ive got so much to share today
but its 130 alreadi.. n lky eyeballs ll haunt mi forever arrrggggghhhhh
today had been an interesting day
im startign to enjoy the course alot :)
our lec mentioned abt personality, communication styles and prof usa screened THE TERMINAL for us today
and i started to realize tt aft the lec n tut
i can better spot the diff types of pple ard in the movie and how pple converse and stuff
which realli strikes mi alot and wow.. its so real, like wat prof linus says... and its so much ard our lives tt i realli enjoy being able to pick up these signs..
i mean i used to try observing strangers and stuff but this gifs mi a more structed way of observing.. and putting it down in a better way
tut was fun
im a A- type of person, as expected.. i tot i might b an almost B or sumthing haa
im INFP - same as jialin, almost similar to pofun haah issit a gemini trait?? heh
pple tot i wud b E but i guess i can b both.. jus more confortable being an introvert, time spent alone is v impt to mi.. i totally dont resent it but instead i realli enjoy it... i like being w pple too haha abit of both la
im a blind spot in johari's window
and i so not surprised haha
i tok alot all the time
which is sumthing i recently wan to curb and change
coz its too frivolous and i feel tt things tt i say r sumtimes meaning less
sumtimes i feel tt way
but the onli meaning i find in it is tts my way of sharing w pple.. wat happens in my life, whu i met, wat i saw, wat i heard, funni things
but seldom wat i feel, seldom dreams desires needs.. haha almost never my secrets..
abit got dug up haha i guess in a mcdonalds yrs ago at typ haha
i tot i wud never say anithing tt is so inside, until i met pple whu r so willing to share n encourage us/mi to share haha
but tt s v long ago
i believe tt pple in the blindspot might not exactly b read like an open bk
jing2 pointed tt out too
pple whu tok alot
like jh oso a blindspot, alot of crap, funni things but seldom deep deep feelgs or anithing
true
so i guess it depends on the content of ur speech, ur audience, whether u r comfortable enuff to disclose more or not..
the course is gettg interestg n if i dont sleep soon i wont last till 5pm and 9pm for tut arrggghhh
then aft sch went w jing2 py pf to a nursery.. coz they lookg for flowers for church deco for a fren's wedding
corona was more for landscape didnt haf alot of flowers.. nice catcus tho
met pepper
a v guai dalmation tt loves pettg! haa
i tink it needs alot of attention n love.. ll put his face against ur leg.. wait for u to rub his head or neck so so enjoys it.. awwww
im not super into animals i prefer plants coz i tink i cant take care of them well and i dont haf the energy n interest to do a gd job.. tink the emotional attachment is too much to bare too in case anithing happens scared
then went to GG
for flowers.. super cold fridge
caspea is v nice n pretty n purple
flowers r beautiful...
i tink i learnt q abit how to purchase flowers for wedding deco liaoz haha
the dogs there look abit more fierce so i scared haha
oh pepper left a linger smell on my hand tt i wasnt too comfortable w so i went to wash it off..
as i was tokg to ny when we cum bk i realise tt i tink flowers r very pretty n nice but they r jus too short lived for my liking
i wud like them but i wont love them..
i always tot im someone whu 不在乎天长地久，只在乎\曾经拥有
but the flowers realli made mi reevulate n i realise tt i do like things tt last longer in my life so yep haha
we went holland v for dinner
the roads zoom mi bk to sumtime yrs ago..
memories tt r not shared but stayed w mi..
sumone pulled mi away frm a vehicle on the road coz i was too busy toking n didnt look properly
its ard the same time tt i feel more abt some stuff
and as i was walking along the road tonite at hollad v.. i was reminded of the past i guess..
the cool nite wind and the lights and the mani angmos sitting ard..
i dont noe if its all in the past
it shud b la
had a fun bs
ate nydc haah
and alex let mi eat yikou of his cheesecake to satsify my craving haha
and went home
on the train all alone, i starting reading this bk
二十岁的生日
haha i borrowed the bk coz it s so apt.. to prepare myself for the big 2 and noe wat to wish for haha
i was so into reading it tt when i heard "outram park station, passengers going towards punggol or harbour front, pls alight and transfer to the north east line..."
the door was open
i froze in my seat
my brain hurriedly process the info tt the door is going to close soon
and jus when everione in my carriage got off i grabbed everithing n dash out of the door
heng ar! didnt get giap!
haha
on the nel.. wow
met this happi fam
like three sis w blond hair.,. all mums
w like almost 10kids in all in tow
super noisy
scary.
e kids jump ard, tok loudly, played, stepped on sumone's leg and stuff wow like the Rascals haha
haha i was actualli q amused more than annoyed
altho almost everione was staring and dint looked too happi
haha one of the adults was holding on to a cane, readi to whack the kids anithing.. wa!
kids r hard to bring up
i realised.. very very hard..
