金曜日, 9月 26, 2008

We Got Married Ep 17 - Alex and Shin Ae (en) 1/2

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/We_Got_Married

this is so sweet..haha i really wan2 watch more of this variety show.. :)

We Got Married Ep 18 - Alex and Shin Ae 2/2 (en)


We Got Married [SUBBED] - Alex and Shinae EP 19 part 1


We Got Married Alex & Shin Ae Ep 6 part 1/2(Eng Sub)

Aww he's so sweet, i shud learn how to massage n moisturize my own feet in case no one would do it for me next time :p

he's alex from Clazziquai and she's Shin Ae, the wife of song seung hun in summer scent who passed away n her heart was transplanted into son ye jin.
13年後的蠟筆小新-小白的最後(感人)


蠟筆小新-牠的名子叫小白


小叮当故事的结局 on the net..
http://doraemon.ezdn.cc/

火曜日, 9月 23, 2008


this is very sweet. ^_^


i love this ad!

日曜日, 9月 21, 2008



Mamma Mia! New Movie Clip Dancing Queen Full(ABBA)


ABBA - dancing queen
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the dancing queen

Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for the place to go
Where they play the right music, getting in the swing
You come in to look for a king
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the music’s high
With a bit of rock music, everything is fine
You’re in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...

You are the dancing queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the dancing queen

You’re a teaser, you turn ’em on
Leave them burning and then you’re gone
Looking out for another, anyone will do
You’re in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...

You are the dancing queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the dancing queen

I LOVE this song :D

haha just watched mamma mia! it's a very funny and entertaining show, i laughed throughout the whole movie, altho some parts of it was too much of exaggerated eng-bollywood and some dancing sequences made the actors/actresses looked v chuan but all in all many songs that i really liked were in the movie and you cant help but move w the beat too.
n Pierce Brosnan is still so hot for an elderly guy... i wonder wats the male equivalent for "lao-chio" but aww he's really one of those old men that r damn cute n i like. (but there's no Electra complex going on in me) :p

金曜日, 9月 19, 2008

I've got the most wonderful tutors one can ask for during this 1st wk of geri posting. esp my consultant dr T. He's very inspiring, very pro-teaching, very kind to all his patients and he really made me see the beauty of geri medicine.

I love the way my team docs will bend/squat down to speak to the patients who are lying on very low beds (so as to prevent them from falling from a height in the event they acidentally fall/jump off).
they'll hold the patient's hand, talking clearly n loudly into the ears of the hearing impaired patients, make sure that they are comfortable, try to tend to their complaints and relieve their sufffering. those uncommunicative ones, w time we might just forget that they are living, feeling human beings, not just a piece of meat that we try to treat. I like the way my team will look at so many aspects of care for our patients, the details of medical conditions n their treatment, the functional rehab, the psychosocial issues and discharge plans. not every old person get to go home when they leave the hosp.

Then there is the cofm-ish/communications kinda issues. when we were younger, sometimes it feels q dreary to keep talking about this kinda vague things, nothing like real concrete hard science that we need to cure diseases. but at the end of the day, our duty as docs is to heal, to comfort and not always to cure and prolong life. death is certain. the mortality of mankind is 100%. it's dying that is uncertain. it's dying that old people may fear. my con told us that if we're HOs next time and a pt is DNR, DIL who is getting hypotensive and desaturating, when we get called by nurses in the middle of the night, our job is not only to go do admin stuff like certifying death when it's a flat line. we need to ask if the patient is symptomatic cause we can relieve pain/breathlessness. we need to ask if family is around, cause we may need to reassure them that they patient is not suffering ++ in this last bit of the journey. end of life issues are very real and very relevant and it always feel very close to my heart.

the most difficult patient spits at u because he's being restrained and that's his only defence mechanism. he can't punch you when he wants. but all he ever wanted was malay-speaking people ard so that this elderly malay gentleman who can only speak malay feels more reassured. and the only other thing he wanted was... kopi-o.

haha old people are really cute.
another uncle said my con is a reporter and we med students are photographers. some grandiose huh. but he said my con is cute, macam like a kid, and that made us so tickled haaa...

水曜日, 9月 17, 2008

tvb- Greed Mask THEME song

last sun was my cousin's wedding.
my dad is always the life of the party, the most sporting n funny character.. he can b a professional wedding singer when he retires and he's so much more hip n happening than his kids ha.
well i wonder how much of his fun loving/root-of-all-noise nature i haf inherited but pple who know us can easily understand why i can b abit odd haaaa.
check out his 花瓶大过中年人 pix.
he sang, he danced, he drank.
cheers. :)


w/o fail at all my cousins' weddings my dad is the uncle they'll invite to do the yum seng ha..


my dad n my 6th uncle
my dad kinda got the karaoke mood started when he got the ball rolling.. altho q alot of pple sang at my cousin's wedding i tink everyone was too paiseh to be the first one ha
my paternal family loves to sing haa n drink.. :P


this is q gay ahaa
my dad n his bro..


this pix is damn cute! haa
my dad w my bros, eunice, siauhui


my family!


yum yum yummmm seng!
my dad n my 5th uncle.. cheers to wilson's marriage!


i'm v tired. feel like i'll never b able to finish my work and many things are not meant to be. well after entertaining myself w all these happy/funny pix, time to get bk to work.

