Last fri, as I was volunteering at Assissi, i met an old neighbour from AMK. He was the owner of the stationery shop opp my block and i bought all my pencils, packets of idols-shiny cards and what-nots from him when i was young.
He was so wasted and thin that i couldn't even recognize when i first saw him.
It was only until his wife stared at me b4 i recognized them and talked to them. I was glad to get a chance to meet them again.
Yesterday, I received news frm TP's mum that he passed away in the morning.
I was shocked as I didnt expect the news to come so fast.
Luckily my mum and my bro get to visit him last wkend, if they were busy and missed that chance they would never see him again.
I dont noe if its fate that i get to meet him again just shortly before he passed away.
It's kinda so meant to be, and I glad to have talked to him abit.
this is the second time i lost an elderperson to cancer.
both times they were so thin and wasted that i didnt recognize them on first sight.
When someone dies, he kinda vanishes from the surface of the earth and you will never see him again.
But the earth doesnt stop spinning for him and lifes goes on.
Sigh.
Such as life
金曜日, 9月 23, 2005
I would say that today is a special day as i had this weird mix of feeling the whole day.
was feeling abit down in the morn.. thought i jus had no mood to b an ah siao n made pple laugh.. but in the end i still as usual entertained by 2 buddies and made them laugh. i wonder y i keep doing this thing.
I really wasnt in a joyous mood but maybe with them i'll will transiently forget my woes and haha with them. That's good
Gavin Duane Davin Guane...
neither
he is Gavin Dawe - our pharmaoco tut who ended up getting q confused w us asking him wat is the true meaning of "amount" and stuff. didnt noe pharmaco cud be so hazy too haah
cofm tutor- mdm the stastician haha she is super prim and proper, but i like the way she gives little smiles when someone actually answers her well.. took q long to get us to ans to her first qn tho.. i almost wanted to offer my ans until another classmate did... dont realli like this awakward silence in tutorials..
end of sch - friday
my random frantic wave at tracy thru the bus window made her laugh haha seeing her bobbing macam-decapitated head in the crowd laughing her head off, haha literally..
made my day too
went to e hospice as usual
helped w feeding the patients.. heard mani stories haha
enjoyed my time there
Mr L says he tink he's going to die soon. hope he's peaceful when his time comes
NP is happy to c us n looking much better :)
the 4 musketeers still as usual.. but G is happier today i tink.. he looked mi in the eye when i said hello :)
met an old neighbour
shocks mi to see how thin n wasted cancer made him
hafnt seen him in yrs n to tink we meet at the hospice
reminds mi of another senior i noe
- such as life
i dunnoe wat to feel
shock?
sad?
nothing ness?
met liling at sci foyer earlier.. my dear old fren
a buddy buddy w mi .. mi n her n xy.. we went shopping at orchard n watching movies.. realli venturing out to the world out there when we were p5?
haha seldom c her but
she's still the same
we still can tok abt anithing for long time... esp the good old days n the good old pple
took 88 home aft eatg pasta mania w py
seldom tae 88 home myself at nite
w/o my kaki haha serene la
so w nothing to do i slept...
when i first woke up it was a rather ulu plc tt i dont realli recog
i was tinkg shit dont tell mi i slp until pasir ris
coz yest i ended up in punggol too
haha
realize tt is buangkok
from then on kept dozing off waking up at parts of hougang tt i cant realli recog.. hmm
n got home!
hafnt walk tt way frm the 88bus stop in a while.. coz now im more of a mrt, lrt person
today i had mani weird feelings
happiness admist sadness
nostalgia
old things kept come bk to mi - pple i knew from long ago, places i go to alot last time but not animore, life vs death/ dying,
- such as life.
but walao e public toilet at tpy interchange is SUPER gross
had baby croakcoaches crawling up n down the wall
shit
hafnt seen such a dirty toilet in a while.. sianz
but the malay n indian ladies dancing on the stage to rather bollywood music was realli v fun to watch
like the way first lady of 2nd row shakes her head in time w the music as she dances.. she really looks like she's enjoying herself!
they had indian bollywood moves - doing little punches in the air then down at the ground
and malay dance moves - w the aeroplane like posture.. one hand front the other back , tilted at an angle, rotating at the wrist
:D
was feeling abit down in the morn.. thought i jus had no mood to b an ah siao n made pple laugh.. but in the end i still as usual entertained by 2 buddies and made them laugh. i wonder y i keep doing this thing.