came bk home watched abit of tv went online tok to pple
then the little box came up at the bottom right hand corner
and haha
my heart skipped abit n raced for like a split sec haha
a long lost feelg i guessed, no matter how fleetg
comtemplating if i shud initiate a conversation or not
while toking to mani pple at the same time haa
pleasantly surprise to find a fren intiated a conversation over msn.. n_n
tok to my frens
and told a fren abt the johari's window tt i did today
a self assessment to see wat kind of conversationalist u r
im a blindspot
n i told him he is an unknown
coz lookg at the conversation box, the ave is like 4 purple statments and one short blue one
unknows tok very little , they ans little, ask little
so pple dont noe much abt them and they dont noe much abt pple
and we started discussing all the 4 character types
facade, arena, blindspot, unknown
unknown pple r suppose to haf depth he says haha
i agree as i know someone in class like tt whu i always enjoy toking to
and whu always let mi learn abt stuff tt i didnt noe abt :)
but unknowns r easily misunderstood.. they say they r used to it or they dont bother..i hope they can speak up abit more.. n they ll find pple whu r interested in wat they ve got to say
but sumtimes they r jus not interested in e person or they r afraid tt they ve got nothing interesting to say
the rapid heartbeat was realli fleetg
nothing more came to it, at least i noe inside myself
so i guess its realli sumthing of the past haha
but its been a long long time since tt fleetg thing was felt..
im not estatic but it kinda puts a smile to my face ha
better go sleep now....
月曜日, 5月 16, 2005
haha after a hectic wk.. finally some time to myself
better sleep soon or else i wud start looking like lky AGAIN!
aniwae this wk of lab work i wud say had been really enjoyable. Not only did i learn alot of skills and understood biochem abitbit better, i got to hang ard w pple who r older than mi, made some frens, and really enjoyed their company alot. I realised tt mixing ard w pple older, gives me a wider perspective as they r really more experienced n mature and stuff tt they say, jus little things can somtimes wow mi... leaving me to feel that mi n my frens can never say things lidat.. coz we hafnt been there and done tt.
there'e sokying..
whom i was attached to actualli.. i tink i enjoyed my time so much becoz she is sumone w a v warm disposition, very sweet, friendly and got mi feelg very comfortable in the lab in a realli short time.
im realli someone who warms up to pple slowly, esp when i end up in a foreign environment, i ll always tend to keep to myself or cant speak up n i dont noe y.. but she jus kept toking to mi.. teaching mi stuff
the beginning was more academic stuff but later on got on to our lives, family, childhood, jingzhongren, korean drama... and we talked alot abt everithing
she gave mi lots of advice
stuff like i gotta start saving my $$ so tt i can pay off my loan n wont b in debt when i graduate.. $50k.. ok ill try haha
she told mi abt housework... how we shud appreciate our mums n stuff... i mean stuff like i told her i always feel kinda unfair n bushuang becoz my mum ll ask mi to do stuff tt my bros wud never do, coz they n their lazy bums jus wont do it. budden she told tt next time, in-laws or other pple whu not onli critise u but critise ur mum more for not being able to teach u well..
coz she's married and i dunnoe the stuff tt she says kinda make alot of sense but dont realli occur to mi tt much... yep
i respect her i tink, her views n stuff... she's v confident n wise
haha she taught mi ipo n shares too haha which i so totally haf no clue abt.. all while the pcr runs
she told mi no matter wat stuff u r not interested in, go learn abit of it, dont b ignorant coz like if i wan b a gd doc, kinda haf to commuicate n build rapport w lots of pple so u noe and kinda topic cant b too ignorant to hold a proper conversation.. esp kids, to settle them down u gotta tok abt wat they r interested in n wat they wan rite? haha
didnt occur to mi too.. i used to tink like eww computers, erm share? and so on la, then realise tt im too unreceptive of info tt's not of interest..
gotta learn more :)
and then there was jasmine tt i was suppose to haf met n known for a wk but due to her 4days sick leave, i onli met her on fri.. which is my last day
haha she is very my pattern kinda person i tink
likes dramas frm korean n taiwan haha
n she is crazy over zhengyuanchang haha
she say my THE ROse OST on the table and she was like, " u watch qiangwei too?" tt's it haha one sentence to forge a tweeny weeny kinda bond haha
i tok to her abit in the morn b4 but jus like politely hello hello dont feel ani strong affinty..
to tink a set of taiwan drama can help mi forge the beginning of a frenship haah
not tt im realli noe her alot la but conversation kinda flowed frm there n im grateful for tt... n she's going to lend mi some vcd w zyc tmr! yay :D
then there is liangjun
a lady frm china whu's married w a p4 kid
a short conversation one morning while waiting for sy to cum..
i like her
a very steady calmness abt her... wise :)
then there is wei-
i feel q bad tt i kept hafing prob catching his name
he like yezi haha
his comment for it, "man hao ting de, you dian shang gan"
haha tts when i was reminded of the ost n brought it to lend xinyi
jus feel wow, coz i was like almost the exact comment n evulation i wud gif to tt song so some uncanny weird feelg
there's zizhong frm hk
haah he's like the youngest in there or sumthing, apart frm mi la
he gifs me a feelg tt everione hen teng ta
like take care of him like a younger bro
then he abit blur haha
v funni lor
like to play computer game till 2am
n come in zombiefied
do his work n nap at ani possible moment while waiting for samples to run haha
there's haosheng
tall smalleyes a v typical PRC look
but he's v nice n helpful too
the funniest thing is tt when i offered him candy he said,
better not la, no good to eat too much candy haha
n sy told he he went on a fruit juice diet for a few mths, nothing but juice n lost 5-10kg i dunnoe haha
super vain! but he always haf an intent look while he's working hmm
dunnoe he squinting or eyes abit smaller tt s y :p
hha he saw mi reading a chinese bk n like
oh u du zhongwen de ar, na wo keyi geng ni jiang zhong we ba!
