日曜日, 8月 29, 2004

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You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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sumtimes i feel abit exploited jus coz im nice
n i always try to help other pple
sumtimes i wan to tell the person to jus f off
as if like my veri existence to the person is to help it
it pisses mi off real bad
n i bet it doesnt care
laugh at mi summore tts it man
tmd
もう好きでわないよ。
気持悪い なー
私はあなたによって大事な人じゃない
にもかかわらず
私を使う為に、私をおしゃべりします。
厭だな-

discover what candy you are @ quiz me


got this quiz thing frm fel's blog.. didnt go read for a long time liao so one shot read mani mani entries ago..

finally got down to reading my blog a few days ago
n i agree it is like a documentary haha
onli reminding mi wat happened but not so much how i felt then
so i guess im more aware of it now so mayb next time it might proof a easier n more insightful read for my frens haha

the seoul garden dinner was a rather nice one
sze chuan chicken is still the hot fav
n we spent almost three hrs in there lor
tokin n eating as usual
cant rem since when tt place became our gang's "aft-a-major-exam-mus-go-place"
but yea its been mani yrs since we first started patronizing the shop liao

the standard has improved abit i guess w more constant refill of chicken wings n even sushi now haha
then we saw a table of like 6-8 gals near us
they realli kinda reminded how we were like sum time ago...
in sch u alot of laughter n noise hmm

then there was my son: the smily face thing w a body of a bag
i left him behind coz he was too much of a nuisance oops..

huayu gave us the pinkie pouches tt has the word xpression on it
wonder if serene has cut away the tag liao not
afraid tt pple might relate the brand to sumthing else..
haha
but yea
ohoh
u all noe wat
i found out frm my cousin tt she bought the exact same on in thailand for 45 cents
and to tink tt the stingy boss refuse to give us a discount of 40 more cents
auntie-ness aside
we did it aniway haha

n the scary thing abt huay had py's no wrong all the time n didnt realize it..
its better late then neva la
but like serene say everithing happens for a reason ..
so mayb us trying to fit our photos to suit the hiphop gang ringtone in huayu hp was fate haha

sitting along the steps near cine until like 11 + is haha not exactly the glam thing to do but we always do such things la i guess

wonder how it wud b like when huay's gone..
sigh

gotta go studdy coz i tink im veri behind n cant rem my stuff
then the prof ask qn i always scared i cant ans then sianz..
but i found my new keep-me-awake-fren
the tea w milk at the sci canteen
it realli works
thanx to ahline n mando for their intro to breakfast at nus haha
n to beng for tt cao mei xian zi pen we donated 2.50 for haha
its in my pencil holder on my table staring at mi haha

:)

日曜日, 8月 22, 2004

todae i was out the whole day la
well jus came home
hmm heng my er ge came down to send mi home or else my parents ll b calling mi like siao sigh
ani wae i drove home frm bishan, eunice's place
wow rather fun first timw go express way haha
n not w my dad summore w my bro haha
went to like abt 110 lidat quite fun
but like 1+am no traffic then can lidat la
hafta prac more

ok today went to celeb py's bdae
HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!
eh we went to watch stepford wives at cine
a wierd show la but entertaining enuff
w gang n xinyi then went to coffee club to eat
nice seafood lasagne

then went to walk ard n soon enuff it was like seven + n we were at orchard mrt..
erm met my med og la
but in the end i pangseh them didnt go for dinner feel abit bad.,.. sigh
but met up w fareux la my rj og
vincent one fine day msg us n say try to revive our og so hmm
tink its quite a feat coz liek 8 pple turn up today
got vida yvette lesile vincent mi daisy kaiyi n ryan la
everione more or less the same la
but i guess two of the guys put on wt the other two turned skinnier dunnoe y
not so bad noe jing kuang of everione
hear countless army stories
hoe to kill frog snake mointer lizard..
it was ok la
thanx the pple for organising man

yea i noe today mi n py gotta see ahems la
but i nearer view abit
mr * (the name has been removed due to unforseen circumstances aka threat frm a recent bdae gal haha) put on quite abit of wt kept getting suan so haha
but i mean nothing liao la i guess
dont feel too excited of heart beat until wan to collapse or anithing
jus like fren n frens
so yea
guess im finally over it man

but tok tok st swensens
then left at like eleven they wan to play pool at cine but mother crowded so didnt then jus walk ard sum pple left
until like onli got five pple left
so we went to marriot hotel n sit n tok summore lor
gossip abt pple
didnt c the dnd pple
but in the end say another guitar rgs senior in med too so hmm but cant rem her name so oops
but yea i rem she s nice
mayb i go look ard 4 her next time

then wait 4 my bro n went home lor
tired tmr still haf tuition..
wat an eventful day haha

