For once, I didn't have to stay cooped up in the library studying paeds.. not that i mind but glad that the osce's over :)

Yesterday was nice hanging out with ahxiang and potter yau, eating KFC and shopping.. but cause our bags are heavy and we have no stamina, me yw n py ended up at tcc for hours chatting hahaha.. the frosty bailey's quite nice cause I really like bailey's haa ooh and I'm really into those huge human sized balloons that's kinda floppy and waxes n wanes depending on the jet of air coming through from its bottom. think it's like a non-living thing with feelings. the plastered smile in an attempt to be happy. kinda feels like a jap horror movie which i've watched before where scarecrow/strawman comes alive to haunt people. and in the end you'll find out that it's the families who can't let go of their loved ones who died and made strawmen to keep their souls inside. freaky but kinda nice in a sad way.

I pampered myself alot by sleeping at NINE pm! It's so shiok hahaa... and I went to check out the new sengkang swimming pool! It's nice, big and colourful, with those exciting slides like the one near huiyi's place.. but i was abit paiseh to go sliding into the pool full of kids, scared i kick them and they fly haha. The water's quite clean too but it only opens at 8am. as opposed to hougang which opens at 6.30 i tink. I like to start my swim early if i'm swimming alone, then go off after i finish my laps...

I realized I like swimming cause it's one of the few places where I can hardly hear or see anything and I really feel totally alone and at peace with myself.. and it's like a huge aquarium which I think it's alot of fun.. i feel that i'm just like my xiaogui.. swimming happily and sticking out my head to take some breaths then go back into the water hahaa..
But towards the middle of my swim, i was getting grouchier and grouchier cause the crowd came and my goggles were fogged and my myopia doesn't help, so i always get a huge shock when someone appears very near me, cause I was unable to see them coming earlier.. but then I realized all i took was to clean my goggles and I could see so much better, what a huge change of perception, with clearer obstacles in view and the ability to enjoy the colours n activites of the crowd in sight. It feels kinda like when I studying n studying n studying.. the I feel so sucked into this dark and gloomy typhoon with no light at the end. But if i just take a few moments to look at my objectives and rethink my priorites, everything doesn't seem so bad after all.

the lrt ride was nice but I'll miss walking by my favourite route home, which i always do if i take a bus back from hougang.. it's my favourite bit of my neighbourhood heh. when i was on the stationary train at a particular stop, i saw a mynah cleaning it's feathers and looking at the people n neighbourbood beneath the tracks.. i wonder wat's going through it's mind. as I was coming through the gantry of my lrt station, i saw a folded up orange piece of paper on the floor, just as i was wondering wat it was, the lady coming my way reached it and picked it up and i was shocked to see that it's a TEN DOLLAR note.. haizz guess i dont have much heng cai yun hahahaha but she's q cool.. she just walked calmly ahead macam like it's really hers and disappeared into the crowd hahaa

in conclusion, the vitamin D that's missing in my life is really good for my wellbeing i guess haha :)

oh and for some reason i signed in to friendster just now. ha since facebook came about, friendster has kinda been neglected but i was really really amused by the testimonials on my page and happy at the same time that i actually have many friends who will say nice things about me :P been reminded me of sec sch/jc/earli medsch years.. it's nice.

사랑해도 될까요


haha the orignial song that Park Shin Yang sang in my fav korean drama :D

Lovers In Paris - PSY&KJE singing scenes

Corpse Bride Music Video


Original Ice dance - Danny Elfman


tim burton n johnny depp are cool.

Alex singing "Like a Child" at [We got married]




i wonder y alex has earnt 2million points from me already haa..

well ID posting is finally over.. the test made me kinda abit stressed but it came n went. i like my con for the last wk dr L. she's american trained and she's v well-spoken. i really learnt alot abt how to communicate information to patient and not to assume that patients who dont speak eng very well can't understand or make their own decisions. she's very interesting and i really like the way she shares bits of stories w us during rds.. open up uptodate to discuss some conditions w us n all. she's so full of enthusiasm n i kept feeling that i'm not enthusiastic enough for her and not participating enough. but i din't sleep well, almost the whole of last wk and long rds w alot of standing can b q tiring.

she has many interesting analogies n quotes..
like how we r a planet w the commensal flora living on us and when our defense barriers r down, bugs like little aliens will attack us.. so we haf to take out our 'big gus' like antibiotics ha.

"just because you r paranoid, doesnt mean the whole world is not out to get you"

"it's better to light a candle than curse the darkness"

ID's kinda fun :)

then there was gang meetup on fri night that was really nice.. we did foot scrub together.. therapeutic n fun n having nice smelling feet at the end of it all.. then lotsa taboo n alot of laughing.
yest evening was fun too. at my ah ma's 68th bdae, miss hanging out w my cousins.. n looking at my young cousins in sec sch makes me feeling kinda old.. macam 老女人 watching 年輕小huo子 haa.. my 3yr old cousin is turing frm 2 sacks of rice to a definite 3.
happy birthday to my ahma.. :)

checking out jay's album on youtube now..

