One year in 40 seconds

just like that, this year flew past in a blink of an eye..

the year's coming to an end
my holiday's coming to an end
the last holiday of my undergrad life i guess (hopefully)
the end is near. the end of a beginning
haiz
even the drama i've been watching came to an end.



i know it's quite an old drama serial, but i haf been holding on to beng's dvd for a mother long time haa. beng! finally can return to u le. friday k :)

medicine posting starts cm. good luck!

The Wedding Date

Debra Messing&Dermot Mulroney

A lot like love 9/11

2008-12-25 康熙来了 Part 4【HQ 清晰版】武打童星长大了（上）

aww they are all grown up now :p

my best friend's wedding

i just watched abit of The Family Stone
and there was Dermot Mulroney. i remember him from My Best Friend's Wedding. after all these years, he's still cute, mayb even cuter ha

merry christmas everyone. :)

humpsfy is a hai-ster.

William Wordsworth - I wandered lonely as a cloud

I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed - and gazed - but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.


i read this poem off a friend's facebook note
according to a website: The four six-line stanzas of this poem follow a quatrain-couplet rhyme scheme: ABABCC.

i like it, for it's simplicity, and i can kind of relate to it

曹格 天使忌妒的生活 MV

wat a nice song :)

there is only so much i can and/or want to do.

this song suddenly popped into my head yest, must be the weather haha


and love actually is showing now haa
haa

omg park yong ha sang this song too!
i must haf heard this song ten thousand times when i was watching All In (x times)haa but i never realised he sang it.. no wonder i kept feeling that his singing voice is familiar haa
goosebumps man. not tt this is my fav song or anything.. just tt found out abit more info of a song i've heard yrs ago haaa
he shall me my fav korean male singer then haha :p

All In OST: Cheo-eum Geu Nal-cheo-reom / 처음 그 날처럼


here's the proof hahahaa

i've finally watched all 21 episodes of On Air, over an extended period of time.. :) it's a nice show, talking about the relationships btw actors/actresses and the staff/production crew. i just kept imagining how it's like to have a pdtn crew filming a fictious pdtn crew filming a drama. it's like filming a drama within a drama.. so in order to be able to capture all of it, it's like little russian dolls? or concentric circles of increasing size hahaha :p

park yong ha has definitely gotten older n cuter since his winter sonata days and ohh his has got a nice singing voice :)

On Air MV 11



온에어OnAir MV 경민-영은(編導) 韓中字MV(외사랑獨愛)

last night i had many dreams while i was sleeping.. the one i remembered goes something like this. i was at a fun fair and was shopping ard looking at many nice and fun things. all was well and beautiful. then i suddenly woke up to find myself zapped back into reality. back to the fact that i've got midposting test this week, end-of-posting test next wk, and MBBS in 3/12. the reality of it all. it was kinda depressing and disappointing but i've gotta dragged myself out and bed for the brand new day ahead.
mid-posting test was good, i learn q alot n drT was nice. but also felt damn cui still.. sigh.

last week passed by in a wink and before i knew it, it's december already.
my chronic fatigue is killing me, grateful for the long wkend but don't feel rested at all :(
slowly as the gloom and stresses of exams come over all of us, it's kinda freaky. macam like the weather these days, dark and dreary.
but the chill is quite nice, feels like winter's really coming to singapore haa

not sure if i'll make it through but guess we'll just try rite? heh
i was watching abit of the korean medical drama last nite, New Heart issit? the intern witnessed a RTA and had to help resus the pt, he clinically diagnosed hemo-pneumo thorax and jabbed an empty pen into the pt's 4th i/c space mid axillary line. somehow he lacerated the liver too..
but it's this panic that he feels which i totally can understand that's very glaring. somehow i still feel that i dont really know how to react if i come across similiar times like this

prof low had a nice OSCE session and bingzhuno deserves 1000pts for being so sporting n sang for the whole class woohoo! respect! heh

one week into GS posting..
i must say we are having very nice tutors at TTSH

my uro consultant over ward rds told us that
- you are actually not stupid, contrary to the belief that has been deeply ingrained in your minds, since the beginning of med school
- u guys were made to feel stupid, everytime the consultant ask u a qn in the clinic n you cant ans, n they give u this look "i cant believe u dont know the ans"
- you guys are probably cream of the crop, straight As, top in class since you r young etc

i actually felt q touched by his kind words, in the time of my life where i'm constantly doubting my sainty and competence. altho i still reserve many doubts abt my intelligence n ability to pass my exams, i felt those were very kind words a M5 can actually hear from a tutor(not to promote any complacency tho)
- instead of the usual "are you sure you r m5?"

at ttsh
of course there is father of surgery, prof LCH
i've heard so many stories abt him, but this is the first time in my clinical yrs to have him as my tutor
he's such a cute prof. he says the aim of this revision posting in surgery is to pass MBBS GS without tears. (or if we want, we can have tears of joy) hahahaha
he famous quotes of the robin+sparrow, rain before rainbow, opportunity clock vs alarm clock, are you alright? are so classical
"gallstones are tombstones where bacteria write their epitaphs" haaa

then there is father of cardiology prof CBL
who gave us this IHD tutorial
the rotating CT coronary angiogram heart with the Indiana jones music in the background is so cute and now i can tell everyone that, after an AMI, if you can climb 2 flights of stairs without feeling breathless or angina,
basically you can do watever you wan hahaaa :P

haiz 101 days to MBBS, my frens.

after whinning for so long, i'm glad it's all over. it can only be summarised into "life's a bitch.such is life" i feel that i can be a new person tmr, turn over a new leaf or sumthing. thnx gang for hanging out n laughing tonight altho we r all tired w work.. it's nice hanging out. bye cgh hello ttsh.

