驿－－林慧萍

词：李姚　曲：蒋三省

演唱：林慧萍　口白：黄舒骏

（白）火车站的候车室时常坐着一位打扮整齐的中年妇人，手里抱着一个老式 皮箱，游目张望，似乎在期待什么。第一次见到妇人是他高中的时候，每天夜 里从桃园通车到台北补习，深夜十一点回到桃园。妇人总是准时地坐在候车室 的木椅上，等待着。只是不安的眼神，端整的打扮，好象在等待着某一位约好 的人。起先他没有特别留意她，可是时间一久，尤其是没有旅客的时候，妇人 就格外显得孤寂。

有一天，他终于下定决心在候车室等待那妇人离去。一直到深夜落雨，一直到 凌晨一点，妇人才站起来，走到候车室的黑板前，用粉笔写着：水，等你没等 到，我先走了，英留。

那时他才知道，原来候车室长久以来的这则留言是出自那妇人。后来车站的老 人告诉他，妇人已经在候车室坐了二十几年了。有人说她疯了；有人说曾看见 她打开皮箱，箱里装的是少女时代的衣服；大部分人都说，在二十几年前的一 个夜晚，英和她的水约好在车站会面，要私奔到某个不知名的地方，可是叫水 的那个男人却缺席了。

有一天，他回家的时候不再看到英的影子，问了车站许多人都不知道为什么， 这风雨无阻的妇人，那一天没有来。第二天清晨，英残缺的身体被发现在铁道 上，皮箱滚到很远的地方。旅客留言板上有她的字迹，只改了几字：水，等你 三十年，我先走了，英留。

就这样 断了线

就真这样 不再相见

飞出了时间 飞出天边

飞到另外一个 没有我的天

经过许多年 所有的眷恋

飘浮在时空里 没有终点

人生是一张 泛黄的相片

而我站在车站静止的画面

TODOKUKANA
電話をありがとう、とってもうれしかったよ。どうしているかいつも思っていました。涙が出ました。huiminが学校で書いたピーマンの絵は、今も玄関に掛けてあります。お父さんは、去年からコンピューターの勉強を始めました。やっとeメールも少し出来るようになりました。はやく会えるのをたのしみにしています。お医者さんに成る大学に入学していることを聞きました、よくがんばりましたね。しっかり勉強してすばらしいお医者さんに成って、シンガポールの人々のために役立ってください。早く会えるのを、楽しみにしています。

TODOKIMASHITA
お父さん、メールありがとう。
私も本当にうれしいよ。6年のまえのことはすごく良い思い出です。いつも思いだします。
皆と一緒にとった写真、時々出して見ます。懐かしいです。
私ねいつも家族の皆、元気かどうかと思います。今、皆も元気でのを聞いた、嬉しい！

ごめね、長い間聯絡しないで。いつもみなん「私のことまだ覚えますか？」と考えています。
電話をしたいけど、心配しています。私のことまだ覚えて、ありがとうございます。

今度、日本に行く機会ガありました。だから、ぜたい皆と会いたいです。
私も早く会えるのを、楽しみにしています。

美保子と姉ちゃんは今何を勉強していますか？ 元気ですか？
美保子と姉ちゃんはメールがありますか？あれば、教えてください！私も美保子と姉ちゃんは話したいです。

旅行の詳細があった後、また手配します。
本当にいろいろありがとうございます。
お願いします。

p/s このフォント見えますか？ 教えてください。
見えるかどうか、心配しています。
もう三年間ぐらい、日本語を勉強しないだから、日本語にすごく下手になりました、すみません！

:) フィーミン

i'm very happy today.

well i can onli conclude tt he jun xiang is q cute.. haha

~*
Huayu says i'm the raintree in her garden of friends..

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Saturday...

歌曲：我真的受伤了
歌手：张学友 专辑：热

窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎麽你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

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real raw genital herpes sores
white fungal growth on the ears
mircobiology never felt so real
a tear in the medial corner of the R eye
PAIN >.<

valuable lessons learnt today 

this was the original comic tt was drawn by kaoru tada




itazura na kiss - i think this show was in '95 but i watched it onli in sec sch
i rem tt time mi n my frens think takashi kashiwabara is damn cute
as usual the typical japdrama style of short n sweet story telling, a storyline tt young girls will fantasize over.
One of the first few jap dramas tt i watched - a few times haa :)















thnx to beng coz i used the harddrive jing lent mi, and copied most episodes of this taiwan version of the show!
aww as usual so sweet.. haaa
and i think zhengyuanchang is the best choice u can get amongst the taiwan actors these days, coz he has this air tt bo yuan chong had last time..
but the taiwan version is the usual more longwinded style tt stretched the show to 20episodes..
i jus scanned thru the show.. watching some parts n the ending
haa the general flow of the story is similar to the jap one
but this time there r mani more girls aft him la haaa
but yea i tink it's q a good remake
i had fun watching the show :)

ad 1 - we tried to take pix as advertisement of the disney pens.. wud u buy it frm us?? muahaha 

ad 2  

ad 3 

beng got us disney pens!! frm HK disney land.. we all gotta choose our fav colour n we even had a few ads made.. haaa :) thnx beng... 

