sigh veri long neva write liao.. everitime i see sumthing then got things tt i wan to record here.. the feeling might haf changed by the time i reached home or sumthing lor.. sigh

writing diaries/blog... means writing down ur feelings tots n wat happened at a particular time izzit? wat if by the time u get to the bk/com u change liaoz? haha mi haf been moody thiz daes.. little things make mi happi little things make mi angry little things make mi sad.. the feeling of heart turning cold.. goes right thru ur body.. then u will shiver abit.. scary.. these fleeting moments of strong emotions n the long moments of numb-ness/unfeelingness makes mi wonder if i'm a rather unfeeling person.. i dont feel much abt alot of things all the time seriously.. passion/favourites r kinda vague.. preference hmm mayb la.. the sui bian person.. last time huayu told go out wif mi veri irritating sumtimes... "huimin where u wan to eat?" "sui2 bian4" haha she alwayz buay ta han when i sae thiz lor.. haha i'm ok wif anithing.. realli? well most of the time but i dont allow myself to b not okie wif sumthing for too long la...

haha last time when i got angry in pri sch i'l cry...haha damn loser rite? but i got the capability to scold other pple until they cry oso lor.. haha turned mild.. lost both capabilities... good/bad.. i dunnoe... waz damn surprised i cant even roll my eyes properly now.. last time tink i stare until pple cry b4 lor.. wth losing my life skills man.. but everione alwayz sae i'm nice n everithing.. hmm misconception? haha but i dont fake anithing la at least i try consciously not to when i sense a possiblity of it.. watever la.. huimin's a nice person tt's wat everione saes aniwae... oops i noe self-praise = no praise la haha

nvm lettmi write wat i haf been wanting to write

evening sky
went jogging on sat wah the sky... haha nice n cloudy... juz the way i like it la.. 6.50pm eveing la.. the clouds are erm lilac... dunnoe iz tt the name of tt shade of purple not la.. abit like the colour of E206 last time lor..haha the clouds are damn nice n fluffy.. mostly cumulus n sum cirrus la haha thiz iz y i luv (wah strong word...*taken aback*) physical geog haha... got a part of the sky look like a scene frm the land before time a little pond n mountains slightly covering it.. no sharp edges in tt pic at all.. everithing like when sangyu drws wif charcoal n smudge it lidat.. juz tt itz white la...

in the distance got abit of nimbus.. or izzit less light coz the sun setting? i dunnoe look like a little girl angel with long black curly hair flying down towards the ground lidat la... haha

breathtaking...i noe partly itz bcoz i'm realli panting frm the jog la

then saw i sign tt saes 'danger slow down' i tink haha n i followed the instruction n erm.. jogged slowly i guess haha

saw the kueh tutu auntie again didnt dare to go say hi
went to vcd shop haha dripping sweat but feeling good...

night sky
tampines has a clear n cloud-less sky on fri budden on mon... it waz damn cloudy la.. onli compensated by the windy wind.. grey clouds at night dark n darker.. hmm not nice

sena hidetoshi sae tt the sky so dark n iz there so tt pple can notice the bright stars `long vacation

tt's kinda true stars.. eh can see quite alot tt dae the unblinking ones r planets i tink.. the twinkling ones r stars... the time of the yr again like orientation in j1 lidat.. wif the astro 1st session haha the orion belt... tink wingsze told mi can see jupiter oso.. hmm constellations/stars quite cool to go learn abt them...

after my little india / bayshore tuition itz alwayz dark n windy dark n windy... so many pple but emptiness la ( little india abit darker but same windy-ness la) O_o"

food
craving for takopachi.. wanted it so bad juz now.. dint find dint buy.. i can live wif tt.. will go find tmr..

saw a boyboy eating fishcake then remembered when i waz young go market wif my mama will go the fishball/fishcake/yong tau foo stall n juz fishcake n eat haha tink fishy needs her cake after all... haha muz wait until bdae huh... :(

(see 'haha' n 'frowny face aka :(' in same sentence... sigh

omg 7-11's doughnut... damn nice!! the one wif da filling inside like when u buy hazelchocolate spread on top then will haf chocolate filling inside.. wah lao the filling's damn alot n rich n oozing out leh.. until when u finish u feel mildly sick... can u imadine how much choc iz there?!? i noe i waz freakinf hungry then but itz nice la haha will go try the raspberry/apple n sumthing else next time...

jude law
read an article on him in TIME...
aqueduct: artificial channel on a raised structure, carrying watr across the country.

wat a way to describe his eyebrows... aqueduct eyebrows

haha mi n my pok eng.. coz of my tuition thing my pocket dictionary iz permantly residing in my bag la.. quite fun check the words i dunnoe like aniwhere anitime haha dun wan to spread my 'pok eng' contagious disease to them.. hmm

penchant: liking
wat a cute word.. i like the way it sounds...

the article mentioned abt soldiers n Cold Mountain
For the ultimate goal of many a warrior is to get home to his woman - to lay down his arms and find comfort in hers.
hmm.. nice expression

jude law.. veri good looking meh? haha

tuition
“ 在一个冬天的晚上，小明发觉爸爸的被单破了。阵阵冷风吹来，爸爸冷得直发抖。”
thiz iz zhiyi's mo xie tmr.. not veri hard wat but i spent 1.5hr gifing her ting xie n mo xie todae lor wah lao... hope she ca get it when i go meet her in 7hrs time...

haha think my 3 tuition kids like mi la cute little girls they laugh at everi other thing i sae.. veri funni meh? haha can see/hear xinyi laughing non-stop again.. n fel's cough abit b4 laughing... n serene's damn loud laughter until pple at next table at kfc like to mimic haha. hope the girls do well la... waz toking to mingli abt her girl n my girls.. haha like mothers n daughters lidat.. 老了！ cant believe i shopped for pri sch assessments with alot of aunties at popular la.. wah lao...

had alot of class gatherings recently.. hmm 2 209 gatherings 405 3F hmm.. now pple those not working esp quite free then can meet up n tok mah.. pple do change abit here n there.. dont noe wat to sae awkward silence.. haha but when they start toking still feel the same.. but mayb sum i wasnt veri close to them to start wif la.. onli like noe my gang n my gang in 209 lor haha the rest abit onli but will rem them alwayz.. miss sch rj, rgs, jsps too not so much of the place but the pple n the environment we forged la.. hmm

aiyoh thiz iz freaking long so long until i lazy to check for typos liao haha itz 2am now.. getting 5 hrs of sleep then hafta wake up liaoz *sobz* all for the $$ not realli la n for her to get full marks for her ting/mo xie la

no wonder i'm alwayz sleepy n tried these daes.. kept sleeping at the ntu tok.. bad for health...

omg how can i forget.. my mama bought ying liu!!!! ah!!! haha i can decorate liao damn deprived for many yrs liao lor since we moved i tink haha

每条大街小巷， 每个人的嘴里，见面第一句话，就是恭喜恭喜！！
haha my fav CNY song.. chinese new yr iz cuming.. muahahaha