Alex and ShinAe 64 Eng Sub Ep34


THE END ~*
my fav couple of the show.. guess i have not much reason to watch WGM any more :(

today's a fun day altho i didnt study much.. :)
byeee xiangyun.. pengyou! take care when u're there for a yr k.. i'll miss u..
my buddy n bestest fren since pri sch
altho i cant rem making u sit at a corridor when we were in pri3. i hope i dint do it.. ;P

went to T3. got tempted to bring my passport along haha
then went on a spontaneously arranged date w ahtan.. yakun at T3 n meatballs @ ikea... we haf a nice time chilling out and chatting..

met this couple sitting beside us which we absolutely cant stand the guy.. he made his girl-fren go buy food bk for him, then go get tissue n all. haiz come on la, be a man k. tsk hope she's not doing it all the time but none of our business oso lo.. altho we just discuss it in code loudly beside them.. this is a huge criteria for us, not tt we cant do it but sianz to do it all the time haa

then ikea is filled w kids walking ard w/o looking.. many charged straight at my thigh. luckily i siam them in time ha.. but i had a fun time n i miss hanging out w gang :) wait till the end of bz bz bz sip k.. haiz

alot happened over the wk for me, 'm uber tired but need to get down to work!

chanced upon this video on youtube.. haa how diff it is frm the jerk-y (beef?) guy we met :P
i like chopin x 水曜日的情事


I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus - John Cougar Mellencamp

serene! issit this song? hahaa

movies i wan2 watch
Taxidermia


Love Me If You Dare (Jeux d'enfants) - Official Trailer


remind ourselves k, ahtan! :D

ortho sip is draining.. hai not as slack as we would like it to be.. busy busy but not learning much also..
but there are still stuff i like about it.. like we've interesting HOs and there's niceness amongst them..
the patients including many elderly patients that are sometimes abit whiney but so cute that i really like them
i guess the only good thing i get out of pre-rd is the couple of minutes i get with some of them each morning.. how we interact and they recog me as one of the staff trying to get them to improve clinically :) and they treat me like a fren..
but it's still very tiring and exams are nearing, stress is high
all i can think of is i need more sleep..

decided to stay at home today, and as expected didnt study much but get to sleep alot more and spend time at home w family.
my mum is doing this massive clean up of our storeroom and she threw out lots of stuff, for me to go through and throw away if i finally decide i dont need them in my life anymore. loads of academic stuff from childhood.. being my garaguni self, i cant bring myself to throw away alot of things.. and so i guess up to a quarter or half of the storeroom's storing my books.files.notes and stuff.
i read through project work i did from sec1 till jc.. (gang! i found the medieval script we wrote!) my files, all my japanese textbooks. the simple storybooks i got in primary school for being top in class for certain subjects haa. i know i wont use them much but still dont bear to throw them away. so guess to my mum's dismay i'm going to put them back into the storeroom.

it brought me back to a happy time. where i was carefree and having fun all day long. my jc results were dismal and i found lots of remedial notes but haaa it was fun, with my judo girls and all too. my sec sch was a blast, that's for sure. i time where i made friends whom i still meet up on friday night, no matter how tired all of us are from work (or shopping heh) a decade down the road, going through Cinderella in hokkien. haha wat a day to feel nostalgic.

then i was also reminded of some little regrets i have, how i should cherish the present and make it wonderful when i look back now in 10 years time.

playhouse last night was great.. our class is really a fun-loving bunch, the recurrent humor in our playhouse plays over the years shows it all. the m1s were abit dark tho haa but i love the purple joker/killer guy.. kinda reminds me of pillowman. and half of the m4 play which i watched was controversial with yong lulu n duke, but was their props were cool too.
good job guys. :)

李玖哲－不, 完美 MV (KTV完整版)


周杰倫 - 時光機【完整版MV】

finally checked out the doraemon song haa :)

For once, I didn't have to stay cooped up in the library studying paeds.. not that i mind but glad that the osce's over :)

Yesterday was nice hanging out with ahxiang and potter yau, eating KFC and shopping.. but cause our bags are heavy and we have no stamina, me yw n py ended up at tcc for hours chatting hahaha.. the frosty bailey's quite nice cause I really like bailey's haa ooh and I'm really into those huge human sized balloons that's kinda floppy and waxes n wanes depending on the jet of air coming through from its bottom. think it's like a non-living thing with feelings. the plastered smile in an attempt to be happy. kinda feels like a jap horror movie which i've watched before where scarecrow/strawman comes alive to haunt people. and in the end you'll find out that it's the families who can't let go of their loved ones who died and made strawmen to keep their souls inside. freaky but kinda nice in a sad way.

I pampered myself alot by sleeping at NINE pm! It's so shiok hahaa... and I went to check out the new sengkang swimming pool! It's nice, big and colourful, with those exciting slides like the one near huiyi's place.. but i was abit paiseh to go sliding into the pool full of kids, scared i kick them and they fly haha. The water's quite clean too but it only opens at 8am. as opposed to hougang which opens at 6.30 i tink. I like to start my swim early if i'm swimming alone, then go off after i finish my laps...

I realized I like swimming cause it's one of the few places where I can hardly hear or see anything and I really feel totally alone and at peace with myself.. and it's like a huge aquarium which I think it's alot of fun.. i feel that i'm just like my xiaogui.. swimming happily and sticking out my head to take some breaths then go back into the water hahaa..
But towards the middle of my swim, i was getting grouchier and grouchier cause the crowd came and my goggles were fogged and my myopia doesn't help, so i always get a huge shock when someone appears very near me, cause I was unable to see them coming earlier.. but then I realized all i took was to clean my goggles and I could see so much better, what a huge change of perception, with clearer obstacles in view and the ability to enjoy the colours n activites of the crowd in sight. It feels kinda like when I studying n studying n studying.. the I feel so sucked into this dark and gloomy typhoon with no light at the end. But if i just take a few moments to look at my objectives and rethink my priorites, everything doesn't seem so bad after all.

the lrt ride was nice but I'll miss walking by my favourite route home, which i always do if i take a bus back from hougang.. it's my favourite bit of my neighbourhood heh. when i was on the stationary train at a particular stop, i saw a mynah cleaning it's feathers and looking at the people n neighbourbood beneath the tracks.. i wonder wat's going through it's mind. as I was coming through the gantry of my lrt station, i saw a folded up orange piece of paper on the floor, just as i was wondering wat it was, the lady coming my way reached it and picked it up and i was shocked to see that it's a TEN DOLLAR note.. haizz guess i dont have much heng cai yun hahahaha but she's q cool.. she just walked calmly ahead macam like it's really hers and disappeared into the crowd hahaa

in conclusion, the vitamin D that's missing in my life is really good for my wellbeing i guess haha :)

oh and for some reason i signed in to friendster just now. ha since facebook came about, friendster has kinda been neglected but i was really really amused by the testimonials on my page and happy at the same time that i actually have many friends who will say nice things about me :P been reminded me of sec sch/jc/earli medsch years.. it's nice.