I really wasnt in a joyous mood but maybe with them i'll will transiently forget my woes and haha with them. That's good
Gavin Duane Davin Guane...
neither
he is Gavin Dawe - our pharmaoco tut who ended up getting q confused w us asking him wat is the true meaning of "amount" and stuff. didnt noe pharmaco cud be so hazy too haah
cofm tutor- mdm the stastician haha she is super prim and proper, but i like the way she gives little smiles when someone actually answers her well.. took q long to get us to ans to her first qn tho.. i almost wanted to offer my ans until another classmate did... dont realli like this awakward silence in tutorials..
end of sch - friday
my random frantic wave at tracy thru the bus window made her laugh haha seeing her bobbing macam-decapitated head in the crowd laughing her head off, haha literally..
made my day too
went to e hospice as usual
helped w feeding the patients.. heard mani stories haha
enjoyed my time there
Mr L says he tink he's going to die soon. hope he's peaceful when his time comes
NP is happy to c us n looking much better :)
the 4 musketeers still as usual.. but G is happier today i tink.. he looked mi in the eye when i said hello :)
met an old neighbour
shocks mi to see how thin n wasted cancer made him
hafnt seen him in yrs n to tink we meet at the hospice
reminds mi of another senior i noe
- such as life
i dunnoe wat to feel
shock?
sad?
nothing ness?
met liling at sci foyer earlier.. my dear old fren
a buddy buddy w mi .. mi n her n xy.. we went shopping at orchard n watching movies.. realli venturing out to the world out there when we were p5?
haha seldom c her but
she's still the same
we still can tok abt anithing for long time... esp the good old days n the good old pple
took 88 home aft eatg pasta mania w py
seldom tae 88 home myself at nite
w/o my kaki haha serene la
so w nothing to do i slept...
when i first woke up it was a rather ulu plc tt i dont realli recog
i was tinkg shit dont tell mi i slp until pasir ris
coz yest i ended up in punggol too
haha
realize tt is buangkok
from then on kept dozing off waking up at parts of hougang tt i cant realli recog.. hmm
n got home!
hafnt walk tt way frm the 88bus stop in a while.. coz now im more of a mrt, lrt person
today i had mani weird feelings
happiness admist sadness
nostalgia
old things kept come bk to mi - pple i knew from long ago, places i go to alot last time but not animore, life vs death/ dying,
- such as life.
but walao e public toilet at tpy interchange is SUPER gross
had baby croakcoaches crawling up n down the wall
shit
hafnt seen such a dirty toilet in a while.. sianz
but the malay n indian ladies dancing on the stage to rather bollywood music was realli v fun to watch
like the way first lady of 2nd row shakes her head in time w the music as she dances.. she really looks like she's enjoying herself!
they had indian bollywood moves - doing little punches in the air then down at the ground
and malay dance moves - w the aeroplane like posture.. one hand front the other back , tilted at an angle, rotating at the wrist
:D
木曜日, 9月 22, 2005
i love the striking difference between a night time sky and a sunrise. the different hues of the sky is so pretty.
wat caught my attention even more is the striking similarity between the sun and the moon.
they seem to be apparent only at opposite ends of a day but yet they look so alike.
mayb they are actually the same
jus two side of a persona - radiating different light, causing different hues, influencing everyone else in starkly different ways.
seina hidetoshi said in Long Vacation: the presence of the night sky is just so that people will notice the bright stars. ~
wat caught my attention even more is the striking similarity between the sun and the moon.
