first day at ot doing anaesthesia and i really enjoyed it :) hope it's the beginning of a great posting. i really love my mentor.. he's a v nice n funny guy who put in alot of effort to teach me py n his MO. how he held our hands to bag/mask/intubate/put in the LMA, it's like apprenticeship. i think it was also nice when the mo dr F told another senior doc who commented that he was finally taking students too, that he's just teaching us the stuff he learnt from the senior doc last time.
was in ortho OT and watched a TKR n THR, although it's a pity we dint manage to pay much attention to the OP, but the surgeon was dr T, one of the nice tutors i like frm NUH previously.. haa he actually came to tok to us the 2 crazy girls who previously gaped at him and hurried off after meeting him along the corridor, and he was just chatting w us and seeing how we're doing. this reminded me of how me n a cgmate kinda did an embarrassing "side-step-dancing" stunt yest, w another doc T from nuh ortho days, tt i like too haa.. :p

watched hero with some of my cgmates this morning, and i really enjoyed it. reminded me of my growing up days watching jap dramas and how much i've come to love them. i like the way the movie made alot of references to the original drama, cause i like the familiarity of it all. i like it when each story has got a moral behind it, just like every single episode of hero had a moral behind it.
the characters are v likeable, kimura's my fav jap actor and lee byung hun is my fav korean actor.. so \^_^/ yay! haaa i love all the characters kimura plays, kuryu kohei's unique air, him coming to work in jeans, his orange jacket, his turtleneck and leather jack when he appears in court. *faints* i like kimura+ matsutakako combi.. since love generation donkey years ago.. lee byung hun appeared for a few pathetic minutes, i wish there were more of him in the show.. but his voice is so distinctive, i cud recog it from the phonecalls he makes w his collegues, way before he appeared on screen haaa..
the minor characters were the original from the drama, with the chief looking like prof pho, the judge with his endearing eyebags, the prosecutor in charge of corruption looking like dr T.loh, and tamori-san! haaa when he appeared as the bad guy, i cudnt help but laugh cause i rem him from his music station days where he's damn funny.. but this time the bad guy wasnt a funny guy, but i still cant help but laugh at him n his shades.

a pity that they didnt use back the ending ost of the hero drama.. otherwise the ending would have felt complete :)


just found this on youtube.. it's cool! :)

ngak sang this song "身外物".
today was the first time i saw an autopsy, i only looked on from the viewing gallery cause my turn to go in is tmr. the 2 sentences from the chorus of this song came to me.. after watching the whole process of evisceration and returning the viscera back in, it feels like our body just a transient hollow "luggage" containing us, or bits of us. and when a person passes on, what's left behind feels kind of empty. feels abit sad too, cause on one side of the door i watched the autopsy of this patient, and on the other side of the door i see his family gathering, looking distraught, i saw resemblance of him in this guy on the other side of the door (not sure if i imagined it) life is short transient n precious. towards the end, there's an uncanny resemblance to the beginning, family medicine taught me the phrase, "from cradle to grave". birth and death are these 2 miraculous transition time zones that defines our existence in this world, with respect to the people ard us, only they can prove that we've been here.

一段相处 一张脸谱
生命延续靠别人记住
入伍退伍 都有人哭
走或来你我都是单数

身体和财富裕都是身外物
都是暂时借来完成短促的演出
人类是租户 爱却是礼物
哪怕物归原主 爱也不会结束

越想填补充越不清楚
有些梦会铀扰了脚步
谁比较苦 谁认了输
反正命运只有这条路

身体和财富裕都是身外物
都是暂时借来完成短促的演出
人类是租户 爱却是礼物
哪怕物归原主

留下来 不能改
是种浅钱的确思念好深的情怀
生命色彩

on a lighter note, checked out jay's new album..
on my first screen, i think 彩虹，最长的电影，蒲公英的约定 sounds nice..