pix taken by xian.. hee manny looks high haha.. n wa coincidentally the judo gi in the bkground.. beng has proceed to get her blue belt!! :) n w a takewondo black belt... dont play play w her ya! she's tough.. :) we all looked so different.. since jcdays i tink.. mi n beng r the last 2 to get our hairs dyed.. n haa yea 2/8 for something else too :p may it go well for u ya beng! 

us w beng n her bdae cake!! a pity xy pofun n carol cudnt make it.. but hee last nite we had fun! just relax.. chitchat la.. take pix.. watch the pianist n chat thru the nite.. altho in the end i drifted to slp.. sorry xianggong.. but yea :) great company.. :) happi bdae beng! 

look at our pretty beng!!!! haha happy 21st birthday.... :D beng looked damn chio last nite lor.. *wolfwhistle* n looked at the pretty roses we got her.. purple blue n white.. very pretty flowers to go w pretty beng hee.. happi birhtday gal! jiayou for everithing ya... may we become great pianist haaa (well in mani yrs time) this is beng... mi her n carol were part of the three giants partnership bk in judo days.. she's always so kind 2 everione.. realli lor... everione who noes beng ll noe she's damn nice! n we always try to keep each other awake while studyign thru the nite rite? so yea buddy.. may life b great for u this 21st yr of ur life yea!! :) haf fun.. (brokebk brokebk.. pls smuggle mi in :) 

more!!! 

look at all the food beng's mama cooked!!!! they were realli nice :) thnx auntie! 

the first pair of shoe i bought! nice rite!!! haa n they cost 25bucks.. hee when i first went into the shop i saw a girl wearing them n i tot they looked realli pretty.. but she decided against buyign them so i tried them on.. n it's realli nice.. like nothing i ever owned la :) 

well side view of it.. it had little black ribbon in front.. n when u flip it up.. there r like 2 holes lor haa.. i tink they try to save material sia. or for air circulation la.. altho it's 1 size bigger.. i'm usually 37 but i got this at 38.. they feel nice n stable n it was the last pair so i had to get them :p 

my retro poka dotted shoes.. haha they look so cute rite? :P i never had this kinda strap ard the ankles kinda shoes.. so here it is :) 

there was a shoe sale at exodus yest!!!!! haaa mi n huiyi went to ps to get beng n xian's present b4 we go to beng's house.. then we were still abit earli when we got everithing so decided to do some shopping.. the last shoe we wanted to go in b4 leaving was exodus and ah!!! the sale is ON! this was the 2nd pair of shoes i bought tt day.. v pretty n they cost $15! muahaha :) i might wear it to clinic if can..i wanted close toe shoes n flats or almost flats.. so yea here it is :D 

this is a pair of shoe i had since i was v young... end pri or earli sec sch days bah! i realli love them.. comfortable squarish head.. which was the kinda shoe i loved, mayb even till now.. n just simple n versatille.. but well u cud see the sole i tried to put in.. but i just didnt fit too well.. n the sole of e shoe's kinda disintegrating.. i cudnt bear to throw it away., but my mama insists since i'm buying more new shoes there isnt realli alot of place to store old shoes tt i wont wear animore.. so aft this i'm going to throw them away *sobz* i wore them for my guitar concerts thruout my sec sch life coz need black shoes too.. so adios~* 

well i guess yest was q an experience..
esp last nite.. the first time i ever felt drunk! haa not dead drunk but just abit tipsy
onli aft 2 1/2 glasses of strawberry margarita..
usually i wont haf felt anithing yet.. but i guess last nite coz i was so tired and sleepy due to the chronic lack of slp these few days.. tt i just started to KO
i went to check out TIMBRE w serene n her gang in smu
the music was nice. the place is q cool.. just an area where pple chill out for some music
haaa
i had fun altho i was getting realli zonk as the nite went on..
it felt funni
like i knew i'm kinda losing control of my mind n body..
i had to put in a lot of concentration just to speak n walk to the loo...
heee
and i started to drift in n out of sleep while leaning bk closing my eyes to listen to the band TIMMY, w a 1/2 thai lead singer and 3 other band mates
but wow
wat an experience..
n luckily i was safe w them :) n jaslyn sent mi home
thnx so much ya.. serene n frens :)

the aft
met xyairen at COOP n had a long chat, take care hor.. dont tire urself out la.. :)
it then saw mi touring smu's business blk..
v impressive.. seminar rms were cool... if we had tt for tutorial ll b q fun sia
but yea the sch's damn hightec everiwhere u go, unlike NUS
but it's just a diff experiece