they seem to be apparent only at opposite ends of a day but yet they look so alike.
mayb they are actually the same
jus two side of a persona - radiating different light, causing different hues, influencing everyone else in starkly different ways.
seina hidetoshi said in Long Vacation: the presence of the night sky is just so that people will notice the bright stars. ~
水曜日, 9月 21, 2005
日曜日, 9月 18, 2005
love the sound of the rain, and the cars speeding on tpe cuming in from my window.
i can even hear my electric fan working
the moment in time before the whole household is awake
seems like beffore the whole world is awake
all the bedroom windows are still dark, from the block opp.
like a moment of solitude.
before long, the world ll start to work... noise crowd bustling w life
- and i m part of a community again.
i can even hear my electric fan working
the moment in time before the whole household is awake
seems like beffore the whole world is awake
all the bedroom windows are still dark, from the block opp.
like a moment of solitude.
before long, the world ll start to work... noise crowd bustling w life
- and i m part of a community again.
火曜日, 9月 13, 2005
日曜日, 9月 11, 2005
while my 5i.58hr worth of songs run on my windows media player,
i heard this song.
If i remember correctly, it was beng and xy who introduced this song to mi haa
i even praised xy when u used the lyrics as her msn nick, thinking that she wrote it herself haa
歌词：《对的人》 作词：姚谦 作曲：Keith Stuart 演唱：戴爱玲/
本多Ruru/郭品超
你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙 却不能为了寂寞 又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)
那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身 不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
能愿意为了一份爱 付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候 我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高
喔... 耶...
i heard this song.
If i remember correctly, it was beng and xy who introduced this song to mi haa
i even praised xy when u used the lyrics as her msn nick, thinking that she wrote it herself haa
歌词：《对的人》 作词：姚谦 作曲：Keith Stuart 演唱：戴爱玲/
本多Ruru/郭品超
你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙 却不能为了寂寞 又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)
那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身 不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
能愿意为了一份爱 付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候 我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高
喔... 耶...
土曜日, 9月 10, 2005
水曜日, 9月 07, 2005
Well I must really thank my brother this time, he really saved my ass. I lost my whole blog template (don't ask me y). Maybe I deleted a part of it while making some amendments to the template and saved the incomplete one, that only had 1/8 of the original template. I almost went crazy. But subsequent checks on my blog actually showed that it's still there. Luckily my brother taught me a way to retrieve the template before it was gone forever. Omg. I feel q thankful actualli.
Just feel like procrastinating on my reading for a while more, so here I am. I have been doing a bit of blog surfing and been trying to figure out since when did my command of english become so bad, that I can't even write in full sentences anymore. I cannot understand why is it so hard for my to spell properly using proper gramma and construct my sentences in full, while everyone else can.
I think it is kind of like a reflection of myself. Someone who is always very slack, very laid back. Most of the time, I don't do certain things because I just cannot be bothered. Changing a style of expression actually takes time, and it's abit too tiring for me to keep a constant check on my sentence structure.
But it's pathetic, and sometimes I really dislike myself for it. I'm too frivilous for my own good. As in frivilous in the sense that I'm most of the time in lala land, not knowing discipline, let the waves or tide (watever the expression is) carry me to whereever it wants to. It's unhealthy. I need discipline and I realize I work in something like a spasm, I can cover alot in a short span of time and then squander all my other hours away, while I'm fully aware that the moments I'm not studying, everyone else is. Noone is going to wait for me to wake up my idea. I only work when there is a pressure for deadlines, and deadlines I set for myself are frequently readjusted to my liking. Which sucks.
Anyway I read a few blogs written by Americans and I was rather appalled by myself. The fact that if I actually am not from Spore and I stumble upon my own blog, I'll need to spend tremendous amount of time figuring out what the hell this person is trying to convey. The documentary - style of recount is not exactly captivating for anyone either. I wouldn't have bothered. Seriously.
