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wah CNY iz almost over liao for most pple la.. juz lidat... one of the most looked forward event of da yr haha
dunnoe y frm young i like chinese new yr la.. thiz unknown excitement tt i cant exactly pin-point where it came frm..
the routine preparations.. angpows the ying liu the goodies shopping r rather fun la
the CNY eve the steamboat n fam thing... itz like one of the veri few times in da yr we eat together la so quite fun la
didnt go stroll thiz yr but watched tv n gambled haha not too bad either...
the excitment level seemed to haf dropped la
but still not too bad

chu yi
the usual morn breakfast n stuff then going to my ah gong's place... but abit diff with ah k thiz yr
routine of meeting relatives make conservation listen to annual reports smile happy new yr shake hand...
i wud sae it's quite fun la juz abit tiring but wif my new digicam e photog girl -- mi waz kept bz bz bz
snapping photos of cute little cousins n nephews/nieces haha i'm rather old la upgrading to auntie status
granduncle
grandaunt
maternal grandmother
(didnt take my cam out there)
...
then at nite at my uncle's house
haha
HEAL
take photo take photo take more photos
haha we siao liao la
but yea i can onli act cute n b spastic wif them la haha
i tink we took photo until we cant realli smile animore..
CNY will never b the same w/o the ah siao cousins of my league haha

chu er
the same the same la
eldest aunt (p)
eldest aunt (m)
second aunt (p)
grandaunt
second uncle (p)

i like my uncles on my dad side haha they are realli cute
eldest uncle look like lao fu zi he alwayz wif his precious granddaughter now
second uncle wif 9.5fingers haha he's like the black jack king last time but dont play liao but i like him he abit like da fan shu haha
the the 3rd one okie la smiley but distant wif 4 kids
4th = my dad
5th uncle haha aiyoh he's like dam tok cok but realli nice la n 'haha'
alwayz call mi hui mian... :s haha like i didnt put bamboo stick to straighten my arm la.. alot of nonsense la like cannot open the safe tt's y late on chu yi,..
6th got lotsa stories rather happening but sad la.. got son tt at the awkward age the acting cool haha
7th most learned n si wen n soft spoken la.. nice kids he got

i got so many realtives tt i cant finish describing la
most of them we meet once a yr
tt's abt it la
not veri close i guess but they r fam so pple tt u can neva leave
they haf been ard since u r born n will stick ard till either of us d**
i'm okie wif MOST of my realtives i guess
in fact i kinda like them :)

chu 3
haha carol's place
had fun la... slack ard the whole dae n play games
n those cute little cousin like HELLO n DUNNOE haha ie destroyer n destroyer's bro
evangelin n mimi-lookalike(whu juz refuse to tell mi her name) rechelle
gilbert aka mr tan n the mahjong cousin tt reminded mi of a friendly chengyi n the abit dirty black shirt cousin
haha
all sorts of games n gorging wif goodies n hiding frm the rain which waz cuming down the whole dae...
great to haf spent new yr wif da judo gals erm some la
n watch OH! HAPPY DAY
had fun

chu 4
huayu's house
the first time the gang gambled haha still lost 10c in the end sigh...
but yea CNY goodies n funny games we nua-ed at huayu's house for like 5hrs
the her dad sent us to a country club
veri windy wif freaking cool toilet haha
realli a rich pple's place like quite a few sports car in the carpark
hmm
then moved to my house
but end up eating n watching 7sisters onli haha

chu 5 ie todae
a rather happening dae
went for my relief teaching interview
on n i tot it waz onli n interview la
kena dragged into thiz big political war btw a sad teacher n the 'unreasonable' (frm gossip) vp
i haf offically snatched someone's rice bowl unknowingly wth
waz initially looking forward la.. erm still looking forward to teach pri sch kids chinese
i like n hope they'll like as well
then aiyoh didnt noe i waz suppose to replace another relief teacher tt waz asked to leave by next wk but it eventually turned out such tt he's leaving/i'm starting tmr la
i dunnoe the body of the story onli appeared as a minor character in the ending la
i shant gossip
not my business
juz hope i can do a good job la
n try to stay away frm the political scene
met sum nice pple though
the security guard aka uncle at the gate
mansura the helpful clerk
zhang lao shi the hod
friendly neighbours cl teachers : chui lao shi n xinyi
hope tmr will turn out well
honestly i dunnoe wat to expect or even prepare
juz harden my scalpe ( haha direct translatn frm chinese) n go chiong la
hope i can entertain pri 1, 3, 5 kids la
n hope they will listen n learn
i need more pro-looking clothes
sigh
rt.. here i cum
wish mi luck
good luck
i need lots of it la..

