月曜日, 3月 29, 2004

外の人わらないのため、日本語を使う。
土曜日の夜、ほんとにどこにいったんの?
家の親もはなさできないし、なんか変な気持。
ほんとに悪い所ですか?
たばこの臭い
チラチラの電子、なんかカメラをもってる感じ
うるさくて大きい音楽
たくさん人々
でも。。。
なんか好き
そこに、自分自身が忘れちゃった
困ることも消えた
気持いい
こわいよね
じぶんそんなひとじゃないわ。
楽しいよ
踊ること
でも、私まだ下手でけど。。
ハーハ
赤い悪魔というバー
ビルまだのまない
ちょっとあぶないね
ヤー別に。

金曜日, 3月 26, 2004

惊人耳目的事件

老婆婆一时紧张,就为了追这一趟地铁。
她把手提袋摆在电动扶梯的梯阶上,弯下腰想提起。
一时不慎,慢动作地跌坐在梯阶上。
扶梯徐徐下降,她坐在平地上,梯阶已变成平地,毫不留情地滑进出口,以便开始往上爬。
滑过她的臀部,却没帮她站起来。
目睹这一切
目瞪口呆
一个箭步走上前,伸出援助之手。
“Please help me"
想拉她一把,好重。
心有余而力不足的感觉。还好有位携带子女的大叔出手相助。
”喀嚓“疏松的骨质发出了声音,好可怕。
站了起来,
提起袋子,往即将紧闭的门冲去。

XXX

”一时紧张,一时紧张”
不好意思。随身走向另一车厢。
若在下车前她还在,一定上前问候
满头白发,戴着一副眼镜,拿着一把白色的雨伞,
孤寂地坐在一旁

XXX

深呼吸,走去。

XXX

她闭着眼睛
“你没事吧?”
HUH?
"Did you injure yourself?"
*Smilez*
"没事,没事,没受伤,一时滑倒 HA”
“没事就好,没受伤就好。”
“谢谢你,谢谢你”
微微一笑,下了地铁,上了另一排电动扶梯。
回头,双目交汇,互相微笑。
挥着手,扬长而去。

*完结* 四月二十四日

XXX

真是有缘,再一次巧遇,在同一排电动扶梯。
她依然往同一个方向,
我却与她背道而驰。

同一个事件,同一个地点,同样的我俩,同样的一把白色的雨伞。
不同的心情,往不同的方向走去。
我,
归心似箭。^___^
她,
吃力地上了同样无情的扶梯。
我,
尽量往下看,想望着她安全降落,抵达。
它 -- 地铁,
同样早了十秒钟抵达。

希望,
她不再匆匆忙忙,失足。
希望,
她安全抵达。

*完结* 四月二十五日

日曜日, 3月 21, 2004

in order of preference :p


aww.. so small guess i need a bigger pic..

wow this is big.. haha can ignore da girl la haha
haha thank u serene for the tip : putting pics in :)

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wah so long hafnt write..
sigh finally quit my job... enjoying the break la.. misssing the kids abit on mon still visualising tt i'm suppose to b in the halll asking 5j to pick up their bags then with perry sprouting nonsense at me as usual abt how he wans to smoke n kill himself his 怎么会是?haha damn funni...
the last dae on fri was crazy la... chiong-ing to finish marking so tt can return all da books then didnt eat lunch lor.. kept marking until got stiff neck liao.. but den the lessons sigh.. the trademark noise level n running ard.. haha took pic of them not wif la they too scary haha damn excited to take pic la
i tink i was too stressed n tired to feel all the sobz farewell mood la but yea received quite alot of cards n a few haha gifts so.. haha
they r still cute la
but all in all these 30 odd days of relief teacher proved tt i cant realli teach for nuts.. if i wan to bcome a teacher i better cum out better ways to interest them man.. but hmm yea education... not easy la
then damn demoralising the last dae johnathon's mum call to complain=scold mi which is like shit la
budden i dont understand y i tell the kid to do work then he refuse to do then it's still my fault la not telling him str in the face not complaining to his mum wth i dunnoe la dunnoe it's cant b bothered or like more than 1/2 my class lidat then i oso boh pian la dunnoe dunnoe la
but all in all it was quite n experience
n the way i work scares mi la
like i some workaholic no life
no need to eat no need to rest veri tensed veri stressed
scary
tink i'll end up a walking skeleton if i kept on at the job la
it's sucking mi so dry
glad to b resting
glad to b slacking again
went to eat free buffet on fri nite
the staff satay meeting tt everione dying to leave earli coz got own lives but due to political reasons stayed...
so funky teacher
normally got like flat oily hair tt can see all the comb line n wear boring shirt n pants
then at night wore some tight fitting black shirt n spiked up all his hair n kept singing la haha realli 人不可冒相。。damn funny