Haha so from the point of view of a stranger, I'm putting too much of my normal conversation in my writing. For someone, like myself, who really enjoys reading something well-written, be it in whatever language I can comprehend, I really suck at writing. Wow it hurts. Well it should, but I probably just can't be bothered to let it bother mi.
I think it is kind of like a reflection of myself. Someone who is always very slack, very laid back. Most of the time, I don't do certain things because I just cannot be bothered. Changing a style of expression actually takes time, and it's abit too tiring for me to keep a constant check on my sentence structure.
But it's pathetic, and sometimes I really dislike myself for it. I'm too frivilous for my own good. As in frivilous in the sense that I'm most of the time in lala land, not knowing discipline, let the waves or tide (watever the expression is) carry me to whereever it wants to. It's unhealthy. I need discipline and I realize I work in something like a spasm, I can cover alot in a short span of time and then squander all my other hours away, while I'm fully aware that the moments I'm not studying, everyone else is. Noone is going to wait for me to wake up my idea. I only work when there is a pressure for deadlines, and deadlines I set for myself are frequently readjusted to my liking. Which sucks.
Anyway I read a few blogs written by Americans and I was rather appalled by myself. The fact that if I actually am not from Spore and I stumble upon my own blog, I'll need to spend tremendous amount of time figuring out what the hell this person is trying to convey. The documentary - style of recount is not exactly captivating for anyone either. I wouldn't have bothered. Seriously.
Haha so from the point of view of a stranger, I'm putting too much of my normal conversation in my writing. For someone, like myself, who really enjoys reading something well-written, be it in whatever language I can comprehend, I really suck at writing. Wow it hurts. Well it should, but I probably just can't be bothered to let it bother mi.
火曜日, 9月 06, 2005
took a little detour from my usual daily routine, and saw mani things tt made mi smile :)
well today i made a dental appointment w hougang polyclinic to check my wisdom teeth tt r all growing out at e same time, so tt i can get a referral letter for an op if there's a need.
coz ended late for patho n needed to do cofm gp work then hung ard abit more until i left at 220
well it was when i realli left my classmates tt the fact tt im going for a dental appointment realli hit mi
i started feel v jittery, q freaked out actualli, and scared
well i always had terrible experiences w dentists since young and i tink its kinda tooo deep etched into my memory for mi to feel normal abt such visits.. haha
aniway i hate it
when fear n anxiety n panice grip mi, i actualli cant function.
i cant tink str, i feel damn ganchiong, and its for heavens sake jus a freaking dental checkup
aniwae met shahidah and this other med guy at the busstop
i was feeling so shitty tt i jus smile n stand one side to stone n start hallucinating abt all the worst case senarios how they might jus do a surgery for mi there n then, n pluck out all my teeth.. damn pain damn pain
felt q bad i didnt make an effort to harlow harlow abit..
n they did in e end, commenting on the robbins i was holding to include mi in their conversation.
tt was nice
but haha i was still too stone to give time reactions to the conversation happening
n all i cud muster was a weak smile
hope they dont tink im slow in reflex or sumthing
these days i keep finding myself in awkward situations as to smile or not or missing e moment to say hi or maintaining eyecontact.. actualli these r things tt dont bother mi at all coz they jus to jus happen i dont need to think consciously.. but mayb nowadays there's this hermit syndrom coming out of mi?? haha mayb la.. feel funni to b left all alone at the mrt platform w alot of med pple standing at other exits.. i kinda noe them.. but cudnt b bothered to go join them? or dont wan to impose or dunnoe la..
haha
dont noe wat im tinking.. mayb im jus tired these days
aniway
i made it to the mrt and the ride there was terrible
still scared n jittery..
heng felika n tracy msg abit so to release some tension within mi or else ill b some wound up spring waiting to snap
mange to reach hougang mrt at 320
walau 10min to walk q a distance...
