yay finally feeling better these days...
getting use to the work load the sch system (frm teacher's pov) n stuff
noe the kids more like them better but still cant get their attention la...
haha
but suffering the after effects of my earlier shitty experience n feeling la
now lost my voice erm almost n losing...
yest morn woke up w/o voice...
quite scary coz no sore throat
dunnoe if my voice box permanently damaged or not
even ms chen say i sound terrible haha
but i guess boh pian la jus sit ard rest my throat in pray for it to recover la
haha alreadi low enuff voice then now lidat... sigh
the kids complain my voice was so low they couldnt hear frm the bk la haha
watever la 9 more daes to the job
mayb i'll miss them mayb not
watching all in lee bing hyun's damn cute sigh.. haha
todae's a great dae la hanging out wif the judo girls in the morn
missed lying on the mats
gossiping wif tan n eng
toking abt FUTURE
most go tink more abt it la... sigh sianz
miss hafing them ard... missed mountain dew
tink over-drank it drank 2 cans in the mrn n one large cup frm kfc juz now haha
then on my way home burping non-stop....
haha
judo banmian lemon tea at s-11 ms chen ri tan n eng of judogirls
things tt haf been wif mi most of my jc life...
hope they'll stay wif/ard mi for longer time to cum
met gang oso the rare occasion od everione together... haha
EVERIONE
tt's kinda rare so todae's a good dae haha
then got this netball shooting competition outside hmv... but it ended when we arrived so couldnt take part but huayu went 2 borrow the netball frm the person there then they lent it to us
mi huayu n serene juz shoot netball in the middle of orchard rd.. haha
while shooting u kinda forgot where u r la
u juz see the ball n the hoop lor
reminded mi or rgs daes when we stay bk to prac for netball carn haha serene n fel tot mi alot abt shooting i guess...
hahaha the familiar feeling
feels good
kinda lost the touch but getting it bk aft a while haha
missed it la
when i got tt damn far shot in in sec 1 i was like wow
best shooter haha
juz like when i saved the floorball shot by ms poon... haha
great sense of achievement n abit de yi la :p
results cuming in a few daes time still not feeling too much pressure but abit jittery starting liao not tinking not tinking abt it la haha
日曜日, 2月 22, 2004
confused
for the past 2 daes pple seemed to b toking/ conversing/ ranting n raving at mi abt things i cannot do or dont haf..
i cant get pple tp understand mi.. dont haf concept of time.. dont haf a limit for myself cant save myself frm the shit i'm getting into..
am i such a deficient person i wonder?
cant tell pple how i tink properly cant even consolidate my tots properly cant even feel properly cant reject pple properly cant maintain relationships properly...
dunnoe la
so many things i dont noe n cant do
haha ironically i'm a TEACHER now haha
so wat so how?
'kids are special pple'
that's tt fav quote i saw in school
yea a getting pple worried abt mi
alwayz falling asleep in the taxi when i go home late at nite aft tuition
my mama keep tinking tt one dae i might juz get raped n murdered n abandoned in the wilderness
while tt'd not impossible
sigh
i'll try i'll try i'll try
i haf been telling thiz to many pple thiz daes
izzit not hard enuff or am i not doing it huh
aniwae happi things happened yest
met xiangyun fren for 10yrs?
my best fren thruout my years in pri sch
kept in touch but didnt meet up too frequently these 6yrs we were in different schools
but well still click still care for each other
a blessing
am happy
haha n my mama's bdae
steamboat/bbq at marina south
first time see live prawns hopping ard b4 they're getting thrown into the steamboat...
haha tot it was a giant fly
everione was happy n enjoyed themselves i tink i feel haha
can see frm the photos as well
everione's smile's happy :D
yea a day wif fam n frens
last nite watched Beautiful days till 3am
but slept thru 10+am
omg wat a blessing
hafnt sleep till 10+ for many many days
sigh
dinner now gtg
for the past 2 daes pple seemed to b toking/ conversing/ ranting n raving at mi abt things i cannot do or dont haf..
i cant get pple tp understand mi.. dont haf concept of time.. dont haf a limit for myself cant save myself frm the shit i'm getting into..
am i such a deficient person i wonder?
cant tell pple how i tink properly cant even consolidate my tots properly cant even feel properly cant reject pple properly cant maintain relationships properly...
dunnoe la
so many things i dont noe n cant do
haha ironically i'm a TEACHER now haha
so wat so how?
