日曜日, 1月 30, 2005


no 2... my new jap fav.. the guy tt i saw whu loook like him stays near mi leh haha he's kenji sakaguchi.. py serene mel! he's the guy in pride whu fell down the escalator and had a pool of bld growing under his head? haha the lookalike got tt pattern la dark tall hmm :) Posted by Hello

i actualli saw three guys whu look like three actors earlier this wk.. i saw the three of them one on the lrt.. one at the nus sci centre busstop another along the rd near my house.. haha
firstly.. this is the korean actor frm glass slippers... soh ji sup i saw him on the lrt.. tt eyes tt look 2D haha damn jialat
they look like they were drawn on paper cut out n pasted on his face rite hahaPosted by Hello

lastly... ichikawa somegoro.. haha he acted in pride oso but i saw a thinner version of him in nus! haha tt guy got the same sleepy small eyes like cannot open lidat hee  Posted by Hello

火曜日, 1月 25, 2005

dilemma
being a good fren.. bearing hurt
i knew nothing was ok
i knew it when i heard, "actualli cum tink of it i dont need ur support"
i knew sumthing was falling apart but i dont noe how to hold on
so
i let things b?

mayb its my fault
everithing time i say it the line tt flash across my head is, "as usual rite"
i have gathered tt no matter wat i do sumone ll get hurt sumone ll b angry sumone ll...
then how
mayb tts y in midnite club, ilonka's fren (wats her name?) wanted a twin so badly so tt she cud b at 2 places at the same time

selfishness?
i dunnoe
how
mayb this is the chance for mi to prac sum decision making skills since my profession demands it anitime aniwhere
ha

i tried v hard
at least in my conscious state
do things tt make pple happi
treat others the way i wan to b treated
tts always the basic principle i live by

but sumhow
i dunnoe
everithing seems wrong
everithing seems wrong

whu can i ask to teach mi how to hold things together
u were holding bk ur tears
mayb im now too
( i suck at it man)

y issit tt the same issuse always arise
n i always seem to screw things up

things can go either way
jus on a decision i make
but sumone ard mi ll feel sum bad vibes sum hurt?

jus tt one nite
tt one sunday nite
i heard frm three pple had 3 phonecalls
3 diff issuses at hand
of which onli one involved mi
but i listen i advice i hear i try to help
i do

like i told a friend
i seem to hold alot of secrets for alot of pple
and at the same time i hold my own secrets
everi single one of it
coz as usual
huimin dwells she doesnt whine

not as if no one had asked mi how i felt b4
mayb its jus not in my bld
not a habit
not a choice

im so bottled up
i might look like a cushingnoid one dae

watever
2yrs of nightmare admist of all the joy i had came bk to haunt mi in a nite
but
i always do wat i jus decide to do on the spot
too mani considerations
too much of a dilemma

watever
the day is over
i enjoyed my day

congratulations
sorrie for ani hurt caused
but daoming shi ll say, " dao qian you yong de hua yao jing cha lai gan ma"

the obvious dist over the hp was sensed



土曜日, 1月 22, 2005

haha since my airen complained abt my jap here's sumthing in eng
i had a realli fun n exciting hari raya papaya ( fel n serene copyrighted)

i brought my parents out on a chinatown trip!!
at first when my dad suggested going down by mrt to look c look c i was like still ok

it onli hit mi when i was walked towards the lrt station w two pple tt add up their age almost hitting 100 liao haha
i suddenly realised tt was the first time in my life tt i ever did sumthing lidat

i guess like my mama always say " shio lork sun sei"
meaning its v easy to dote on pple younger
but to dote on ur elders seem to b a harder thing to do

aniwae we went to the lrt station
haha n my dad cudnt get in w his ezlink!
haha tt was the first time he went to the lrt place i guess
own transport all the time mah
i laugh like siao
then he looked at everithing at the station w wonder in his eyes

n guess wat
my parents chatted the green smrt person up
haha
they toktok
my mama even roped a stranger waiting for the lrt into their conservation

omg
i was q amazed how they cud tok to strangers lidat
now i noe where i got my extrovert bit frm

then my dad did sumthing i always do
hhahahahaha
he stepped over the yellow line
to testing testing see got camera c him or not
hahaha
i always do tt rite py?
see how long i can stand there b4 the announcement sound
then the green man toking to us
was rather shocked n ask him to hurry step bk
my mama jus tell him, "first timer la first timer paiseh"

omg
my journey barely started
we reached the mrt station.. i was trying to explain to them tt we shud stand on the left side so tt pple can walk down mah
then on the last flight of escalator b4 reaching the train
i saw tt the train was here
reflex got mi running down
n i realized tt i left my parents on top of the escalators
haha
my mama more public transport savvy
got down q quickly behind mi
then my dad was stranded haha
i tink he not used to standing on stuff tt move under him u c
then he was like frozen
we tried to hurry him
coz we were standing at the door liao
budden when he started climbing down
he stretched out both hands to hold on to both sides of the escalator la
w/o realizing he jus blked two teenages trying to run for the train
they paiseh to cui this uncle i tink
so they jus stood helplessly n saw the train left w/o them
i wanted to tell my dad to sian for them but he was too engrossed balancing
then he finally came down
i was laughing like siao coz the sight of my dad blking those 2 kids behind was hilarious
but i realized tt i shudnt haf ran for tt train
it was too dangerous for my parents la
my thoughtless ness
the return trip we jus gelek gelek took our time la

the train ride was ok
i macam tour guide explain this n tt to them

then we reach chinatown
wa
seh
the crowd is tremendous
like wave lidat
crowd crowd crowd everiwhere!!