사랑해도 될까요


haha the orignial song that Park Shin Yang sang in my fav korean drama :D

Lovers In Paris - PSY&KJE singing scenes

Corpse Bride Music Video


Original Ice dance - Danny Elfman


tim burton n johnny depp are cool.

Alex singing "Like a Child" at [We got married]




i wonder y alex has earnt 2million points from me already haa..

well ID posting is finally over.. the test made me kinda abit stressed but it came n went. i like my con for the last wk dr L. she's american trained and she's v well-spoken. i really learnt alot abt how to communicate information to patient and not to assume that patients who dont speak eng very well can't understand or make their own decisions. she's very interesting and i really like the way she shares bits of stories w us during rds.. open up uptodate to discuss some conditions w us n all. she's so full of enthusiasm n i kept feeling that i'm not enthusiastic enough for her and not participating enough. but i din't sleep well, almost the whole of last wk and long rds w alot of standing can b q tiring.

she has many interesting analogies n quotes..
like how we r a planet w the commensal flora living on us and when our defense barriers r down, bugs like little aliens will attack us.. so we haf to take out our 'big gus' like antibiotics ha.

"just because you r paranoid, doesnt mean the whole world is not out to get you"

"it's better to light a candle than curse the darkness"

ID's kinda fun :)

then there was gang meetup on fri night that was really nice.. we did foot scrub together.. therapeutic n fun n having nice smelling feet at the end of it all.. then lotsa taboo n alot of laughing.
yest evening was fun too. at my ah ma's 68th bdae, miss hanging out w my cousins.. n looking at my young cousins in sec sch makes me feeling kinda old.. macam 老女人 watching 年輕小huo子 haa.. my 3yr old cousin is turing frm 2 sacks of rice to a definite 3.
happy birthday to my ahma.. :)

checking out jay's album on youtube now..

周杰倫 Jay - 說好的幸福呢 (失落非主流) MV + Lyrics 歌詞


詞: 方文山 曲: 周杰倫

你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我像氣氛純白的白鴿
甜蜜散落了
繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛隻給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得

你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢

你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我像氣氛純白的白鴿
甜蜜散落了
繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛隻給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得

你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 你累了
說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了
愛淡了 夢遠了
我都還記得

你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢
為什麼這時候忍心離我而去



10 達芬奇的畫布 - Jay Chou 周杰倫 [NEW! Capricorn 魔杰座]



this happy sweet song's kinda like yuan you hui.. ;)

牆角迎風的雛菊.
茉莉花開的香氣.
閉上眼回到過去
劃分界限的座椅
下課就靠在一起
我就是離不開你
一路爭吵的話題
我們說好走到底
因為從此就分離
用黑板上的日期
倒數找你

慢慢清醒.原來思念你是加了糖的消息
我用鉛筆 畫得更仔細素描那天天氣
想你的香氣 我想遇見你

那童年的希望是一台時光機
我可以一路開心到底都不換季
帶竹蜻蜓.穿過那森林
打開了任意門找到你一起旅行
那童年的希望是一台時光機
給我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉
所有回憶 在夏天的口袋裡
一起蕩秋千的夢境 在風中找尋著甜蜜

有些話從來不急
一直都放在心底
想要叫你看仔細
而單純世故的你
已經離去
哦.慢慢清醒
原來思念你是加了糖的消息
我用鉛筆.畫得更仔細素描那天天氣
想你的香氣.我想遇見你

那童年的希望是一台時光機
我可以一路開心到底都不換季
帶竹蜻蜓.穿過那森林
打開了任意門找到你一起旅行
那童年的希望是一台時光機
給我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉
所有回憶.在夏天的口袋裡
一起蕩秋千的夢境.在風中找尋著甜蜜

那童年的希望是一台時光機
我可以一路開心到底都不換季
帶竹蜻蜓.穿過那森林
打開了任意門找到你一起旅行
那童年的希望是一台時光機
給我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉
所有回憶.在夏天的口袋裡
一起蕩秋千的夢境.在風中找尋著甜蜜

哦.在找尋著甜蜜~
哦.在找尋著甜蜜~
哦.在找尋著甜蜜~



周杰倫 Jay - 喬克叔叔 (小丑) Lyrics 歌詞


cute lyrics :)
作詞：黃俊郎 作曲：周杰倫

親愛的不知道閉上了眼睛
像是發泄不是大家都可以
畫上眼影染著有色的淚滴
跌倒后莫慌在這個角最低
跌倒是始終是我故意
哈哈你笑的開心
我開始在玩命
扑克牌裡混的小項才一兩張
你看我看的重要行性
彩色的大卷發紅鼻子最滑稽的步伐
這樣的快樂你學會了嗎 會了嗎
用笨拙有驚險的雜耍繼續對你裝傻
所有的悲傷統統忘了吧 忘了吧

聽我說 拿出你的鈔票 香檳就買得到
先生小姐們趕快來 趕快來
在慢就看不到 從來沒想多少
還能跟教科說聲拜你知道
我隻是卑微的小丑 放棄后感動 就等你拍一拍手
人群算模糊 夜色多朦朧
月光也會跟著我
我不是孤獨的小丑
你笑了之后 不需要記得我
哎 任性的時候
漫天的星空 最明亮的是寂寞

下著雨 我躲在面具裡偷偷的在哭泣
為看了不能說的秘密
我學習我可以搶走我的生意別忘記
並不是要靠我才得冠軍
聽我說 拿出你的鈔票 香檳就買得到
先生小姐們趕快來 趕快來
在慢就看不到 從來沒想多少
還能跟教科說聲拜你知道
我隻是卑微的小丑 放棄后感動 就等你拍一拍手
人群算模糊 夜色多朦朧
月光也會跟著我
我不是孤獨的小丑
你笑了之后 不需要記得我
哎 任性的時候
漫天的星空 最明亮的是寂寞

我隻是卑微的小丑 放棄后感動 就等你拍一拍手
人群算模糊 夜色多朦朧
月光也會跟著我
我不是孤獨的小丑
你笑了之后 不需要記得我
哎 任性的時候
漫天的星空 最明亮的是寂寞

01 稻香 - Jay Chou 周杰倫 [NEW! Capricorn 魔杰座]

of course the song tt's being played on the radio q abit now :)

作詞：周杰倫 作曲：周杰倫

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

周蕙 - 不想讓你知道

你还爱我吗？

Alex and ShinAe 52 Eng Sub Ep26


my fav boy in pink :)
oh man these 4 kidos are really so lovable haa

Soba Ni Iru Ne - Thelma Aoyama Feat. SoulJa ENG SUBBED


heard this song q some time ago.. today while i was driving home, found it especially nice n soothing to listen to while driving @ nite..