haah he was like realli shock tt i read chinese or sumthing
then there r pple frm dr yang's lab too
li yang- always in berms n sandles hhaa (i hope i got the name rite)
a few faces w no names... the intro on mon was too quick for mi to catch everione's names...
i was abit paiseh n awkard coz everione seem to feel tt i was there to replace jasmine coz while she wasnt there i was there, using her stuff, her benchspace.. then when jasmine came bk i was realli worried i got into her way n stuff but i the end.. i tink too much la haa
everithing is fine
i realli learnt alot
n haha i like feel boxes w tips to sterilise them haa
n i got an ependoff tube to practice how to open it w one hand and do stuff
my clusmy slow speed walao
so a wk of work
met up w the judo gals on fri nite yaa hafnt seen them in ages
like xian n huiyi haha
oh b4 tt met pofun n her fren wenyang, when i told him my name, he went: oh! u r the huimin frm rj la!
haha tt famous meh?
heh heh :p
sentosa - sat
alot of fun , wind, sand, sea
sand!
haha im aching all over as serene predicted.. but it was fun.. jus playing ball n passing.. oh n taking lots of pictures
or jus lying down on a poncho,listen to music and gaze at the sky
enjoyg the wind (didnt haf too much sun tt day), sea, sand, crowd..
haha n i tink i was too intrigue by my pillow radio tt pple cant tahan mi liaoz hehe
but yay i had a fun day altho no tan but haha
had a nice time coz got great company! lets go again soon peeps
its damn late i hafnt packed my bag argh!
i better dont doze off in lec tmr... sigh
better sleep soon or else i wud start looking like lky AGAIN!
aniwae this wk of lab work i wud say had been really enjoyable. Not only did i learn alot of skills and understood biochem abitbit better, i got to hang ard w pple who r older than mi, made some frens, and really enjoyed their company alot. I realised tt mixing ard w pple older, gives me a wider perspective as they r really more experienced n mature and stuff tt they say, jus little things can somtimes wow mi... leaving me to feel that mi n my frens can never say things lidat.. coz we hafnt been there and done tt.
there'e sokying..
whom i was attached to actualli.. i tink i enjoyed my time so much becoz she is sumone w a v warm disposition, very sweet, friendly and got mi feelg very comfortable in the lab in a realli short time.
im realli someone who warms up to pple slowly, esp when i end up in a foreign environment, i ll always tend to keep to myself or cant speak up n i dont noe y.. but she jus kept toking to mi.. teaching mi stuff
the beginning was more academic stuff but later on got on to our lives, family, childhood, jingzhongren, korean drama... and we talked alot abt everithing
she gave mi lots of advice
stuff like i gotta start saving my $$ so tt i can pay off my loan n wont b in debt when i graduate.. $50k.. ok ill try haha
she told mi abt housework... how we shud appreciate our mums n stuff... i mean stuff like i told her i always feel kinda unfair n bushuang becoz my mum ll ask mi to do stuff tt my bros wud never do, coz they n their lazy bums jus wont do it. budden she told tt next time, in-laws or other pple whu not onli critise u but critise ur mum more for not being able to teach u well..
coz she's married and i dunnoe the stuff tt she says kinda make alot of sense but dont realli occur to mi tt much... yep
i respect her i tink, her views n stuff... she's v confident n wise
haha she taught mi ipo n shares too haha which i so totally haf no clue abt.. all while the pcr runs
she told mi no matter wat stuff u r not interested in, go learn abit of it, dont b ignorant coz like if i wan b a gd doc, kinda haf to commuicate n build rapport w lots of pple so u noe and kinda topic cant b too ignorant to hold a proper conversation.. esp kids, to settle them down u gotta tok abt wat they r interested in n wat they wan rite? haha
didnt occur to mi too.. i used to tink like eww computers, erm share? and so on la, then realise tt im too unreceptive of info tt's not of interest..
gotta learn more :)
and then there was jasmine tt i was suppose to haf met n known for a wk but due to her 4days sick leave, i onli met her on fri.. which is my last day
haha she is very my pattern kinda person i tink
likes dramas frm korean n taiwan haha
n she is crazy over zhengyuanchang haha
she say my THE ROse OST on the table and she was like, " u watch qiangwei too?" tt's it haha one sentence to forge a tweeny weeny kinda bond haha
i tok to her abit in the morn b4 but jus like politely hello hello dont feel ani strong affinty..
to tink a set of taiwan drama can help mi forge the beginning of a frenship haah
not tt im realli noe her alot la but conversation kinda flowed frm there n im grateful for tt... n she's going to lend mi some vcd w zyc tmr! yay :D
then there is liangjun
a lady frm china whu's married w a p4 kid
a short conversation one morning while waiting for sy to cum..
i like her
a very steady calmness abt her... wise :)
then there is wei-
i feel q bad tt i kept hafing prob catching his name
he like yezi haha
his comment for it, "man hao ting de, you dian shang gan"
haha tts when i was reminded of the ost n brought it to lend xinyi
jus feel wow, coz i was like almost the exact comment n evulation i wud gif to tt song so some uncanny weird feelg
there's zizhong frm hk
haah he's like the youngest in there or sumthing, apart frm mi la
he gifs me a feelg tt everione hen teng ta
like take care of him like a younger bro
then he abit blur haha
v funni lor
like to play computer game till 2am
n come in zombiefied
do his work n nap at ani possible moment while waiting for samples to run haha
there's haosheng
tall smalleyes a v typical PRC look
but he's v nice n helpful too
the funniest thing is tt when i offered him candy he said,
better not la, no good to eat too much candy haha
n sy told he he went on a fruit juice diet for a few mths, nothing but juice n lost 5-10kg i dunnoe haha
super vain! but he always haf an intent look while he's working hmm
dunnoe he squinting or eyes abit smaller tt s y :p
hha he saw mi reading a chinese bk n like
oh u du zhongwen de ar, na wo keyi geng ni jiang zhong we ba!
