For once, I didn't have to stay cooped up in the library studying paeds.. not that i mind but glad that the osce's over :)

Yesterday was nice hanging out with ahxiang and potter yau, eating KFC and shopping.. but cause our bags are heavy and we have no stamina, me yw n py ended up at tcc for hours chatting hahaha.. the frosty bailey's quite nice cause I really like bailey's haa ooh and I'm really into those huge human sized balloons that's kinda floppy and waxes n wanes depending on the jet of air coming through from its bottom. think it's like a non-living thing with feelings. the plastered smile in an attempt to be happy. kinda feels like a jap horror movie which i've watched before where scarecrow/strawman comes alive to haunt people. and in the end you'll find out that it's the families who can't let go of their loved ones who died and made strawmen to keep their souls inside. freaky but kinda nice in a sad way.

I pampered myself alot by sleeping at NINE pm! It's so shiok hahaa... and I went to check out the new sengkang swimming pool! It's nice, big and colourful, with those exciting slides like the one near huiyi's place.. but i was abit paiseh to go sliding into the pool full of kids, scared i kick them and they fly haha. The water's quite clean too but it only opens at 8am. as opposed to hougang which opens at 6.30 i tink. I like to start my swim early if i'm swimming alone, then go off after i finish my laps...

I realized I like swimming cause it's one of the few places where I can hardly hear or see anything and I really feel totally alone and at peace with myself.. and it's like a huge aquarium which I think it's alot of fun.. i feel that i'm just like my xiaogui.. swimming happily and sticking out my head to take some breaths then go back into the water hahaa..
But towards the middle of my swim, i was getting grouchier and grouchier cause the crowd came and my goggles were fogged and my myopia doesn't help, so i always get a huge shock when someone appears very near me, cause I was unable to see them coming earlier.. but then I realized all i took was to clean my goggles and I could see so much better, what a huge change of perception, with clearer obstacles in view and the ability to enjoy the colours n activites of the crowd in sight. It feels kinda like when I studying n studying n studying.. the I feel so sucked into this dark and gloomy typhoon with no light at the end. But if i just take a few moments to look at my objectives and rethink my priorites, everything doesn't seem so bad after all.

the lrt ride was nice but I'll miss walking by my favourite route home, which i always do if i take a bus back from hougang.. it's my favourite bit of my neighbourhood heh. when i was on the stationary train at a particular stop, i saw a mynah cleaning it's feathers and looking at the people n neighbourbood beneath the tracks.. i wonder wat's going through it's mind. as I was coming through the gantry of my lrt station, i saw a folded up orange piece of paper on the floor, just as i was wondering wat it was, the lady coming my way reached it and picked it up and i was shocked to see that it's a TEN DOLLAR note.. haizz guess i dont have much heng cai yun hahahaha but she's q cool.. she just walked calmly ahead macam like it's really hers and disappeared into the crowd hahaa

in conclusion, the vitamin D that's missing in my life is really good for my wellbeing i guess haha :)

oh and for some reason i signed in to friendster just now. ha since facebook came about, friendster has kinda been neglected but i was really really amused by the testimonials on my page and happy at the same time that i actually have many friends who will say nice things about me :P been reminded me of sec sch/jc/earli medsch years.. it's nice.