one week into GS posting..
i must say we are having very nice tutors at TTSH

my uro consultant over ward rds told us that
- you are actually not stupid, contrary to the belief that has been deeply ingrained in your minds, since the beginning of med school
- u guys were made to feel stupid, everytime the consultant ask u a qn in the clinic n you cant ans, n they give u this look "i cant believe u dont know the ans"
- you guys are probably cream of the crop, straight As, top in class since you r young etc

i actually felt q touched by his kind words, in the time of my life where i'm constantly doubting my sainty and competence. altho i still reserve many doubts abt my intelligence n ability to pass my exams, i felt those were very kind words a M5 can actually hear from a tutor(not to promote any complacency tho)
- instead of the usual "are you sure you r m5?"

at ttsh
of course there is father of surgery, prof LCH
i've heard so many stories abt him, but this is the first time in my clinical yrs to have him as my tutor
he's such a cute prof. he says the aim of this revision posting in surgery is to pass MBBS GS without tears. (or if we want, we can have tears of joy) hahahaha
he famous quotes of the robin+sparrow, rain before rainbow, opportunity clock vs alarm clock, are you alright? are so classical
"gallstones are tombstones where bacteria write their epitaphs" haaa

then there is father of cardiology prof CBL
who gave us this IHD tutorial
the rotating CT coronary angiogram heart with the Indiana jones music in the background is so cute and now i can tell everyone that, after an AMI, if you can climb 2 flights of stairs without feeling breathless or angina,
basically you can do watever you wan hahaaa :P

haiz 101 days to MBBS, my frens.

after whinning for so long, i'm glad it's all over. it can only be summarised into "life's a bitch.such is life" i feel that i can be a new person tmr, turn over a new leaf or sumthing. thnx gang for hanging out n laughing tonight altho we r all tired w work.. it's nice hanging out. bye cgh hello ttsh.

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my fav couple of the show.. guess i have not much reason to watch WGM any more :(

today's a fun day altho i didnt study much.. :)
byeee xiangyun.. pengyou! take care when u're there for a yr k.. i'll miss u..
my buddy n bestest fren since pri sch
altho i cant rem making u sit at a corridor when we were in pri3. i hope i dint do it.. ;P

went to T3. got tempted to bring my passport along haha
then went on a spontaneously arranged date w ahtan.. yakun at T3 n meatballs @ ikea... we haf a nice time chilling out and chatting..

met this couple sitting beside us which we absolutely cant stand the guy.. he made his girl-fren go buy food bk for him, then go get tissue n all. haiz come on la, be a man k. tsk hope she's not doing it all the time but none of our business oso lo.. altho we just discuss it in code loudly beside them.. this is a huge criteria for us, not tt we cant do it but sianz to do it all the time haa

then ikea is filled w kids walking ard w/o looking.. many charged straight at my thigh. luckily i siam them in time ha.. but i had a fun time n i miss hanging out w gang :) wait till the end of bz bz bz sip k.. haiz

alot happened over the wk for me, 'm uber tired but need to get down to work!

chanced upon this video on youtube.. haa how diff it is frm the jerk-y (beef?) guy we met :P
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I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus - John Cougar Mellencamp

serene! issit this song? hahaa

movies i wan2 watch
Taxidermia


Love Me If You Dare (Jeux d'enfants) - Official Trailer


remind ourselves k, ahtan! :D

ortho sip is draining.. hai not as slack as we would like it to be.. busy busy but not learning much also..
but there are still stuff i like about it.. like we've interesting HOs and there's niceness amongst them..
the patients including many elderly patients that are sometimes abit whiney but so cute that i really like them
i guess the only good thing i get out of pre-rd is the couple of minutes i get with some of them each morning.. how we interact and they recog me as one of the staff trying to get them to improve clinically :) and they treat me like a fren..
but it's still very tiring and exams are nearing, stress is high
all i can think of is i need more sleep..

decided to stay at home today, and as expected didnt study much but get to sleep alot more and spend time at home w family.
my mum is doing this massive clean up of our storeroom and she threw out lots of stuff, for me to go through and throw away if i finally decide i dont need them in my life anymore. loads of academic stuff from childhood.. being my garaguni self, i cant bring myself to throw away alot of things.. and so i guess up to a quarter or half of the storeroom's storing my books.files.notes and stuff.
i read through project work i did from sec1 till jc.. (gang! i found the medieval script we wrote!) my files, all my japanese textbooks. the simple storybooks i got in primary school for being top in class for certain subjects haa. i know i wont use them much but still dont bear to throw them away. so guess to my mum's dismay i'm going to put them back into the storeroom.

it brought me back to a happy time. where i was carefree and having fun all day long. my jc results were dismal and i found lots of remedial notes but haaa it was fun, with my judo girls and all too. my sec sch was a blast, that's for sure. i time where i made friends whom i still meet up on friday night, no matter how tired all of us are from work (or shopping heh) a decade down the road, going through Cinderella in hokkien. haha wat a day to feel nostalgic.

then i was also reminded of some little regrets i have, how i should cherish the present and make it wonderful when i look back now in 10 years time.

playhouse last night was great.. our class is really a fun-loving bunch, the recurrent humor in our playhouse plays over the years shows it all. the m1s were abit dark tho haa but i love the purple joker/killer guy.. kinda reminds me of pillowman. and half of the m4 play which i watched was controversial with yong lulu n duke, but was their props were cool too.
good job guys. :)

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finally checked out the doraemon song haa :)