haah he was like realli shock tt i read chinese or sumthing
then there r pple frm dr yang's lab too
li yang- always in berms n sandles hhaa (i hope i got the name rite)
a few faces w no names... the intro on mon was too quick for mi to catch everione's names...
i was abit paiseh n awkard coz everione seem to feel tt i was there to replace jasmine coz while she wasnt there i was there, using her stuff, her benchspace.. then when jasmine came bk i was realli worried i got into her way n stuff but i the end.. i tink too much la haa
everithing is fine
i realli learnt alot
n haha i like feel boxes w tips to sterilise them haa
n i got an ependoff tube to practice how to open it w one hand and do stuff
my clusmy slow speed walao
so a wk of work
met up w the judo gals on fri nite yaa hafnt seen them in ages
like xian n huiyi haha
oh b4 tt met pofun n her fren wenyang, when i told him my name, he went: oh! u r the huimin frm rj la!
haha tt famous meh?
heh heh :p
sentosa - sat
alot of fun , wind, sand, sea
sand!
haha im aching all over as serene predicted.. but it was fun.. jus playing ball n passing.. oh n taking lots of pictures
or jus lying down on a poncho,listen to music and gaze at the sky
enjoyg the wind (didnt haf too much sun tt day), sea, sand, crowd..
haha n i tink i was too intrigue by my pillow radio tt pple cant tahan mi liaoz hehe
but yay i had a fun day altho no tan but haha
had a nice time coz got great company! lets go again soon peeps
its damn late i hafnt packed my bag argh!
i better dont doze off in lec tmr... sigh
火曜日, 5月 10, 2005
heh didnt blog abt House of Wax in the end
too tired these few days
aniwae its a freaking gross show tt make my stomach feel weird aft it
on par w hannibal la the gross level haah
jus a v bian tai show
Elisha Cuthbert .... Carly Jones Chad Michael Murray .... Nick Jones Brian Van Holt .... Bo/Vincent Paris Hilton .... Paige Edwards Jared Padalecki .... Wade Jon Abrahams .... Dalton Chapman Robert Ri'chard .... Blake Dragicia Debert .... Trudy Sinclair (as Dragitsa Debert) Thomas Adamson .... Young Bo Murray Smith .... Dr. Sinclair Sam Harkess .... Young Vincent Damon Herriman .... Roadkill Driver Andy Anderson .... Sheriff (more)
http://houseofwaxmovie.warnerbros.com/
i tink tt pic on this site is realli a gd representative of the show
haha chad is suppose to look like bradpitt and beckham like serene says
abit la
the young n thin version
but i still like brad pitt heh
and the last part reminded mi alot of SLUGS tt i watched when i was young
tts another long story
like u try to save the world and kill the evil stuff
but one of them manage to escape n is left behind
sigh
to do evil stuff again
ն�ݲ��� ��
sigh
today started work at prof tan's lab
met sokying my shifu i guess
she's realli nice
taught mi alot
but my puny brain wow
trying to absorb as much stuff as possible
but its fun
im q jialat at pipetting still
lots of bubbles in ependoff tube
but she is realli nice abt everithing.. she say she usualli more fierce w her students
oops hope to get things rite n do better tmr
today went to level3 to sleep
tink some pple tink i hantu or sumthing
i was the onli person there n when i woke up occasionally i can see pple waiting for the lift looking at mi try ing to decide if im realli someone or not??!?!!
dunnoe la
but the lab attachment is q fun
met alot of collegues alot frm china
i can onli rem haosheng yizhong and baijing
the rest sigh cant realli catch their names
hope to rem more names tmr
my gel didnt turn out too well abit of bands but not clear enuff
sy says its q gd for a first try
hmm
tmr lets learn sequencing
sleep nowww
too tired these few days
aniwae its a freaking gross show tt make my stomach feel weird aft it
on par w hannibal la the gross level haah
jus a v bian tai show
Elisha Cuthbert .... Carly Jones Chad Michael Murray .... Nick Jones Brian Van Holt .... Bo/Vincent Paris Hilton .... Paige Edwards Jared Padalecki .... Wade Jon Abrahams .... Dalton Chapman Robert Ri'chard .... Blake Dragicia Debert .... Trudy Sinclair (as Dragitsa Debert) Thomas Adamson .... Young Bo Murray Smith .... Dr. Sinclair Sam Harkess .... Young Vincent Damon Herriman .... Roadkill Driver Andy Anderson .... Sheriff (more)
http://houseofwaxmovie.warnerbros.com/
i tink tt pic on this site is realli a gd representative of the show
haha chad is suppose to look like bradpitt and beckham like serene says
abit la
the young n thin version
but i still like brad pitt heh
and the last part reminded mi alot of SLUGS tt i watched when i was young
tts another long story
like u try to save the world and kill the evil stuff
but one of them manage to escape n is left behind
sigh
to do evil stuff again
ն�ݲ��� ��
sigh
today started work at prof tan's lab
met sokying my shifu i guess
she's realli nice
taught mi alot
but my puny brain wow
trying to absorb as much stuff as possible
but its fun
im q jialat at pipetting still
lots of bubbles in ependoff tube
but she is realli nice abt everithing.. she say she usualli more fierce w her students
oops hope to get things rite n do better tmr
today went to level3 to sleep
tink some pple tink i hantu or sumthing
i was the onli person there n when i woke up occasionally i can see pple waiting for the lift looking at mi try ing to decide if im realli someone or not??!?!!