kick boxing nus open house
then the rush to apply s-ship haah juz try la huh
tink it's good exercise made mi tink long n hard abt aspirations n stuff
stuff tt i hafnt given much thought b4... not tt i had ani conclusions yet la but i guess i still tinking ... saw the tip of the ice berg shud i say...
then the whole week was like crazy la
application forms n essays n tinking tinking more tinking + tuition..
n flu tt had been ard for a wk
actualli i didnt noe wat happened leh
how did time pass so quickly juz knew i waz tired n alwayz sitting in front of the com la..
sigh its all over like a dream
but felt rather bad didnt noe manda flew sigh
hmm seriously this wk seemed like a blur
slept alot n hid at home...
recuperating i guess

haha then yest ah ma ah yi uncle darling n nana
hmm i went shopping with them
the jap place we went quite good 13.90 then can keep ordering lor frm 11.30am to 2pm i tink..
will bring pple to go check it out haha
nice food... then went shopping at taka
n knew the reason i was invited out of the blue haha but tt waz veri nice of them la
had alot of fun
n they gave mi a new watch
if u had a hundred dollars now wat wud u buy
i was stressed again didnt noe wat i wan ( as usual )
cant sui bian animore when u r the main character n the whole world's waiting for u tink ah ma's legs were tired... but i like the fossil... hmm too nice cat bear to wear
neva had n extra watch.. mayb those free gifts la budden neva bought an extra one...
i'm the kind onli one of each kind of possession then if the thing spoil then buy but sumtimes no time tt's how i ended wearing bata sandles to teach for a few wks...
now got extra watch heh..
had fun like korea lidat...

then slept at 10 for 10hrs luxury/...
oh managed to eat the 2 things i was dying to try...
shrooms burger frm kfc... ok la not impressive
then the seafood chowder at delifrance...
went to deliver sumthing at raffles city then went shopping alone.. no shopping la walking haah
stayed in hmv realli long then went to sit at the high high table at delifrance the breadbowl veri big i dont realli like the bread.. left half of it alone.. but it was quite nice la
damn freaking hungry now...
then went to ps n home...

tired
kickboxing was fun
enertaining la.. seeing pple move wierdly
but the feeling of sweating is still good..
even aft u rested then still feel nice n warm la
haha then fa xian the swimming pool hehheh

went to eat wif huixian the 3-in-1 damn nice... aha her recommendation la.. abit more convinced tt tau huay dont taste like cement ani more... one lousy tau huay tt haunted mi my whole life huh..
then carrot cake n library - bound
found tt stupid book on japanese un-useless inventions.. cant rem the jap name but so lame can die..
its for pple to conceptualise make n not use la
wah wah
someone save mi frm the lameness...

i passed my final theory test like finally finally la
2nd try
tink my dad was quite disappointed n paiseh when i failed la
oops
the president of SDIA's kid hmm
haha muz pass the prac one shot oso or else break the tradition n throw face..
watever la...
muz learn liao
date of exam : 3aug
one day aft nus start school
wow
finally relieved la

i wan to work at expo as john little's temp cashier n packer but my mama tink i siao
lousy pay lousy working hrs then all my tuition how?
haha but my childhood ambition
those less noble ones (erm in other pple's POV la)
cashier photocopier n camera shop lady tt develops photo
haah later become like robin williams siao n start wanting to join other pple's fam n go crazy haha
yea man
ambition leh but discouraged n stupid la
haha mayb i'll go for the walk in interview on mon.. hmm