tmd juz lost like the alot of word i typed n i dont noe y.. *sobz*
i hate it when thiz happens my ling gan juz left mi in the blink of an eye then feel so damn irritated tt i'm going to burst.. nvm relax relax here i go again

monday
waz serene's bdae
HAPPY BIRTHDAE SERENE!!
itz rather memorable la a gang thingy..
can juz hang out n dont haf to worry abt my mama nagging at mi to go home
but i waz rather sick then i puked up my rather ex nydc dinner
MUSHROOM MADNESS
sigh
ut i mean the feeling of everithing up at ur throat
letting it out feels kinda good haha
n the toilet at wellock place
itz the nice one wif blue doors n big silver handle tt i like haha
it's so clean tt i didnt realli mind squatting there hugging the toilet bowl la
haha
throwing up
i haf a whole history of tt
at kukup, kl, even during trng camp
eee rather gross

we kinda had a gang reunion dinner thingy
almost the whole gang most of the time.. need to rotate shifts to keep SARS in check haha
pai nian wif each other enjoy the little oranges one of my tuition kid's mother gave mi haha
oh n mi n huayu hired jang hyuk!!
haha to appear on serene's bdae lor but his mini pony tail.. make him looked rather sleazy
haha but i waz rather funni trying to tou pai him

mon nite
wah lao
the new lobang aka desmond his dad kao bei-ed mi la
okie i'm in the wrong too la
for mixing up my schedule n hafing to change the tuition time
i waz willing to make other arrangements n apologized alreadi lor
but he juz mumbled in sum disgruntled voice abt 'Y u alwayz change change?!?' tmd
whu's the one whu changed the pre-arranged time frm aft CNY to yest huh?
n he said he needs to reconsider?! like wat??
n i said "FINE"
he hasnt called mi yet la
wth
but i haf asked mi auntie to help mi decline the offer liaoz
everione tell mi i shudnt haf to put up wif his bad attitude lor
haha tot i shud go trash things out wif tt mean UNCLE
but oh well watever.. dot let mi spoil my festive mood haha
but it might jzu b a blessing in disguise la
white sands pri sch called mi to go teach CHINESE haha
okie i realli dont mind coz i like chinese
i'm the jiang hua yu person mah
but can onli confirm next wk la so we'll see how i goes

test subject
went to help my cousin wif her final yr project at nus yest
she stick wierd vibrators on my arm n i hafta sick in a wired up 'cage' kinda thing
rather scary
wonder if tt's how wolverine n the x-men felt
:)
budden the test iz to see if pple can mult-task la
a series of memory test, maths, judgement n reaction tests...
then hafta repeat them doing 2 later 3 concurrently
wow rather stressful...
i realize tt i cant realli multi-task n to tink tt i haf lots of prac online toking to many pple then watch tv n tok on phone all at the same time
itz nothing lor
but performance in judgement dropped rather badly i tink
cant rem so many diff things at diff times la
wols
sigh a rather stressful test
but rather glsd i brought mi bk to bouna vista la
so freaking far i wont go if there's nothing to do lor
'strolled' to rj tok to a few juniors, tok to mrs yeo.. the sch's the same but the pple r not so wat for rite? okie the teachers la
todae chuxi but i woke up rather late n tired/lazy to make my way there n bk la haha
will go sum other dae...

aniwae todaeiz CNY eve la
i shall go pack my rm
haha i'm forever pacing my rm
n recognizing tt itz da big P word
n still not doing anithing abt it haa
okie i shall get my ass of the com chair soon

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (erm soon la)
i tink i haf recovered almost enuff liao can start attacking the goodies soon
n steamboat tonite
i cant wait haha

yest went out wif my judo gals
haha it's been quite a long while since almost all of us went out together...
miss them
all the stuff we use to do 2gether
n all their company la
even miss caroline saying in the toilet b4 everi trng how she needs to s***
haha
like mr eng sae the frens u make in judo will stay wif u for life...
waiting to b their bridesmaid haha
we r going to go bk 2 visit mr tan&eng
get our farewell gifts
n make our grand appearance as the denim skirt-ed j3 girls
拭目以待
：)

went shopping for seng's present today with py
haha
tired legs
hope tmr all goes well
i dont haf SARS
haha no la
shudnt harp on it.. tt's wat i tell the rest
mothers are zui4 da4
cant b help they luv their kids tt's y
looing forward...

sick AGAIN
sore throat
feverish
dont wan
muz get well b4 CNY
no time no time
abstaining frm da goodies e next 3 daes
then muahaha CNY here i cum

earlier da dae i gunbound-ed until 5am
haha its a priviledge man
to b able to stay up so late
haha onli dont haf tuition on sat
yay
but i waz still woken up
my plan of sleeping till 12
i'll go sleep again

on my way to bayshore todae, i looked ou tof the bus window n saw 2 boys playing 'hockey' at the little part tt the car can cum into their landed property, dunnoe wat's it called la
haha they played with a small ball, a broom n a branch lor
haha wat fun

reminded mi of floorball with 3F
haha wat fun too
tt dae i saved ms poon's shot haha felt like sum hero
tyco la
but miss floorball with 3F