dunnoe la
but the lab attachment is q fun
met alot of collegues alot frm china
i can onli rem haosheng yizhong and baijing
the rest sigh cant realli catch their names
hope to rem more names tmr
my gel didnt turn out too well abit of bands but not clear enuff
sy says its q gd for a first try
hmm
tmr lets learn sequencing
sleep nowww
金曜日, 5月 06, 2005
went kbox w beng n pofun haha
me n beng sang until damn shiok la
then pofun always gif us the funni look like we crazy or sumthing
coz mi n beng sang songs can go into sum semi screaming mode haha like ���� rite??
then those songs i realli like to sing is like �߽⣬��dz and mani more la
oh i was recommended q a few new songs by beng as usual..
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nice haha didnt noe xy used the lyrics of this song as her msn nick last time...
n guopinchao was rather cute in the mtv
then aft watching the yezi mtv.. jus realized tt the guy inside is ֣Ԫ ��
and didnt noe tt jolin tsai sang the rose in some r&b version hahah?
and mi n beng r going to practise yuan dian rite rite???
heh abit slow.... aniway had alot of fun la!
thanx to JJ's free 2 klunch tt beng used....
me n beng sang until damn shiok la
then pofun always gif us the funni look like we crazy or sumthing
coz mi n beng sang songs can go into sum semi screaming mode haha like ���� rite??
then those songs i realli like to sing is like �߽⣬��dz and mani more la
oh i was recommended q a few new songs by beng as usual..
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nice haha didnt noe xy used the lyrics of this song as her msn nick last time...
n guopinchao was rather cute in the mtv
then aft watching the yezi mtv.. jus realized tt the guy inside is ֣Ԫ ��
and didnt noe tt jolin tsai sang the rose in some r&b version hahah?
and mi n beng r going to practise yuan dian rite rite???
heh abit slow.... aniway had alot of fun la!
thanx to JJ's free 2 klunch tt beng used....
木曜日, 5月 05, 2005
wow i jus watched 4hrs of tv str tonite
aft 4.5hr of tuition
i watched 1/2 of schizophrenic fann
well tt was not exactly correct as she has split personality n a quick google search led me to find an article tt says it is a misconception to say tt split personality is part of schizophrenia.
http://www.abc.net.au/science/k2/moments/s1200266.htm
i quote,
"The popular myth that "split personality" is part of schizophrenia may have arisen because the word "schizophrenia" comes from Greek words meaning "split mind". But the "split" is not referring to "split personality", but rather to the fact that the person is "split from reality".
schiz?o?phre?ni?a (skts-frn-, -frn-)
n.
1. Any of a group of psychotic disorders usually characterized by withdrawal from reality, illogical patterns of thinking, delusions, and hallucinations, and accompanied in varying degrees by other emotional, behavioral, or intellectual disturbances. Schizophrenia is associated with dopamine imbalances in the brain and defects of the frontal lobe and is caused by genetic, other biological, and psychosocial factors.
while the thesaurus says
multiple personality - a relatively rare dissociative disorder in which the usual integrity of the personality breaks down and two or more independent personalities emerge
split personality
dissociative disorder - dissociation so severe that the usually integrated functions of consciousness and perception of self break down
anyway tts not realli the pt
aft tt i watched kangxi lai le...
today was xiao S's dance teachers whu r husband n wife
wow tink ballroom dancing is realli nice
then there was 1/2 hr of strong medicine on AXN i tink
a show tt i haf always wanted to catch..
abit more messy than ER i guess
then i went on to watch ER n Tru calling tt felika recommended
ER was yup usual
tough decisions tough life
pregnant lady w kidney cancer tts aggressive
she was so scared tt she chose chemo over her fetus so went for abortion
but the carcinoma is so maglinant tt she wont survive aniway
but the husband didnt override the wife's wishes to abort
so tt baby wasnt given a chance n the wife haf to die aniway
? sigh
then there was tru calling
wow q a freaky show
its like the girl get to rewind her day
and go save someone frm dying
but today's episode is: a long day
cant find a better title for it i guess
she first witness Michael die, shot in the heart
so she rewound the day n started again
and saved michael but he killed the convenient store keeper
then she rewound the day again n saved them both
but caused a young shoplifter to die of a car accident
then she prevented all tt frm happening but found out tt michael's daughter haf some sort of myopathy and died
then she rewound again and saved michael frm a gunshot in his chest but he was stabbed to death by a robber
so now he dies and can donate his heart to his daughter which is the only way to save her
so someone has to die tt day...
