well got down to reading n linkg up to laoxu's blog again..
seeing what she writes, what she posts, i had a weird feelg
not sure it i can but it down accurately in words..
in 3F last time, i always get a chance to talk to her, look at her drawings, sketches, hear her sing n stuff. tink these r the things i miss after graduation..
she's v different frm other pple i noe
i mean we can tok cock together
but there's stuff tt she says or shows tt's v interlectually n visually stimulating (well its a compliment haha.. if u r reading this),
which makes mi feel n suddenly realise tt in the almost 2yrs aft i stepped out of jc, aft i left behind all tt, i kinda got suck into the mundanes of everiday life.. like getting super emotional n angsty over little things as if im 13 or sumthing
i dunnoe
tink laoxu always haf like a calming effect over mi :)
makes mi feel tt i'm q "dry"? like inside.. like i wish there were more 內涵 in mi?
erm jus a need to improve.. to feel up my mind my thinking w more colourful stuff
:)
~kinda like a wakeup call
n im thankful for tt..