土曜日, 6月 30, 2007

五月天 忘詞MV 清晰版


i like how the lyrics look like in the mtv.
i wish that she would go away.

日曜日, 6月 24, 2007

i will miss you, but i'm also kinda glad that you're gone. now a new year awaits, the last 2 laps of my race is about to begin. i guess i have had enough all this time at home, it's not really making me a better person i feel, caused quite abit of emotional instability and i'm actually looking forward to immersing myself in work. so goodbye my hols. i'll cya in 4 months time.

土曜日, 6月 23, 2007


だれもいない町


その町には
在这个城镇里
だれもいなかったの
一个人都没有
うちもあるし
虽然有房子
窓から明かりもみえる
也看得到窗户里的光
でも町にはだれもいない
但是路上一个人都没有
窓から中をおぞいでみた
我往窗里窥视
ヒトいた,でもアレといっしょだった
房子里有人,可是跟“那个”在一起
ほかの家もみた
也看了其他的房子
やっぱりアレといっしょだった
果然也是跟“那个”在一起
アレといっしょはたのしいから
因为跟“那个”在一起很快乐
ヒトといっしょよりたのしいから
比跟人在一起还要快乐
みんなは外でってこない
所以大家都不出门来
この町にはだれもいない
在这个城镇里,一个人都没有
アタシは旅にでる
我要去旅行
ほかの町に行ってみる
到别的城镇去看看
だれかがアタシを見つけてくれるといいと思う
希望有人能发现我的存在
でもアタシだけのヒトがアタシだけを好きになってくれたら
可是如果那个专属于我的人如果喜欢上我
それがアタシだけのヒトとアタシのお分ける時だ
那就是我要跟专属于我的人分开的时候
それでもアタシはアタシだけのヒトにあいたい
即使如此,我还是想跟专属于我的人见面
それ思いながらアタシは今もだれもいない町を行く
我这样想着,今天也是一样在走在空无一人的城镇

~—~

把椅子摔坏,把床单弄坏,得罪了所有的人,你是疯了吗?

一家人和乐融融地吃了一顿大餐。 :)

金曜日, 6月 22, 2007

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

hey superstar, yep cant believe i forgot to mention the book.. i tink above is the blog created by the writer who posts the tons of postcards that keep pouring in on a regular basis...
i wonder if people feel better sharing their secrets. but i'm sure people reading them felt special in some way, sometimes we feel connected to a particular postcard, maybe because we share the same fears or terrible thoughts. it's kinda therapeutic and real pretty.. like viewing art pieces submitted by so many different people. i hope they do feel better getting it out.
so cheers to humanity, to you-are-not-alone-in-this and to the many similarities people still share despite our differences.
矛盾 - 维基百科,自由的百科全书

粗略的说,矛盾是在两个或更多陈述、想法或行动之间的不一致。你必须彻底的拒绝至少其中一个想法。

汉语辞源出自《韩非子》中《难一》所述故事:楚人有鬻盾与矛者,誉之曰:“吾盾之坚,物莫能陷之。”以誉其矛曰:“吾矛之利,于物无不陷也。”或曰:“以子之矛陷子之盾,何如?”其人弗能应也。夫不可陷之盾与无不陷之矛不可同世而立。

矛盾
是当你想听音乐的时候,却渴望寂静。
是当你渴望寂静的时候,却讨厌孤独。
是当你讨厌孤独的时候,却想远离人群。

也可能只是无聊,贪心,反复无常的心理在作祟。
listening to Jay chou and Energy songs last night brought back many memories from jc days. well i used to listen to them everyday.. on my long journey back home from ghim moh, with my cd player haa i was still using a cd player then. listening to them now bring back memories, brought me back to then.. trudging home at night.. w my heavy gi n my heavy bag and my thick file in my arms.. thinking about school and some people in school. it's really caused quite abit of goosebumps haa.

more angsty now then in the past, i wonder what has changed. mayb cause i've been way to aloof during my growing up years n missed the boat to experience certain emotions. now it's all abt maintaining all that i've built up these years isnt it?

think i've watched too much tv this hols and it's frying my brains. it's really a bad habit that i need to kick. tv transports one away from reality and u live someone else's life or u watch as an invisible passerby and u get all sucked into it but when u turn it off, u r left with nothing but your own life isnt it? all the happiness sadness fustrations are your own. when the time comes, will u be able to deal with all that? it's the excitment, apprehension, the taking in of deep breaths, the fear, the fun that's coming that's causing little ripples in a peaceful state of mind.