heng got out frm the correct exit and started walking b4 i realize the big field in front of e exit was blking my way n the shortest route is actualli to cut across the field
aft some evaluation, i decided tt the sun is hot enuff to dry the mud so i embark on my journey across the field but 3/4 way thru, realize its all damn muddy
sigh got realli wet n grassy feet aft tt
n slippery slippers on the surface in contact w foot
anihow
i chiong to the dental clinic coz i didnt wan to b late
n manage to reach while panting n sweatg at 2
5min $12
they didnt do much to mi actualli
the dentisit is typical v siwen looking guy w specs.. rather pale/fair
n in cnclusion 3 of my wisdom tooth need ot b removed w an oral & maxillofacial surgery n i was referred to national dental care
consultation is on fri
pray for mi
budden not yet 21 need parents.. hhaa feel abit weird coz i kinda usualli do such things alone w/o parents.. running errands visiting dentists n stuff ..
mayb coz its a tiny surgery then they wan to c parents la
talk on the phone damn long w ms operator to fix the date...
:)
on my way home..
cudnt resist the temptation to buy 3-in-1
its officially my fav dessert
w tauhuay tauhuaytsui n tangyuan
oooohhhh
i was first introduced to it my xian at hougang mall too bk in those days we did kickboxing together
wat a plc to buy dessert
bk where the passion started haha
at hougang mrt
i met this lady.. again
she actualli boarded the train w mi at outram
we got off 2gether at hougang (mayb?)
and aft we did our own stuff
we met again at hougang mrt
at the same gate
n got off together at sengkang mrt
at the same gate
i tried to smile
haha
n she smiled bk
not sure if she recog mi as the person sitting opp her jus now not
i rem her coz she had this cute pink bag
w a cartoon girl in front bending down to touch the floor in front of her toes
the cartoon girl was wearing red heels.
she was reading a young parent mag jus now
i was still tinkg wa q skinny to b a mum w a young child
when i got off the train up the esclator to the lrt
haha
a little malay girl actualli was sitting on the steps i front of mi
n she started MEDITATING!!
her fingers curled in front on her left n right
n she started chatting sumthing
macan some witch craft stuff u might catch on sebrina the teenage witch show
i was like
haha
i jus laugh lor
ok tried to smile when she opened her eyes la
n she actualli gave mi this " im a grandmaster/witch-master" look
omg
then on the lrt another kid
was so fascinated at the view frm the front of the lrt cabin
i used to b q fascinated w it too
but well the novelty kinda weared off
but looking at him
looking thru his eyes i saw "wow" stuff again
i saw mani mani colourful blks of fats, as far as u can c u jus c flats
n then suddenly a low-flying plane!
he exclaimed so excitedly..
glad i didnt miss it too :)
then on my way down the stairs of the lrt station to walk home..
another kid was so cute
she climbed all the way up the stairs to take the lrt
budden he reflex rxn was to walk towards the lift to go down again
her mum was so amused. told her,"shagua u climbed all the way up e stairs jus to take the lift down again!?!" haa
i was amused too
at the bottom of my blk
met my uncle who is a cabbie changing shift i tink
well i stay there so mani yrs mayb this is the 2nd time i met him downstairs
lucky~ :)
talk into the lift w a puddle of urine on the floor
a big one
not exactly the most glam way to end the day n reach home
but oh well
jus becoz u choose to do certain things at certain time
then other things jus fall nicely in place
pple for u to meet, events for u to witness
there r days whereby my trip home is extremely boring n fellow communters r macam like walking corpses tt dont interact w mi at all
n there r days where so mani things put a smile to my face
also noticed a particular section of glass tt cant b leaned if wearing short skirt coz ppl cuming up the escalator can see my kaceng if i do so haha
today told py my simple theory of if u lose something, no matter how hard u look for it, it wont appear, but once u stop searching for it, it appears.
a simple everiday observation
made into a cheem qn
whether it applies to other things in life
no i cant ans it.
i hope its true. but i cant b sure
oh well.
