木曜日, 9月 30, 2004

今日 は雨を降りました
父さんは「もう秋ですよね」 て
そうかな-
私最近 「プライド」を見ています
何か、秋は話たいこと理解しますよ
春との会話、私も同じ返事をやるかも
それじゃ、私もそんな冷たい人分かるな?
春のような人会えますか?
彼はなんかかわそう
春この季節は冬に続けて、だからまだまだ冷たいでしょう?
でもその冷たの後、まだ暖かいですよね。
私ほんとに 「秋」 この名前、季節大好き
涼しく落ち着いている感じ
気持いいな-
その二人の将来どうかな-
エンディング見ければ分かる
私のは。。。
さ、わからない
もうすぐ二十歳になるですけど
一回、一度もない
心の声 聞こえるか、聞きたいのか?
寂しさ?
「知らないことが恋しいでわない」
ね-

月曜日, 9月 27, 2004

yea although i told quite a few pple liao n provided free entertainment for all of them
i shall tell the story of mi kena cheated by ah pek!!
jus for the record in case i want to read it to entertain myself next time
neva pian cai, neva pian se though but yea pian my feeeeling n time la i guess

i was on my way bk home aftt sending my tut kid to the lrt station
on last rainy sunday
the at my void deck got an ah pek
he starting call mi la
ah muay.. which is like xiao mei
at first i jus walked on but he kept calling then i look at him la
then he asked mi to go over

aiyoh getting long winded
then hor
he wanted mi to buy duck rice n kopio of him la
summore got mani request like
dun wan to sauce la rem to take spoon la all those la
then i tink tink
but he say he leg pain like so poor thing lidat so i okok lor
he gave mi $3.10
i ask him he sure enuff not coz i onli brought my hp no $$
he say enuff then enuff la

i mean jus spend some time n effort wont die rite
budden it was like 1220 liao
n my other tut kid cuimg at 1 mah
so i hurry hurry go buy

when i reach the food court
i realise tt duck rice is onli going at 3.30
told the stall keepers discretely whether they can sell mi 2.50 worth of duck rice la
walau so paiseh
they tell mi xiao jie we onli sell 3 or 3.50 ones
so i boh pian tell them
dont lidat la i buy for sum ah pek i no $$ pls pls
sumthing along these lines
then kena laughed at but i managed to buy it u c
but in the end forgot to ask them not too add the sauce
so ah pek too bad la huh

then i went to the drink stall
n asked them if their kopi o is 60c rite rite??
walau they say 80c
i sad n sianz liao
so started 'begging' the stall holders AGAIN
then yea i tell i onli got 60c left on mi la
pls pls so ah pek ask mi to buy one
then they laugh laugh again n okok lor

jus then my mama called
n she scolded mi upside down la
she say i so stupid
the ah pek abit wierd n siao one
always downstairs everidae ask pple to buy things for him
he even asked my mama a few times b4!!
n my mama oso witness him asking other pple oso
most pple say they not free la

then when i walked bk
nearing the void deck i saw my mama toking to him
then i tink tink
the ah pek cham alreadi sure let my mama say till die
n yea indeed my mama told him to rem my face, mi her daughter n he better dont ask mi again coz i busy, my tut kid cuming, which is true n its 1245 alreadi.. mi wet n lunchless still
then yea n he say okok paiseh paiseh
he say dont tell AH LIAN
haha god noes whu is she
but yea my mama say if he ever ask mi again
she ll go tell AH LIAN
n tt scared the shit out of him la

later my mama tell mi tt he was strolling ard everiwhere when she went downstairs ll waiting for mi to cum bk
i mean he kinda forgotten he leg pain la(tsk)
then my mama go ask him tot u told my daughter u leg pain?!?
n he paiseh hurry hurry sat down on the chair
my mama say u so free y dont go buy urself he say her no umbrella
when she threaten to go his house to see if he realli got umbrella not he jus kept quiet

so in the end my mama concluded
he's jus abit boh liao n wierd n lazy
n trying to use not enuff $$ to buy stuff hoping other pple ll pay 4 him so tt he shun pian zhuan dao

so yea
this is the lengthy story of my contact w an ahpek
n as n epilogue : my tut kid came earli was standing outside door liao when i came bk at 1245
so i went on to teach my third tut of the day W/O lunch
so haha
(huimin get humpy w/o food rite? gang?)

i mean i feel abit cheated onli la
not so bad
but fake leg pain walau
i indeed entertained the thought of kopping his 3.10 n going home w it aft he gave mi
but i told myself to banish tt evil thought
aft hafin say so much
i still tink i wud go help the next elderly tt try to fake mi la
haha i mean i shud gif them the benefit of the doubt rite?
but my mama ll say i kena cheated alreadi oso dunnoe
sigh
but yea if this ah pek ask mi the next time..

ill go complain to AH LIAN!!

