hmm hafnt been online for almost a week... coz i took up a new job: relief teaching.. haha i'm officially know as liu lao shi now.. todae iz a good dae la went tpy wif my mama shopped abit and went to watch Homerun for free thanx to huayu lor... feels great to haf time to do normal things n feel normal..

the past four daes felt like a life time la.. as i haf told my friends.. the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for daes is more than the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for years la

i dont wan it to b lidat la itz not suppose to b lidat aniwae.. the amout of noise n nonsense... i dont noe y i cant keep them quite n listen to mi la... but i truly believe the RESPECT needs to b earned n i m looking forward to achieving tt not aniwhere near now i guess :(

so much happened in the past few daes la finally haf a peep into a teacher's life.. the gossip n funni comments teachers make in the stuff rm i haf got collegues now.. they are quite nice la i muz sae haha

chiu lao shi : my direct neighbour la.. tall long hair quite pretty getting married going to stay at sengkang soon haha she has a sense of humour n i like her la been rather helpful so i'm grateful to her.. tot mi lots.. mi still hafta lots to learn...

su lao shi.. nice friendly pretty long hair typical teacher tt will b veri well like sweet n gentle too.. veri helpful as well..

the 3 of us r officially the younger ladies in there la mi being the most erm young not even in 20s haha the kids were rather shock when i tell them my age no one cud guess it la their guess ranged frm 20s to 30s haha eve to 50 n 100.. i was ike tmd i look so old mah.. never cud they guess i'm still in my 10s like some of them... they were like u r a teenager how can b teacher kinda thing la.. sigh

still got mdm chong steady n nice a few other females teachers tt r not as friendly middle aged juz smile at mi sumtimes la

oh got ying lao shi she's frm china reminds mi of sangyu n wangrui... friendly but not veri la but i kinda like her..

one male teacher

haha thiz iz the afternoon session chinese department i guess...

my first dae of work waz tuesdae went to watch peter pan wif the judo gals miss them la erm almost all of us together watching a lame show abt ple believing in fairies but itz the company tt's impt i guess... tink happi tots n they make u fly oh how i wish tt's true man.. happi tots where did they go??

my job my life now hmmm...

DAY 1 (tuesday)
started my dae sent most of the time trying to sort out the things mr chua left.. a rather messy table guess he left unhappily so i hafta shou shi the lan tan zi... omg hope he didnt run away with the $$$ the kids paid for zhi shi hua bao... sigh

blur n helpless la

first impression: hmm if i can rem la
pri 5: omg they r like the naughty class u see in movies u noe.. playing running ard in class papaer plane ( no they sae it's a rocket ) pple doddling toking anithing la except look/listen to mi... i'm sad la huh.. wanted to make them introduce themselves to mi haha like can lidat... one boy the monitor called de ming haha (like duman high lidat) juz eep saying 'yo yo laoshi... MACHI!!) *roll eyes wth* but still shocked n amused he look rather cartoon like a merge btw frodo n harry potter the nerdiness but abit uncute kind juz got funny face hahah
then reno my dear malay boy started singing the gatsby song ( jap version) haha i waz like whoa can u teach mi next time hahah
then the rest of the pple were a blur the naughty ones.. i spend most of my time trying to shut them up but wat hits mi worse is the quiet ones shaking their legs n looking freaking sad n bored like watching a not funny freak sho(mi) lidat... thiz iz how shitty i felt for the 1st hr into my job la.. felt totally defeated n sad sad sad lousy feeling la

then pri3s smart kids but noisy la bloody talkative la.. got a lin min veri cute then an over-helpful prefect la ni xue hmm then the F4 sitting at the back four sickening boys.. ding peng n gang haha always cutting up their rubber throwing at the girls in front... sigh rich or wat rite? haha got a guy tt looks like the HOME ALONE kid... white n pale but naughty la... n i mass of faceless kids