「そばにいるね」
「I’LL BE BY YOUR SIDE」
作詞：SoulJa・青山テルマ 作曲：Soulja


あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと　I’m by your side baby いつでも
So.　どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど　寂しいんだよ
So baby please　ただ hurry back home

Baby boy　あたしはここにいるよ　どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you　だからこそ　心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ

[SoulJa]
んなことよりお前の方は元気か?　ちゃんと飯食ってるか?
ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねぇや
また今度送るよ　俺からのLetter

[青山テルマ]
過ぎ去った時は戻せないけれど　近くにいてくれた君が恋しいの
だけど　あなたとの距離が遠くなる程に　忙しくみせていた
あたし逃げてたの
だけど　日を閉じる時　眠ろうとする時　逃げきれないよ　あなたの事
思い出しては　一人泣いてたの

あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと　I’m by your side baby いつでも
So.　どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど　寂しいんだよ
So baby please　ただ hurry back home

Baby boy　あたしはここにいるよ　どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you　だからこそ　心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ

[SoulJa]
不器用な俺　遠くにいる君
伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに　君は行っちまった
今じゃ残された君はアルバムの中

[青山テルマ]
アルバムの中　納めた思い出の　意味より何気ないひと時が今じゃ恋しいの　
　（君のぬくもり）
And now あなたからの電話待ち続けていた　携帯握りしめながら　眠りに就いた
　（抱きしめてやりたい）
どこもいかないよ　ここにいるけれど　見つめ合いたいあなたのその瞳　
ねえ分かるでしょ　私待ってるよ

Baby boy　あたしはここにいるよ　どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you　だからこそ　心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ

[SoulJa]
俺はどこも行かないよ　ここにいるけれど　探し続けるあなたの顔
Your 笑顔　今でも触れそうだって思いながら手を伸ばせば　君は

あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと　I’m by your side baby いつでも
So.　どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど　寂しいんだよ
So baby please　ただ hurry back home

あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと　I’m by your side baby いつでも
So.　どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど　寂しいんだよ
So baby please　ただ hurry back home

http://fangirlcloset.wordpress.com/2008/02/02/%E3%80%8C%E3%81%9D%E3%81%B0%E3%81%AB%E3%81%84%E3%82%8B%E3%81%AD%E3%80%8D-%E9%9D%92%E5%B1%B1%E3%83%86%E3%83%AB%E3%83%9E-featsoulja/

Alex and ShinAe 43 Eng Sub Ep24



the babies are so cute! i like the 3rd one haa..

while reading about scarlet fever on wikipedia...

Popular cultural references:
Little Women by Louisa May Alcott (1868) - Beth contracts scarlet fever, seems to recover, but progresses to rheumatic fever and ultimately succumbs to congestive heart failure.

selamat hari raya.
today is a nice windy n chilly day..
wanted to blog abt saying bye to orhlulu my xiaogui.. my parents decided to set it free since it's grown q big n looked q squashed in it's box habitat.. so aft almost 2.5 years since my 21st bdae.. we let it go :) hope it's going well wherever it is.. seeing the world instead of just my living room. thnx to chermaine n carmen for the gift.. :) i hafnt been a responsible pet owner cause usu my mama takes care of it and it's so much closer to my mum than me la. this kinda commitment issue is tough.. so i shud never b a pet owner.. even my cactus kinda died sometime ago. sigh. cactus tt beng's mama gave me last time. i shud learn to take care of myself first.

then there's this cough/flu tt's been troubling me. till classmates think twice before sitting near me. n poor py kept getting blessed by my germy droplets. n the id lecturer calls me The Cougher. w caleb's prescription of klacid, i hope to recover soon. my running nose.. is making me look like rudolf all the time.

id is fun so far.. it reminds me of kisiizi when we discuss HIV and TB pericardial effusions in class. Dr Denis n her daring pericardiacentesis came into my mind, with no resus trolley.. but the pt got better. in the same bed Teddy passed away w the same condition. sigh. how we felt helpless n had to go knock on the UK doc's door at midnite cause we know shit abt helping a pt who's dying. hai..

kinda addicted to the alex n shinae youtube videos cause it gives a feel-good feeling but it's just for me to sidetrack for some almost-out-of-reality kinda situations occasionally, and it is not too bad i guess heh.

py n i met darren n dehan yest n had dinner.. it was damn funny just talking n listening to them.. miss my old CGmates.. hahaa

gotta go blow my nose.

We Got Married Ep 17 - Alex and Shin Ae (en) 1/2

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/We_Got_Married

this is so sweet..haha i really wan2 watch more of this variety show.. :)

We Got Married Ep 18 - Alex and Shin Ae 2/2 (en)


We Got Married [SUBBED] - Alex and Shinae EP 19 part 1


We Got Married Alex & Shin Ae Ep 6 part 1/2(Eng Sub)

Aww he's so sweet, i shud learn how to massage n moisturize my own feet in case no one would do it for me next time :p

he's alex from Clazziquai and she's Shin Ae, the wife of song seung hun in summer scent who passed away n her heart was transplanted into son ye jin.

13年後的蠟筆小新-小白的最後(感人)


蠟筆小新-牠的名子叫小白


小叮当故事的结局 on the net..
http://doraemon.ezdn.cc/

this is very sweet. ^_^


i love this ad!

Mamma Mia! New Movie Clip Dancing Queen Full(ABBA)


ABBA - dancing queen
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the dancing queen

Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for the place to go
Where they play the right music, getting in the swing
You come in to look for a king
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the music’s high
With a bit of rock music, everything is fine
You’re in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...

You are the dancing queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the dancing queen

You’re a teaser, you turn ’em on
Leave them burning and then you’re gone
Looking out for another, anyone will do
You’re in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...

