recently i hafnt been feeling too good leh the irony is it coincides with my bdae celebration which made mi veri happi but the mood fluctuation was rather drastic
happi angry sad
angry with myself most of the time though. mayb coz the stress level was rather high n the time management shit i had done.
i was kan cheong kan choeng abt the med letter
then had to go for the seminar for my bro coz the freaking ticket was $145 haha
budden i had to admit it was rather cool la learnt quite alot see alot of rick rich buisness man haha then all the heh shake hand shake hand build network kinda pple
the place along the kallang river quite nice n windy la haha if nothing to do go there n sit oso not bad..
then went to eat with serene huayu n peiyun at borders... tink the crayon idea is great haha...
tt fri marks the start of my bdae celeb haa not realli la but abit heh
then sat went ns went kick box went cartel went to watch day aft tmr went to marche for class gathering went to xiangyun's bbq all in a dae ha
kickboxz abit bit sad dont haf liao gotten quite use to this sat activity then aiya like juliana la i guess he stretching n cool downs rather cool haha got all the funni sound like waterfall kind of cooling music then did the troy sowrd fighting thing heh trinity the talkative auntie n of course caroline amanda xian's company haha
but all things come to an end i guess
can go watch spongebob square pants with huiyi n then discuss
it her haha apparently its quite a deeeeeep show heh xiangyun likes it too
the judo gals gave mi a pair of blue slipplers with lots of green buttons n sequine haha tot i wud neva wear anithing with sequine but oh well haha
they r realli nice i like can go with my green giodarno shirt haha
all the exchanging slippers thing at ri toilet.. tsk ying1 mou2
haha
then my gang celeb my bdae with mi.. at ps cafe cartel.. and guess wat gang gave me haha
things tt shock mi with everi tear of those newspaper ie classified ad n main paper.
there's
julie's stereo rich chocolate cookie instead of oreo.
chocky strawberry stick instead of pocky
mili mushroom instead of narcissus mushroom
mi-u white grape instead of qoo
twinkles milk chocolate beans * 3 instead of smarties
president cup noodle instead of super
kickapoo joy juice instead of mountain dew
plus clairol herbal essence fruit fusion conditioner tt has papaya starfruit mandarin wow rather powerful smell haha
the pink jewel biscuit with two pig ears n a little yellow one haha
and of course the little korean jinseng drink tt if i keep long enuff it might jus become a jinseng spirit honestly i dont dare to drink i haha
peiyun gave mi a purple eeyore cup nice dont bear to use its a mugger mug la next time can use when i start my no life mugging haha
oh well this is gang giving mi presents tt no one else in the world can tink off haha making mi take pics tt make mi look crazy oh well huayu tink tts happy but erm
thanx pple for all da effort n haha-ness
went perlini silver ot use the bithday thing tt 50% discount thingy made mi visit the shop three times la bought this big earrings mus find an occassion to wear la
then went to watch the day aft tmr..
wat a show so geog but i like the weather signs r reallli cool hurrican tsunamis omg... scary n disturbing man
ice ae? i guess it might come i mean not so soon la butin many many years hopefully by then some one might think of sumthing but if everione dies hope sumthing can b left behind so lesson can b learnt...
wat if we ll die tmr ?
i like geog i mean the weather is so powerful it kill pple like flies la,..
i mean looking at cumulonimbus clouds or cirrus for tt matter make mi rather happi haha
oh well if i die tmr, i ll jus dieno regets erm i hope
went to meet 3F at marche
a long long table i came rather late but glad i got to see them
soon enuff we will all be heading into diff directions in our lives literally n metamorphically.
know them for two short yrs but jc life was wow...
so guess i ll tink of them sumtime but might not get a chance to see them in a long long while aft those whu r going overseas go overseas..
tok chit chat tok n as usual when i tok they kept laughing dunnoe y veri fuuni meh but oh well glad i entertain pple
went to cherry hill xiangyun's uncle place at almost 10+
i forgot its her grandma's bdae bbq when she told mi then i remembered her telling mi
i tot it was onli a fam gathering
so i felt realli REALLI bad for missing her grandma coz she went home 10min b4 i arrived
tt was realli impolite of mi la
n mi n her grandma so good fren i realli like her
tt started the spiral of my bad mood for the nite
angry with mi self for screwing up being late n missing grandma
oso angry i forgot to tell huayu to call my dad until she almost cant learn on sun morn
damn pissed with myself la n the ultra eventful sat frm 7am to almost 12 midnight running ard
sigh
n angry with my self for losing my temper with my parents my bro everithing la
n the constant nagging thought tt i ought to b happi coz sun is my bdae but i seem to b screwing up everi where argh...