'kids are special pple'
that's tt fav quote i saw in school
yea a getting pple worried abt mi
alwayz falling asleep in the taxi when i go home late at nite aft tuition
my mama keep tinking tt one dae i might juz get raped n murdered n abandoned in the wilderness
while tt'd not impossible
sigh
i'll try i'll try i'll try
i haf been telling thiz to many pple thiz daes
izzit not hard enuff or am i not doing it huh
aniwae happi things happened yest
met xiangyun fren for 10yrs?
my best fren thruout my years in pri sch
kept in touch but didnt meet up too frequently these 6yrs we were in different schools
but well still click still care for each other
a blessing
am happy
haha n my mama's bdae
steamboat/bbq at marina south
first time see live prawns hopping ard b4 they're getting thrown into the steamboat...
haha tot it was a giant fly
everione was happy n enjoyed themselves i tink i feel haha
can see frm the photos as well
everione's smile's happy :D
yea a day wif fam n frens
last nite watched Beautiful days till 3am
but slept thru 10+am
omg wat a blessing
hafnt sleep till 10+ for many many days
sigh
dinner now gtg
火曜日, 2月 17, 2004
oh still haf things to record.. great valentine man
spent it wif da judo girls n 2 boys haha beng's bro n fren
miss them la.. then they go support n throw ball for my bro whu entered snap wif eunice aka ah k haha for most compatible couple i tink...
they didnt win but it waz rather fun n exciting...
eating wif judo pple whoa kinda miss tt as well i guess used to do it everi sat for almost 2 yrs.. now like everi fortnightly or sumthing..
but toking toking laughing laughing well.. haha
then carol make us walk rather far to a nice mysterious place...
well its nice la mayb next time we can go again to see the place when its lighted up...
happy bdae to lux my xianggong
n erfie.. my 209 fren.. :)
haha kick boxing? mayb soon.. ^___^
spent it wif da judo girls n 2 boys haha beng's bro n fren
miss them la.. then they go support n throw ball for my bro whu entered snap wif eunice aka ah k haha for most compatible couple i tink...
they didnt win but it waz rather fun n exciting...
eating wif judo pple whoa kinda miss tt as well i guess used to do it everi sat for almost 2 yrs.. now like everi fortnightly or sumthing..
but toking toking laughing laughing well.. haha
then carol make us walk rather far to a nice mysterious place...
well its nice la mayb next time we can go again to see the place when its lighted up...
happy bdae to lux my xianggong
n erfie.. my 209 fren.. :)
haha kick boxing? mayb soon.. ^___^
omg i hafnt blog like for 2 wks plus.. haha mayb pple tot i'm dead.. well i feel like i'm dying?!? haha
but as i told beng relief teaching is like breaking an arm la
at first denial: like the full impact of the shit hasnt sunk in yet then u still hopeful everidae.. planning wat u'll do wif the kids la
then cums anger, irritation: argh like feel like throwing them out of the window.. the same thing i felt everitime i move my arm abit n the pain's like everiwhere till u cant identify the source la
haha then cums the aceeptance of the fact.. feeling more at peace with stuff aft settling at the eqm.. still trying to find it but better now la
i shud haf been blogging man.. cant realli rem all the haha things i did with the kids/ experience with them la...
but well most of the time i'm screaming at the top of my voice scolding n trying to shut them up but wa ather jialat for voice n general well being
funny things tt happen include my pri1s singing 'cha shao bao' song to mi i mean they onli noe tt three words out of the whole song but still volunteered to sing... ani other part of the song they'll barely hum it n try to bypass tt part to CHA SHAO BAO again haha
pri 3 tink i hafnt been too nice to them la coz they smarties then i tend to b more strict wif them which iz like unfair but i'm checking myself on tt
pri 5s wa lao
zhenjie broke his leg coz he fell down a flight of stairs in sch so i had to run ard looking for the teachers tt booked the classrooms on ground floor so as to swap with them.. sigh
but they did IT man
thu(12/2/04)
made mi cry in front of the whole class la
tt waz like freaking diu lian but boh ian i guess
'ke yi' was the one tt triggered it off kept saying he dont need my box of rubber n ding zui until i snapped.. n said ' cant u show mi some respect?' i neva wanted to sae tt becoz i alwayz believe tt respect needs to b earned n u cant demand it frm anione let alone my students/kids..
but woah
once it started juz cant stop la.. like all my weiqu for the past 12 daes juz burst the dam or sumthing
n sum irritating boy haf to shout across the whole class to announce the arrival of my tears so as to shut them up
i walked out
not on them
but to go toilet la
to seek some quiet.. rare in sch
n composure
i mean it was reslved aft tt la
wif keyi feeling veri guilty n kept apologising to mi and some of them staying bk to offer mi help to carry stuff..
