jus watched this show - suzhou river on ch8 at 1+am haa.. a v artsy film abt love story.. lots of images abit haphazard.. w mermaid cigarettebutt and stuff.. but i didnt realli understand wat the narrator say at the end.. his meimei left him asking him to go look for her if he loves her.. he says he does love her but he wont look for her, he ll onli keep drinking n wait for the next love to appear.. haa now im confused