watched all in until i cant open my eyes animore
then sleep
then cums sunday haa
went tuition blegh
but i dont realli mind la actualli
trying to help as much as i can la then when i cant realli teach liao argh cant imagine how i can arrange my time
n xiangyun's suggested accomodation
tinking tinking tinking
saw zhiying's elder sis's tuition teacher who is a M2 student mugging her tink med bk will the kid is doing maths haha
sighon my way home i saw butterfly tt didnt seem to b flying too steadily n abit too low among the bushes
on a closer look tt butterfly actualli had a chipped wing
ike a giant hole on one of its wing sigh
felt rather sad for it like so poor thing
a handicapped butterfly
or as john floppe the guy w/o both arms says,
its a condition not a disability depending on how u view it
life's hard i guess
then mona lisa's smile
the shows not too bad reminded mi of rgs like serene says
smartie girls whu dont complain when their teacher dont seem too steady n wud rather self study
but tradition tradition?
women's place in the society the idea of tradition n the 50s
i guess its slowly spiralling into non existence now with women finding their place in society searching for their footing..
i tink being a housewife is a whole new science by itself which i tink entails so much most of us girls cant take it now i dont even noe when i ever ll b... but its not in the near future let alone the further future so sigh
giselle's lonely daring but nice n diff enuff
betty is ms omg-hafta-roll-my-eyes smartie ass
i cant realli figure out how she can love watson so much after her marriage went bad
girls tradition oppression
glad i m not in all those
but they r actualli work in producing fine women with propierty but pple obessed with tt scary
the onli prob i haf in tt show is looking at julia roberts cant make mi feel its 1954. she looked like how she did in my best fren's wedding or pretty woman?
her clothing kinda suggest she's suppose to b in tt era but kinda.
O_o"
mayb she has a modern face but the character is there i feel no doubt.
nite is fam dinner.
all three of us r rather grown up now when i linger behind looking at the backs of my fam members haa
went to a jap restaurant called nabeya masakatsu at orchard parade hotel.
the food is not too bad.
i went for the sukiyaki but i didnt get it but oh well its ok my dad mum n dage dont realli eat beef
n my mum hates miso
haha guess jap food dont realli clique with them too well haha
ate the hot pot huo guo kinda thing n shared three bento n guess wat everione was still hungry haha
was tinking of judo guys cant survive on 1 bento my bros are of tseming's size.. hah
so er ge suggest we go get kfc
like the good old days
we didnt realli haf alot of fast food when we were yound coz it was too much of a luxury but haha everi bdae we always had kfc
so off we went n my dad suggested the amk one the exact one we used to go too when we were all kids
amk brings bk memories many many
n i guess tt how fast time went scary ya noe
now i kinda feel a teeny weeny bit daunted by med like no life ani more
im excited but abit nervous but well..
i can do it.
so aft a kfc family fest we went home to eat cake.
my mama baked a chocolate cake for mi with the icing n the name on haha
well the cake down i cudnt move hafing ate three times for a fam dinner haa
then the day ended good with my fav show wif tt cute guy i liked so well haha
today is monday went bay shore for tuition
wadee drew mi a bdae note in the notebk i write her hw in haha
i had to turn the page to write n i saw her covering her face with her asssessment bk.. i tot she saw sum bug n was trying not to scream
but she was trying to contain her excitment to await my surprise look when i saw the note haa
tt's sweet.
on my way home out along the long rd tt i hafta walk on i saw a pretty yellow bird lying on the pavement
i looked at it n its eyes were close.
didnt noe birds r suppose to haf eye lids
it looked realli still
still.
i guess it died i cant b sleeping, can it?
jus then when i didnt noe wat to do. my hp rang n it was shelia frm ocbc bank n i had alot to asked her i wanted to do sumthing
but i turned n saw the security guard looking
i dint noe y but i fled i jus walked away
dont noe y mayb i didnt realli noe wat to do with it/to it
at the junction i saw the bus n i ran for it
onli when i boarded the bus did i start to regret not stopping to move it
mayb move it to the grass patch or sumthing so tt no one wud accidentally step on it? or no bicycle might run it over n kill it again?
i dont noe y didnt i do anithing n jus walked away sigh
but it looked so peaceful tt i didnt realli dare to touch it
like its so delicate bright yellow
i had a thing with birds i dont realli now how to touch them like i might jus break their bones coz they r so small n delicate
a bird one got trap in the window grill of my home n cudnt get out
i couldnt hold it to release it coz it looked panicky n so was i
i opened one side of the grill on finally it hopped out but i didnt leave b4 hopping onto my parents bed n television
wat a bird.