aiyah they r still cute to mi la
juz like my pri1s
i dont prac favouritism but there r a few kids tt i juz realli like their face n the way they tok haha like haochuan daryl wenhui... aiyoh most of my pri1s r cute la... actualli all my students r...
well thu last week was the most memorable of my whole relief teaching experience there i mean i cried budden 2 gang mates came over n literally brighten my dae la
to tink i haf to hide in a corner immediately after my crying stint at the pri5class coz tears juz cant stop following.. squatting in a little corner wif one door tt leads to dunnoe-where.. abit like the rgs guitar rm last time
haha but when they came... familiar faces cant help but smile
guess alwayz tot i'm ok alone most places i go
but ya la w/o frens ard it's rather lonely i guess.,, esp haf to deal with alot of shit alone wif no close pple to tok to.. always hiding in my corner in the staff rm i guess... i'll forget to eat my lunch/recess coz i haf no time..
sad rite... but tt day huayu n felicia came.. the first time i went down for recess... met my pri1s n some pri 5s haha they r realli cute wan to sit near us n meet my frens... fel shaking hand with the weihan (ultra guai n smart=veri gd boy) n letting peiru aka sickening kaypo queen like her alot haha she still rem her i tink.. n the other kids asked mi abt the both of them today oso like when they cuming again/...
hafing recess wif them iz another enjoyment tt they brought mi to go experience la i guess.. hahah if i haf the time, i'll go visit them n treat them to um food la..
they r all little angles outside class but all of them together making alot of noise.. wah lao damn scary la haha
sometimes i feel scared of them like amanada told mi the ka-chua syndrom like y u scared of stuff so much smaller than u rite?
the pri5 hope i can help them improve.. my rehearsed (in my brain) lecture to them which i hafnt say yet...
iz by the time i leave i dare say tt i haf put in the effort wif them n tried my best n i'll demand each n everione of them to reflect n see if they can tell mi they haf put in the effort to learn frm mi not la
aft the crying stint haha worked abit la i guess... they abit more attentive n will show mi the bi ji they copied... hope it'll help them improve.. aiyah
my pri 3 i hope to chop chop finish syllabus n intro them to chem-er chinese stuff like chengyu yan yu n poems.. mayb they will learn to appreciate them n like chinese more like mi haha b wowed by how much juz a few words used nicely can express a whole lot of things...
went bk to sch on sat as well
b4 i reached the school fell down at pasir ris mrt station damn malu
waz carrying the whole big bag of bks with both arms until i cant realli see the steps i'm going down la... then didnt step properly n the sandles bent n almost went rolling down dropped my bks my breakfast lckily waz walking behind the crowd n onli 3 other guys saw.. on jc guy helped pick up my 1/2 eaten waffer in plastic bag.. one indian uncle helped mi pick up my bks n said "slowly".. n the guy beside mi on my side of the railing haha the rest were on the other side la... he juz damn shocked n kinda frozen he still didnt recover aft i stood up lor haha i hafta comfort him saying 'm ok.. onli blue-black at the shin... no matter how sadist it may sound.. kinda missed bruises remind mi of the days wif judo where i got a high vount of 13 bruises at one time
haha but i can understand how he felt... the same way i felt everitime carol crumble beside mi going down the stairs at ri while sms-ing haha i juz shocked n stared haha
then beng came down to help mi mark
haha we suppose to go orchard to meet the rest at 2 on sat so muz set off at 1 but i cant finish la then she came down n helped mi n we marked until 4 sigh still didnt finish but she helped mi with the zuoye n tingxie.. thanx beng!
other teachers muz tink i'm wierd n useless alwayz getting frens to cum sch to help mi haha nvm la
heard the mdm jenny woo i'm reliefing iz cuming bk
pple tell mi i'm losing my job soon n i told them i dont mind
got urge to slack la n wan to gif the kids bk to better hands so tt juz in case i cant teach wont realli screw up their lives la.. haha
i'm looking forward to they day whereby i dont haf to teach.. not realli coz i hate the job.. i'm starting to b used to it la n kinda liked it but more of a good rest..
the day will cum n i guess i cant bear to leave them but we shall see
till then ahah do my best la/..
juz finish typing my lesson plan n its 2+am liaoz.. shit la tmr got sch n morn + nite tuition haha lack of sleep again.. will make mi irritable.. so shud go kun now...
i like the stickers i bought to paste in their books 100+ smiley face stickers of diff design not onli light up their day but light up mine oso la
n the dancing robot n jap sweets i bought at action city on sat haha they love it n i like seeing them so happy too
oh glad to find out tt no matter how irritating you yi iz he cares n protects perry.. good job man
hilarious dancing robot tink i shud go buy one for myself haha
ZZZZzzzz....