well today i made a dental appointment w hougang polyclinic to check my wisdom teeth tt r all growing out at e same time, so tt i can get a referral letter for an op if there's a need.
coz ended late for patho n needed to do cofm gp work then hung ard abit more until i left at 220
well it was when i realli left my classmates tt the fact tt im going for a dental appointment realli hit mi
i started feel v jittery, q freaked out actualli, and scared
well i always had terrible experiences w dentists since young and i tink its kinda tooo deep etched into my memory for mi to feel normal abt such visits.. haha
aniway i hate it
when fear n anxiety n panice grip mi, i actualli cant function.
i cant tink str, i feel damn ganchiong, and its for heavens sake jus a freaking dental checkup
aniwae met shahidah and this other med guy at the busstop
i was feeling so shitty tt i jus smile n stand one side to stone n start hallucinating abt all the worst case senarios how they might jus do a surgery for mi there n then, n pluck out all my teeth.. damn pain damn pain
felt q bad i didnt make an effort to harlow harlow abit..
n they did in e end, commenting on the robbins i was holding to include mi in their conversation.
tt was nice
but haha i was still too stone to give time reactions to the conversation happening
n all i cud muster was a weak smile
hope they dont tink im slow in reflex or sumthing
these days i keep finding myself in awkward situations as to smile or not or missing e moment to say hi or maintaining eyecontact.. actualli these r things tt dont bother mi at all coz they jus to jus happen i dont need to think consciously.. but mayb nowadays there's this hermit syndrom coming out of mi?? haha mayb la.. feel funni to b left all alone at the mrt platform w alot of med pple standing at other exits.. i kinda noe them.. but cudnt b bothered to go join them? or dont wan to impose or dunnoe la..
haha
dont noe wat im tinking.. mayb im jus tired these days
aniway
i made it to the mrt and the ride there was terrible
still scared n jittery..
heng felika n tracy msg abit so to release some tension within mi or else ill b some wound up spring waiting to snap
mange to reach hougang mrt at 320
walau 10min to walk q a distance...
heng got out frm the correct exit and started walking b4 i realize the big field in front of e exit was blking my way n the shortest route is actualli to cut across the field
aft some evaluation, i decided tt the sun is hot enuff to dry the mud so i embark on my journey across the field but 3/4 way thru, realize its all damn muddy
sigh got realli wet n grassy feet aft tt
n slippery slippers on the surface in contact w foot
anihow
i chiong to the dental clinic coz i didnt wan to b late
n manage to reach while panting n sweatg at 2
5min $12
they didnt do much to mi actualli
the dentisit is typical v siwen looking guy w specs.. rather pale/fair
n in cnclusion 3 of my wisdom tooth need ot b removed w an oral & maxillofacial surgery n i was referred to national dental care
consultation is on fri
pray for mi
budden not yet 21 need parents.. hhaa feel abit weird coz i kinda usualli do such things alone w/o parents.. running errands visiting dentists n stuff ..
mayb coz its a tiny surgery then they wan to c parents la
talk on the phone damn long w ms operator to fix the date...
:)
on my way home..
cudnt resist the temptation to buy 3-in-1
its officially my fav dessert
w tauhuay tauhuaytsui n tangyuan
oooohhhh
i was first introduced to it my xian at hougang mall too bk in those days we did kickboxing together
wat a plc to buy dessert
bk where the passion started haha
at hougang mrt
i met this lady.. again
she actualli boarded the train w mi at outram
we got off 2gether at hougang (mayb?)
and aft we did our own stuff
we met again at hougang mrt
at the same gate
n got off together at sengkang mrt
at the same gate
i tried to smile
haha
n she smiled bk
not sure if she recog mi as the person sitting opp her jus now not
i rem her coz she had this cute pink bag
w a cartoon girl in front bending down to touch the floor in front of her toes
the cartoon girl was wearing red heels.