You are the dancing queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the dancing queen

I LOVE this song :D

haha just watched mamma mia! it's a very funny and entertaining show, i laughed throughout the whole movie, altho some parts of it was too much of exaggerated eng-bollywood and some dancing sequences made the actors/actresses looked v chuan but all in all many songs that i really liked were in the movie and you cant help but move w the beat too.
n Pierce Brosnan is still so hot for an elderly guy... i wonder wats the male equivalent for "lao-chio" but aww he's really one of those old men that r damn cute n i like. (but there's no Electra complex going on in me) :p

I've got the most wonderful tutors one can ask for during this 1st wk of geri posting. esp my consultant dr T. He's very inspiring, very pro-teaching, very kind to all his patients and he really made me see the beauty of geri medicine.

I love the way my team docs will bend/squat down to speak to the patients who are lying on very low beds (so as to prevent them from falling from a height in the event they acidentally fall/jump off).
they'll hold the patient's hand, talking clearly n loudly into the ears of the hearing impaired patients, make sure that they are comfortable, try to tend to their complaints and relieve their sufffering. those uncommunicative ones, w time we might just forget that they are living, feeling human beings, not just a piece of meat that we try to treat. I like the way my team will look at so many aspects of care for our patients, the details of medical conditions n their treatment, the functional rehab, the psychosocial issues and discharge plans. not every old person get to go home when they leave the hosp.

Then there is the cofm-ish/communications kinda issues. when we were younger, sometimes it feels q dreary to keep talking about this kinda vague things, nothing like real concrete hard science that we need to cure diseases. but at the end of the day, our duty as docs is to heal, to comfort and not always to cure and prolong life. death is certain. the mortality of mankind is 100%. it's dying that is uncertain. it's dying that old people may fear. my con told us that if we're HOs next time and a pt is DNR, DIL who is getting hypotensive and desaturating, when we get called by nurses in the middle of the night, our job is not only to go do admin stuff like certifying death when it's a flat line. we need to ask if the patient is symptomatic cause we can relieve pain/breathlessness. we need to ask if family is around, cause we may need to reassure them that they patient is not suffering ++ in this last bit of the journey. end of life issues are very real and very relevant and it always feel very close to my heart.

the most difficult patient spits at u because he's being restrained and that's his only defence mechanism. he can't punch you when he wants. but all he ever wanted was malay-speaking people ard so that this elderly malay gentleman who can only speak malay feels more reassured. and the only other thing he wanted was... kopi-o.

haha old people are really cute.
another uncle said my con is a reporter and we med students are photographers. some grandiose huh. but he said my con is cute, macam like a kid, and that made us so tickled haaa...

tvb- Greed Mask THEME song

last sun was my cousin's wedding.
my dad is always the life of the party, the most sporting n funny character.. he can b a professional wedding singer when he retires and he's so much more hip n happening than his kids ha.
well i wonder how much of his fun loving/root-of-all-noise nature i haf inherited but pple who know us can easily understand why i can b abit odd haaaa.
check out his 花瓶大过中年人 pix.
he sang, he danced, he drank.
cheers. :)


w/o fail at all my cousins' weddings my dad is the uncle they'll invite to do the yum seng ha..


my dad n my 6th uncle
my dad kinda got the karaoke mood started when he got the ball rolling.. altho q alot of pple sang at my cousin's wedding i tink everyone was too paiseh to be the first one ha
my paternal family loves to sing haa n drink.. :P


this is q gay ahaa
my dad n his bro..


this pix is damn cute! haa
my dad w my bros, eunice, siauhui


my family!


yum yum yummmm seng!
my dad n my 5th uncle.. cheers to wilson's marriage!


i'm v tired. feel like i'll never b able to finish my work and many things are not meant to be. well after entertaining myself w all these happy/funny pix, time to get bk to work.

i hafnt had time to blog about this funny dream that py had until now.
she dreamt that the 2 of us when for bilateral disarticulation of our little toes.
she cant really remember the indications for it. possibly because it was in fashion? maybe i had diabetes? haa
but anyway my nice reg is the one who did the op
while waiting for her turn she suddenly felt that her feet would look ugly without the 2 little toes and she decided to back out of the op, sigh and so she saw my post op scar over my feet and dint go for the op.
sigh... so poor me, was left with 2 missing toes :(

fri was a fun time chilling out w py n huay.. love laughing till i'm totally tired and coming home to sleep.
just got back frm my cousin's tea ceremony.. it's nice n joyous. :) i'm looking forward to the dinner tonight :)

my auntie's going for decompression n fusion of her lumbar spine end of the mth, possibly for spinal stenosis.. she looks kinda worried.. reminds me of all the old aunties/uncles in the ward.. hope she's ok.. another auntie showed me her TKR scar n one showed me her trigger finger. ortho posting put to some use haa

today i suddenly realised why i like ortho as a subject. cause it's alot abt helping the patient regain function, relieve pain and disability. it's nice to see pt feel better, walk better, function better. but i'm not v into ortho surgeries so prob not a likely career option. but there's this thing abt old old pple walking into the clinic room w/o a wheelchair that just makes me feel happy to see them so healthy. yest at the reg clinic we noted that the next pt is 90 yo, so i started to move the chair away to clear up space for "the wheelchair". in the end the 90 yr old uncle walked in himself, albeit walking stick assisted but it just makes us smile and replace the chair for him to sit on. :) ortho is v relevant to everyone. i had an ortho consult for my humeral #, my mum and grandma are easily an ortho short/long cases, so it's kinda close to heart.

somehow i'm enjoying this ortho posting because of the nice doctors i met. my con is very nice, she's always smiling. my MO is very sweet n friendly and she always exudes this positive cheerful vibe. n met a nice reg who taught me at NUH last yr. he's very nice n funny, makes an effort to know ur name even if you're just joining his clinic, offers to give us tutorials which are v good. but i always dread it when he quiz me on sumthing n tells me "i'm sure you know" n i feel like i want to vanish into the ground because the fact is i dont know. hai..

n my ex-mentor who kinda instills alot of fear and cause me to have PTSD symptoms, even when he stands or sits remotely near me. i suddenly realize that i shud let it go. retrospectively mayb i was in the wrong too. there is nothing to fear expect for fear itself, mr eng likes to tell us. i decided that some scary teachers instills fear/unease in us even before they do anything to us. usu it turns out tt we are the ones w alot of preconceived ideas and it impairs our learning w all those negative thots/first impressions. just do ur best la.

mr tan's wife gave birth to a lovely daughter 2 days ago. such a joyous occasion. i'm sure coach is beaming w joy :)

oh and i actually met the Hero Mum in clinic today. the things mums do for their kids. ^_^ mdm, may you recover soon.
http://www.straitstimes.com/Free/Story/STIStory_240121.html

somehow i feel a little light hearted today, a strange feeling after so long. how long will it last i wonder.