桜。何年前から、できれば見たい花です。でも2-3月花が咲く、そんな時暇がありません。純潔で一時的な桜。美しいじゃー。。。

头好疼。

as the end of my holidays draws near, i feel abit sad to let it go. but oh well good times never last do they? have i had a fruitful holiday? well i've had an enjoyable one.. not too productive but some long nagging problems have been settled.

met up w an old fren the past 2 days..

there was chinese food w 小笼包,生煎包,红油抄手,酸辣汤。。。
our conversations also wandered off to include insects and what nots... that's wat we call diversity isnt it?

last nite we had kbox session at hougang.. the place feels kinda sleazy and gives off bad vibes but oh well it was q shiok to sing for 5+hours haa
the one that left the greatest imapct was takeshi kaneshiro's cmi hokkien song 夏天的代志.. omg haa




another interesting little thing tt happened to me was in an attempt to fix my vcr.. i opened it up and for the first time in my life i saw how the tape's extracted out and how it all moves in a rather swift manner from play to stop to eject.. this is a peep into the heart of a vcr.. hard to fathom isnt it?

水曜日, 6月 20, 2007

just finished watching this show on crunchyroll
Princess Lulu.. a rather entertaining show :)
i liked it because the characters are unusually honest with each other most of the time and they had alot of trust in one another, thus minimizing the gek-ness when pple misunderstands/misses each other tt korean dramas love to have.
so the story's pretty fast paced, not too teary and q cute haa :)
it was a completely random pick from the drama index and it turned out q well..
phew...
my laptop has been a great source of distress n pleasure this few days.. finally ended this love-hate relationship of ours by bringing it in to the IT coop to get the charger port fixed.
i was all prepared to be separated from it for days up to a week but to my pleasan surprise.. i was able to get it back before noon!! happiness :)
and i got good service! unlike the traumatic experience i got last time running btw the com centre n the place and crossing the rd to the place near arts... n running to n fro multiple times w no on helpful.
thankyou everyone who has helped me today...
but haaa i hafnt slept a wink since 24hrs ago.. let's see how long i can last. haa

日曜日, 6月 17, 2007

Happy Birthday JialiN!
thnx for the invitation to a great bbq party yest.. :)
stay nice and pretty ya..
Yunnan pple! this is how i got to know jl.. thnx gal for being such a good fren, it's been a pleasure knowing you.. i know i can always count on you!

haaa let's jiayou together for the year ahead.. may it be a great one for ya! filled with lotsa love n joy.. and let us learn n grow together :)

geminis rock! heh

the gals :)


and guys..


cw n i took so many fotos last nite i cant possibly post all




here's some random ones haa




HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIALIN!!




hope u had lotsa of fun :) i did.. thnx for the invitation..
yest me mingli kailyn went to watch shrek n went on a shopping spree haa
retail therapY! bought clothes n shoes.. :) i had fun
check out our set meals from waraku.. haa
i've been craving for cold noodles for days and this realli satsified me :)
n tried the umeshu soda.. not too bad but onli rem to take a pix of it just before we finished it haa
nice pix at the restaurant - a heart etched in sand
there was also a nice glass partition and ooh mcdonald's 50c ice-cream looks pretty in this orange hue, rite
thanx gals, for the company :)
i've slept my whole day away.. only waking up for lunch n dinner n it's the first time in the whole day tt i've been awake for 2 hrs
sigh.


i'm realli tired from the whole weeks activites... and was wondering whether i shud have gone to such extent to meet up w Everyone but ser's sent me a Mark Greene's url showing his last conversation w his daughter and he said that the thing he wanted to teach her, something tt he thinks every father should impart to his daughter was Generosity..
"Be generous with your time, with your love, with your life. Be generous always"



it's not just one person being generous.. for people to meet up all parties involved had been generous with their time and willing to spend the time with each other.. creating lovely new memories.. reminising abt old one isnt it?



how apt it is for me to hear such fatherly advice on father's day
Happy Father's day to my dad!
haa one of the coolest ard? is wat many of my frens like to say.. i tink so too.. i have a dad who's cooler than his kids haa n i guess he earned the respect of us his family n many other pple he come in touch w.. :) so yep happy dad's day.