but as i told beng relief teaching is like breaking an arm la
at first denial: like the full impact of the shit hasnt sunk in yet then u still hopeful everidae.. planning wat u'll do wif the kids la
then cums anger, irritation: argh like feel like throwing them out of the window.. the same thing i felt everitime i move my arm abit n the pain's like everiwhere till u cant identify the source la
haha then cums the aceeptance of the fact.. feeling more at peace with stuff aft settling at the eqm.. still trying to find it but better now la
i shud haf been blogging man.. cant realli rem all the haha things i did with the kids/ experience with them la...
but well most of the time i'm screaming at the top of my voice scolding n trying to shut them up but wa ather jialat for voice n general well being
funny things tt happen include my pri1s singing 'cha shao bao' song to mi i mean they onli noe tt three words out of the whole song but still volunteered to sing... ani other part of the song they'll barely hum it n try to bypass tt part to CHA SHAO BAO again haha
pri 3 tink i hafnt been too nice to them la coz they smarties then i tend to b more strict wif them which iz like unfair but i'm checking myself on tt
pri 5s wa lao
zhenjie broke his leg coz he fell down a flight of stairs in sch so i had to run ard looking for the teachers tt booked the classrooms on ground floor so as to swap with them.. sigh
but they did IT man
thu(12/2/04)
made mi cry in front of the whole class la
tt waz like freaking diu lian but boh ian i guess
'ke yi' was the one tt triggered it off kept saying he dont need my box of rubber n ding zui until i snapped.. n said ' cant u show mi some respect?' i neva wanted to sae tt becoz i alwayz believe tt respect needs to b earned n u cant demand it frm anione let alone my students/kids..
but woah
once it started juz cant stop la.. like all my weiqu for the past 12 daes juz burst the dam or sumthing
n sum irritating boy haf to shout across the whole class to announce the arrival of my tears so as to shut them up
i walked out
not on them
but to go toilet la
to seek some quiet.. rare in sch
n composure
i mean it was reslved aft tt la
wif keyi feeling veri guilty n kept apologising to mi and some of them staying bk to offer mi help to carry stuff..
aiyah they r still cute to mi la
juz like my pri1s
i dont prac favouritism but there r a few kids tt i juz realli like their face n the way they tok haha like haochuan daryl wenhui... aiyoh most of my pri1s r cute la... actualli all my students r...
well thu last week was the most memorable of my whole relief teaching experience there i mean i cried budden 2 gang mates came over n literally brighten my dae la
to tink i haf to hide in a corner immediately after my crying stint at the pri5class coz tears juz cant stop following.. squatting in a little corner wif one door tt leads to dunnoe-where.. abit like the rgs guitar rm last time
haha but when they came... familiar faces cant help but smile
guess alwayz tot i'm ok alone most places i go
but ya la w/o frens ard it's rather lonely i guess.,, esp haf to deal with alot of shit alone wif no close pple to tok to.. always hiding in my corner in the staff rm i guess... i'll forget to eat my lunch/recess coz i haf no time..
sad rite... but tt day huayu n felicia came.. the first time i went down for recess... met my pri1s n some pri 5s haha they r realli cute wan to sit near us n meet my frens... fel shaking hand with the weihan (ultra guai n smart=veri gd boy) n letting peiru aka sickening kaypo queen like her alot haha she still rem her i tink.. n the other kids asked mi abt the both of them today oso like when they cuming again/...
hafing recess wif them iz another enjoyment tt they brought mi to go experience la i guess.. hahah if i haf the time, i'll go visit them n treat them to um food la..
they r all little angles outside class but all of them together making alot of noise.. wah lao damn scary la haha
sometimes i feel scared of them like amanada told mi the ka-chua syndrom like y u scared of stuff so much smaller than u rite?
the pri5 hope i can help them improve.. my rehearsed (in my brain) lecture to them which i hafnt say yet...
iz by the time i leave i dare say tt i haf put in the effort wif them n tried my best n i'll demand each n everione of them to reflect n see if they can tell mi they haf put in the effort to learn frm mi not la
aft the crying stint haha worked abit la i guess... they abit more attentive n will show mi the bi ji they copied... hope it'll help them improve.. aiyah
my pri 3 i hope to chop chop finish syllabus n intro them to chem-er chinese stuff like chengyu yan yu n poems.. mayb they will learn to appreciate them n like chinese more like mi haha b wowed by how much juz a few words used nicely can express a whole lot of things...
