I've not written anything proper in my blog for a long time. Like some of my friends say, it's almost becoming like a youtube channel with all the videos i post.

I think it's because there are too many things happening, i've no time or energy or much desire to write. I think a short summary would be life's tough, but somehow we'll pull through. I think i'm kinda resigned to the fact that even if i've to stay back 6 more months, i should just take it in my stride, since it's only a means to an end. But i still hope i pass. *fingers-crossed* If i fail, i think it'll benefit patients cause i've 6 more months to work on my incompetence but it's the pride thing i guess.. how everyone will give you a sympathetic look and how juniors will whisper behind your back the m5A/ m5' whatever. argh

anyway i wanted to say today is a memorable day of my med school education. it's the last day in the wards actually. 5 years of work and it's the end. now we have 2 weeks to consolidate, get a grip on ourselves and face the BIGGEST exams of our lives so far. It's been enjoyable for the past 5 years as i look back, although i feel that i might have aged by a decade or so, but it's fun and worthwhile, and to end it with derm it's quite interesting actually. Derm will be more fun if we had more time to study i guess.

Niu is a year good for changing occupation (according to a horoscope article), let's hope we'll job-hop from Medical student to Houseofficers ya.

I like to say "the world is ending in 2 weeks(this shortens with each day)". although i jolly well know it wont, the world does not stop revolving, even if i cant make it. So life goes on, rite?

To my dear friends, hope you guys know i still <3 u all, despite having no time to meet up, to maintain my friendships, but i'll b bk :)

on a lighter note, w less angst
check out this song.. nice :) i like the chorus

陳奕迅 Eason Chan - 不要說話

曲,詞 : 小柯

深色的海面佈滿白色的月光
我出神望著海心不知飛哪去
聽到他在告訴你
說他真的喜歡你
我不知該 躲哪裡

愛一個人是不是應該有默契
我以為你懂得每當我看著你
我藏起來的秘密
在每一天清晨裡
暖成咖啡 安靜的拿給你
願意 用一支黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞臺劇
燈光再亮 也抱住你

願意 在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你
請用心聽 不要說話

愛一個人是不是應該要默契
我以為你懂得每當我看著你
我藏起來的秘密
在每一天清晨裡
暖成咖啡 安靜的拿給你
願意 用一支黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞臺劇
燈光再亮 也抱住你

願意 在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你
請用心聽 不要說話

願意 用一支黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞臺劇
燈光再亮 也抱住你

願意 在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你
請原諒我 不會說話

願意 用一支黑色的簽筆
畫一出沉默舞臺劇
燈光再亮 也抱住你

願意 在角落唱沙啞的歌
再大聲也都是給你
愛是用心嗎 不要說話

i hate people who refuse to give up their seats to old foggies, they should fucking go die.
i hate people who cut my queue, they should fuck off too.
i guess the thing i hate most is the fact i didnt tell them to go screw themselves there and then.