Ben 10 transformation

hmm.. i shud watch more cartoons

My Sister In Law is 19 -Half Love-


My Sister-In-Law is 19 MV - Crazy For this Girl


i really wan2 finish watching this show soon.. but it's kinda sad the girl killed herself in reallife.

on my way home today, i saw on the lrt platform a mynah.
it has got its "toes" disarticulated on one foot.. so it kinda only had a stump on its left foot. something like an Syme's amputation of sorts?
poor thing. to think i'm doing ortho but i cant do anything for it.
hai.

just read huay's post.
i'm feeling abit too much these couple of days for my own comfort.
fear.joy.loneliness.excitement.anger.worthlessness...
too much, too frequent, too disturbing to my usual carefully titrated equilibrium.
seriously. wat the fuck. why shud i care. i cant go back in time to change things, can i?
mayb it's autumn, the rain, the chilly wind, the favourite season.
sigh.

Official Jason Mraz - I'm Yours video

i heard alot about him from quite a few different pple.
finally got down to listening to this song. kinda sweet n puts a smile on my face :)

Jason Mraz - The Remedy



our dear HOs w their SIPs..

SIP ended
i feel totally tired out after this one mth stint altho i didnt do much i tink. but it was fun, i learnt quite alot and i had a glimsp into wat doing medicine really entails. i'll miss all the sweet aunties, the uncles who love to complain when i try to suck them dry w my syringe but really appreciates a nice chat during bldtaking. the nurses.. shifu was really sweet bought us drinks n muffins n had a party for us. the soon-to-b colleagues, everyone has something for me to learn from. difficult relatives who are damn difficult, will b a challenge for me to win them over gracefully next time, but i guess at the end of the day if u dint do anything wrong the b my guest, go complain. ha. 4/52 flew by, i'm sure the next 28/52 will as well. sigh

ttsh for the next one mth. :)
good luck to me. but seriously if i just do my job properly, y shud i fucking care? :) i just need some reassurance.


met up w huayu n py and we had a good long 5hr dinner, dessert, chat and non-stop laughter. i love hanging out w gang (there was evil turban this time too) :D

there's was a 405 gathering yest, at first only 1/10 of the class was there n after jan came, there was 1/8 haa but thnx jo for the effort to organise it. i hafnt seen them for a long while n it was nice catching up w them.. and to try some turkish food n japanese dessert. it's been many years but chatting abt good old days, how we've graduated frm rg 7 yrs ago.. days in rgs had been alot of fun, i'll always look bk w fond memories n laugh over teachers, lessons, funny stuff tt happened in class. :D

林宇中 - 干物女 MV (完整版)

为了一根草　鲜花变黑藻
舍弃了倾城的美貌
不保养不逛不化妆
想他就睡到饱

乾物女走不出情伤
八点档看到泪汪汪
他说的谎满满塞著窗
房间早就没阳光

我来为你拆墙　拆掉满间荒凉
久违的凉爽　
喝我炖的热汤　分手的伤口不痛不痒
我要每个天亮　绑架你去闲逛
天黑看月光　
我爱你蹈火赴汤　换你瞬间开朗

乾物女走不出情伤
门关上独自零食趴
别那么灰暗　别那么傻
让我当你的的阳光

我来为你拆墙　拆掉满间荒凉
久违的凉爽　
喝我炖的热汤　分手的伤口不痛不痒
我要每个天亮　绑架你去闲逛
天黑看月光　
我爱你蹈火赴汤　换你瞬间开朗

我来为你拆墙　拆掉满间荒凉
久违的凉爽
听我弹弹唱唱
唱一首你知道我在等你吗
我要每个天亮　绑架你去闲逛
天黑看月光　我爱你蹈火赴汤
换你瞬间开朗

周杰倫 - 陽光宅男

陽光宅男
作詞：方文山 作曲：周杰倫
導演 周杰倫 女主角：王思平

鑰匙掛腰帶 皮夾插後面口袋
黑框的眼鏡有幾千度 來海邊穿西裝褲
他不在乎 我卻想哭
有點無助 他的樣子像剛出土的文物

他烤肉竟然會自帶水壺
寫信時用漿糊 走起路一不注意就撞樹
我不想輸 就算辛苦
我也要等 我也不能讓你再走尋常路

我決定插手你的人生
當你的時尚顧問 別說你不能

讓我們乘著陽光 海上衝浪 吸引她目光
不要怕露出胸膛 流一點汗 你成了型男
讓我們乘著陽光 看著遠方 別當路人甲
讓美女缺氧 靠在你肩膀 我微笑在你旁邊撐傘

喔 對了 對女生 用心疼 約會要等
講笑話不能悶 別太冷 像我一樣就剛好
對愛的人 接吻要深 擁抱要真
來電顯示給個甜蜜的暱稱

穿著要個性 這只是剛剛入門
接下來你還要會彈琴 會寫歌 會雙截棍
頭腦清楚 不能迷糊
我要將你徹底改造基因重組大變身

我決定插手你的人生
當你的時尚顧問 別說你不能

讓我們乘著陽光 海上衝浪 吸引她目光
不要怕露出胸膛 流一點汗 你成了型男
讓我們乘著陽光 看著遠方 別當路人甲
讓美女缺氧 靠在你肩膀 我微笑在你旁邊撐傘

讓我們乘著陽光 海上衝浪 吸引她目光
不要怕露出胸膛 流一點汗 你成了型男
讓我們乘著陽光 看著遠方 別當路人甲
讓美女缺氧 靠在你肩膀 我微笑在你旁邊撐傘

You had me at hello



MY 100 FAVORITE SCENES FROM THE MOVIES LAST PART - retp913

this is a very interesting video someone did on his/her 100 fav movie scenes.. i recog q a few.. it's nice :)

