looking at xinyi's blog made mi wanna blog abit more too..
hah guess i hafnt been writing recently
better start doing it b4 i live my life w/o tinking abt it too much
oh went to watch mando b the hot one-n-onli lady onboard tt all the guys like haha
impressive mando!
then carol aka the god
whu controls sunrise n sunset was good too hee

oh met w the yunnan pple on sat too
starting to feel tt its not too bad to cum on this trip after all
altho the pple there r abit hallelujah for mi
budden i brought mi abit of insight as to their faith la
not tt im totally n'sync w their tinking but hmm jus know abit more abt how other pple belive in their beliefs? :)

i feel abit sad though emailing eugene abt the skills i haf
suddenly realize tt i dont realli haf mani skills
lilke abit unaccomplished n useless
well i can always learn but yea i need to learn la

today i slept till realli later
doze off like twice aft i woke up
wa the long awaited rest but hee better go read abdomen n go figure how pple can get abs la hor
n thorax
yea yea tests tests cuming ca cuming
i better buck up
in case sum pple look mi no up haha

oh oh last nite went to gif my cousins tuition
aft i parted w serene n py tot i jus drop by to help
hah the funniest thing happened!
but due to great impact on one's reputation
i cant publicize
but angel n liv.. u noe wat im toking abt rite? hahaha
okok
i apologize for harping on it

still feel abit sad abt yong qin's death of zhen qing last wk
aiyoh today i watch like she not ard so sad lidat
mi n my mama cried torrents when she died la sigh...

ok hi monday here i cum

haha pple check this out
its quite cool
chap 8 w the mum giving birth looks rather painful
got my mama n mi cringing abit w the lady at parturition
my mama kept saying.. y is her dad there?!?
haha
http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/miracle/program.html#

tink i ought to create a new post so tt the big F*** dont glare starkly at pple
paiseh yea
im usualli not so vulgar hee
im relaxed n cooled once again i guess.. :P

fuck
i dropped my phone
so angry w myself im so gonna burst
tink i haf zero anger management
argh
hmm

relac
i always sae so
but i might jus haf cardiac failure if i try to relac la
tightness in the chest
gekkkk

the phone now doesnt haf the tinglingting sound animore
the one tt mando likes
the phone doesnt reset itself animore
when i press no
they dont go away when i close n open

wat the shit

my bro n my dad is surprisingly nice abt it
my dad tell mi its ok
he go get it fix for mi
my bro tell mi
everione haf days whereby they tink tt life sux
well tts nice of them

i guess ill jus explode at pple when they cum bother mi on a bad day
but now
im trying to calm down frm exploding within
or at myself

damn
today
is a bad day

so be it... so be it

OK
'papa, wud u pls take a pic of mi?'
'ok'
(repeat 2x) haha

aniwae today is a happi dae for serene
like i said
im honored to witness it haha
oh its a happi dae for mi too
altho i didnt keep mentioning it
:D

cant rem the last time i went out to shop for tt sole purpose
usually its shun bian frm sch ya
slacked damn alot hahah
tink i needed this aft mugging my ass off for the anat fa

ok
i slept till rather late today
yea :D
then at 11 + a went out
so i tink i walked for almost 12hrs today
my quadriceps femoris, tricpes surae n hamstrings r rather tired now
but its
OK

my agenda for the dae was to go out w my cousins n shop for a bdae present for my ah ma
but they were LATE
but its
OK

so i found myself walking n walking alone frm mrt to wisma to taka n to kino
found two rather cool books
one says MUTANT
its has all the birth deformities, conjoined twins n stuff in it
exciting
but abit scary too

then i found STIFF
it toks abt cadavers n death
hmm
how to determine when a person is realli dead
like a doctor even researched on it
claiming tt his patients lost 3/4 ounce immediately aft death
he made the necessary precautions to made sure tt it wasnt due to bowels or evaporation or anithing of tt sought
hmm he did it on 15 dying dogs
but they show no sign of weight loss at death
he was trying to make death aka the loss of your soul as sumthing tangential n substantial...
and dogs didnt haf soul as stated in his religion (watever it might b)
but it started an outrage la
pple r skeptical (so am i)
n pple were wondering how he cud find 15 dying dogs as n when he wanted them
so they claimed tt he poisoned them n slowing observed them die for the sake of his little experiment
i didnt finish reading tt bk
but its cool
ill try to locate it in the library next time

then serene came to meet mi
coz i told her i ll b out w my cousins mah
budden so qiao we on the phone so i invited her la
shes in a good mood today
she treated mi to coke
help mi carry a bag
n offered to buy mi chewren's day present

okok then we walked ard kino
met my cousins
ate at marche
tried 2 help mingli solve an a math qn in marche using their tissuse paper n scaring the staff i tink
we like 4 girls competing to solve so math qn lidat

then we went shopping for a bag
for ah ma
we went to og
n met my long-time-no-see-auntie
i like her quite abit last time
but jus abit awkward n i was abit lost for words la
but we walked n walked damn alot of places down the whole orchard rd
n we finally settlled on a new arrival og bag
yea
happi be-earli bdae to ah ma!!

okok settled w the present
n spent time w menbers of HEAL
my cousins haha
tink angel n serene can click quite well like wat serene say haha
n yea was fun
they better go study for o and a aft this wk end ar
i nag once again
DONT SLACK ANIMORE
hee

then we went ps in search of a movie but no haf
went spotlight in seach of lace but no haf
then we went in seach of jap food n haf!!
its at ps basement
ichiban sushi i tink
they haf the conveyer belt sushi mah
then the place is abit small n squeezy
i like leh realli more like a japan kinda place
the ambience
the food more exciting n prettier than sake sushi i tink
so yea tink ill go again
we eat till we happi n full
n sneakily drink the raspberry sprite we smuggle in frm carrefour

then we went esplanade
n watch pple dance watch pple act watch pple photog watch pple la
then we stand along the river n tok tok
took lots of pic too haha
of ourselves
n of our own depiction of each member of GANG (*new!)
haha it was damn funni la
two ah siaos along spore river
lamenting abt y no guys in our gang
haha
but yea feeling happi la
fullerton is beautiful
i always wanted to go to the river walk ard n cross the pretty bridges there
but today i crossed like four or more bridges lor
while we walked ard tt whole area trying to get to clark quay
satisfied my urge n desire once n for all ya
haha but yea still tink its nice
we walked damn alot today my legs r damn tired haha
but yea today is rather happi
oh shud be yest liao huh

okok
in conclusion
i miss slacking
i miss hafing no worries abt tests n work
although got lots of tut n reading to catch up
well theres always tmr
hee
neva like go out w onli serene b4 i tink
not in recent times
haha was rather fun
of coz w my cousins too
but yea today is a happi day

ps sorrie pple for making this a documentary
jus felt like documenting a happy day in this entry as a documentary

:)
tmr bk to reality
got two tuitions
n tutorials to do
again....
well one happi dae shud last mi for sumtime i guess :)