was at harbour front later at macs
first time using wireless there.. chatting w jing@NZ n ps n meeting shiqi
wat a small world
:)
(yes stamp pasting!! haha ser i got reminded aft i read the gang blog,
thnx for bringing in a new insight into stamp pasting for mi,
a more relaxed n causal feel of it.. very u.. i wud try it next time :)

dinner w serene our usual long chats.. of cheem n funni stuff
brokebk moutain storytelling
n buying a $20 pair of jeans in 2min.. due to some freak accident
w/o trying on w/o looking at the design, i just grabbed n went
hahaa
it got adrenaline rushing
n well Timbre
(yea come tink of it.. our little chats abit the noise n music.. was fun sia. abit intoxicated n in the midst of liver damage, aft reading ur entry
just reminded mi how we look up into the trees n the leaves, how we reminisce abt the past w allton n all, send mi the songs soon ya! yea w or w/o you is nice :D )
miss meeting up w u n fel
miss the great time we always have together :)
felika... hope to see yu soon ya :) u take care! i always feel bumping into u ard sch even at the sci canteen makes mi happi :D
huay.. xia tian jiu yao dao le orh!!

wat a day
w mi hafing at 1.5cm worth of eyebags n dark eyerings
n running everiwhere still w my big bag... :P

CAs r finally over
now PROs prep is on!
well not aft our slumber party tonite at beng's to celeb her bdae..
:D

i'm rather stressed now.. 1 day to the exam n i got so much left 2 study
but well watever it was..
i still went for piano lesson today
haa coz mi n beng stayed in sch till too late.. we took a cab down.. taking the ECP.. i mus say it's my fav expressway to travel at nite..
Singapore skyline at nite thru the cbd area is realli beautiful..
a diff angle of looking at fullerton.. i rem i was there no too long ago along e s'pore river the day we celebrated serene's bdae... looking at the fullerton frm much near perspective
the esplanade's q cool too..
n yea today the end of ECP nearing the east it's the emergency runway.. v changi airport w lotsa bougainvilla.. tt's potted so tt it can b a runway in an emergency
piano was fun as usual
then mi n beng finally got our sweet talk paopaocha!!!
haaaaa
i'm still starved frm skipping dinner n beng has to go home for her be-earli bdae celeb
so aft buying my ice red tea n her iceblended mocha
she went home..
n i went to eat SHILIN meesua!!
oh my tian..
still as nice! i tink coz i always eat it when im damn hungry so it always taste v nice
of coz i ate the authentic one.. in taiwan, well not at shilin yeshi but was at ximending
it was nicer.. but the one over here is not bad alreadi..
that was first day we landed in taiwan, n to tink i got approached by a man who's mentally unsound.
he asked mi if i was EUROPEAN (ha.) and if i had 1 million dollars (haha.)
i told him no.. altho i didnt laugh out loud into his face..
but he got shoo-ed away by the stall owner who actualli gave him a small cup of free meesua..
yea
so now eating shilin meesua in front of the stall..
i like the feeling of it all
reminds mi of me travelling
like in japan at the little ramen store i went w the judo pple too!

studied abit at macs..
w class 95 blasting to drown out the crowd..
it's realli a relative thing..
it was v noisy, sitting in macs.
but when i turned up the vol of my radio, i cant hear the crowd animore
it's all reduced to a basal low bkground noise.

i'm damn sleepy
but i wud rather not slp tonite then not slp tmr nite rite?
jiayou!

well i wanted to look for a happy pix to cheer everione ard mi up.. including myself so here it is.. thnx xinyi :) this CAs i'm damn stressed mani sleepless nites so i gotta go catch up on my beauty slp soon.. huay called yea :) u said the blog's been quiet so haha here's a laughing baby for u la.. do u hear him laughing in the bkground?? NO? listen harder! muahaa aniwae i was q stressed last nite coz no time to finish studying the rest of NS and not sure if the tips frm prof ong 100% sure not.. hee then wanted to study others + eye + PD at the same time.. sigh but glad it came out.. was imaging how i was going to laugh at the qn paper if anithign else other than the tips came out.. O_o" I'm really sleepy now.. on my way home.. i saw this girl w a pair of red heels ohmytian! they r realli realli nice.. got like red strap round the ankle and when she walked past mi on the train.. the flora print on the cloth part is so nice!! haha i was actualli tempted to approach her n ask if i cud take i pix of it.. but i was too sleepy to give chase n she walked too fast too.. budden at dhoby ghaut i saw a youngster spit on the ground at the platform! walaoeh.. i cudnt believe it lor.. haiz.. on my way home i went to check if my foot print was still at the edge of the drain.. coz yest i stepped on the half dried cement as i didnt noe they were re-cementing the drain.. but it's not there anymore :'( still hoping to leave a mark at the bottom of my blk for some time.. but tink the worker saw it and covered it up haa...