went bk to sch on sat as well
b4 i reached the school fell down at pasir ris mrt station damn malu
waz carrying the whole big bag of bks with both arms until i cant realli see the steps i'm going down la... then didnt step properly n the sandles bent n almost went rolling down dropped my bks my breakfast lckily waz walking behind the crowd n onli 3 other guys saw.. on jc guy helped pick up my 1/2 eaten waffer in plastic bag.. one indian uncle helped mi pick up my bks n said "slowly".. n the guy beside mi on my side of the railing haha the rest were on the other side la... he juz damn shocked n kinda frozen he still didnt recover aft i stood up lor haha i hafta comfort him saying 'm ok.. onli blue-black at the shin... no matter how sadist it may sound.. kinda missed bruises remind mi of the days wif judo where i got a high vount of 13 bruises at one time
haha but i can understand how he felt... the same way i felt everitime carol crumble beside mi going down the stairs at ri while sms-ing haha i juz shocked n stared haha
then beng came down to help mi mark
haha we suppose to go orchard to meet the rest at 2 on sat so muz set off at 1 but i cant finish la then she came down n helped mi n we marked until 4 sigh still didnt finish but she helped mi with the zuoye n tingxie.. thanx beng!
other teachers muz tink i'm wierd n useless alwayz getting frens to cum sch to help mi haha nvm la
heard the mdm jenny woo i'm reliefing iz cuming bk
pple tell mi i'm losing my job soon n i told them i dont mind
got urge to slack la n wan to gif the kids bk to better hands so tt juz in case i cant teach wont realli screw up their lives la.. haha
i'm looking forward to they day whereby i dont haf to teach.. not realli coz i hate the job.. i'm starting to b used to it la n kinda liked it but more of a good rest..
the day will cum n i guess i cant bear to leave them but we shall see
till then ahah do my best la/..
juz finish typing my lesson plan n its 2+am liaoz.. shit la tmr got sch n morn + nite tuition haha lack of sleep again.. will make mi irritable.. so shud go kun now...
i like the stickers i bought to paste in their books 100+ smiley face stickers of diff design not onli light up their day but light up mine oso la
n the dancing robot n jap sweets i bought at action city on sat haha they love it n i like seeing them so happy too
oh glad to find out tt no matter how irritating you yi iz he cares n protects perry.. good job man
hilarious dancing robot tink i shud go buy one for myself haha
ZZZZzzzz....
日曜日, 2月 01, 2004
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hmm hafnt been online for almost a week... coz i took up a new job: relief teaching.. haha i'm officially know as liu lao shi now.. todae iz a good dae la went tpy wif my mama shopped abit and went to watch Homerun for free thanx to huayu lor... feels great to haf time to do normal things n feel normal..
the past four daes felt like a life time la.. as i haf told my friends.. the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for daes is more than the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for years la
i dont wan it to b lidat la itz not suppose to b lidat aniwae.. the amout of noise n nonsense... i dont noe y i cant keep them quite n listen to mi la... but i truly believe the RESPECT needs to b earned n i m looking forward to achieving tt not aniwhere near now i guess :(
so much happened in the past few daes la finally haf a peep into a teacher's life.. the gossip n funni comments teachers make in the stuff rm i haf got collegues now.. they are quite nice la i muz sae haha
chiu lao shi : my direct neighbour la.. tall long hair quite pretty getting married going to stay at sengkang soon haha she has a sense of humour n i like her la been rather helpful so i'm grateful to her.. tot mi lots.. mi still hafta lots to learn...
su lao shi.. nice friendly pretty long hair typical teacher tt will b veri well like sweet n gentle too.. veri helpful as well..
the 3 of us r officially the younger ladies in there la mi being the most erm young not even in 20s haha the kids were rather shock when i tell them my age no one cud guess it la their guess ranged frm 20s to 30s haha eve to 50 n 100.. i was ike tmd i look so old mah.. never cud they guess i'm still in my 10s like some of them... they were like u r a teenager how can b teacher kinda thing la.. sigh
still got mdm chong steady n nice a few other females teachers tt r not as friendly middle aged juz smile at mi sumtimes la
oh got ying lao shi she's frm china reminds mi of sangyu n wangrui... friendly but not veri la but i kinda like her..
one male teacher
haha thiz iz the afternoon session chinese department i guess...
my first dae of work waz tuesdae went to watch peter pan wif the judo gals miss them la erm almost all of us together watching a lame show abt ple believing in fairies but itz the company tt's impt i guess... tink happi tots n they make u fly oh how i wish tt's true man.. happi tots where did they go??
my job my life now hmmm...
