It isn't the thing you do, dear,
It's the thing you leave undone
That gives you a bit of a heartache
At setting of the sun.

The tender word forgotten,
The letter you did not write,
The flowers you did not send, dear,
Are your haunting ghosts at night.

The stone you might have lifted
Out of a brother's way;
The bit of heartsome counsel
You were hurried too much to say;

The loving touch of the hand, dear,
The gentle, winning tone
Which you had no time nor thought for
With troubles enough of your own.

Those little acts of kindness
So easily out of mind,
Those chances to be angels
Which we poor mortals find --

They come in night and silence,
Each sad, reproachful wraith,
When hope is faint and flagging,
And a chill has fallen on faith.

For life is all too short, dear,
And sorrow is all too great,
To suffer our slow compassion
That tarries until too late;

And it isn't the thing you do, dear,
It's the thing you leave undone
Which gives you a bit of a heartache
At the setting of the sun.

~ M. E. Sangster ~

issit apt for mi or wat?
wat i dislike/hate abt miself
i procrastinate rather a lot in studies which is gifing mi nightmares nowadays sch's starting in life generally
tts y my rm can look like a ware house for mths
ming ri fu ming ri huh?
the poem tt was drilled into my head in higher class in pri sch last time
tmr i ll pack my rm
tmr i ll ...
tmr tmr tmr
sumtimes things pass u by
things tt u shud haf said or done
things tt u shud haf noticed
things tt u shud do when u promise
i dont like to promise pple anithing animore
sumtimes i not keep them
i feel bad abt it
sickening
but jian ku tou or sumthing jus keep doing it again n again
sianz sickening
hate is too strong a word itself n for mi
so is love
i guess
scary how i dont feel much abt mani things
i m realli not sure is it coz i realli cant b bothered or i jus dont feel it
but it is not a conscious effort i m certain
like huayu says i jus take things as it cums along
i dont like to disappoint
i try to b nice
i dont like confrontation
i dont speak my mind alot
i keep to myself most of the time?
i forget unhappy things
then days seem to b eassier
y do i wan days to pass by more easily?
haha silly qn
aniway my unhappiness jus left see wa so forgetful now chatting w frens
scary how pple jump in n out of emotions so easily
mayb coz i was veri moody n drastice when i was younger then it was hard la so now this is mi striking a balance dunnoe la hah


＂人原来是这样健忘的.同样的一个人在短短的时间内竟然变换了两个面目.
过后他又想,大概正因为这样健忘所以才能够在痛苦中生活下去."
~觉慧~

＂往事依稀浑如梦
都随风雨到心头"
~梅~

家--巴金