then when i waz going home frm bayshore
i met a japanese mother n her 2 young boys
rather quite..
the elder son had a bandage on his chin haha
muz haf gotten it frm playing
he got single-eye lid n a serious face, kinda thin, like a typical jap boy whu alwayz work damn hard いつもがんばっている男 にている
haha
the younger son
omg freaking cute
BIG eyes.. slightly round face he looked so small
すごく可愛い男

i'm not paedo
haha 此地无银三百两
aniwae i tried not to stare
but i still purposely sat near them
not realli to stare at the cute jap boys la
but to hear them converse
miss the sound of japanese
it juz feels diff la haha itz blessing to understand abit haha

the boy pointed at the floor of the bus n said
きらきらしている
like the floor's 'twinkling' lidat la
haha i notice it last time too juz didnt bother to take note of it
the floor of older buses haf glittery stuff on it lor
look like nite sky with lots of constellation haha cool

they got down near temasek sec sch

i went home

my stove waz on fire on wed nite..
scary
the kettle handle waz melted
got flames
scary
muz b careful

learnt how to make fish wif angbao
my pri 3 gal taught mi
haha nice :)
i told her she taught mi sumthing todae
she said i taught her her spelling too
haha cute
CNY yay

ang mo kio
the place grew up in
went there todae to cut hair
haha tt's autie, my mum's fren.. she's the one whu chop off my almost waist-length when i waz before i went to sec 1.
haha mi n ultra long hair veri hard to visualize haha

i used to like to go bk to amk like aft i moved in sec 2
to lok at the place to visit my pri sch n da teachers there
then the whole place went under upgrading n the old sch site waz demolished
wat's the use of going bk to a place where the pple u noe are not there animore?
hmm.. i go look at the buildings lor
wat's the use of bk to a place where even the buildings dont look the same animore??

sigh i haf nothing against brown but with the whole place hafing light brown paint n brown tiles everiwhere i felt abit sick.. hmm n sad la
i still prefer the blue paint, my flat used to haf a gradient with the top few floors blue n the rest had a gradien t frm dark blue to light blue b4 joing the white part
the floor tt iz rather badly cemented iz damn flat now..

aft cutting hair i hesitated at my pri sch front gate for a while but didnt go in
dont noe y
instead i went taking the route home, tt route tt i walked 6 yrs of my life almost everidae last time
down the road then across the traffic light.. hmm juz like when i waz in pri sch
then i see my blk
i used to tink tt the area iz veri special like a little town on its own cozi had a little straight road n two rows of buildings lining the roads

differences
brown buildings eek
covered walkway
thiz little part for cars to turn it...
the PLAYROUND
gone waz the green field tt i used to play 'baseball' erm with a tennis ball last time
gone waz the playground tt i played all sorts of games with all my childhood friends - the merry-go-round, the sandpit, the WOODEN see-saw, the alwayz popular swing, the wierd looking tutle tt u can find in the shell, the little stone seats..
now there's onli pathetic rubber playground with tt one structure tt comprises of slide, monkey bar etc
kids cant so much of get a scratch or bleed at all there la.. veri fun meh? haha paseh do i luv pain?
the lift wif brown doors n tiles.. argh i hate brown todae
many many more

smilarities
hm the position of the flats are still the same
ha! bet they cant change tt..
the bottom of the staircase tt i crashed my brother's new bike in when i waz 6, i waz hurt so badly tt they had to carry mi home haha its still the same, onli with a new coat of paint..
as i climbed up the stairs.. haha it still feels the same, the height of each step iz still so familiar, i can sail up at ease..
the little platform at the top of alternate flight of stairs.. the same
the railing still feels the same..

third floor
nobody along the corridor, luckily :P
03-2662
the new owner used bk the same windows the same door the same metal gate
still look the same w/o our plant, wlo our shoe rack but with a new bike..
w/o mi, my fam, my neighbours
doesnt the owner noe tt bikes will get stolen when they are placed lidat?
our bikes got stolen b4 but found it in the end
doesnt the owner noe tt i can open all the windows frm the outside easily?
a trick my bros taught mi when i waz young
tempted but didnt try
realli feel like looking at my house my rm again haha
then i left
nothing there to see animore
the famous 2nd fllor with ultra long corridor, still as cluttered but i tink some neighours moved, either tt or their plants died.
my mama used to go wif mi to sneakily pluck like one leaf frm each of the plants for science projects, or wierd young botanist stuff haha
there used to b a pot of plant with matural holes on he leaves. my fav not pest-attacked ones but all the leaves haf nice holes with smooth edges haha
at the edge of the block..
the familiar sound of the mrt train going towards the amk station.. still the same
the train itself hasnt change much too, at least the one i juz saw
the white ones with a red stripe across the body, behind the high green fence

i passed by my kindergarten as well haha cant believe i waz there 13-14yrs ago

sigh i started writing thiz at 2.50pm n itz 1.07am e next dae now.. distractions distractions.. haha

as i waz saying

i went thru the underpass which iz still da same..
haha tink they cant do anithing to it la unless they wan to risk the mrt track collapsing..
i crossed the 3-lane road...
haha last time i hafta hold my mama's hand when i crossed
waz rather proud the 1st time i crossed it alone..
then now it look harmless to mi liao

