火曜日, 11月 16, 2004

有些事我怎能不晓得
可能只是没办法坦诚所以装作若无其事

正如周杰伦所说

有些是没办法教 表错情的感觉有一点糟
赖着不走 会让人很感冒 以上这道理我全都了

Any takers as to which song this came frm? Haha

Aniwae omg!! Thanx to natkoh n carol im going to the jaychou concert!!
Second row tix!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhh
As my bro says :” u can even smell him lor” haha
Haha told everyone at home n some frens to share my excitement
But sad to say they r either not interested in him
Or not interested in wat I haf got to say.. mayb it doesn’t render a big response
But o well
Gotta stardeeeeeee hard hard now so tt I wont b too guilty spendg the 2nd last day frm CA w jaychou!

実は電話をかけてくれないほおが良いと思います
もう何も話したいの?

木曜日, 11月 11, 2004

身勝手なあたし
ちょっとはずかしい
なみだはなげれぼしみたい

:D もくひょがあるけど


hey airen.. when u say -smile- this is wat i tink of :) tks Posted by Hello

水曜日, 11月 10, 2004

yest i knock an ah pek's head w my head.. i scared he got head lice shit he better dont haf...
while walking along the corridor in outram to nel..
he came frm the bk lor.. i was digging in my bag to look for my wallet w head slightly bent.. he was walking realli quickly coming frm the bk
tink he was lookg at the floor la
then our head collapsed
it was a non elastic collision and energy wasnt conserved and our heads were not stuck together? (damn cant rem phy)
:s

hafnt been feelg too good these days
today was the greatest challenge of the power of my anal sphincter, sphincter vesicae and s. urethra
sitting thru anat tut feeling like crap was no joke
and i tink tea is a diuretic or sumthing
aniwhere i scaled great heights to settle my prob
hope i dont get sick again
dont feel q right

actualli wat propelled mi to write issit all tt's said above
since im at it then shunbian la

我可能是一個比較理性的人吧
雖然我常叫別人要隨心所欲
但是。。

心裡有點不好受
言語有點難表達
朋友需要你的時候
你在哪
我好像忽略了朋友的需要
但卻還是沒能去給予慰藉
更糟的是 這是自己的選擇
對不起

可能是我想太多
可能這不是這次的重點

我并不喜歡這樣的自己
有點自私
人說
人不為己 天誅地滅
我從來無法苟同
但如今 我卻成了此 ﹖俗語的代言人﹖
沒辦法不這麼理性
但同時也可認清自己有時也有這種需要
如何應對呢﹖
常讓自己不去想﹐不去問﹐不去麻煩人
再也找不到像我如此愛逃避的人了吧
我不知道自己想說什麼
應該是內疚吧
還有點擔心
怕“老大”當得太沒用
可能自始至終就有點沒有
一年後一切將改變
第一次有些彷惶
第一次覺得每個人越走越遠

總歸 人都有私心
遷就別人曾經是我的專長
希望
不會失去
希望
還來得急
不想說了
該讀書了

沒有辦法有英文寫出自己的感受
因為沒有辦法把心赤裸裸的展現給別人
用中文是讓有緣人讀吧
若用日文是根本無法讓別人知道的事情
卻無處宣泄

宣泄完畢
讀書讀書
再不下苦功 又會重蹈覆輒

日曜日, 11月 07, 2004

argh my hairband broke!
the one tt haf been w my since a levels
since i broke my arm..
thru thick and thin now reduced to a non-functional object
*sobz*

watched the BEST BET vcd todae
kao... it's mother hokkien haha
tink my hokkien comprehension improved quite abit from tt show
i wud say it was rather entertaining
and there's an unexpected twist in the show
tt i tot was rather good haha
at least there's a plot...

was trying to read a jap novel tt i bought mani yrs back..
there's a story titled "the story of ms tulip"
haha its a story frm the tulip's point of view la
manage to plog thru 2 pages of it
and guess wat
the tulips says she a red flower, 30cm tall
she hates two kinds of animals.. namely humans and cats
there's this young girl whu waters her everidae
but she's a moron coz she always gif too much water n cause her roots to rot
so ms tulip actualli moved in front of her in attempt to tell her to stop n try to escape despite being told tt if she moves in front of humans she'll b KILLED
haha but the girl jus doesnt get it

she once saw an animal called a car hit a person
and red stuff flowed out on the streets and the person ceased to move

she also dislikes a stupid cat tt like to dig the soil ard her
and she hopes tt the cat can hurry spill red stuff and cease to exist

the she talks about the horror stories she heard abt other flowers
how humans like to chop off their heads and pin the heads on their chest
how its disgusting tt humans like to hang corpse of orchids on their chest
and dried flowers..
they r jus dried corpses
she cant understand how human haf great interest and like to decorate themselves w corpses


?????
haha wat an insightful story
cadevers huh?
two pages r mobid enough for the day i guess
a tulip's pov
i neva tired lookg frm there

@_@