there are 2 things i wanted to blog abt today.
but i can only remember one of it... my cubicle has got 2 malay aunties. one under resp the other is either hemato/renal. the one under resp is v sweet.. altho she always c/o chuan but she calls me darling can and always "anything you say doctor" haaa then when she's finally well enuff to go home today, she was wheeled out in a wheelchair and at the same time we were trying to do a bld c/s on her malay fren... they were saying bye over the curtain when my ho pulled open the curtain so tt they can say bye to each other properly one last time. so one was not able to move as she has got a sterile field over her wrist n the other tried her best to wheel her wheelchair to the side of the bed.. they stretchedd out their hands, shook hands, n said a proper gdbye.. alot of malay transpired, but it's abit beyond me... but the gist is prob "goodbye, going home already ar? take care ok?" 2 v elderly pple w many serious comorbidities meeting randomly in sgh w45 rm25, became frens over these few days. wonder if they'll ever meet again.

the 2nd thing might b our cutest pt, mdm L who seizes every opportunity to sneakily pull out her NGT, apparently according to the nurses apologized 2 one nurse who had to reinsert her NGT and said "sorry ok, i buy u kopi-o" hahahahaha my god she is sooooo cute. :D n she's a survivor man almost 90, OA TW 40+ now less than 20! :) she looks so much better :)

oh n my rds ended at 8.10am today, aft changes left w 2 pts ha but at abt 3+ 4 new admissions came and so i guess my list tripled today ha.. the new houseman canteen at sgh does not haf the crumbly old feel tt the old one used to haf. it's more like a nice foodcourt now.. nice but q sad tt the old one is no longer ard... but glad to haf at least seen it n ate there since m2? before it got torn down

JUDO - 48KG WOMEN(ROU VS.CUB)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ALMRyctW03k&feature=related
JUDO-63KG WOMEN (FRA VS.JPN)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oniaQ_ya04w&feature=related
JUDO - 60KG MEN(KOR VS.AUT)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUm8dzCIOh8
JUDO-70KG WOMEN (JPN VS.CUB)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9v4DNcPZY3w&feature=related
JUDO-+75KG WOMEN (CHN VS. JPN)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TcgTfa9SpFA&feature=user

wow the ippons are v nice :)

2008-08-15 超级星光大道第三季 part 16

well wk 2 of sip was kinda bad at the beginning and scary.. aft kena suan by another con for sleeping during a dept talk and feeling incompetent n sian many a times. but there were good moments too, cause my team is really nice and willing to teach. of coz the patients make this whole experience v interesting n worth while.. love chatting w them and giving them lots of TLC to convince them to let me suck their blood and topo ard when i do abg w zero confidence. despite them screaming/writhing in pain it wasnt too bad. there were the cute old ladies.. they are abt 3-4x my age, but definitely out team's babies.. mdm lau who can pull out her NGT twice a day.. and everytime u tell her cannot pull again ar, she okok but she still sneakily does it when everyone has their bks turn but she is so cute. she can tell me "hua" when we tried to wave the basket of flowers her family put in front of her to cheer her up. :p then mdm chua is like almost 90 n she's such a small little nice accomodating lady who speaks perfect english haaa then there r pts who totally challenge my limited malay n canto and i used alot of sign language when i try to talk to them. all in all, slowly improving w plugs n cultures n discharges, still not too confident w ABG and too tired most of the time. ha.

well i went to watch money no enough 2 with my mum, eunice and my bro.. it was kinda a nice sunday afternoon out, as i hafnt brought my mum out for a long time.
the show is q nice and touching. altho some parts were abit too dramatic and cliche for my liking but overall i tink there are alot of issues brought up that are q close to my heart. how the old lady in the show just reminds me so much of all the old ladies lying in hospital beds i've met over the few years in med sch, some sad ones with social/care issues, kids saying that they feel that their mum's not suitable to go home yet, because they cant settle who will take her back and who's going to hire a maid. i understand that it's not easy taking care of old folks at home, and everything cost money. sigh.
then there's the bit where the mum kept asking hui-ge "jiat ba buay" like 10times or sumthing. although it's funny and everyone including myself laughed alot, but i cant help but be reminded of that day where i sat in CGH psy clinic w my tutor who does eldery psychiatry, where she told the diagnosis of Alzhemir's disease to this middle-aged man. about how there is no cure, we can only try to slow down the rate of deterioration, and to me the poor man kinda just looked as if his whole world was collapsing down on him and looked sadly at his own mum. thinking wat it'll b like for her to slowly be forgetful till she might eventually forget him. then there's this thing abt my parents are getting old and this can happen to anyone.
and the way the old lady collapsed face down at the old folks home, was almost the same position as a pt i saw who collapsed in the ward. @_@
but one heartwarming thing was while waiting outside the loo after the movie, a 9 yr old's mum was telling her husband that their son cried when the old lady died. and told his mum that he'll take care of her next time. aww isnt tt sweet. (but wait till he grows up, might a diff story right? heh sry)
i also liked the scene where mark lee screamed at vivian lai before she was brought off by the police, because she embazzeled some company funds to save his ass. then he cried, closed the door to go after her. it was q touching.
well local movies always earn q abit of tears frm me haha.


Hitch: Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0386588/quotes
Max: Spoken like a true cynic.
Sara: I'm not a cynic, I'm a realist!
Max: Or a realist masquerading as a cynic who is secretly an optimist.

watched 2 movies, slept the rest of the day. sip is tiring after all.

張學友 - 三天兩夜(KTV)

陳奕迅 - 然後怎樣 (Music Video)



Music Video
作曲：曲世聰
填詞：林夕
編曲：Mac Chew
監製：Jim Lee

完成了所謂的理想　放縱了情緒的氾濫
汗都流亁　天都微亮　然後怎樣
擁有了旅行的空檔　卻遺失流浪的背囊
沿著軌道　一直流浪　然後怎樣
假期過完有甚麼打算　走過一個天堂少一個方向
誰在催我成長　讓我失去迷途的膽量
我怕誰失望　我為誰而忙
我最初只貪玩　為何變負擔
為何我的問題　總得等待別人的答案
我的快樂時代燦爛　才領悟代價多高昂
不能滿足　不敢停站　然後怎樣

it's q a nice mtv..