the grassland b4 the lib haf a new ntuc built on it
the durian puffs are heavenly man, with real 'authentic' durian filling haha
the grassland has its story as well
my bros went missing when they were rather young one particular year we were doing CNY shopping
i tink my da ge solicited my er ge to go explore sum place wif him n they sneaked off leaving my damn worried mum n mi
tink i cried n the station-outside-toilet auntie at the market still remembers lor haha
they tried to cross the muddy grassland n end ur getting their slippers stuck
as gungho pple the perserve on after abandoning their slippers onli ending up kena attacked my ots of mimosa
alot of the spiky part got stuck in their soles n they ended by being hauled home with my parents helping to remove the spikes for them
hmm.. tt's the story of the scary grassland haha

the library iz freaking new, high tech, damn nice now
but juz damn dff frm wat it used to b la..
wat can i sae... i mean old things alwayz hafta make way for the new ones i guess... :s

i oso went to the market's hawker centre
haha ordered satay beehoon
actualli juz wanna try it n see y my bros alwayz order it everitime we cum haha
i used to stick to the 'unoriginal' chicken rice most of the time
i still rem one stormy nite/evening
my mama brought us there to wait for the rain n eat dinner as well.
it waz rather late n most stalls r closed liao
but the abit of satay beehoon i tasted waz still nice n warm
i tried to look for the same stall but there we 2 side-by-side now, ard the area tt i vaguely remembered
so i chose one tt i tot the ah mm looked familiar,
mayb itz onli my illusion la i dunnoe
it tasted rather good
but i guess eating alone, esp eating tt alone isnt as much fun

the good-looking uncle tt sells kids' wear where at the market opp the stall iz no longer there liaoz..
used to tink he looked rather good altho he's abit sissy n got BIG eyes
haha when i waz 6 he waz late 20s tink he muz b 40+ now
stick out my neck to look for ani uncle figure but i onli saw an auntie
mayb tt's his wife..
i'll check it out the nxt time i pass by again

aiyah am i long winded or am i long winded
haha quite sian writing so long liaoz..
nostalgia huh
amk
the place i grew up in
dont realli like to go there as much as last time aft i juz moved liaoz
too much has changed
but as my mama says
walking along the streets brings bk lots of memories as well

the group of childhood frens
i waz the youngest then
wonder where they r now
i cried when we moved lor
quite diu1 lian3
but watever... i realli she3bu4 de2 mah
but now.. fifth CNY i celebrating in sengkang liaoz...

looking forward to CNY
i like CNY n CNY songs too haha

When I was going up the stairs
I met a man, he wasn’t there
He wasn't there again today
I wish
I wished he’d go away
Timmy York

Malcolm Rivers : "I made it up, when I was a kid, I made it up."

IDENTITY

tuition
flared up juz now at vanessa.. i waz damn freaking angry lor but the anger didnt last for long though
she has spelling tmr la n she tells mi todae.. usually we take abt 3 daes to cover everithing n now dictation started liao... i asked her to study like five words copy out twice then i gif her the spelling of the words la..
she juz refused to copy the words out lor.. then we started the bargaining thing (wth can train such skills wif tuition kids one lor didnt noe tt) i dont wan to b authorative la.. juz wan her to haf a stronger impression of the words wah lao then finally she started to write after her mum heard our "dispute" n scolded her.. i didnt scold her la budden she bu4 qing2 bu4 yuan4 n took freaking long to write
i juz let her b then i started gifing her spelling la
wah lao guess wat
she wrote everi letter in the 'balloon' font n started colouring them with her pencil.. cant imagine she can spend like 30sec on a word tt she sud haf written in 2sec
finally we finished my 5 words..
wah she like damn pissed wif mi n took her time to erase the letters tt werent nicely coloured n stuff..
i juz 'snatched' da ex bk not too violently i hope or she will b holding 2 ex bks by the time i'm done..
my policy wif her : we keep doing thiz until we get everithing right
then we had to do it AGAIN
i juz told her quietly tt she can take her own sweeet time to write i dont care but we juz keeping doing thiz until she got all 5 words correct la
didnt scold her for her artistic balloon font - i wud sae it's quite nice
didnt raise my voice at all
after a while she kinda sense my threatening presence - like a dormant volcano
haha n she got bored balloon-ing her words i guess n everithing juz went bk to normal
haha she even try to coax mi wif her innocent smile la
how can i stay angry for too long
but the larva beneath kinda stirred..
spewing
bubbling
OO000ooooo
hope thiz kinda thing dont happen too often la

my other ZY girl...
wah lao the art of bargaining u juz keep getting better at it man
mayb i learnt my skills frm her
she's good..
hope she can concentrate more though
all the blood, all the sweat, all the saliva
tt's wat my tarbet vice house cap alwayz saes..
haha
onli saliva la
but...
watever