wow
each time the person dies
they wud call out to her or grab her hand and say, " save mi"
haha tink this always happens in the show
but since im first timer
i was realli shocked and in turn grabbed my remote control rather abruptly and very tightly haha
aft the show ended i had goose bumps all over
wow freaky sia
i mean its gd to b able to rewind ur day i guess
if u made so mistake tt u wud like to correct
but i dont realli tink tt there is like a best possible way for things to happen
i guess its jus this weird permutation of all the possibilities tt make everyones fate interlink into this messy thing
but tt's life and how it works rite?
if u can rewind infinitely, its actualli q tiring for greedy pple coz they ll keep repeating tt day again and again..
how wud u b able to move on in life then.
things happen time passes n pple move on
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anyway wat a show..
todays been a long day for me as well
drove to a carworkshop
stalled ONCE on the road and kena horned as sual
went to serenes house toswim and tan
yay the water is so much cleaner than hougang public pool tt made mi itch all over eeks
haha and yes serene
the pilots and planes jus kept flying over us to watch 2 girls suntan rite??
haha GOOD LUCK!
met PRof tan yest.. my mentor
she is realli nice
once she started to talk
omg she reminded mi so much of xiangyun
scary
ill ask her if she's pieces next time :)
given mi the opportunity to work in her lab.. i really appreciate it
something i found:
http://www.novareinna.com/constellation/gemini.html
recently im realli into twins and i suddenly realize tt my sign, gemini = the twin
haha and omg everithing i read abt gemini in this site so far...
is so apt for myself tt it scares mi :s
but i realli hope such stuff r not and wont become self fulfiling prophecies
kbox tmr w beng n pofun :)
aft 4.5hr of tuition
i watched 1/2 of schizophrenic fann
well tt was not exactly correct as she has split personality n a quick google search led me to find an article tt says it is a misconception to say tt split personality is part of schizophrenia.
http://www.abc.net.au/science/k2/moments/s1200266.htm
i quote,
"The popular myth that "split personality" is part of schizophrenia may have arisen because the word "schizophrenia" comes from Greek words meaning "split mind". But the "split" is not referring to "split personality", but rather to the fact that the person is "split from reality".
schiz?o?phre?ni?a (skts-frn-, -frn-)
n.
1. Any of a group of psychotic disorders usually characterized by withdrawal from reality, illogical patterns of thinking, delusions, and hallucinations, and accompanied in varying degrees by other emotional, behavioral, or intellectual disturbances. Schizophrenia is associated with dopamine imbalances in the brain and defects of the frontal lobe and is caused by genetic, other biological, and psychosocial factors.
while the thesaurus says
multiple personality - a relatively rare dissociative disorder in which the usual integrity of the personality breaks down and two or more independent personalities emerge
split personality
dissociative disorder - dissociation so severe that the usually integrated functions of consciousness and perception of self break down
anyway tts not realli the pt
aft tt i watched kangxi lai le...
today was xiao S's dance teachers whu r husband n wife
wow tink ballroom dancing is realli nice
then there was 1/2 hr of strong medicine on AXN i tink
a show tt i haf always wanted to catch..
abit more messy than ER i guess
then i went on to watch ER n Tru calling tt felika recommended
ER was yup usual
tough decisions tough life
pregnant lady w kidney cancer tts aggressive
she was so scared tt she chose chemo over her fetus so went for abortion
but the carcinoma is so maglinant tt she wont survive aniway
but the husband didnt override the wife's wishes to abort
so tt baby wasnt given a chance n the wife haf to die aniway
? sigh
then there was tru calling
wow q a freaky show
its like the girl get to rewind her day
and go save someone frm dying
but today's episode is: a long day
cant find a better title for it i guess
she first witness Michael die, shot in the heart
so she rewound the day n started again
and saved michael but he killed the convenient store keeper
then she rewound the day again n saved them both
but caused a young shoplifter to die of a car accident
then she prevented all tt frm happening but found out tt michael's daughter haf some sort of myopathy and died
then she rewound again and saved michael frm a gunshot in his chest but he was stabbed to death by a robber
so now he dies and can donate his heart to his daughter which is the only way to save her
so someone has to die tt day...
wow
each time the person dies
they wud call out to her or grab her hand and say, " save mi"
haha tink this always happens in the show
but since im first timer
i was realli shocked and in turn grabbed my remote control rather abruptly and very tightly haha
aft the show ended i had goose bumps all over
wow freaky sia
i mean its gd to b able to rewind ur day i guess
if u made so mistake tt u wud like to correct
but i dont realli tink tt there is like a best possible way for things to happen
i guess its jus this weird permutation of all the possibilities tt make everyones fate interlink into this messy thing
but tt's life and how it works rite?
if u can rewind infinitely, its actualli q tiring for greedy pple coz they ll keep repeating tt day again and again..
how wud u b able to move on in life then.
things happen time passes n pple move on
���� �� ��Ҳ��һ �� �� ��
anyway wat a show..
todays been a long day for me as well
drove to a carworkshop
stalled ONCE on the road and kena horned as sual
went to serenes house toswim and tan
yay the water is so much cleaner than hougang public pool tt made mi itch all over eeks
haha and yes serene
the pilots and planes jus kept flying over us to watch 2 girls suntan rite??
haha GOOD LUCK!
met PRof tan yest.. my mentor
she is realli nice
once she started to talk
omg she reminded mi so much of xiangyun
scary
ill ask her if she's pieces next time :)
given mi the opportunity to work in her lab.. i really appreciate it
something i found:
http://www.novareinna.com/constellation/gemini.html
recently im realli into twins and i suddenly realize tt my sign, gemini = the twin
haha and omg everithing i read abt gemini in this site so far...