pri 1 nice cute kids la.. but no discipline n toilet requests omg.. march them to the toilet the can run down the corridor screaming n laughing haha got thiz veri sweet girl i realli like her wen hui hmm kendrick omg.. he juz keep parading ard the class la potential joker la n one boy hates mi.. wat's him name huh? guo wei i tink but haha he loves mi now need to hold my hand n go toilet wif mi lor.. haha n yao da i realli like him he's the onli one that listen will grow up to b quite shuai i tink haha not veri good looking but pleasant i tink haha noisy noisy noisy but them calling mi liu lao shiiii felt good la
oh how can i forget the kaypo queen scary.. sigh

then i freaking drop my keys to the drawer into the CLEAN toilet bowl in the stuff room la haf to go stick my hand to fish it out... eee but boh pian juz felt lousier nothing much la.. then peter pan

day 2
nothing new.. noise, scream, noise, scream
luckily got ting xie so i didnt feel tt bad la.. can occupy them.. but my pri 5 cant even write a single mo xie word out la... so sigh
pri 3 can la but one girl started cring coz she couldnt remember.. i waz like wow relax k? so tt's it like chiu lao shi sae kiasu la huh..
pri 1 haha i made one boy pee in his pants... he wanted to go during ting xie i ask him if he can go after tt n he said ya sp... erm i ask him to go sit down la budden... before ting xie ended he peed liao sigh i juz 'scream' into his face la n intercomed the office.. made in stand in a corner coz i didnt noe wat to do but heng the auntie told him hafta sen him to the toilet la... sigh hope i doesnt tramautize him like forever.. like i can still rem a similar incident tt happened to mi when i waz in pri2 la... i can forever rem the teacher tt didnt allow mi to go toilet.. similarly it waz liu lao shi as well haha

day 3
wat's new man
gotta noe abit more pple la
let the pri 5 do a compo but most of them couldt write anithng like i haf to go walking ard to explain one by one to each of them or else they cant start.. i haf to induce them to tink so some story line in ENGLISH then i'll translate i tink.. 'impressed by the no of words they cant write sigh.. gavin waz dying to bring it home so tt some one else can write for him... reno n kevin my malay n indian boy sigh... almost zero words la... i hafta make some of them cum down n write durong recess la there goes my recess as well..

pri one read a story to them n asked them do their zuo ye.. not too bad la but still quite jialat

pri 3 taight them nan guo xian sheng story sigh i noe some of them barely listened then the vp can in n stood at the bk of the rm... observation amusing how silence can spread slowly frm the bk.. sweeping thru the rm until the unaware first row whu were still yaking away la... hahah

she gave mi suggestions like neater structure of writing on the board n slower pace n more delibrate hand writing i appreciate tt.. learnt new stuff everidae.. abt how to handle kids..
then she told mi DISCIPLINE is very important.. as if i didnt try...

ok i need to put in more effort la huh

day 4
yesterdae.. still hoping tt things will change for the better but i guess i'll juz haf to continue hoping la
pri 5 asked them to do zuo ye but they were still so noisy tt i haf to scold them realli badly.. tears... for the first time since i started welled up in my eyes so dui lian refuse to let them flow refuse to let them see.. sigh i'll hang in there no matter wat la...
tmd
but i realize sumthing they realli dont understad the chinese words n they r not interested la... i guess i haf to change my method with them... explain everithing slowly to them hope they listen.. they realli dont noe i guess.. i hope summore la

my pri 3 kids.. competitive bunch veri excited over mi gifing them group competitions i guess tink thiz will work more next time haha...

pri one still noisy.. wen hui told mi the other dae she waz fan3 coz the class waz veri noisy i so agree with her haha.. i tink i'll go the nice way with them.. they r too cute to allow mi to keep scolding them la.. i'll try i'll try haha

beside my relief tuition i m still going for all my tuition jobs..
i'm tired veri tired
barely ate ani proper meal for the past few daes... no time to eat lunch dinner n breakfast...
mayb i work too slow
parents harping on mi to quit iy's tru i'll lead a easier life giving tuition la easier $$ also
but i dont tink i'l gif up la not for now.. so it's either i b sacked for incompetence or i die slogging la huh
no life to go spend the $$ i earn haha
no la.. i'll b okie
need to mark alot of things n device mthds to teach them properly... hope we will all improve lor..
tried need to sleep so much work to mark
tuition tmr too
sleep la