funni sight
on my way home juz now
i saw 2 old men in their sixties
playing on the springy see saw at the playground
haha
one has a faint smile on his face
dont seem to b focusing on anithing in particular
the other look at mi
cant figure out wat's doing thru his head behind tt expression-less face
haha
they looked as if they haf lots of free time
5/6 bags of ntuc goods in front of the bench near them

i wonder
when i turn 60
will i still haf frens to go play the see saw wif mi?
not as if we play it now
no more the wooden kind on the cement floor tt i like the one i play when i waz a kid
now onli got the fake springy ones on the rubbery floor..
quite sian
haha
but wat a funni sight huh

where will the 2 old men b going aft tt?
will they b going home?
do they stay together? hmm G*Y
or juz 2 ah peks whu got to noe each other n shared one end of the see saw each
not fun to play alone
esp the wooden ones cant even play alone
haha
i still prefer swings la

the clouds are rather grey todae..
will it rain?
i'll go shopping for CNY goods wif my mama later haha
yay

sigh veri long neva write liao.. everitime i see sumthing then got things tt i wan to record here.. the feeling might haf changed by the time i reached home or sumthing lor.. sigh

writing diaries/blog... means writing down ur feelings tots n wat happened at a particular time izzit? wat if by the time u get to the bk/com u change liaoz? haha mi haf been moody thiz daes.. little things make mi happi little things make mi angry little things make mi sad.. the feeling of heart turning cold.. goes right thru ur body.. then u will shiver abit.. scary.. these fleeting moments of strong emotions n the long moments of numb-ness/unfeelingness makes mi wonder if i'm a rather unfeeling person.. i dont feel much abt alot of things all the time seriously.. passion/favourites r kinda vague.. preference hmm mayb la.. the sui bian person.. last time huayu told go out wif mi veri irritating sumtimes... "huimin where u wan to eat?" "sui2 bian4" haha she alwayz buay ta han when i sae thiz lor.. haha i'm ok wif anithing.. realli? well most of the time but i dont allow myself to b not okie wif sumthing for too long la...

haha last time when i got angry in pri sch i'l cry...haha damn loser rite? but i got the capability to scold other pple until they cry oso lor.. haha turned mild.. lost both capabilities... good/bad.. i dunnoe... waz damn surprised i cant even roll my eyes properly now.. last time tink i stare until pple cry b4 lor.. wth losing my life skills man.. but everione alwayz sae i'm nice n everithing.. hmm misconception? haha but i dont fake anithing la at least i try consciously not to when i sense a possiblity of it.. watever la.. huimin's a nice person tt's wat everione saes aniwae... oops i noe self-praise = no praise la haha

nvm lettmi write wat i haf been wanting to write

evening sky
went jogging on sat wah the sky... haha nice n cloudy... juz the way i like it la.. 6.50pm eveing la.. the clouds are erm lilac... dunnoe iz tt the name of tt shade of purple not la.. abit like the colour of E206 last time lor..haha the clouds are damn nice n fluffy.. mostly cumulus n sum cirrus la haha thiz iz y i luv (wah strong word...*taken aback*) physical geog haha... got a part of the sky look like a scene frm the land before time a little pond n mountains slightly covering it.. no sharp edges in tt pic at all.. everithing like when sangyu drws wif charcoal n smudge it lidat.. juz tt itz white la...

in the distance got abit of nimbus.. or izzit less light coz the sun setting? i dunnoe look like a little girl angel with long black curly hair flying down towards the ground lidat la... haha

breathtaking...i noe partly itz bcoz i'm realli panting frm the jog la

then saw i sign tt saes 'danger slow down' i tink haha n i followed the instruction n erm.. jogged slowly i guess haha

saw the kueh tutu auntie again didnt dare to go say hi
went to vcd shop haha dripping sweat but feeling good...

night sky
tampines has a clear n cloud-less sky on fri budden on mon... it waz damn cloudy la.. onli compensated by the windy wind.. grey clouds at night dark n darker.. hmm not nice

sena hidetoshi sae tt the sky so dark n iz there so tt pple can notice the bright stars `long vacation

tt's kinda true stars.. eh can see quite alot tt dae the unblinking ones r planets i tink.. the twinkling ones r stars... the time of the yr again like orientation in j1 lidat.. wif the astro 1st session haha the orion belt... tink wingsze told mi can see jupiter oso.. hmm constellations/stars quite cool to go learn abt them...

after my little india / bayshore tuition itz alwayz dark n windy dark n windy... so many pple but emptiness la ( little india abit darker but same windy-ness la) O_o"

food
craving for takopachi.. wanted it so bad juz now.. dint find dint buy.. i can live wif tt.. will go find tmr..

saw a boyboy eating fishcake then remembered when i waz young go market wif my mama will go the fishball/fishcake/yong tau foo stall n juz fishcake n eat haha tink fishy needs her cake after all... haha muz wait until bdae huh... :(