彩虹 - jay


作曲:周杰伦 作词:周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

RAP
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药


jay says dont listen to this song at night, you might cry.
tonight's a cold and rainy night..
the sky behind him in the mtv is really pretty. apparently it's the day before a 台风天。

最长的电影


最长的电影
作词：周杰伦　作曲：周杰伦

我们的开始　
是很长的电影
放映了三年　
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾　
脑海中还在旋转
望着你　慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间　
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的　
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来　
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟　
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭　
不是因为在乎

朦胧的时间　
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的　
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来　
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟　
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭　
不是因为在乎
再给我两分钟　
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭　
不是因为在乎

Jay Chou 周杰伦 - 蒲公英的約定 The Dandelion's Promise


作词:方文山作曲:周杰伦
小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定
那样清晰打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

came bk from timbre not too long ago.. tonight's interesting cause i went there w a gp of frens whom i've never drank together before.. there was da-ren, wx, james, daniel n felicia, our dutch exchange student fren. but it's a pity timmy's not playing there anymore.. they're replaced by the goodfellas.. hai they are not too bad, but nothing is as good compared to timmy.. who me n ser n many frens have been watching since 1-2yrs bk? i'll miss ser's fav lead singer, and him saying strange not-so-funny stuff, i'll miss fat-face-skinny-limbs' unassuming demeanour on stage, already missed the garfield lookalike guy called garfield i think, the new spikeyhair bass guitarist.. n long-hair drummer? he's too much in the bkground so i cant rem much.. haa timbre's got these plastic red/white shelter over the top and blked my view of the nice crowns of the trees that the place has grown around.. dont tink it'll ever be the same again.

OMG, i passed ONG! yay :)

苏打绿 - 无与伦比的美丽

new su da lv song i heard recently.. like xiaoqingge, it's simple and nice and pretty likable. :)

i've been very tired lately due to my screwed up sleep wake cycle everyday... 8pm-2am is my usually sleep time and i feel abit maladjusted... now that dr ER-LEE told us that we cant go africa anyway.. i kinda makes me feel abit strange and confused... abit unsure where we will be going from here.. but hope everything will go well in the end for us :)
patho feels very daunting and all these OSCAs and tutors have time and again proven that i cant rem much of those stuff i've studied for in yr 2.. but i must say it has gotten alot more interesting after clinical exposure, such that we correlate much better with our patients' conditions...
i just need to find the strength and energy to stay calm and study haaa and my writeups!!!!

When she loved me - Sarah McLachlan. TOY story2


i used to like this song alot.. after i heard it on the radio..
8 yrs after toy story 2 was made.. i finally watched it :)
i was really kinda touched.. makes me wonder wat i haf done to my toys after all these years.. i cant even rem them much now.
but i really enjoyed the show, so thnx jeremy :)

and the 3 green aliens haaa i love them.. they are so cute w their monotonous voice.. love their merchandise which i saw at disneyland haaa

oldies i heard over the wkend..

Macy Gray - I Try


爱情转移MV - Eason


一剪梅片頭


張雨生-口是心非


Bachelor Girl - Buses and Train

today was an exciting day cause i got to scrub up for an wedge excision of L lobe of thyroid. then we had class foto! for the first time in 4 yrs and it felt like we were bk in sec sch/jc again.. haaa then as we were leaving nuh, kx n yw spotted a patient trying to leave nuh w/o slippers or anything else on him except the ward baju. it was an exciting experience we my frens trying to stall him frm running away and some of us walking ard the nuh compound to look for security guards tt care enough to do something.. then there was zai nurse frm gynae onco clinic w ard 5 sentences managed to convince uncle to go bk to hosp w her.. wheew then there was good food w our special fren muriel, me py dawn kx yw @ maxwell market yummy! and walking by PLAY - the memorable place and coming home.. i'm so tired and behind for my ENT reading! and after popping an antihistamine.. i wont be staying awake for too long haaa