日曜日, 9月 14, 2008

i hafnt had time to blog about this funny dream that py had until now.
she dreamt that the 2 of us when for bilateral disarticulation of our little toes.
she cant really remember the indications for it. possibly because it was in fashion? maybe i had diabetes? haa
but anyway my nice reg is the one who did the op
while waiting for her turn she suddenly felt that her feet would look ugly without the 2 little toes and she decided to back out of the op, sigh and so she saw my post op scar over my feet and dint go for the op.
sigh... so poor me, was left with 2 missing toes :(

fri was a fun time chilling out w py n huay.. love laughing till i'm totally tired and coming home to sleep.
just got back frm my cousin's tea ceremony.. it's nice n joyous. :) i'm looking forward to the dinner tonight :)

my auntie's going for decompression n fusion of her lumbar spine end of the mth, possibly for spinal stenosis.. she looks kinda worried.. reminds me of all the old aunties/uncles in the ward.. hope she's ok.. another auntie showed me her TKR scar n one showed me her trigger finger. ortho posting put to some use haa

火曜日, 9月 09, 2008

today i suddenly realised why i like ortho as a subject. cause it's alot abt helping the patient regain function, relieve pain and disability. it's nice to see pt feel better, walk better, function better. but i'm not v into ortho surgeries so prob not a likely career option. but there's this thing abt old old pple walking into the clinic room w/o a wheelchair that just makes me feel happy to see them so healthy. yest at the reg clinic we noted that the next pt is 90 yo, so i started to move the chair away to clear up space for "the wheelchair". in the end the 90 yr old uncle walked in himself, albeit walking stick assisted but it just makes us smile and replace the chair for him to sit on. :) ortho is v relevant to everyone. i had an ortho consult for my humeral #, my mum and grandma are easily an ortho short/long cases, so it's kinda close to heart.

somehow i'm enjoying this ortho posting because of the nice doctors i met. my con is very nice, she's always smiling. my MO is very sweet n friendly and she always exudes this positive cheerful vibe. n met a nice reg who taught me at NUH last yr. he's very nice n funny, makes an effort to know ur name even if you're just joining his clinic, offers to give us tutorials which are v good. but i always dread it when he quiz me on sumthing n tells me "i'm sure you know" n i feel like i want to vanish into the ground because the fact is i dont know. hai..

n my ex-mentor who kinda instills alot of fear and cause me to have PTSD symptoms, even when he stands or sits remotely near me. i suddenly realize that i shud let it go. retrospectively mayb i was in the wrong too. there is nothing to fear expect for fear itself, mr eng likes to tell us. i decided that some scary teachers instills fear/unease in us even before they do anything to us. usu it turns out tt we are the ones w alot of preconceived ideas and it impairs our learning w all those negative thots/first impressions. just do ur best la.

mr tan's wife gave birth to a lovely daughter 2 days ago. such a joyous occasion. i'm sure coach is beaming w joy :)

oh and i actually met the Hero Mum in clinic today. the things mums do for their kids. ^_^ mdm, may you recover soon.
http://www.straitstimes.com/Free/Story/STIStory_240121.html

somehow i feel a little light hearted today, a strange feeling after so long. how long will it last i wonder.

日曜日, 9月 07, 2008

Ben 10 transformation

hmm.. i shud watch more cartoons

My Sister In Law is 19 -Half Love-


My Sister-In-Law is 19 MV - Crazy For this Girl


i really wan2 finish watching this show soon.. but it's kinda sad the girl killed herself in reallife.

水曜日, 9月 03, 2008



on my way home today, i saw on the lrt platform a mynah.
it has got its "toes" disarticulated on one foot.. so it kinda only had a stump on its left foot. something like an Syme's amputation of sorts?
poor thing. to think i'm doing ortho but i cant do anything for it.
hai.

火曜日, 9月 02, 2008

just read huay's post.
i'm feeling abit too much these couple of days for my own comfort.
fear.joy.loneliness.excitement.anger.worthlessness...
too much, too frequent, too disturbing to my usual carefully titrated equilibrium.
seriously. wat the fuck. why shud i care. i cant go back in time to change things, can i?
mayb it's autumn, the rain, the chilly wind, the favourite season.
sigh.