(see 'haha' n 'frowny face aka :(' in same sentence... sigh

omg 7-11's doughnut... damn nice!! the one wif da filling inside like when u buy hazelchocolate spread on top then will haf chocolate filling inside.. wah lao the filling's damn alot n rich n oozing out leh.. until when u finish u feel mildly sick... can u imadine how much choc iz there?!? i noe i waz freakinf hungry then but itz nice la haha will go try the raspberry/apple n sumthing else next time...

jude law
read an article on him in TIME...
aqueduct: artificial channel on a raised structure, carrying watr across the country.

wat a way to describe his eyebrows... aqueduct eyebrows

haha mi n my pok eng.. coz of my tuition thing my pocket dictionary iz permantly residing in my bag la.. quite fun check the words i dunnoe like aniwhere anitime haha dun wan to spread my 'pok eng' contagious disease to them.. hmm

penchant: liking
wat a cute word.. i like the way it sounds...

the article mentioned abt soldiers n Cold Mountain
For the ultimate goal of many a warrior is to get home to his woman - to lay down his arms and find comfort in hers.
hmm.. nice expression

jude law.. veri good looking meh? haha

tuition
“ 在一个冬天的晚上，小明发觉爸爸的被单破了。阵阵冷风吹来，爸爸冷得直发抖。”
thiz iz zhiyi's mo xie tmr.. not veri hard wat but i spent 1.5hr gifing her ting xie n mo xie todae lor wah lao... hope she ca get it when i go meet her in 7hrs time...

haha think my 3 tuition kids like mi la cute little girls they laugh at everi other thing i sae.. veri funni meh? haha can see/hear xinyi laughing non-stop again.. n fel's cough abit b4 laughing... n serene's damn loud laughter until pple at next table at kfc like to mimic haha. hope the girls do well la... waz toking to mingli abt her girl n my girls.. haha like mothers n daughters lidat.. 老了！ cant believe i shopped for pri sch assessments with alot of aunties at popular la.. wah lao...

had alot of class gatherings recently.. hmm 2 209 gatherings 405 3F hmm.. now pple those not working esp quite free then can meet up n tok mah.. pple do change abit here n there.. dont noe wat to sae awkward silence.. haha but when they start toking still feel the same.. but mayb sum i wasnt veri close to them to start wif la.. onli like noe my gang n my gang in 209 lor haha the rest abit onli but will rem them alwayz.. miss sch rj, rgs, jsps too not so much of the place but the pple n the environment we forged la.. hmm

aiyoh thiz iz freaking long so long until i lazy to check for typos liao haha itz 2am now.. getting 5 hrs of sleep then hafta wake up liaoz *sobz* all for the $$ not realli la n for her to get full marks for her ting/mo xie la

no wonder i'm alwayz sleepy n tried these daes.. kept sleeping at the ntu tok.. bad for health...

omg how can i forget.. my mama bought ying liu!!!! ah!!! haha i can decorate liao damn deprived for many yrs liao lor since we moved i tink haha

每条大街小巷， 每个人的嘴里，见面第一句话，就是恭喜恭喜！！
haha my fav CNY song.. chinese new yr iz cuming.. muahahaha

What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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Having eyes, but not seeing beauty;
having ears, but not hearing music;
having minds, but not perceiving truth;
having hearts that are never moved and therefore never set on fire.
These are the things to fear.

`totto-chan by てつこ くろやなぎ

haha finally can view my own blog... rather irritated n sian then work dae n nite (onli haha literally) so quite tired... then juz refuse to mian tui the sickening thing n hecked it.. :P the big P` again shit my bad habit still doing it n itz onli the 1st wk of da yr... sigh

watched tears of the sun.. hmm cool show abt the army stuff.. complete ur mission or do the correct thing by listening to ur conscience.. haha can understand the technical stuff coz my bro watched beside mi n explain..

hm drilled a hole in his leg to do sum stuff to his ligament/cartilage la.. haha waz telling mingli how my siblings n mi haf scary experiences at the hospital... freak accidents n stuff like jaw, leg, arm, intestine, hand... scary n heartbreaking..

the show iz good la.. violence, persecution, death.. 'i wont leave w/o my pple..' sins.. something abt evil iz when good man sees it and does nothing abt it... i read an article b4 abt how pple react to situtaions tt they think itz not right.. they might not act the 'correct' or 'moral' way if there are too many pple there n no one iz doing anithing.. i tink itz damn true lor... true n scary.. gia si pple n pple whu crumble under pressure.. itz easier not to react n wait.. wait for wat? sumthing to happen? someone to do sumthing? shud be brave n do wat u tink itz right instinctively man.. neva hesitate or hold bk coz u nvm noe how much it wud mean to sumone else n even urself..

i watched Remember the titans also.. gd show... n the fact tt itz based on a true story... hmm.. damn cool show itz da kind of show u watch wif ur team n feel inspired haha learning how to bond wif pple

learing how to judge pple by their souls and not by their looks

alwayz tok abt being racist wif my frenz.. the haha stuff.. but racial prejudice iz damn real n scary man even if u manage to establish a relatioship above all prejudice it might fall apart due to reality n societial pressure...

gary iz damn sad got into an accident b4 the state championship n died when he got into an accident a 2nd time sigh.. itz the aiyoh wah lao feeling

julius has a smile tt seems so trustworthy n familiar... haf i seen it b4?

the songs they sing.. black pple n white pple the soulful kind n the country kind haha damn funnie

sunshine reminds mi of a jap comic character.. qian ye sui ming

i like the way they express n put forward their point in the movie

straightforward n heart warming.... n the 2 extreme little girls.. haha

nice show :) erm shows..

watched 2 movies thiz afternoon haha todae no nite tuition. so can slack abit

tmr's a long dae again..

