i'm bk... felt feverish last nite after facilitaing a 'uncle agony' session wif lots of cutting n pasting... got to noe a shrink better n hope shrink's 'patient' haf had good advice... i didnt die lunckily.. though i waz feeling realli shit towards 3+ and slowly going into the 'barking' mode liao.. haha (some pple will noe wat i mean)
going ecp i'm not going to die at home, let alone die there but miss da sea.. n of course 3F..

mi alwayz useless CT rep, vice chairman etc la... find it hard to go organize outings n stuff not tt i dont like but in pri sch had enuff ying yin to last mi for a long time lor.. usualli i'm da organiser for pri sch outings.. sec 1 sec 2 in sec 3 went japan then no one organized... after calling da WHOLE class usualli 1/3 appears sigh.. so sad rite aniwae... i'm a useless organiser for gathering la.. sigh dunnoe y i alwayz get nominated to post where u need thiz pple... i realli dont realli understand lor... watever

aniwae juz realized the importance of keeping in touch wif ur frens la...

'thiz iz the singpore telecom announcement service, the number u juz called iz not in use..'

thiz machine generated voive vibrates in the air... n omg juz realized i haf lost all means of contact wif a fren...

hmm used to make it a pt to call him to wish him happi bdae.. bcoz...
i usualli make effort to wish other pple happi bdae oso.. if i rem

today's fel's bdae and another of my pri sch's fren's bdae oso... 4 jan..

wished her liao.. looking forward to our outing...
cant wish him.. his no not in use liaoz..

fel haha owe her alot of bdae presents la alwayz the first few daes of the yr then cant prepare anithing... sigh damn bad.. hope huayu's plan will work..
my other fren... hmm called him in sec 1 n 2, cant rem if i did in sec3 then subsequently didnt call animore... paiseh? cant b bothered? no la not tt extreme juz too long neva tok abit wierd... but now feeling abit bad.. if i haf called him everi yr mayb now we can still keep in touch... haha 'ifs' too many.. 'ifs'...

so gatherings are impt after all.. useless if u dont care for the pple la.. but i still do... for all my old frens/ ex-classmates.. altho not much to tok abt but i guess they haf a place in my heart.. pple tt walked into my life before... at some pt of time.. but i guesss i juz dont tink so much abt it until they are reallli GONE.. or lost contact liaoz..

alwayz quite proud tt i can keep in touch wif most of my pri sch frens.. an sms or a phone call away.. but i'm realli not the kind of person to go ask pple tt i hafnt seen a long time.. ' hey let's go out'.. and do wat? hmm

wierd all i can sae iz.. how are u? wat u doing now? hope life's been good etc...

serene told mi geminis are emotionally detached n 'hollow' inside... tt comment struck mi... reflecting.. ya mayb i'm like tt.. i think i do care for pple.. but itz not on my mind all da time to keep in touch, call, go out, stay in contact....but i believe tt i'll alwayz b there for them when they need and hopefully they will b for mi when i need la... hmm mayb itz wishful thinking on my part... haha

iz thiz good or bad? no good or bad la... gemini's two twins with extreme personality... tearing mi apart sumtimes... but like wat yongsheng saes... juz stay da same la.. i'll try.. juz true to myself no need to ans to anione la rite? haha

watever.. i'm getting confused liao the more i'm write

if i dont finish my prawn noodle ( tt my mama cooked ) and go bathe n leave da house in 20min.. i'll b late..

for 3F gathering at ecp.. yay...

damn kept geting late recently... tardiness.. i hate it when pple are late.. i'll try not to.. sick la huh.. slow moving.. aww excuses.. watever..

till then seeyu... shit the sky look cloudy.. i'm hoping to get a tan la... hmmm

class soccer here i cum ^___^