周杰倫 Jay - 說好的幸福呢 (失落非主流) MV + Lyrics 歌詞


詞: 方文山 曲: 周杰倫

你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我像氣氛純白的白鴿
甜蜜散落了
繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛隻給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得

你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢

你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我像氣氛純白的白鴿
甜蜜散落了
繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛隻給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得

你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 你累了
說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了
愛淡了 夢遠了
我都還記得

你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢
為什麼這時候忍心離我而去



10 達芬奇的畫布 - Jay Chou 周杰倫 [NEW! Capricorn 魔杰座]



this happy sweet song's kinda like yuan you hui.. ;)

牆角迎風的雛菊.
茉莉花開的香氣.
閉上眼回到過去
劃分界限的座椅
下課就靠在一起
我就是離不開你
一路爭吵的話題
我們說好走到底
因為從此就分離
用黑板上的日期
倒數找你

慢慢清醒.原來思念你是加了糖的消息
我用鉛筆 畫得更仔細素描那天天氣
想你的香氣 我想遇見你

那童年的希望是一台時光機
我可以一路開心到底都不換季
帶竹蜻蜓.穿過那森林
打開了任意門找到你一起旅行
那童年的希望是一台時光機
給我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉
所有回憶 在夏天的口袋裡
一起蕩秋千的夢境 在風中找尋著甜蜜

有些話從來不急
一直都放在心底
想要叫你看仔細
而單純世故的你
已經離去
哦.慢慢清醒
原來思念你是加了糖的消息
我用鉛筆.畫得更仔細素描那天天氣
想你的香氣.我想遇見你

那童年的希望是一台時光機
我可以一路開心到底都不換季
帶竹蜻蜓.穿過那森林
打開了任意門找到你一起旅行
那童年的希望是一台時光機
給我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉
所有回憶.在夏天的口袋裡
一起蕩秋千的夢境.在風中找尋著甜蜜

那童年的希望是一台時光機
我可以一路開心到底都不換季
帶竹蜻蜓.穿過那森林
打開了任意門找到你一起旅行
那童年的希望是一台時光機
給我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉
所有回憶.在夏天的口袋裡
一起蕩秋千的夢境.在風中找尋著甜蜜

哦.在找尋著甜蜜~
哦.在找尋著甜蜜~
哦.在找尋著甜蜜~



周杰倫 Jay - 喬克叔叔 (小丑) Lyrics 歌詞


cute lyrics :)
作詞：黃俊郎 作曲：周杰倫

親愛的不知道閉上了眼睛
像是發泄不是大家都可以
畫上眼影染著有色的淚滴
跌倒后莫慌在這個角最低
跌倒是始終是我故意
哈哈你笑的開心
我開始在玩命
扑克牌裡混的小項才一兩張
你看我看的重要行性
彩色的大卷發紅鼻子最滑稽的步伐
這樣的快樂你學會了嗎 會了嗎
用笨拙有驚險的雜耍繼續對你裝傻
所有的悲傷統統忘了吧 忘了吧

聽我說 拿出你的鈔票 香檳就買得到
先生小姐們趕快來 趕快來
在慢就看不到 從來沒想多少
還能跟教科說聲拜你知道
我隻是卑微的小丑 放棄后感動 就等你拍一拍手
人群算模糊 夜色多朦朧
月光也會跟著我
我不是孤獨的小丑
你笑了之后 不需要記得我
哎 任性的時候
漫天的星空 最明亮的是寂寞

下著雨 我躲在面具裡偷偷的在哭泣
為看了不能說的秘密
我學習我可以搶走我的生意別忘記
並不是要靠我才得冠軍
聽我說 拿出你的鈔票 香檳就買得到
先生小姐們趕快來 趕快來
在慢就看不到 從來沒想多少
還能跟教科說聲拜你知道
我隻是卑微的小丑 放棄后感動 就等你拍一拍手
人群算模糊 夜色多朦朧
月光也會跟著我
我不是孤獨的小丑
你笑了之后 不需要記得我
哎 任性的時候
漫天的星空 最明亮的是寂寞

我隻是卑微的小丑 放棄后感動 就等你拍一拍手
人群算模糊 夜色多朦朧
月光也會跟著我
我不是孤獨的小丑
你笑了之后 不需要記得我
哎 任性的時候
漫天的星空 最明亮的是寂寞

01 稻香 - Jay Chou 周杰倫 [NEW! Capricorn 魔杰座]

of course the song tt's being played on the radio q abit now :)

作詞：周杰倫 作曲：周杰倫

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

周蕙 - 不想讓你知道

你还爱我吗？

Alex and ShinAe 52 Eng Sub Ep26


my fav boy in pink :)
oh man these 4 kidos are really so lovable haa

Soba Ni Iru Ne - Thelma Aoyama Feat. SoulJa ENG SUBBED


heard this song q some time ago.. today while i was driving home, found it especially nice n soothing to listen to while driving @ nite..

