just read huay's post.
i'm feeling abit too much these couple of days for my own comfort.
fear.joy.loneliness.excitement.anger.worthlessness...
too much, too frequent, too disturbing to my usual carefully titrated equilibrium.
seriously. wat the fuck. why shud i care. i cant go back in time to change things, can i?
mayb it's autumn, the rain, the chilly wind, the favourite season.
sigh.