is so apt for myself tt it scares mi :s
but i realli hope such stuff r not and wont become self fulfiling prophecies
kbox tmr w beng n pofun :)
火曜日, 5月 03, 2005
Module Code Module Title Grade
MD1110
HUMAN STRUCTURE & DEVELOPMENT
B+
MD1120
STRUCTURAL & CELL BIOLOGY (CB)
B
MD1130
SYSTEMS BIOLOGY (SB)
B-
hahah abit sian tt anat got b+ but physio hafing b- is good enuff for mi :D
since the results r out..
this is the first n last time ill b so stressed n depressed over exams
\^_^ / p
MD1110
HUMAN STRUCTURE & DEVELOPMENT
B+
MD1120
STRUCTURAL & CELL BIOLOGY (CB)
B
MD1130
SYSTEMS BIOLOGY (SB)
B-
hahah abit sian tt anat got b+ but physio hafing b- is good enuff for mi :D
since the results r out..
this is the first n last time ill b so stressed n depressed over exams
\^_^ / p
月曜日, 5月 02, 2005
haha i finished another set of comics yest.. hikaru no go
but the most disturbing thing is tt i jus found out tt my fav character in the bk which is sai.. is not a woman?!? haha
mayb i too slow la
i went to seach on him.. realize tt there is q a discussion of his gender but i gathered he is a guy.. they call him bishonen = mei shao nian in jap la
jus a very pretty guy... coz he's the emperor weiqi teacher last time.. he's this ancient ghost tt is veri zai at go=weiqi..
so yup im traumatized
i read the whole bk feelg tt he's a girl la but now thinkg of it i guess its true he's a guy sigh some pple say the author tend to protray him as neutral so tt pple focus on him as a person/a ghost w the essence of weiqi
but he's so cute in the bk.. like childish kinda cute haha
dunnoe la
but i finally finished it aft 2 yrs!
stop halfway when his spirit vanished coz i was rather sad abt it n q sian to read on... tt was yrs ago.. finally got down to finishg the comic.. sense of accomplishment sia
wat a long wkend it has been
i mean i dont exactly haf to go to sch tmr la
but the stone in the heart dropped off on fri u c
then went to meet serene n xinyi for a short short while
then came home to cut my bro bdae cake
on sat hor we went out to eat
my horrigible driving skills once again almost knock the curb at a veri narrow rd near chompchomp haha w my dad beside mi.. c how he glare at mi :s
haha
but when to celeb my bro bdae again.. ate so muchhhhhhh
on man
i ate: zutzut, gonggong, stingray, satay, roti john, some china noodles, hokkien mee, icekacang, taohuay, carrotcake, sugar cane drink (haha i typed bamboo?)
i tink tts all
wa
the zut zut has a story
last time the gang went to chompchomp and ordered zut zut but we cudnt zut tt little creature out of the shell until the stall holders laugh at us n demo for us hahah so malu
n the mango icekacang at the market beside chompchomp = not nice
the nuh staff canteen one is much nice
well sugar cane if left on the floor will suck up the soap water, cat's pee watever on the floor at the hawker centre.. cant rem which teacher told mi tt..
was so traumatized tt i abstained frm it for q some time until recently
cats pee.. sigh someone once said moutain dew look like cats pee n i drank it almost everiday for 2yrs haha
oh i was realli full tt was a great dinner nice!
read comics till 3am coz i cudnt put it down but woke up at 6.. to go airport to send caleb off to yunnan
altho nightfall was witnessed in the airport but well i didnt spoil the strange familiar feelg i get everitime im at the airport
hang ard for q some time n tok w the yunnan pple n met joshua, fren of jing n nav
came home n then brought my mama to my 9th aunt's place
for a
gathering.
the 2nd time i noticed something abt them when they tok to mi
abit scary but rather amusing
their smiles r abit too radiant for my own preference
said hi n went to look at food liao haa
oh then there were mani long balloons n a pump and i instantly became the entertainer!
heng im the shimu of qiqiu bang so dont praypray ar ahha
made mani mani balloons for the kids lor n made them happi haha
i enjoyed myself more lidat..
attracted the attention of all the kids
easier for mi to break the barrier of starting to get to tok to them
apart for liv they all, i dont realli tok much to my cousin even during CNY.. tok more to my bros n enuice lor.. the rest jus smile,happinewyr, bye and tts all
esp the younger ones...
coz i mean my cousins frm kinda in batches - got age gp one
i belong to the older grp actualli my dage is the oldest n im the 2nd youngest la
aft tt there s a gap of 7 yrs w/o ani new bld before the next batch came up.. now tt batch of kids ave at ard 12 n my batch ave at ard 22
so i entertained the below 12 gp haha
tok to DEK - dennis edward n keith haha
the three boys ar walaoeh damn funni
they got like some scorpion tail n fighting weapons made out of balloons lor
but i kinda like them
they r nicer then i tot
E is very kind, gentle, goodboy, honest.. i like him
D is smart, caring, learns things fast
K tok to him the least but ambitious in a good way, and q nice oso
so the three of them r v fun to b w la
then theres sharon
oh i tok to andrew at length ahhaa
we r off the same age and aft knowing him for 20yrs.. this is like the first time i tok so much to him.. haha weird rite? coz mayb i haf so mani cousins then i dont realli know most of them veri well in person..