my parents sian abit i can tell
haha but they seem to ying chou mi n stayed smiley hee
then we started crowd squeezing

wa buay tahan
we hopped into the heritage museum
then we looked at the little little oldie stuff tt my parents had sum fun laughing over
i saw tt fish thing tt we bought frm china
guess wat was the selling price?
9.90
its 10x the china price lor

aniwae we got bk into the crowd
and we got stuck in a human traffic jam
some uncle kept stepping on my slipper until i cant move forward
everione was complaining
n i was rolling rolling my eyes tinking, 'singporeans hmph'
then a auntie behind my mama started talking to her
she say,"aiyoh so mani pple, hai.. if we got qing gong then good hor, then we can fly above the crowd.."
i was like ?!?!
i jus laughed my head off damn loudly la
she was realli funni leh
then she went on n on wat kind of the powers we can haf to go against the crowd..
wa auntie
u win!

then we finally squeezed our way thru tt one street
all o us were exhausted liao
as a matter of fact
i barely saw anithing

ahaha
nvm
the ambience n atmospehere rite

then my dad decided tt he's not going bk the same way to the mrt liao
so we pressed on
walking along the main rd
n we saw 2 media corp actors
the old man
n the beard guy whu wear specs
i ll try to find their pix la

u noe wat my mama did???
she jus said damn loudly when they walked past her, " eh yan yuan... eh.."
to tell mi la
it kinda attracted everione ard 's attention
haha i didnt help by laughing super loudly too
i cudnt believe she jus did tt
the two of them were shocked lor
then the old man smiled but the other beard guy was erm still shocked haha

we pressed on
tiger beer was on sale
10 for $24.4o
so my dad bought 20
n they gave out free giant poker cards, 4 lucky no, n can take polariods w cai shen ye
so we took one w the three of us
i jus pulled my dad along
coz he paiseh dowan dowan
coz everione passing by stared
but whu cares
haha
actualli only can take one
of coz my mama insisted tt we bought 2 pax so can take two la
the promoter scared her n we took agaiN!!
haha
i insisted tt they put the pix in their wallets on the way home! :D

we bought some new yr goodies 1 box $1
wa damn cheap
quality passable la

then my dad say wat to outram la
so we went in tt direction
on the way so ppl singing operas, doing acrobat stuff
interesting
then we hungry went to sum da pai dang for supper...
the foods q good all the dim stuff n hk stuff

then we went home my dad kept saying he how smart go outram so we were one stop infont of chinatown n can get seats

yes yes sir
haha n we finally made our way home
both my parents say next yr
invite them to go they oso dun wan to go liao
haha i tink so too
better watch the crowd on tv on cny eve n laugh at them at the comfort of my home

aniwae i realli had alot of fun
wat a great way to spend a public hol
w my parents
sumthing tt mi n my bros stopped doing since?
i cant rem
now roles haf changed i guess
my parents used to bring us out
mayb now its our turn to bring them out rite?

when i jus reached chinatown
my mama asked mi to hold on to her hand tight
so tt i wont get lost in the crowd
then i told her i cud easily make my way home w my eyes closed lor
its my parents whom im worried abt getting lost in the crowd
of coz my dad ll say taxi sure can go home

but yea
they took so mani yrs to bring us up huh :D
im no longer a kid tt they worry abt getting lost in the crowd n crying
they r not so young animore oso
yrs past by q quickly i guess
they still tink im sum baby haha they say tt tot wont go away till they *** (choy)

i learnt fried rice twaytiao konyaku jelly these two days haha
one day one day ill b able to cook on my own!
i guess the most evident thing tt the china trip changed mi was aroused my interest in cooking
much to my mama's pleasant surprise
but seeing jing n jenheng cook so well
i oso oso wan to learn!

木曜日, 1月 20, 2005

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金曜日, 1月 14, 2005

im back frm china n haf survived one wk of sch
heh
the china trip was v fun
exposed mi to new weather environment pple thinking food...
so mani so mani experiences..

wow
felt slightly diff when i was there
hope to b more aware of it la huh

spent the new yr eve n day there
so when i came bk spore
everithing in yunnan seemed like a dream
including the passing of the yr
hahah so i tink i ll b stuck in 2004 mode for some time

7wks n 2days to ca2 n counting
sigh
mayb i need nkf to teach mi abt kidneys since pseudo allan woo is making mi blur-er by the day

jialat
sameul tay is actualli q nice n cute
i ll always rem tt dorsal root ganglion contains pseudo unipolar cell bodies
work is piling up huimin.. sigh

cough n lao-sai abit abit since i return
but recovering
hope py n jh recover soon too

met the yunnan pple today..
haah q a few of them
at first was abit paiseh to ktv w so mani pple
not as crazy n ah siao as w judogals gang or cousins la
hah but q fun la

went sleazy ktv when it is not so sleazy so not so bad
dinner at holland v was ok onli
the suan la tang wasnt suan n la enuff wat can i say?
and the xiaolong tang bao didnt haf tang in it cheat my feelings

tmr is the day for serene
hope she has fun :)