saw a trailer yest when i watched Shrek3 w beng n kailyn..
No Reservations Trailer


i wanna watch this movie too haa well if i have the time tt is
the title caught my eye.. haa being a person who's q obsessed w making reservations.. i feel real smug when i get to beat the queue and walk right into a restaurant.. and i've gotten ridiculously upset before when there's no queue to beat haa
and well being a sucker for romantic comedies.. this looks nice n catherine zeta-jones look so pretty in it :)

and then there was Shrek 3.. i finally watched it! not as funny as the first 2 but not too bad as well haa lotsa spoofs from many other movies and this girl power theme. was rather.. operah (haa tink oceans 13)

土曜日, 6月 16, 2007

at millenia walk..
the "waterfall" v nice.. esp when illuminated by the lights
altho we saw a weird guy doing qigong-like moves in his socks (aft he removed his shoes)
while watching the water.. wonder if he's trying to bask in the moonlight n artificial light at the same time?
but the v white patchy clouds tt decorated the pitch-black sky took my attention away frm him.
aesop fables..

this is an extension within suntec city..
now suntec has got blue lights on the ceiling and this corridor looks realli pretty.. :)
the lights kinda remind me of mickey's head at certain angles haa
down the corridor.. u'll see this water fountain tt's real cool
v beautiful
using lights.. it creates this effect of the water dancing w the soothing music..
the guy operating it says.. it's Magic!
magical indeed.. :)

glad to have gone to suntec today w gang.. saw many pretty sights of s'pore albeit they are all man-made but still pretty..

金曜日, 6月 15, 2007

思念是一种病 (张震岳)

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头

一辈子有多少重要的来不及
发现 已经 失去 最重要的东西
恍然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后才肯相信
错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试着体会 试着忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用

其实这段时间里
尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情

我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

积极意义忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
结果总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己
到底做了什么蠢事情

也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间

随时会想念过去的一切
哪些人是误会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

喔 思念是一种病喔 思念是一种病 一种病

多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不再那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好

我相信 一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说
就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续
一切都来得及

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
喔 思念是一种病喔 思念是一种病 一种病

- ~ -

在电台广播中听到这首歌。 是张震岳和蔡健雅合唱的。。。 蛮新鲜的组合。
这首歌带着淡淡的忧伤,给人蛮舒服的感觉。。。
其实原唱者是齐秦。。。1989年,齐秦推出了一张新的专辑《纪念日》,里头就收入了这首歌。。。
http://www.funmtv.com/play/113608.htm -- 齐秦的版本
http://www.web898.net/p/8/545.php -- 张震岳的版本
张震岳的版本加了多几段歌词,还有一段rap :)

说到张震岳一定想起爱我别走。。。 以前在guitarclub 听学姐弹很酷。。。 我也有学。 blue banana performed it before, right huay?

張震岳 - 爱我别走
ok.. i really shudnt let the unhappy incident spoil my day
had a nice time w my jc classmates today.. @ my jc class gathering.. ll post the group foto when i get it frm meiqi..
anyway.. it's been q a long time since i met some of them n q a few girls graduated already..
had a nice time catching up at ding tai feng n because we had so many of us they gave us this area at the back separated by some wooden "dividers" frm the other customer, pretty much like a private suite ha v nice design w oriental flora mortifs on the walls.. :)
haaa had my suan la mian :) but i squirted the juice of the xiaolongbao as i was biting into it onto my face n the table haaa.. daniel saw n calmly passed me tissue.. haa i tot it was damn funny n q kind of him not to laugh into my face :p
then we went off to ice cool @ smu for some drinks..
me n siwei shared this Hoegaarden Grand Cue.. i tink it's a belgium beer.. pretty interesting taste - it's supposedly have got spices, citrus n vanilla.. i'm not sure if i can tell these tastes apart but i agree w siwei tt the taste changes in your mouth as u drink it.. so an interesting mix of different flavours..
i'm q happy to have tried different drinks these few days.. indochine's southern comfort was a nice n sweet liquere w 7-up n whiskey coke wasnt too bad too.. hai LFTs!