library
going to it make mi realize how i miss reading
deprived la.. erm mayb b myself
a chong dong to finish reading all the bks there
shud juz start frm one...
haha excited
hmm
where did all the r.l. stine n chrstopher pike boks go?
cant find them like aniwhere
then all the seach say most of them at sembawang lib
wat r they doing there man????
i wan to read them again..
tink i read almost all their horror bks... it shaped the way i write quite abit (erm minus the typo)

so many things to do
a good time to break n enjoy life huh
n see pple
hafnt seen pple for a long time..
mayb i haf foresaken them?haha in their pov la...
sigh
another headache qn i like to deny
but
dunnoe

tmr got tuition again
wah the little indian getting lazy leh
so iz the anchorvalerite
but as usual bayshorist is still so motivated...
it's quite tiring la sumtimes
having to b responsible to them
but well well...

got a purple watch n a purple cup as gifts...
wat's my fav colour again?? haha

this whole long thing better dont disappear if my com hang now.. i'll cry n die n gek n bang my head against wall... yea

cant believe i forgot my chat wif serene until i read her blog haha..

金曜日, 3月 12, 2004

i'm free i'm free i'm free as a bird
too tired :(
sick

土曜日, 3月 06, 2004

results day.. came n went...
happy la.. veri happy actualli
so much better than i expected la... tink tyco oso haha aboo to aaaa
budden feel abit lost in like the big world la i guess.. sigh.. scary dunnoe how to go abt doing alot of things la...

when i was near bouna vista mrt i kept wanting to go toilet..
1st sign of nervousness.. haha onli hit mi this morn..
then the hodge's speech then the queueing haha
tensed stretched taut like siao haha
then ms chen whu refuse to let mi see until i sign 2 pieces of paper

wanted to cry liao la
then the :"heng hao"
congrats u did well
then the aiyah abit more than can b on the perfect score list or sumthing
then the results la
better so much better than expections la..
relieved
thankful
tears la
haha

tyco sia...
alwayz a person whu kinda noe wat i wan but neva been focused enuff.. scrape past it again
given a 2nd chance hope can do wat i wan la
then haf to work hard frm the beginning la
hmm... happy n relieved la

closure of another chap of my life... end of jc erm oficially la.. sigh
the nostalgia hit mi abit oso actualli
the batch/cohort thing n the familiar faces
abit la guess we move on
everione does...

now need to go tink wat i wan in life..
wat i wan to do
planning planning
marking zuo wen n wks oso la

starting kick boxing tmr haha
looking forward to it la..
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My inner child is ten years old!


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haha cant believe this.. it's rather erm.. hmm stupid? i wont even watch a power ranger movie la... then i hafta star in it??

金曜日, 3月 05, 2004

12hrs b4 i meet serene to go rj
today is R day but i'm still abit sleepy abit hungry eating cupnoodles with alot of boiled canned mushrooms haha
it'll come it'll go
expectations hopes
dont wan to tink abt it
think my denial skills thru my yrs of honing haf reached another level of competence..
i'm not realli feeling it now... erm not yet?

today beng came to visit mi at sch haha
veri paiseh
onli chat wif her for like 10min then muz go start pri 3 class... haha

shud i quit or not?
hmm decide aft tmr la the teacher can onli cum bk 9may sigh

i veri tired
think i shudnt b doing it lor
i dread going to class i tink abit la
when they go crazy n noisy i haf this urge to walk out on them n my responsibility...
i enjoy their company but teaching them in class seems like a chore... tink it's mi they're so disinterestred hmm... sigh

i enjoy the hanging ard wif kids
i dont mind the marking if i can ever finish them but the teaching?
mayb i'm not creative enuff.. i let them play wat but i feel when it's time to learn n do work they shud but alas...
they dont tink tt way,,,
the major part of the job.. teaching... i'm not realli enjoying it la.. i like to noe them but aiyah dunnoe

tt can wait can hang until aft tmr haha

finally called the officce to ask them to send sumone up to shut my class up..
if they persists... to the parade square we go
muahaha