DAY 1 (tuesday)
started my dae sent most of the time trying to sort out the things mr chua left.. a rather messy table guess he left unhappily so i hafta shou shi the lan tan zi... omg hope he didnt run away with the $$$ the kids paid for zhi shi hua bao... sigh
blur n helpless la
first impression: hmm if i can rem la
pri 5: omg they r like the naughty class u see in movies u noe.. playing running ard in class papaer plane ( no they sae it's a rocket ) pple doddling toking anithing la except look/listen to mi... i'm sad la huh.. wanted to make them introduce themselves to mi haha like can lidat... one boy the monitor called de ming haha (like duman high lidat) juz eep saying 'yo yo laoshi... MACHI!!) *roll eyes wth* but still shocked n amused he look rather cartoon like a merge btw frodo n harry potter the nerdiness but abit uncute kind juz got funny face hahah
then reno my dear malay boy started singing the gatsby song ( jap version) haha i waz like whoa can u teach mi next time hahah
then the rest of the pple were a blur the naughty ones.. i spend most of my time trying to shut them up but wat hits mi worse is the quiet ones shaking their legs n looking freaking sad n bored like watching a not funny freak sho(mi) lidat... thiz iz how shitty i felt for the 1st hr into my job la.. felt totally defeated n sad sad sad lousy feeling la
then pri3s smart kids but noisy la bloody talkative la.. got a lin min veri cute then an over-helpful prefect la ni xue hmm then the F4 sitting at the back four sickening boys.. ding peng n gang haha always cutting up their rubber throwing at the girls in front... sigh rich or wat rite? haha got a guy tt looks like the HOME ALONE kid... white n pale but naughty la... n i mass of faceless kids
pri 1 nice cute kids la.. but no discipline n toilet requests omg.. march them to the toilet the can run down the corridor screaming n laughing haha got thiz veri sweet girl i realli like her wen hui hmm kendrick omg.. he juz keep parading ard the class la potential joker la n one boy hates mi.. wat's him name huh? guo wei i tink but haha he loves mi now need to hold my hand n go toilet wif mi lor.. haha n yao da i realli like him he's the onli one that listen will grow up to b quite shuai i tink haha not veri good looking but pleasant i tink haha noisy noisy noisy but them calling mi liu lao shiiii felt good la
oh how can i forget the kaypo queen scary.. sigh
then i freaking drop my keys to the drawer into the CLEAN toilet bowl in the stuff room la haf to go stick my hand to fish it out... eee but boh pian juz felt lousier nothing much la.. then peter pan
day 2
nothing new.. noise, scream, noise, scream
luckily got ting xie so i didnt feel tt bad la.. can occupy them.. but my pri 5 cant even write a single mo xie word out la... so sigh
pri 3 can la but one girl started cring coz she couldnt remember.. i waz like wow relax k? so tt's it like chiu lao shi sae kiasu la huh..
pri 1 haha i made one boy pee in his pants... he wanted to go during ting xie i ask him if he can go after tt n he said ya sp... erm i ask him to go sit down la budden... before ting xie ended he peed liao sigh i juz 'scream' into his face la n intercomed the office.. made in stand in a corner coz i didnt noe wat to do but heng the auntie told him hafta sen him to the toilet la... sigh hope i doesnt tramautize him like forever.. like i can still rem a similar incident tt happened to mi when i waz in pri2 la... i can forever rem the teacher tt didnt allow mi to go toilet.. similarly it waz liu lao shi as well haha
day 3
wat's new man
gotta noe abit more pple la
let the pri 5 do a compo but most of them couldt write anithng like i haf to go walking ard to explain one by one to each of them or else they cant start.. i haf to induce them to tink so some story line in ENGLISH then i'll translate i tink.. 'impressed by the no of words they cant write sigh.. gavin waz dying to bring it home so tt some one else can write for him... reno n kevin my malay n indian boy sigh... almost zero words la... i hafta make some of them cum down n write durong recess la there goes my recess as well..
pri one read a story to them n asked them do their zuo ye.. not too bad la but still quite jialat
pri 3 taight them nan guo xian sheng story sigh i noe some of them barely listened then the vp can in n stood at the bk of the rm... observation amusing how silence can spread slowly frm the bk.. sweeping thru the rm until the unaware first row whu were still yaking away la... hahah
she gave mi suggestions like neater structure of writing on the board n slower pace n more delibrate hand writing i appreciate tt.. learnt new stuff everidae.. abt how to handle kids..
then she told mi DISCIPLINE is very important.. as if i didnt try...
ok i need to put in more effort la huh
day 4
yesterdae.. still hoping tt things will change for the better but i guess i'll juz haf to continue hoping la
pri 5 asked them to do zuo ye but they were still so noisy tt i haf to scold them realli badly.. tears... for the first time since i started welled up in my eyes so dui lian refuse to let them flow refuse to let them see.. sigh i'll hang in there no matter wat la...