木曜日, 6月 14, 2007

fuck. i meet this ah pek on my way home that gave me damn bad vibes.
i was walking home at like 1030pm along a main rd n coming towards me was this scrawny old man w bad dentition and a cigarette in his mouth
i was trying to go left so tt he cud pass on the right but he went left too.. so i steered towards the right n he went the same way too
this kinda things occur in real life all the time, when u try to give way to a passerby coming the opp direction
but till it's damn near already we r still in the same path n at the last moment i manage to step aside frm him.. all the time he had this weird smile on his face.. damn sickening.
but i felt his left hand brushed against mine. it wasnt like brush, felt more like a reaching out to grab kinda feeling n luckily my left hand was in the way btw his hand n my thigh.. cause i really felt like a purposeful outreach for my thigh lo
at the moment i got really bad feeling.. an ecg at this moment wud prob register some escape rhythmn w a slight pause.. it felt really creepy
i just walked by quickly n turn ard to glare but he never turned bk..
fuck.. it's just damn bad vibes.. if he dare look bk n smile or if he actually touched my thigh i wud scream at him lo
ok next time my reflex action to this kinda treatment wud b to smack his old baldy head w my hand bag n kick his crotch or sumthing
let me programme this in my head now
it cud possibly b an accident but i've never had such creeps for my whole life so i dont tink it is.
wat a bloody old man. shit. n i was only in jeans n tshirt not some short skirt lor. and altho touching strangers is wat i do day in day out in the wards during physical examination, n touching the dorsum of my hand is seriously no big deal. but this is just not right.
i'm damn pissed la. fuck.
met up w my pri sch frens this evening
ahaa it's been so long since i met them
these are the pple i know since i'm 9.. some i have not met in 10yrs!
too bad some of them cudnt make it.. cause i was really looking forward to see everyone
but i had fun :) catching up n reminising abt the past
altho some of them look v different le.. but still feel pretty much the same la..
haha meirong has such a cute expression on her face.. heh
tiakpeng weixuan (captain of all vices) weiqiang shengkui
me liling meirong gl :)
me n gl!
for the first time i sat in indochine outside wisma to listen to the guitarist n vocalist
instead of standing along the pathway towards mrt looking in
many many types of cocktails! :)
we had to go empty our bladders but found that the glass door into wisma was locked
so we embarked on this long ardous task going to the bk of the mall, to the loading/unloading bay then up the lift to the loo haa
passed by a dark n empty foodcourt n decided to take a pix ha
too bad my self shot cant capture the bkground
anyway.. till the next i see you guys :)

火曜日, 6月 12, 2007

went to watch Ocean thirteen with ps n ser this evening..
i must say i was highly entertained.. there were so many laugh-out-loud kinda jokes and i like the way it is.. a short n simple story but many cool gags that these thieves pull off
and once again, singapore was mentioned haaaa
as one of Bank's hotels that got the five diamond award
haaa does hollywood love us or wat? heh
i had fun :)



i really like brad pitt in this yellow shirt n brown suit.
as my personal favourite, he deserves special mention..
still looking so good after so many years. :)
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日曜日, 6月 10, 2007


I remember the first time i saw this book in the bookstore and read the short introduction of it, I became quite interested in it.
"Whether buried, burnt, snatched, donated or decomposed, some people have been more useful dead than alive...
Stiff lifts the lid on exactly what happens to our bodies after we die. In addition to dissecting the ins and outs of decomposition, it unearths the many uses that can be made of a human corpse, from ballistics practice to body farms, crash test dummies to composting, and, in the process, digs up a wealth of ghoulishly compelling detail - from the experiment to weigh the human soul and the history of body-snatching to the true story of the human dumpling."

I finally got down to finish reading the book so many months later and it was really quite interesting.
Each chapter focused on a different aspect of the lives of the dead.. the book was easy to read and insightful. Some bits were amusing, some were sad but I was quite impressed by the amount of research that had gone into collecting information for this book.
I enjoyed it.
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土曜日, 6月 09, 2007

Ngak n Eric @ timbre

this is a youtube clip i got of timmy @ timbre.. Muse - time is running out..
i kinda like this song. music last night was great as usual. i really enjoyed listening to them. in the cool night.. it got nice n windy after we got our seats
ah tan! the half german who was replaced by white-shirt guy's called garfield i think haaa
wonder if we'll see him again heh

the first song of the 2nd set last night they sang was Hand in my Pocket - Alanis Morissette.

i like this song.. and it reminds me of huay :)

Ironic - Alanis Morissette


ok.. one whole day hiding at home.. sleeping all my fatigue off. i m grateful for the time at hand to meet up w frens but at the same time, i'm feeling kinda tired.. so it's rest rest rest. well n i've got a writeup to finish and a whole com full of stuff to backup before it dies. whew.