ok its never too late to try i guess..
went over to tutor angel last nite
tt lazy bum haha
advice tt i tried to gif her are stuff tt i hoped someone whu haf told mi when i was in j1... not tt i confirm wud listen at least the POV of someone out of the situation wud b clearer i guess haha
aniwae GP= geometric progression not general paper
haha
when she asked mi to teach her GP i asked her
"huh how to teach? compre or compo??"
hahah
n her aircon hates mi
broke down when i was at her house haha
i need sleep badly coz i woke up damn earli for tuition today
pui
haha
lky's eyebags!!
but the most disturbing thing is tt i jus found out tt my fav character in the bk which is sai.. is not a woman?!? haha
mayb i too slow la
i went to seach on him.. realize tt there is q a discussion of his gender but i gathered he is a guy.. they call him bishonen = mei shao nian in jap la
jus a very pretty guy... coz he's the emperor weiqi teacher last time.. he's this ancient ghost tt is veri zai at go=weiqi..
so yup im traumatized
i read the whole bk feelg tt he's a girl la but now thinkg of it i guess its true he's a guy sigh some pple say the author tend to protray him as neutral so tt pple focus on him as a person/a ghost w the essence of weiqi
but he's so cute in the bk.. like childish kinda cute haha
dunnoe la
but i finally finished it aft 2 yrs!
stop halfway when his spirit vanished coz i was rather sad abt it n q sian to read on... tt was yrs ago.. finally got down to finishg the comic.. sense of accomplishment sia
wat a long wkend it has been
i mean i dont exactly haf to go to sch tmr la
but the stone in the heart dropped off on fri u c
then went to meet serene n xinyi for a short short while
then came home to cut my bro bdae cake
on sat hor we went out to eat
my horrigible driving skills once again almost knock the curb at a veri narrow rd near chompchomp haha w my dad beside mi.. c how he glare at mi :s
haha
but when to celeb my bro bdae again.. ate so muchhhhhhh
on man
i ate: zutzut, gonggong, stingray, satay, roti john, some china noodles, hokkien mee, icekacang, taohuay, carrotcake, sugar cane drink (haha i typed bamboo?)
i tink tts all
wa
the zut zut has a story
last time the gang went to chompchomp and ordered zut zut but we cudnt zut tt little creature out of the shell until the stall holders laugh at us n demo for us hahah so malu
n the mango icekacang at the market beside chompchomp = not nice
the nuh staff canteen one is much nice
well sugar cane if left on the floor will suck up the soap water, cat's pee watever on the floor at the hawker centre.. cant rem which teacher told mi tt..
was so traumatized tt i abstained frm it for q some time until recently
cats pee.. sigh someone once said moutain dew look like cats pee n i drank it almost everiday for 2yrs haha
oh i was realli full tt was a great dinner nice!
read comics till 3am coz i cudnt put it down but woke up at 6.. to go airport to send caleb off to yunnan
altho nightfall was witnessed in the airport but well i didnt spoil the strange familiar feelg i get everitime im at the airport
hang ard for q some time n tok w the yunnan pple n met joshua, fren of jing n nav
came home n then brought my mama to my 9th aunt's place
for a
gathering.
the 2nd time i noticed something abt them when they tok to mi
abit scary but rather amusing
their smiles r abit too radiant for my own preference
said hi n went to look at food liao haa
oh then there were mani long balloons n a pump and i instantly became the entertainer!
heng im the shimu of qiqiu bang so dont praypray ar ahha
made mani mani balloons for the kids lor n made them happi haha
i enjoyed myself more lidat..
attracted the attention of all the kids
easier for mi to break the barrier of starting to get to tok to them
apart for liv they all, i dont realli tok much to my cousin even during CNY.. tok more to my bros n enuice lor.. the rest jus smile,happinewyr, bye and tts all
esp the younger ones...
coz i mean my cousins frm kinda in batches - got age gp one
i belong to the older grp actualli my dage is the oldest n im the 2nd youngest la
aft tt there s a gap of 7 yrs w/o ani new bld before the next batch came up.. now tt batch of kids ave at ard 12 n my batch ave at ard 22
so i entertained the below 12 gp haha
tok to DEK - dennis edward n keith haha
the three boys ar walaoeh damn funni
they got like some scorpion tail n fighting weapons made out of balloons lor
but i kinda like them
they r nicer then i tot
E is very kind, gentle, goodboy, honest.. i like him
D is smart, caring, learns things fast
K tok to him the least but ambitious in a good way, and q nice oso
so the three of them r v fun to b w la
then theres sharon
oh i tok to andrew at length ahhaa
we r off the same age and aft knowing him for 20yrs.. this is like the first time i tok so much to him.. haha weird rite? coz mayb i haf so mani cousins then i dont realli know most of them veri well in person..
ok its never too late to try i guess..
went over to tutor angel last nite
tt lazy bum haha
advice tt i tried to gif her are stuff tt i hoped someone whu haf told mi when i was in j1... not tt i confirm wud listen at least the POV of someone out of the situation wud b clearer i guess haha
aniwae GP= geometric progression not general paper
haha
when she asked mi to teach her GP i asked her
"huh how to teach? compre or compo??"
hahah
n her aircon hates mi
broke down when i was at her house haha
i need sleep badly coz i woke up damn earli for tuition today
pui
haha
lky's eyebags!!
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