i feel sad angry tired happi well fucmost of the time neutral..
i m starting to get sick n tired of alot of things
things tt always happen
things tt i always do
low threshold of emotions
fuck
i dunnoe even noe wat i m feeling now
tink i need sum change
for the better or the worse
haha
no happiness no sadness wth is wrong?
cant sustain my sadness for more than an hr..
cant feel happy for more than half
shit
i noe certain things bother mi but i dont do anithing abt it
i jus dont
becoz most of the time huimin is jus fine w anithing
the person tt usually wont get angry
the person tt is always short tempered at home
i hate?
shit i was even apprehensive to type the word hate
jus as i m to type the word i love...
watever
i dont like the way i behave sumtimes but it jus cums out
no good no good
better b more conscious of life b4 its over
u ll jus b reduced to sum bones tendons muscles rite?
unconsciously i live i feel i see i hear
hmm
mayb tts y i stop excelling in things i do animore coz nothing realli bothers mi or at least i cant pin pt it sumtimes
this statment contradicts to the one i made earlier..
dammit