日曜日, 2月 22, 2004

confused
for the past 2 daes pple seemed to b toking/ conversing/ ranting n raving at mi abt things i cannot do or dont haf..
i cant get pple tp understand mi.. dont haf concept of time.. dont haf a limit for myself cant save myself frm the shit i'm getting into..
am i such a deficient person i wonder?
cant tell pple how i tink properly cant even consolidate my tots properly cant even feel properly cant reject pple properly cant maintain relationships properly...
dunnoe la
so many things i dont noe n cant do
haha ironically i'm a TEACHER now haha
so wat so how?
'kids are special pple'
that's tt fav quote i saw in school
yea a getting pple worried abt mi
alwayz falling asleep in the taxi when i go home late at nite aft tuition
my mama keep tinking tt one dae i might juz get raped n murdered n abandoned in the wilderness
while tt'd not impossible
sigh
i'll try i'll try i'll try
i haf been telling thiz to many pple thiz daes
izzit not hard enuff or am i not doing it huh

aniwae happi things happened yest
met xiangyun fren for 10yrs?
my best fren thruout my years in pri sch
kept in touch but didnt meet up too frequently these 6yrs we were in different schools
but well still click still care for each other
a blessing
am happy

haha n my mama's bdae
steamboat/bbq at marina south
first time see live prawns hopping ard b4 they're getting thrown into the steamboat...
haha tot it was a giant fly
everione was happy n enjoyed themselves i tink i feel haha
can see frm the photos as well
everione's smile's happy :D
yea a day wif fam n frens

last nite watched Beautiful days till 3am
but slept thru 10+am
omg wat a blessing
hafnt sleep till 10+ for many many days
sigh
dinner now gtg

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