12hrs b4 i meet serene to go rj
today is R day but i'm still abit sleepy abit hungry eating cupnoodles with alot of boiled canned mushrooms haha
it'll come it'll go
expectations hopes
dont wan to tink abt it
think my denial skills thru my yrs of honing haf reached another level of competence..
i'm not realli feeling it now... erm not yet?

today beng came to visit mi at sch haha
veri paiseh
onli chat wif her for like 10min then muz go start pri 3 class... haha

shud i quit or not?
hmm decide aft tmr la the teacher can onli cum bk 9may sigh

i veri tired
think i shudnt b doing it lor
i dread going to class i tink abit la
when they go crazy n noisy i haf this urge to walk out on them n my responsibility...
i enjoy their company but teaching them in class seems like a chore... tink it's mi they're so disinterestred hmm... sigh

i enjoy the hanging ard wif kids
i dont mind the marking if i can ever finish them but the teaching?
mayb i'm not creative enuff.. i let them play wat but i feel when it's time to learn n do work they shud but alas...
they dont tink tt way,,,
the major part of the job.. teaching... i'm not realli enjoying it la.. i like to noe them but aiyah dunnoe

tt can wait can hang until aft tmr haha

finally called the officce to ask them to send sumone up to shut my class up..
if they persists... to the parade square we go
muahaha