金曜日, 8月 20, 2004

i feel sad angry tired happi well fucmost of the time neutral..
i m starting to get sick n tired of alot of things
things tt always happen
things tt i always do
low threshold of emotions
fuck
i dunnoe even noe wat i m feeling now
tink i need sum change
for the better or the worse
haha
no happiness no sadness wth is wrong?
cant sustain my sadness for more than an hr..
cant feel happy for more than half
shit
i noe certain things bother mi but i dont do anithing abt it
i jus dont
becoz most of the time huimin is jus fine w anithing
the person tt usually wont get angry
the person tt is always short tempered at home
i hate?
shit i was even apprehensive to type the word hate
jus as i m to type the word i love...
watever
i dont like the way i behave sumtimes but it jus cums out
no good no good
better b more conscious of life b4 its over
u ll jus b reduced to sum bones tendons muscles rite?
unconsciously i live i feel i see i hear
hmm
mayb tts y i stop excelling in things i do animore coz nothing realli bothers mi or at least i cant pin pt it sumtimes
this statment contradicts to the one i made earlier..
dammit

木曜日, 8月 19, 2004

haha frm the site meter i guess everione stop visiting my blog coz i hafnt been writing..
well so much haf happened since erm 2nd aug?
there was the wk of rag n flag in sch where i kinda spent the whole wk asking be**ing for money haha not so bad la
pple either walk past mi as if im transparent or smile n walk away or nice enuff to stop n donate
sigh i dont realli like selling flags or flowers la
the more fun part was the savh ah pek n ah mmms
my partner was a funky 84 yr old ah ma who speaks fluently n rather happening la
my teochew sprouting skills finally came to good use i guess haha
discussing now big or pretty tt bird is n how nice tt wild plant was
n then my og rather on stay n help rag overnite on fri too...
but not so bad learnt how to pay 99, hearts, carom properly so yea
i pretty much like my og la
all the rather nice pple
can click w like all the girls n hit off v well w like iris jean santhya...
i tink one of the days went to stayover at huayu house cant exactly rem wat day
but she summoned mi n i was going to learn driving so i appeared at her door step at 11+
kena shot wierd looks by her family though haha
but yea drank chicken soup we manage to cook
oh it was thu coz serene was rather unhappi tt she missed her oc n asked mi if i taped but i didnt
haha
i rem now

as usual the documentary goes on
then sch started soon enuff
xia tian yi jing guo qu le
first day of sch was after national dae rite
cant realli rem
the dean toking
he was not as sleep inducing as the vice dean whu effortly coax mi to sleep
how in auspicious as i was trying to tell everione hah
slept in the first lec
but i m proud to say tt i hafnt slept at all for the rest of it till this dae
on listen try to process n scribble like mad
i feel tt its quite silly to scribble almost everithing the lecturer says la but i tink it is some self comforting shit thingy tt i do to not feel so bad la rite
when i dont understand wat is happening at least i can tell myself tt i tried to write down wat he said then can read up later
alot of words i cant spell then i anihow anihow haah
incoherent
read up i m obviously so behind tt i dont wan to tink abt it
cannot cannot muz constantly remind miself
shit
i even did my tut
not the whole thing but the first few qn la
feel like i m constantly mugging for an invisible exam tt ll cum sooner or later la
sian like shit
but yea mayb i shud drink mug root beer in a mug to constantly remind my self
feel an info overload la
but yea i kinda like sch i wud say better than slacking at least
more purpose n directn

n there was pbl
during the workshop mi n peiyun were the onli two silent introverts haha
but nothing to say boh pian too
n i dont like toking in front of strangers or like fighting for an opportunity to tok
so pple whu jus now mi owas tink i veri quiet
dunnoe whether tts n understatment or over statement
but it wasnt so bad the second time i guess
i got mi rather excited tinking abt all the things im going to learn like wat is myocardial infarction
but like i was toking to joyce tt day like in rg rj so long neva realli had to go try to fit in in new environ wif new pple so yea tink my social skills gotta hone abit more la
but not so bad my class got like some jokers then ok la

anat prac was rather exciting too
was abit scared to go in la
then not so bad aft all
wanted to take mani step bk when the prof thrust an arm into my face 4 us to haf a closer look
jus one arm n nothing else
haha
but the bodies haf their faces covered skin n some tissuse removed n peni* hanging so abit desentisized la
not so much of a person when looking at it
but yea we gotta treat it wif respect

my tut almost the same pple as the pbl gp
but got like hsien min oso
he jus hafta intro mi to the class as luohan
tot tt name was exclusive to rj judo haha

