today is q a sad day for mi.. cause of all those kidos i meet in cubicle one..
my fav girl went home in the afternoon.. i like the way she wan2 play w me even though she doesnt speak to me..
how she ll touch mi w a pen to get mi to draw w her
how she ll offer mi a cube to play w her
how she likes to read my abc book everyday
how she ll cling onto my shoulder while standing when i sit on the side of her cot
how her pretty eyes stop crying once we come by to hello hello her..
i'm glad she can finally go home haha i actually told her mum,"cya again" before correcting myself and telling her that i dun wan to see her again in the hospital! she say yea mayb we'll see each other some other place some other time..
so i hope my fav girl has got her gastrits cleared up and well!

then there's my fav boy1 in pink..
he's such a good and polite boy, visiting his older sis who's sick.. we kinda first met outside the ward when he was wondering ard and i offered him mr incredible stickers which he really liked! and then i found out tt he's the bro of another kid.. but he got warded today.. think he must haf caught gastritis somewhere frm the wards.. poor kid.. :( get well sooN!

my fav boy 2 came in yest..
aww he's got the cutest smile i've ever seen..
very friendly very easily tickled and smiles beautifully... ll grow up to b a yandao boy haaa
but he's kinda going off to another home after discharge..he's mum mentioned something abt foster family to me.. i dunnoe the details.. but i hope he finds a good family and grows up well.. i'll visit him again tmr!
i told xunyu abt him when we had BS tonight and she prayed for him. i kinda prayed too.. hmm not exactly cause i dunnoe how and i've never done it before but oh well it's just saying out loud to someone out there what i wish the boy can find in his future and grow up strong n healthy.. i not sure how i feel aft that.. but i really hope good things ll happen to my fav boy2.. mayb i feel kinda relief tt there might be someone out there who can really have the means to help him?
anyway.

then i finally gotta clerk another boyboy's mum..
mi n hc both felt kinda sad after we talk to her.. kids w CP are tough to bring up i guess and u can see how much mummy's love u need to take care of the boy.. u'll feel how noble mummy is.
the boy is a good boy too. altho we cant really communicate but i can feel it.. he's relaxed in our presence and didnt throw any tantrums etc..
hope he can go home soon

then there's my 3 cute abangs! w their tiny sis
and their high5s aft they played in the playground felt sticky and sandy..
wonder wat they touched before smacking my hand haaaa
but aww 3 guai boys! :D
kinda didnt noe how to handle squirmy baby sis altho i tried to examine her and did 1/2 a DA cause she's kinda caught up and busy w the packet of twistees..
but haaaa

love playing w these kidos but i'm so shag so tired tt many pple enquired abt my darkeye rings and some thought i look pale and unwell..
think it's something to do w chronic fatigue..
never felt so tired for so long..
sometimes i just wanna sleep.. u know refuse to do anything else except for climbing into mi nice warm bed and puling the blanket over myself and closing my eyes and hope tt i dont haf to open them so soon.. an ave of 5hrs i kinda enuff to sustain the day but 3 wks of these kinda manifest as visibly fatigue symptoms haaa

wonder how weak and wasted i'll be reduced to by x'mas..

went out on wed w gang for a nice dinner and a nice cuppa coffee
didnt care even though i had a quiz on thu.. which luckily got postponed.. altho we miss my first big screen adult film but it's ok haa
i had a great time..
sitting on the bus down frm gleneagles to cine.. thnx iris for sending us..
i saw the x'mas lighting for the first time!!
i liked it this year.. lotsa gold.. gold stuff gold trees gold things hanging above the roads.. altho ser says it's abit boring and needed other colours.. but i liked it.. think the deco this year ll b good.. :)
i sat in the bus and peered thru the glass window macam like a tourist heh
mayb i'm deprived of such dazzling lights, glamour and festivity due to shuffling btw nuh nus lib home dayindayout.. i actually felt happy and excited by the deco... and felt like a kido haha

we also met maria for dinner cause she's flying bk to UK on monday... it's been a pleasure knowing her.. she's such a nice kind gal.. :) i'll always rem our long lunches dicussing abt cross-cultural stuff like differences in food weather and pple etc.. hope we'll meet again, some how somewhere sometime in the future

and visited mr zrj today also haaa (sorry the laugh mayb inappropriate or unkind) but q interesting to see ur classmate on the other side of the cotside.. i cud picture in my head him going behind the nurses counter, taking the continuation sheet, and go ard clerking all the ortho patients, esp his neighbours.. in his patient's attire hahaaa
hope he doesnt antagonise the nurses more.. heh get well soon ya!!

my saturday has started and very soon monday ll be here
*shivers down my spine*