ほとんどの人は私のメセエージが見えないのこと知って、いいかんじ。。 :) 時々、自分自身劣等感があるかな--と考えています。 外の人は私のことどう思いましたか？ そんなの自我が嫌い。 ほかの人の思い、 ほんとにそんな大切ですか？ でも、 どうして私の気持はそんなことに頼っているか？ さ-- 欲しくないよ！！ ヤアアアア-- あたしの日本語やっぱりへたですよね。。

好きな人。。 まだ好き？ もう知らない。 彼はほんとに私の印象にちがいます。私馬鹿ですよね。。 でも、もういい。。 友達になれば。いいんじゃない？ ちょっとがっかりしていますけど。。

寂しいかな-- 悲しいかな-- うれしいかな-- もう しらねよ

気持悪い。。

できるかな？

i'm bk... felt feverish last nite after facilitaing a 'uncle agony' session wif lots of cutting n pasting... got to noe a shrink better n hope shrink's 'patient' haf had good advice... i didnt die lunckily.. though i waz feeling realli shit towards 3+ and slowly going into the 'barking' mode liao.. haha (some pple will noe wat i mean)
going ecp i'm not going to die at home, let alone die there but miss da sea.. n of course 3F..

mi alwayz useless CT rep, vice chairman etc la... find it hard to go organize outings n stuff not tt i dont like but in pri sch had enuff ying yin to last mi for a long time lor.. usualli i'm da organiser for pri sch outings.. sec 1 sec 2 in sec 3 went japan then no one organized... after calling da WHOLE class usualli 1/3 appears sigh.. so sad rite aniwae... i'm a useless organiser for gathering la.. sigh dunnoe y i alwayz get nominated to post where u need thiz pple... i realli dont realli understand lor... watever

aniwae juz realized the importance of keeping in touch wif ur frens la...

'thiz iz the singpore telecom announcement service, the number u juz called iz not in use..'

thiz machine generated voive vibrates in the air... n omg juz realized i haf lost all means of contact wif a fren...

hmm used to make it a pt to call him to wish him happi bdae.. bcoz...
i usualli make effort to wish other pple happi bdae oso.. if i rem

today's fel's bdae and another of my pri sch's fren's bdae oso... 4 jan..

wished her liao.. looking forward to our outing...
cant wish him.. his no not in use liaoz..

fel haha owe her alot of bdae presents la alwayz the first few daes of the yr then cant prepare anithing... sigh damn bad.. hope huayu's plan will work..
my other fren... hmm called him in sec 1 n 2, cant rem if i did in sec3 then subsequently didnt call animore... paiseh? cant b bothered? no la not tt extreme juz too long neva tok abit wierd... but now feeling abit bad.. if i haf called him everi yr mayb now we can still keep in touch... haha 'ifs' too many.. 'ifs'...

so gatherings are impt after all.. useless if u dont care for the pple la.. but i still do... for all my old frens/ ex-classmates.. altho not much to tok abt but i guess they haf a place in my heart.. pple tt walked into my life before... at some pt of time.. but i guesss i juz dont tink so much abt it until they are reallli GONE.. or lost contact liaoz..

alwayz quite proud tt i can keep in touch wif most of my pri sch frens.. an sms or a phone call away.. but i'm realli not the kind of person to go ask pple tt i hafnt seen a long time.. ' hey let's go out'.. and do wat? hmm

wierd all i can sae iz.. how are u? wat u doing now? hope life's been good etc...

serene told mi geminis are emotionally detached n 'hollow' inside... tt comment struck mi... reflecting.. ya mayb i'm like tt.. i think i do care for pple.. but itz not on my mind all da time to keep in touch, call, go out, stay in contact....but i believe tt i'll alwayz b there for them when they need and hopefully they will b for mi when i need la... hmm mayb itz wishful thinking on my part... haha

iz thiz good or bad? no good or bad la... gemini's two twins with extreme personality... tearing mi apart sumtimes... but like wat yongsheng saes... juz stay da same la.. i'll try.. juz true to myself no need to ans to anione la rite? haha

watever.. i'm getting confused liao the more i'm write

if i dont finish my prawn noodle ( tt my mama cooked ) and go bathe n leave da house in 20min.. i'll b late..

for 3F gathering at ecp.. yay...

damn kept geting late recently... tardiness.. i hate it when pple are late.. i'll try not to.. sick la huh.. slow moving.. aww excuses.. watever..