hello timbre! we are back!
haaa this is the first time i'm back here with my first ever drinking buddy haa
since she got back a couple of weeks ago..
me serene fridaynites timmy daiquiri brings back nice memories
last night was great.. altho we waited for almost 45min before we got seats but it was well worth it to get a nice seat..
the stage :)

the clearest shot i have of ngak on stage
haa cause he doesnt stay still n the slow shutter speed of my camera in night mode ll never b able to get a clear pix i guess haa
US :)
strawberry daiquiri is always nice..
altho the mango margarita was disturbingly herbal but haaa the company was good enuff for me to overlook that.

US again haaa
ps got the clearest shot! heh her first ever drink! i'm v honoured to be present. :)
then there's crystal.. serene n me
haa me and my alter ego.. am i splitting up? or issit my long-gone siamese twin who's back?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alone_(2007_film) - i wanna catch this movie
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yesterday evening i met up w peishan crystal and serene for dinner
ps and crystal are my frens from 305 405 and our friendship extended to jc and to now
i havent met up w them for so long.. esp ps.. i have not seen her for abt a year already..
it's a really fun girls night out w my RG friends.
read a fren's post abt this sisterhood bond.. :)
frens that you make in your growing up years.. decade long of friendship's so valuable..
miss you guys! i had lotsa fun

dinner from vila'ge, dessert from nydc, drinks from timbre.

many shots of us!

finally a self-shot w all of us in it.. haa
multiple shots are needed as usu to achieve this heh :)
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金曜日, 6月 08, 2007

Life!Horoscope
Gemini may22-june21
when did your life turn into a soap opera, and you into its leading player? Take a step back from any unnecessary drama. This situation definitely needs some editing, and afterwards, you need peace and quiet.

me w my tudis n my present! ah qin's album + kino's voucher.. thnx guys..
thnx to cw for asking me to wait till the gai ban album comes out.. haa so now it comes w a dvd too..

me w mc jl wh.. :)

after lunch we decided to catch a movie.. n went to watch men in white
it turned out to be terribly wrong n disappointing.. downright lame and really not worth my$6.20 (even w the uob discount)
it felt as if the budget was so low tt u could have film it on your camcorder? haa
hai i'm clueless as to wat the movie is actually abt.. and never felt so cheated also ha
so we decided that we shant let the movie spoil our day n go home n shame.. so guess wat me jl wh mc did?


25min after we came out frm meninwhite theatre.. we went bk into another theatre and caught Zodiac
it was a hugh gamble cause if this show turned out lousy too.. we'll have PTSD n not watch movies for long time.
but luckily i turned out pretty alright
abit too long n draggy.. cause the story spans over 22yrs and i was hoping it wud end more quickly towards the end
but i must say the thriller.. kept us in reasonable amount of suspense and there were moments we were truly spooked
n some much evidence was presented and we needed to know who the killer is towards the end..
as much as jake gyllenhaal's robert n the cops i guess
cause i wud feel damn gek also.. if there were no ans.
but the final heart attack was damn irritating.. he didnt even deserve that. sigh.
but i like the handwriting bit tho.. tot it was pretty cool..

he did it cause noone else would do it.
not a good enough reason?
(sometimes not even for youself.)
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yest i had the last of my birthday celebrations.. haa which lasted for abt 2 wks :P
feel really happy n thankful to have so many loving frens haa :)

went w some meddies to ricetable and got a treat :D
yummy food!

there was..
jialin, chekwun, mengchon...

jenheng, me n wenhann :)

all of US!
wenhann n ahlin's birthday are coming real soon too
didnt realize all 3 of us are geminis... haa i've noticed some resemblance on character btw us and so did some of our classmates but it didnt occur to me before tt we r all of the same sign.. haa
anyway food was nice n spent a nice afternoon w them.. thnx guys!
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水曜日, 6月 06, 2007


yest me yw n kx met up n went to gelare for lunch before we played badminton! haaa my arm n bk is aching so much tt i decided against swimming this morning hahaa..
it was fun! altho v tiring haa
and they are both zai! :)

yummy waffles!!

there's this kinda furry surface where the u can have a darker n lighter side depending on which way u stroke it towards.. haa
it's like a white board i guess
can wipe off and can write on it ;)
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