she was reading a young parent mag jus now
i was still tinkg wa q skinny to b a mum w a young child
when i got off the train up the esclator to the lrt
haha
a little malay girl actualli was sitting on the steps i front of mi
n she started MEDITATING!!
her fingers curled in front on her left n right
n she started chatting sumthing
macan some witch craft stuff u might catch on sebrina the teenage witch show
i was like
haha
i jus laugh lor
ok tried to smile when she opened her eyes la
n she actualli gave mi this " im a grandmaster/witch-master" look
omg
then on the lrt another kid
was so fascinated at the view frm the front of the lrt cabin
i used to b q fascinated w it too
but well the novelty kinda weared off
but looking at him
looking thru his eyes i saw "wow" stuff again
i saw mani mani colourful blks of fats, as far as u can c u jus c flats
n then suddenly a low-flying plane!
he exclaimed so excitedly..
glad i didnt miss it too :)
then on my way down the stairs of the lrt station to walk home..
another kid was so cute
she climbed all the way up the stairs to take the lrt
budden he reflex rxn was to walk towards the lift to go down again
her mum was so amused. told her,"shagua u climbed all the way up e stairs jus to take the lift down again!?!" haa
i was amused too
at the bottom of my blk
met my uncle who is a cabbie changing shift i tink
well i stay there so mani yrs mayb this is the 2nd time i met him downstairs
lucky~ :)
talk into the lift w a puddle of urine on the floor
a big one
not exactly the most glam way to end the day n reach home
but oh well
jus becoz u choose to do certain things at certain time
then other things jus fall nicely in place
pple for u to meet, events for u to witness
there r days whereby my trip home is extremely boring n fellow communters r macam like walking corpses tt dont interact w mi at all
n there r days where so mani things put a smile to my face
also noticed a particular section of glass tt cant b leaned if wearing short skirt coz ppl cuming up the escalator can see my kaceng if i do so haha
today told py my simple theory of if u lose something, no matter how hard u look for it, it wont appear, but once u stop searching for it, it appears.
a simple everiday observation
made into a cheem qn
whether it applies to other things in life
no i cant ans it.
i hope its true. but i cant b sure
oh well.
日曜日, 9月 04, 2005
oh almost forgot..
i saw a rainbow yesterday!!!
i tink the last time i saw one was in kunming medical sch in yunnan
i was out jogging until it started drizzling.. then i was like walao sianz still q far frm home.. until i suddenly realize there was a rainbow across the field..
the good thing abt sengkang, albeit its ulu-ness has lots of clear grasspatch, sometimes u can c pple flying kites or kids jus running abt.. which jus makes ur day..
budden on my way home i was near the staircase where i saw a black cat in my way.. it had blue/green eyes.. q scary n it was the last day of the lunar 7th mth haha
i was q hum
then jus went to take the lift..
eeee
i saw a rainbow yesterday!!!
i tink the last time i saw one was in kunming medical sch in yunnan
i was out jogging until it started drizzling.. then i was like walao sianz still q far frm home.. until i suddenly realize there was a rainbow across the field..
the good thing abt sengkang, albeit its ulu-ness has lots of clear grasspatch, sometimes u can c pple flying kites or kids jus running abt.. which jus makes ur day..
budden on my way home i was near the staircase where i saw a black cat in my way.. it had blue/green eyes.. q scary n it was the last day of the lunar 7th mth haha
i was q hum
then jus went to take the lift..
eeee
my pathetic internet connections is driving mi nuts.. but it might jus save mi time since i cant go on msn now haa
well wanted to tok abt a cute ah mm i met on the train..
she boarded the train at chinatown n i gave up my seat to her.. instead of thank you like wat pple wud usually say she actualli ask mi, "na ni leh?" haha
its the first time i c anione whu i gave up my seat to asking mi wat abt u?? haa
q nice rite
i told her i wud jus stand by the door la..
watched proj superstar oso..