1 week into sip, and yw told me the last time she saw such extensive eyebags of mine were during patho exam. haaa i didnt realize it was that bad. kinda had a glimsp into my working life in abt 10mths (if nothing goes wrong).
it's kinda fun in a way, i like to go talk to those few pts in the 2 cubicles me n cm take care off. they nice ladies who never fails to brighten my day. of course there were difficult patients, never ending HIDS to be done, patients who threaten to bite/hit you if u cause them pain poking them, and microsim come to real life. but procedures are q fun, we didnt get to practise alot yet, but i think it's essential to have a good hang of such practical stuff before we start work next yr. i really like my team... they are v nice, friendly, willing to teach. getting showed the ropes of how to function like a junior doc was q interesting. i wish i were smarter, more efficient, more knowledgable. that i'll have to buck up i guess.

watched the first episode of 籃球火 Hot Shot today.. q nice haa :)

haha all 3 of them are v cute..
my bro say mayb xiaozhu is supposed to be like sakuragi and jerry is supposed to be like ryukawa :)

one tiny kid n his mum cheered me up just now.. i was walking along the streets, then because of some hsbc promotion, some music was playing and i saw a kid w both arms in the air, waving w the beat.. i was amused.. then i looked at his mum who was totally intrigued by him and his groove.. then she saw me saw them and both of us cant help but smiled knowningly at each other. haaa we both walked away w the beat in our head and a little cheer in our lives at that moment. very nice. :)

i just met a wonderfully nice libarian who totally brightened up my day :D

(strangely after i posted the above statement, i saw my facebk horoscope saying.. Gemini: The little things in life will delight you today, and you won't believe you never noticed them before!)

constance and her family.
when ny found them @ rehab n subsequently introduced us to them, there was no turning bk.. this family, together w many other kids n attendants @ rehab became a huge part of my stay @ kisiizi. i would go to the rehab almost everyday to hang out w them and haf fun... and the most miraculous thing was constance spoke just a little bit of english, i always need precious n edison to help us translate n the kids dont speak at all... our conversation usu have me going on in english n her n the kids going on in rukiga and it ll just go on, altho i barely knew wat they meant haaa but i learnt abit of their language frm them... they hold a special place in my heart, and it will always be, altho we may never meet again.


emmaunel is my first fav boy in uganda.. i love his smile, a shy and kind smile that took my heart away.. i love to carry him ard and watch his many cute expressions haa there's the happy one, the pouty one when he's upset, the naughty one ha...


emmanuel is the dage... he cudnt speak at all when we first met him.. frm ?ptsd.. but before i left, he cud say "nigye/yaho" when i tell him "agandi"... or say "kale" to me... i was trying to teach him how to pronounce his name but it was kinda hard..


chirst is the like sunshine she's always running around, smiling all the time, the more extroverted one...


ningyi w the little princesses :) christian n christ are twins...


christian cudnt walk at the beginning but just before i left she cud stand by herself for a couple of seconds :) i feel tt she is the quieter, more introverted and emotional one.. but i'll never forget her beautiful smile which she gives me sometimes...


my fav kids on my fav spot @ rose cottage.. the swing :)


cheeza the youngest of the family :) haa in one of the pix he got both legs into the same half of the pants n it was hilarious. he is so cute, n i'm glad to see his gait improving over the mths... due to the hand-me-down practice, he has many dresses frm his sisters :P


so this is constance and her beautiful family... i always call her mummy, haa macam like her kid. but the kidos are my babies too.. so i'm kinda caught in btw the family tree.. they make up the bulk of the people i cant bear to leave behind. both of us shed awful loads of tears the last few days before we left... i know i'll probably never meet them again in this lifetime but i wish then the v best in life :)

i just woke up from a nap where i had a dream. a strange dream indeed. i dreamt abt pple i've spoken to over the wk, people i've been thinking about, and in the corner of this dream, i saw dr george. haa mayb i miss his presence. someone who always asks me questions i cant ans and have to think abt it for days, someone who has shown me so many interesting perspectives in the few wks we worked together, someone whom i feel kinda close to and had to fight bk my tears when he left, someone who makes me feel that i wan2 go to manali one day, someone who makes me feel that rural surgery is actually very interesting. it's a pity i woke up before i got a chance to go talk to him...


@ lake kimbugu... w dr sheila n dr george.


dr george w the 2 kidos :)


dr george was highly amused by both of them during rds that day...


banet n his new kaki

盧廣仲 - 我愛你MV

徐佳瑩 sang this on 超級星光大道3 25072008...
i quite like it ;)

盧廣仲 好想要揮霍MV 完整版

another of his songs...

argh. fuck.

i've almost forgot what it is like to take a bus back home on a lazy afternoon.. haaa where there are only old aunties and uncles and young babies on the half filled bus. reminds me of post A levels days where i was still a full time tutor and travelling seemed to be part of the job :)

Hello - Sad Anime

THE PILLOWMAN: The Writer and The Writer's Brother
http://youtube.com/watch?v=To5YdAfGKok

THE PILLOWMAN: The Little Jesus Girl
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Pklzu5oRXDE

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Pillowman

Huay told us abt this play last week.. wow it's really q dark n twisted.. but i tink it's kinda interesting..

today it rained the whole day.
I'm very sleepy, very distracted and very unproductive.
hope tomorrow will b a better day..

my inability to concentrate and incessant need to multi-task is giving me a huge headache @_@

chyan ying & teck chuan's wedding
it was a wonderful s03f gathering at the same time :)


chyan ying & teck chuan
congrats to you guys.. may you have a blissful marriage and a wonderful life ahead together. :)


predinner 1.. US!


predinner 2
peishan.sangyu.oonyong.karen.mo.


timer shot! :P


self shot in the loo.. hee a fun place to b where u can take many pix
q paiseh cause as we were returning into the ballrm we saw the couple at the door ready to enter.. when we opened the door everyone was clapping then they turned n saw us haaa as if the 5 of us are making our grand entrance.. damn paiseh la heard pple laughing n of coz our classmates clapped for us too... luckily the couple came in like a couple of seconds later n we were spared frm more attention :p


girls of table 14~*


peishan.manchi.meiqi.mo.
they look very pretty :)