n had my driving test on tue
wa lau scared like shit
so much of prac went in b4 the test lor went into the circuit like mani mani times
then i stupid stupid always hit curb in crank n s until my papa oso buay tahan say i lan
sigh but on mon nite i not so bad liao la
on the actual day damn nervous la
my car stalled when i was on the slope then i scared alreadi
then cuming down the slope i didnt signal too
but the tester mr yik was nice
he tell mi "signal left signal left" "relax calm down" haha
not so bad la then the rest of the circuit was ok until i went into the crank
haha
i hit the curb at the first bend
then my heart jus dropped sianz
i flu n cant breathe so was taking deep breaths until the tester asked mi aft the test y i kept panting haha
but yea went out n everithing was fine
got one time he say i stopped too far behind the car wait pple ll stuff their head in to cut lane
but then it was ok aft tt
then went onto eunos link coz i route 7 mah
aft the u turn tired to change lane to left lane
then saw a giant lorry charging towards mi i hum n cut out again
he said its dangerous coz pple cuming frm the centre lane ll knock mi when i suddenly cum out
i guess so
then i saw him tinking furiously i tot sure die
but it wasnt so bad after all coz got the free one tick for first time make tt mistake.. haha
in the end i passed w -14
hee
happi like shit
when i came out saw my dad then show him then he oso happi like shit
he say like strike 4d lidat haha

n yea i can drive liao
hafnt tried alone yet la
but to gang if i haf chance i cum pick u all up 4 supper k
when i prac abit on my own first la
unless my dad is invited too haha

my fareux og fren jus msg
say got gathering on sat
wa sat so happening
PEIYUN'S BDAE
... in two days time!! r u excited?
then got n405, charlamagne, fareux gathering.. howhow??

月曜日, 8月 02, 2004

haf been tired tired the whole wk
sianz sia
sch is more exciting then slacking la but tiring sia everidae oso hafta go out
on no better watch my sia or else like carol lidat haha
todae is a rather fruitful day i guess but wa macam so shopping competition lidat
went ikea then damn alot of pple bet it mus b coz got sale
tink i can brave thru all this crowd i rather zai liao hah
went to shop for shelves n desk for my bro
their rm jus went thru some major furniture arrangement then got space for him to but a giant desk
he starting to mug liao good for him
hope he can keep his enthu up
doing his tuts n attending ivle lec liao boy im impressed
went wif my mama dage erge
my dad not there or else is whole fam shopping activity
buti can so see him standing in a corner impatiently waiting for everithing to end la so sigh
bought mani mani things quite cool
saw like a M2 couple the guy look scary to mi hmm
nvm
aniwae wat a shopping exp
my bro set up everithing liao look cool
heng my dage got bread van can send everithing home or else mus waste 40bucks delivery

woke up at like 11+ today
read the papers on my bed kept falling asleep on it
haha omg it was heavenly
almost forgot tt feeling n it all came bk
this used to b my mus do activity everi sundae morn last time
but since i started teaching tuition on sunday morn since nov
neva did tt animore
how deprive
didnt even realise wat i was depriving my self off in my crazy workaholic stint to earn $$
i haf decided i wan to slow down my "career" or even stop
i dont care animore guess i haf attain the amt of $$ i wan to earn
neva tot $$ was veri impt to mi
i mean i veri low maintainence one lor
sigh
they all jus sit in bank onli feel good when can buy bks n laptop w no worries haha
^__^
wth nvm
this is wat i consider a little happiness in life
like i told serene my default is always not happi not sad
but this morn for tt little while i felt happi
abit of true happiness haha
jus coz i got to do such silly stuff
but i like it
i luv?
haha

aniwae yest oso quite happening
got tuition w my ahem erm f*a*v* cousin
haha
frm like 8+ to 12 haha but quite good can eat cheese suasuage n serve net haha
then go gathering w 3f
serene came along too
lunch at marche
like i say where else can we go?
might as well make tt the 3f lao di fang hmm
met w them toktok played pool haha was rather fun
although i didnt tok alot unlike usual but i guess i was jus looking at them
trying to rem how they look like i guess
like soon enuff they ll all be in like diff countries lidat
i wud say i like pple frm my class
nice funni pple la huh

went bbq w my og at nite at WCP
wa didnt noe tt place so happening
got family picincs malay kids pushing each other ard on trolleys got jap kiddy baseball team trng
saw the med pple not alot of pple turn up la but not too few too
my og git 5 m1 + VICKY haha
oh well
then got like 7 ogls i tink haha
not too bad they told us alot of stuff
nice
like how to pon lec this impt tt not impt
for a moment ks mi felt like taking notes
haha like i predicted cant realli rem wat they said exactly haha
i mus turn into a mugger?? haha wat a thought
aniwae we chopchop first to start fire n cook
iris bought the nice jelly hearts
nice to see good to eat wow
i like
then got nuggets otah n suasages haha
i didnt realli cook at all jus stand ard n wait for food oops :p
nice bbq fish too
then tok tok tracy has a funni laughter haha
n i had ALOT of fun poking potatoes
like some psycho getting kicks stabbing pple
ooo
haha then we chopchop first to leave
settled at macs n toktok summore
then went home lor
found another nel kaki alvin stays in punggol haha
it was quite fun la i wud say hang ard n tok not too bad but alot o pple didnt turn up though

ok la need to sleep n burn cd
i mean burn liao sleep
meeting mel tmr
hope the gathering is cheng kong

happi birthdae to caroline yubaba ahline partner ..
pleased to beat u? haha