i got tt gut feelg weilian wud win coz if i onli haf i vote i wud haf given it to him
coz putting myself in his shoes,
if i haf to face thousands of pple w/o opening my eyes n w/o noeing when i wud fall off the stage?? tt's q scary rite
but its true tt obviously it wud b v difficult for him to become a super star la
but it doesnt realli matter la
prob he'll jus haf to depend on his die hard fans, tugging on pple's heart strings to get them to buy..
he needs to b more versatile for one..
n kelly's not too bad hope she can make it big abroad
budden hor lookg at JJ wa he's macam a commerical pdt.. now i noe y pple like him.. he has evolved into a v commercial thing so good for him la
i went to the jsps alumni thing yest
well frm my batch there was onli mi.
didnt even meet anione i recognize..
heng i went w my bro n tag along w him n his ex classmates
to think i used to b proud of myself for not being a sickening younger sis whu insists i haf to go aniwhere w my bros frens or anithing
even in pri sch i dont cling onto my bro
i jus go ard w my own frens
tinkg tt im not being irritating
haa
so mani yrs aft graduation
i went bk to the alumni thingy tinkg heng i haf my bro w mi or else ll b damn sianz
but met a couple of old teachers
some never taught mi but jus kinda knew mi
tot i left pri sch mani yrs ago but saw like ppl whu graduate in '89 '93 '94 n so on
wa they almost 30 lor
some r even married
then i feel q young again hee
altho today my tuition kids kept reminding mi tt im 5 FIVE yrs older than them haa
well jus diff phases of life la i guess
mayb my batch mates dont feel tt they haf left long enuff to wan to go bk to visit.. but its true tt the new sch building dont bring bk tt much memories coz i dont even noe my way ard v well...
oh my lazy tuition kid's mum seem to b brewing some trouble..
sigh
well wanted to tok abt a cute ah mm i met on the train..
she boarded the train at chinatown n i gave up my seat to her.. instead of thank you like wat pple wud usually say she actualli ask mi, "na ni leh?" haha
its the first time i c anione whu i gave up my seat to asking mi wat abt u?? haa
q nice rite
i told her i wud jus stand by the door la..
watched proj superstar oso..
i got tt gut feelg weilian wud win coz if i onli haf i vote i wud haf given it to him
coz putting myself in his shoes,
if i haf to face thousands of pple w/o opening my eyes n w/o noeing when i wud fall off the stage?? tt's q scary rite
but its true tt obviously it wud b v difficult for him to become a super star la
but it doesnt realli matter la
prob he'll jus haf to depend on his die hard fans, tugging on pple's heart strings to get them to buy..
he needs to b more versatile for one..
n kelly's not too bad hope she can make it big abroad
budden hor lookg at JJ wa he's macam a commerical pdt.. now i noe y pple like him.. he has evolved into a v commercial thing so good for him la
i went to the jsps alumni thing yest
well frm my batch there was onli mi.
didnt even meet anione i recognize..
heng i went w my bro n tag along w him n his ex classmates
to think i used to b proud of myself for not being a sickening younger sis whu insists i haf to go aniwhere w my bros frens or anithing
even in pri sch i dont cling onto my bro
i jus go ard w my own frens
tinkg tt im not being irritating
haa
so mani yrs aft graduation
i went bk to the alumni thingy tinkg heng i haf my bro w mi or else ll b damn sianz
but met a couple of old teachers
some never taught mi but jus kinda knew mi
tot i left pri sch mani yrs ago but saw like ppl whu graduate in '89 '93 '94 n so on
wa they almost 30 lor
some r even married
then i feel q young again hee
altho today my tuition kids kept reminding mi tt im 5 FIVE yrs older than them haa
well jus diff phases of life la i guess
mayb my batch mates dont feel tt they haf left long enuff to wan to go bk to visit.. but its true tt the new sch building dont bring bk tt much memories coz i dont even noe my way ard v well...
oh my lazy tuition kid's mum seem to b brewing some trouble..
sigh
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