「そばにいるね」
「I’LL BE BY YOUR SIDE」
作詞：SoulJa・青山テルマ 作曲：Soulja


あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと　I’m by your side baby いつでも
So.　どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど　寂しいんだよ
So baby please　ただ hurry back home

Baby boy　あたしはここにいるよ　どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you　だからこそ　心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ

[SoulJa]
んなことよりお前の方は元気か?　ちゃんと飯食ってるか?
ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねぇや
また今度送るよ　俺からのLetter

[青山テルマ]
過ぎ去った時は戻せないけれど　近くにいてくれた君が恋しいの
だけど　あなたとの距離が遠くなる程に　忙しくみせていた
あたし逃げてたの
だけど　日を閉じる時　眠ろうとする時　逃げきれないよ　あなたの事
思い出しては　一人泣いてたの

あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと　I’m by your side baby いつでも
So.　どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど　寂しいんだよ
So baby please　ただ hurry back home

Baby boy　あたしはここにいるよ　どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you　だからこそ　心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ

[SoulJa]
不器用な俺　遠くにいる君
伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに　君は行っちまった
今じゃ残された君はアルバムの中

[青山テルマ]
アルバムの中　納めた思い出の　意味より何気ないひと時が今じゃ恋しいの　
　（君のぬくもり）
And now あなたからの電話待ち続けていた　携帯握りしめながら　眠りに就いた
　（抱きしめてやりたい）
どこもいかないよ　ここにいるけれど　見つめ合いたいあなたのその瞳　
ねえ分かるでしょ　私待ってるよ

Baby boy　あたしはここにいるよ　どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you　だからこそ　心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ

[SoulJa]
俺はどこも行かないよ　ここにいるけれど　探し続けるあなたの顔
Your 笑顔　今でも触れそうだって思いながら手を伸ばせば　君は

あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと　I’m by your side baby いつでも
So.　どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど　寂しいんだよ
So baby please　ただ hurry back home

あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと　I’m by your side baby いつでも
So.　どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど　寂しいんだよ
So baby please　ただ hurry back home

http://fangirlcloset.wordpress.com/2008/02/02/%E3%80%8C%E3%81%9D%E3%81%B0%E3%81%AB%E3%81%84%E3%82%8B%E3%81%AD%E3%80%8D-%E9%9D%92%E5%B1%B1%E3%83%86%E3%83%AB%E3%83%9E-featsoulja/

Alex and ShinAe 43 Eng Sub Ep24



the babies are so cute! i like the 3rd one haa..

while reading about scarlet fever on wikipedia...

Popular cultural references:
Little Women by Louisa May Alcott (1868) - Beth contracts scarlet fever, seems to recover, but progresses to rheumatic fever and ultimately succumbs to congestive heart failure.

selamat hari raya.
today is a nice windy n chilly day..
wanted to blog abt saying bye to orhlulu my xiaogui.. my parents decided to set it free since it's grown q big n looked q squashed in it's box habitat.. so aft almost 2.5 years since my 21st bdae.. we let it go :) hope it's going well wherever it is.. seeing the world instead of just my living room. thnx to chermaine n carmen for the gift.. :) i hafnt been a responsible pet owner cause usu my mama takes care of it and it's so much closer to my mum than me la. this kinda commitment issue is tough.. so i shud never b a pet owner.. even my cactus kinda died sometime ago. sigh. cactus tt beng's mama gave me last time. i shud learn to take care of myself first.

then there's this cough/flu tt's been troubling me. till classmates think twice before sitting near me. n poor py kept getting blessed by my germy droplets. n the id lecturer calls me The Cougher. w caleb's prescription of klacid, i hope to recover soon. my running nose.. is making me look like rudolf all the time.

id is fun so far.. it reminds me of kisiizi when we discuss HIV and TB pericardial effusions in class. Dr Denis n her daring pericardiacentesis came into my mind, with no resus trolley.. but the pt got better. in the same bed Teddy passed away w the same condition. sigh. how we felt helpless n had to go knock on the UK doc's door at midnite cause we know shit abt helping a pt who's dying. hai..

kinda addicted to the alex n shinae youtube videos cause it gives a feel-good feeling but it's just for me to sidetrack for some almost-out-of-reality kinda situations occasionally, and it is not too bad i guess heh.

py n i met darren n dehan yest n had dinner.. it was damn funny just talking n listening to them.. miss my old CGmates.. hahaa

gotta go blow my nose.