- THE END -

金曜日, 9月 24, 2004

to zhijia
heyhey jus read ur letter
while u rem my "zha! gege", i'll always rem how u as a huazhugege fanatic enslaved mi to b ur slave/eunuch and i ben ben agreed.. hafing served u loyally for almost 4yrs?
haah
good old days in rg
take care of urself gege ya
hope u haf a safe flight, flying off now to the other side of the globe
n yea technology ll keep us close n in contact ya
work hard n jiayou 4 everithing

:)always willing to serve u..
da liu zi
its an eventful day again
breakfast w oilvia n peiyun
nice kaya toast n egg hee
ll miss olivia
n zhijia whom i jus sent off a while ago

heard the tok on the yunnan yep
tink its a rather enriching experience la
helping pple
getting out of comfort zone
SERVE
hmm
hope i can go n lookg forward to it man

oh serene mus haf "big-open some eye-boundaries" today
second fren tt i drove ard
hee she praised mi so yea haha :P
oh n my dad brought us to supper w his frens
namely tua pek n a-uncle-who-has-a-daughter-in-smu
haha i neva c the second uncle b4 but yea all my dad good fren la
i like the uncle leng tt look like my tua pek
haha tink he v happi to find someone whu enjoy slowly savouring crab like him
n tt ll b mi
haha
hes nice
all the uncle uncle rather cute n endearing tok abt everithing, suan my dad, remind mi of mi n my frens too
the crabs quite good today
i abit full n sleepy now
hee
satsified!

wa reminded mi of the good old days when i was taking driving lessons frm my dad
then everi nite aft my lesson
he ll bring mi to eat supper w his buddy buddy
haha they chat tok
i quietly eat lor
aha
;)

火曜日, 9月 21, 2004

i had an adventure yest
frm sengkang to ponggol
nice fun exciting happi

sometimes i feel lousy n small
im lousy

went shopping w judo gals
had lotsa fun
happi happi happi
:)

reflect upon my self
sad lousy sianz

gemini = moody
disturbing

日曜日, 9月 19, 2004

finally a wk has passed hols again
huayu is almost gone for a wk liao n i realised tt i missed sangyu's departure oso
due to my procrastinatn in getting in touch w her to find out when exactly she was leaving..
i suck rite
n my shitty 55/100
im lousy la
but mi ll tell myself tt if i studied hard i wud do better
hope la hope
tink gotta buck up coz i guess a doc cant erm n cant recall where the median nerve lies rite?
oh but voon's lec was fun n nice
n i learnt how to communicate w patients in coma in my lec while i was sleeping on sat morn's lec haha
but wanting to work hard aside
realli thankful for the hols la
realli realli happi :D
slacking away..

didnt realli cry alot when huayu left huh
unlike mi when i was younger...
but getting her phone call bk i realli nice la
so excited for her
tink she ll haf lots of fun
but i hope she noe tt she can fall bk on her gang anitime ya

im incoherent
n sleepy
but hafnt been feeling too good sumdaes recently
mayb coz i cant articulate my emotions too well la
i oso dunnoe
jus feel abit wierd
if i snapped at anione
i apologize
not so sunny like the weather hor
gloomy rainy dark sianz
n no zhen qing today :(
i tink the piggy soft toy tt i gave huayu looked like shang deng qing jia
haha
the qinghua qingyun's mum w its slitty eyes
scary haha

today i learnt tt snake has alot of bones wow
tot they look rather boneless to mi
ignorance
n they haf mani mani ball n socket joints
the a dragonfly nymph stays in water for 1-3yrs
b4 becoming an adult depending on its species until tadpole which stays in water for abt 3-5 mths b4 becoming a frog

the adv of gifing pri sch tut
haha
but sian had two today so abit zonk out liao

火曜日, 9月 14, 2004

魔力
I have you to be with
Everything will be easy
晒的阳光 淋的雨滴 都值得回忆
I have you to be with
才懂心不够近才怕距离
心电感应 绝不断讯
会如影子随瑚
曾灰心以为 我来错了世界
太多想法很另类 找不到人了解
当我说的感觉 牵动著你的脸
互动的泪 让我们变得特别
你是我的魔力 想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛 把不如意 都变成流星
你是我的魔力 心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁 复制甜蜜
笑容不结冰
幸福是间电影院 没有单人的座位
要肩碰肩 才能看好戏上演

月曜日, 9月 13, 2004

the previous post is abit distrubing so i guess a new one ll b good
im sleepy but muscles of the lower limb damn
realli hope the prof dont always cum ask my qn
i noe i shud prepare n stuff but i did jus not enuff huh

i resoluted a few things this few days
dunnoe if i cud do them
ah shit shudnt sound demoralised b4 anithing has even started

my resolutions
change certain things la inertia is not good
love my books n notes n onli my bks n notes? haha
pay more attention to my frens whu need attention

die tink i need alot of tea tmr morn
aniwae the resolutions r lidat vaguely
im not too ok w stating them explictly they r 4 me n myself

being huayus party laision was rathing tiring
haha but i had fun
washing fruits like malay ladies
maria working handinhand w thumbi
putting up PARTY signs everiwhere but scared mata catch us
n when ll i ever get a chance to make a whole BIG pot of ribena w a garden hose oops.. hee
bringing pple to the toilet
topping up the longan fruit thing
bringing chairs for pple
haha
i like so bAngLa lidat but yea im glad i was of help

huayu is flying off in abt 10hrs
sigh
then she ll b gone 4 9mths
our frenship dates bk to 7+yrs
qi nian de gan qing rite rite
ll miss her la
but she ll b bk
she ll b bk
i dont like farewells
but reunions r fine hopefully w/o ani wierd british accent haha
tmr
hmm tmr we c each other at the airport la
@_@

be-earli bon voyage ( i didnt write w smudged orange ink) haha

土曜日, 9月 04, 2004

i'm very sad today
p.s. pls dont ask mi y. i mean it.