking past in our background! py n siying posing w the korean food stall plastic bag haaa frm basement.. the fish + sausage's quite nice but the chicken i bought was too dry..

must go out shopping w siying n tracy more.. it was fun!

fq thinks this is damn funny. hmm haha

tazo chai tea latte

another one of my comfort food.

recently i've been summoning and relying alot on my comfort food.

wat does it say of my life at the moment.

not too fantastic

but oh well. nvm.

wednesday night was pouring at tpy.. aft fieldwork w fq n then tracy and went to town w a long shopping list.

cudnt buy THE present because her birthday is more than 7days away

didnt buy the swim suit i was eyeing at because i didnt like it after i tried it on

was thinking abt buying the nike bag i saw the day before w angel

(remember the one i was carrying while talking animatedly on the phone w liv? haa)

but after just one day.. just when i was abt to go buy it. it's sold out! and i cant find it anywhere else le. hai

then the shop i wanted to go to in PS has been replaced by OP hai

so in the end after walking down the whole orchard rd really real fatigue and shopping the whole nite, i didnt spend a single cent.

so i decided to appease myself by buying me this nice drink..

i have v good memories of this drink because the first time i drank it was bought by a nice collegue in OCBC.. he reminds me of my dage but oh well

i was real sick n the aircon was killing me..

he saw n sneaked us out of office in the middle of the day and bought this drink for me

i felt so nice n warm n comforted.

hafnt spoken to him in a while.. hope's he's doing well! shud try to contact him soon

haaa writing this post got me reminded of tue aft

where first a couple (2) crazy women was hanging out and shopping and later a bunch (3) did.

i still dont think tt 3 pple make a bunch

coz just imagine, a bunch of grapes w only 3 grapes. wud u still buy it?

anyway the 2 other crazy women's my dear cousins liv n angel

liv's turing 21 soon! haaa

me n angel were damn funny at havana's at heren.

haha the one design we wanted didnt have the right size.. so we just sat there for damn long gazing up the whole wall of slippers.. haa

n the line of the day was frm the little shopkeeper of that store

"why dont u get her into the chinese new year mood, by buying her the red ones"

oh my tian.

and there were the funny things angel said, "nurse belly (betty)" and "savaging (salvaging)something "

the chocolate volcano frm the supermarket's bakery section at paragon's basement was real nice!

and i had a great time shopping w them la.. the sisters i never had haa

:D