tmd
but i realize sumthing they realli dont understad the chinese words n they r not interested la... i guess i haf to change my method with them... explain everithing slowly to them hope they listen.. they realli dont noe i guess.. i hope summore la
my pri 3 kids.. competitive bunch veri excited over mi gifing them group competitions i guess tink thiz will work more next time haha...
pri one still noisy.. wen hui told mi the other dae she waz fan3 coz the class waz veri noisy i so agree with her haha.. i tink i'll go the nice way with them.. they r too cute to allow mi to keep scolding them la.. i'll try i'll try haha
beside my relief tuition i m still going for all my tuition jobs..
i'm tired veri tired
barely ate ani proper meal for the past few daes... no time to eat lunch dinner n breakfast...
mayb i work too slow
parents harping on mi to quit iy's tru i'll lead a easier life giving tuition la easier $$ also
but i dont tink i'l gif up la not for now.. so it's either i b sacked for incompetence or i die slogging la huh
no life to go spend the $$ i earn haha
no la.. i'll b okie
need to mark alot of things n device mthds to teach them properly... hope we will all improve lor..
tried need to sleep so much work to mark
tuition tmr too
sleep la
the past four daes felt like a life time la.. as i haf told my friends.. the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for daes is more than the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for years la
i dont wan it to b lidat la itz not suppose to b lidat aniwae.. the amout of noise n nonsense... i dont noe y i cant keep them quite n listen to mi la... but i truly believe the RESPECT needs to b earned n i m looking forward to achieving tt not aniwhere near now i guess :(
so much happened in the past few daes la finally haf a peep into a teacher's life.. the gossip n funni comments teachers make in the stuff rm i haf got collegues now.. they are quite nice la i muz sae haha
chiu lao shi : my direct neighbour la.. tall long hair quite pretty getting married going to stay at sengkang soon haha she has a sense of humour n i like her la been rather helpful so i'm grateful to her.. tot mi lots.. mi still hafta lots to learn...
su lao shi.. nice friendly pretty long hair typical teacher tt will b veri well like sweet n gentle too.. veri helpful as well..
the 3 of us r officially the younger ladies in there la mi being the most erm young not even in 20s haha the kids were rather shock when i tell them my age no one cud guess it la their guess ranged frm 20s to 30s haha eve to 50 n 100.. i was ike tmd i look so old mah.. never cud they guess i'm still in my 10s like some of them... they were like u r a teenager how can b teacher kinda thing la.. sigh
still got mdm chong steady n nice a few other females teachers tt r not as friendly middle aged juz smile at mi sumtimes la
oh got ying lao shi she's frm china reminds mi of sangyu n wangrui... friendly but not veri la but i kinda like her..
one male teacher
haha thiz iz the afternoon session chinese department i guess...
my first dae of work waz tuesdae went to watch peter pan wif the judo gals miss them la erm almost all of us together watching a lame show abt ple believing in fairies but itz the company tt's impt i guess... tink happi tots n they make u fly oh how i wish tt's true man.. happi tots where did they go??
my job my life now hmmm...
DAY 1 (tuesday)
started my dae sent most of the time trying to sort out the things mr chua left.. a rather messy table guess he left unhappily so i hafta shou shi the lan tan zi... omg hope he didnt run away with the $$$ the kids paid for zhi shi hua bao... sigh
blur n helpless la
first impression: hmm if i can rem la
pri 5: omg they r like the naughty class u see in movies u noe.. playing running ard in class papaer plane ( no they sae it's a rocket ) pple doddling toking anithing la except look/listen to mi... i'm sad la huh.. wanted to make them introduce themselves to mi haha like can lidat... one boy the monitor called de ming haha (like duman high lidat) juz eep saying 'yo yo laoshi... MACHI!!) *roll eyes wth* but still shocked n amused he look rather cartoon like a merge btw frodo n harry potter the nerdiness but abit uncute kind juz got funny face hahah
then reno my dear malay boy started singing the gatsby song ( jap version) haha i waz like whoa can u teach mi next time hahah
then the rest of the pple were a blur the naughty ones.. i spend most of my time trying to shut them up but wat hits mi worse is the quiet ones shaking their legs n looking freaking sad n bored like watching a not funny freak sho(mi) lidat... thiz iz how shitty i felt for the 1st hr into my job la.. felt totally defeated n sad sad sad lousy feeling la
then pri3s smart kids but noisy la bloody talkative la.. got a lin min veri cute then an over-helpful prefect la ni xue hmm then the F4 sitting at the back four sickening boys.. ding peng n gang haha always cutting up their rubber throwing at the girls in front... sigh rich or wat rite? haha got a guy tt looks like the HOME ALONE kid... white n pale but naughty la... n i mass of faceless kids