till then seeyu... shit the sky look cloudy.. i'm hoping to get a tan la... hmmm

class soccer here i cum ^___^

him yea had a mini 209 class gathering todae... 9 pple tt's like a rather good no liao.. considering itz sec 2 class la... erife, roshini, kalai, niran, sasha, mohana, serene, xinyi n mi... hahah

these pple are not veri close to mi i guess bk in 209 except serene in my gang... 209 pple all damn nice la but rather cliquish i tink haha but itz okie realli thankful to b 'reunited' wif xinyi in judo and mo in 3F.. got to noe them much better, shared more wonderful memories..

they are all gd company man.. toking abt old daes all da skits, martians n mi 'stirring da clearest waters' hahah frm elergy for jane... miss them seriously and those were the good old daes bk at E206 man.. even like 4 yr later.. now.. i dont seem so far away i guess..

serene's blog abt moving on.. heard quite alot of her struggles n agony she shared with mi on our 132 n 88 bus trips together... i can listen i can give 'wise' advice hopefully la.. aiyoh so much to sae.. but next time la..

being aunt agony toking to uncle agony.. no time to consolidate my tots...

testing..

wah my last iz not p.. juz tink da quizilla thing quite fun hope i dont get addicted..

then got one test sae the celeb i'll marry iz elijah woods lor.. iz tt his name? frodo la watever...

cant accept his got bigger eyes than mi.. hee no lar

but in my memory.. he's too short i tink hmm..

wah the quizilla thing iz getting quite fun haha... shit hope i dont get addicted.. but so far quite true huh?

aniwae i refuse to post tt quiz tt saes i'll marry elijah woods iz tt his name? frodo la watever.. ee.. he got bigger eyes than mi i cant accept no la haha

but his image to mi huh too short haha

You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."

Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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sick.. medicine.. sick.. wah lao i slept da whole dae away.. @_@

waz toking to py... cant consolidate my tots...

my eyes kept tearing.. not crying la juz dont feel too good... surprise tt i didnt smell anithing nice when i walked past a hawker center at tampines juz now.. hope i dont bing ru gao huang.. haha

on da bus juz now.. realized tt this blog can b a place tt i can record things tt happen to my everidae life tt onli i myself find it interesting la haha u noe those things tt will get tt ' hui cen' and ' kan bei' shit frm my gang.. hmm i guess thiz little haha things tt happen to mi might seem like damn sian n uninteresting to them so they quite poor thing haf to b subjected to all my shit for da past 6 yrs la.. but got quite abit of suan-ing frm them bcoz of tt..

hahah mayb wif thiz place tt i can sae watever i wan to myself n whuever wans to read they can b spared,, haha

haha new tuition kid... wadee.. nice girl i guess..

( i'm taking forever to write thiz haf been online for 1 hr.. )

wah they kept tinking tt pri 6 iz like da exam of their life tt determines their future n whole liife.. dont noe how to get across to them how i beg to differ.. there's so much more beyond n above tt i guess haha..

hope we haf a fun time.. itz 'fate' tt brought us together i guess haha applied for a dental job but didnt get it.. instead the dentist ask mi to tutor her niece.. haha hmm everi step u take leads to many paths i tink haha..

oh hope i can fix my bikes soon.. spent da whole eveing squatting at my corridor.. pumping da tyres.. wiping off dust.. but the chain feels loose will bring it downstairs sometime soon to join da void deck kids. how i miss my childhood daes.. thankful for those yrs where i didnt haf to worry much but follow my bros and go get realli dirty, scratched n injured at da playground with all da neighbours.. haha

no wonder i'm lidat now.. hee

muz get my bike working.. hafnt rode them for yrs.. cant sae its mine.. i waz assigned a smaller one when mi, my bros n my dad went cycling to mac richthie n seletar reservoir last time haha.. but tt bike thrown away liaoz..

watever... chulalongkong uni... wonder how itz like.. hmm wadee's bro studies there.. hahah sec sch history finally cuming to use.. mongkut, chulalongkong, vajiravoo ( how to spell huh? ), prajadipok? hhaa cant spell them liaoz...

incoherent.. headache.. go sleep

You are Beast!

You are brilliant and extremely clever. You can
handle almost any problem swiftly and
efficiently. You are devoted to philosophy and
are always up for a good discussion.
Sometimes, though, your anger gets the best of
you and you upset those whom you care about.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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... And when you come to a meeting of many ways and do not know which to choose, do not choose at random, but pause and reflect.

Breathe with the trusting, deep breaths you took when you first came into the world; let nothing distract you, but wait and go on waiting.

Be still and listen in silence to your heart.

When it has spoken to you, rise up and follow it.

Follow your heart ` Susanna Tamaro

note: the wait n keep on waiting part i beg to differ.. the big P` haha but listen n hopefully it speaks.. then just follow wat the nike pple alwayz ask u to do.. erm 'it'.. O_o"

Congratulations! You're Merry!


Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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