pri 1 nice cute kids la.. but no discipline n toilet requests omg.. march them to the toilet the can run down the corridor screaming n laughing haha got thiz veri sweet girl i realli like her wen hui hmm kendrick omg.. he juz keep parading ard the class la potential joker la n one boy hates mi.. wat's him name huh? guo wei i tink but haha he loves mi now need to hold my hand n go toilet wif mi lor.. haha n yao da i realli like him he's the onli one that listen will grow up to b quite shuai i tink haha not veri good looking but pleasant i tink haha noisy noisy noisy but them calling mi liu lao shiiii felt good la
oh how can i forget the kaypo queen scary.. sigh
then i freaking drop my keys to the drawer into the CLEAN toilet bowl in the stuff room la haf to go stick my hand to fish it out... eee but boh pian juz felt lousier nothing much la.. then peter pan
day 2
nothing new.. noise, scream, noise, scream
luckily got ting xie so i didnt feel tt bad la.. can occupy them.. but my pri 5 cant even write a single mo xie word out la... so sigh
pri 3 can la but one girl started cring coz she couldnt remember.. i waz like wow relax k? so tt's it like chiu lao shi sae kiasu la huh..
pri 1 haha i made one boy pee in his pants... he wanted to go during ting xie i ask him if he can go after tt n he said ya sp... erm i ask him to go sit down la budden... before ting xie ended he peed liao sigh i juz 'scream' into his face la n intercomed the office.. made in stand in a corner coz i didnt noe wat to do but heng the auntie told him hafta sen him to the toilet la... sigh hope i doesnt tramautize him like forever.. like i can still rem a similar incident tt happened to mi when i waz in pri2 la... i can forever rem the teacher tt didnt allow mi to go toilet.. similarly it waz liu lao shi as well haha
day 3
wat's new man
gotta noe abit more pple la
let the pri 5 do a compo but most of them couldt write anithng like i haf to go walking ard to explain one by one to each of them or else they cant start.. i haf to induce them to tink so some story line in ENGLISH then i'll translate i tink.. 'impressed by the no of words they cant write sigh.. gavin waz dying to bring it home so tt some one else can write for him... reno n kevin my malay n indian boy sigh... almost zero words la... i hafta make some of them cum down n write durong recess la there goes my recess as well..
pri one read a story to them n asked them do their zuo ye.. not too bad la but still quite jialat
pri 3 taight them nan guo xian sheng story sigh i noe some of them barely listened then the vp can in n stood at the bk of the rm... observation amusing how silence can spread slowly frm the bk.. sweeping thru the rm until the unaware first row whu were still yaking away la... hahah
she gave mi suggestions like neater structure of writing on the board n slower pace n more delibrate hand writing i appreciate tt.. learnt new stuff everidae.. abt how to handle kids..
then she told mi DISCIPLINE is very important.. as if i didnt try...
ok i need to put in more effort la huh
day 4
yesterdae.. still hoping tt things will change for the better but i guess i'll juz haf to continue hoping la
pri 5 asked them to do zuo ye but they were still so noisy tt i haf to scold them realli badly.. tears... for the first time since i started welled up in my eyes so dui lian refuse to let them flow refuse to let them see.. sigh i'll hang in there no matter wat la...
tmd
but i realize sumthing they realli dont understad the chinese words n they r not interested la... i guess i haf to change my method with them... explain everithing slowly to them hope they listen.. they realli dont noe i guess.. i hope summore la
my pri 3 kids.. competitive bunch veri excited over mi gifing them group competitions i guess tink thiz will work more next time haha...
pri one still noisy.. wen hui told mi the other dae she waz fan3 coz the class waz veri noisy i so agree with her haha.. i tink i'll go the nice way with them.. they r too cute to allow mi to keep scolding them la.. i'll try i'll try haha
beside my relief tuition i m still going for all my tuition jobs..
i'm tired veri tired
barely ate ani proper meal for the past few daes... no time to eat lunch dinner n breakfast...
mayb i work too slow
parents harping on mi to quit iy's tru i'll lead a easier life giving tuition la easier $$ also
but i dont tink i'l gif up la not for now.. so it's either i b sacked for incompetence or i die slogging la huh
no life to go spend the $$ i earn haha
no la.. i'll b okie
need to mark alot of things n device mthds to teach them properly... hope we will all improve lor..
tried need to sleep so much work to mark
tuition tmr too
sleep la
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