ok finally rested abit n calmed my nerves..

i had a super exciting day
well most of the excitment came in the night tho haah
slpt for 4hrs n woke up earli in the morn to take 156 to assisi hospice where suppose to meet py n ny to go take a look n settle the volunteer stuff
the coordinator geraldine is really nice
n we got to tour the wards abit
they only take in cancer patients but oso offer day care service for adults n kids who r sick i guess
found myself doing tt thing i always do b4 i step into a ward
i'll take a deep breathe to brace myself against wat is to come
wat is to be seen n wat is to be felt
it strengthens mi frm within i guess like when pple try to put on a brave front
i do tt b4 i go on long driving expeditions like wat i did tonight oso haa

well visited the plc
met caleb
then mi n py went off to a realli interesting KFC at tpy
it was run by deaf pple n i tink its a very good concept
the staff was nice n it was a new experience for mi i guess
communication w/o spoke lang was pleasantly surprisingly ok :D

helped py w the phamplet
was the outline of yunnan can squirt blood sia trying to get one tt fits
but hope its almost done
die hafnt edit angels ppt yet :P do it tmr nite la

then i met xy beng pofun for shopping!
bought this lime green halter
dont ask mi y
the epitome of peer pressurehaha but beng promise to wear w mi
its the same colour as tt giordanon doggy tshirt la.. the one i wore to jay's concert n told carol to pretend it's jay chou's face

shopped abit n bought Mystic Rivers!
reading the bk half way
i tink the description in there is really not too bad
coz it propelled mi to buy the vcd i watch to check out if the casting pple did a great job n if the actors cud fulfil the image of them in my head
~waiting in anticipation
i'll prob onli watch it aft i finish e bk
so as not to spoil the fun

then mama say im suppose to go drive my bro's black peugeot home
coz it's parked at ahk's house n they going into m'sia tmr so ani one can use it when we wan la
n haha i told me pofun xian beng
n it got them so excited tt they wanted an adventure
-me sending them home one by one......

haha
its was a freaking long journey
more than 1.5hrs i tink
i picked up the van frm bishan mrt n drove my bro bk to his gf's house
to testing..
coz i never drove tt darn van b4
i always tell mi to let mi try but always didnt get the chance
n who noes the first time im driving it is to drive w/o my bro to save mi??!!??!
n when the car was cranky n needs servicing
something dropped into the aircon i tink.. mayb a piece of paper
now the car is damn noisy n rattles when u turn on the air con
n so he told mi to turn up the radio to mask the noise? haha
well it was so loud i cudnt realli hear the tingting sound when i was speeding la
n the aircon can onli turn on small small so kelian those ladies at the back haha

oh well i went into the usual hysterical fits tt i usually go into when i haf to drive alot of pple
i dont do it when i onli drive myself
coz the feelg of pple's life in ur hands is stressful
aha guess i haf to get used to it anihow
might as well b sooner rather than later..

so frm bishan off i went heading to BOONLAY
they directed mi n everithing was aok
until this part aft ri
im suppose to turn off to whitly road to go pie but the turn was on the right n i was on the extremely left lane
n i got confused when pofun said turn right i kept tinkg of going left haha
then jus before i cross the exit to the pt of no return i jus did a damn sharp turn to save my ass la
heng onli got one driver probably shaking his head at mi until his neck's loose or sumthing

n we had a prob
the oil tank was running LOW
but i manage to tahan until jurong east haha
then i turned into the oil station well firstly it was rather near the pump until i tink pofun tinks im going to hit it but i tink wont haha
then i ask the uncle help mi fill coz idunnoe how to open the tank.. need key to turn frm outside kind
but lagi best
the oil fillg site is on the right but the pump is on the right so i gotta reverse n go park on teh other side of the van..
jus when i was abt to do jus tt
i realize i cant turn the car keys
waa kao
i panicked i turn turn turn turn
it didnt move
then i hurry hurry call my bro
then he say relax check the wheel
e freaking steering wheel was locked!!
walau
he kept saying the phone asking mi to relax relax
in the end to unlock the wheel i jus got to step on the clutch n turn the wheel abitabit then can le
pls dont ask mi y the wheel lock ed itself
coz I DONT NOE!

heng the uncle at the station was q nice
n there was a lorry man who smiled.. coz i tink he q shocked im the driver haha
n when i had to squeeze btw his lorry+Him N another car
he kinda plastered himself on teh side of the lorry
tink he tink i might jus bulldoze him down or sumthing

but safely w pofun on the passenger seat we made it to her placE!
haha
her clear directions n w beng now on teh passenger's seat got us safely back on PIE
now we embark on the journey frm BOONLAY to PASIR RIS
haha
it was ok la expressway straight straight
so not so bad
the onli thing tt worrys mi si my astig is not corrected on one eye
n when i drive at night the headlights everithing blur blur i cant c very well scary
but on e way was not too bad
glad all my passengers felt safe haa
n cudnt go too fast too coz i scared mataa catch my speedy van
haha
n mi n xian discussed our plan to b fulfilled by this academic yr!
haha
hehe

soon.. well not so soon later
we reach bengs place n now xian got on to the passenger seat
everione sitting there get to hug the tigger's pink pig fren (wat's the name) the pillow my bro has
ani way
we came to e cross roads again haha
issit tpe(pie) or tpe(sle)
everitime i go home frm pasir ris
i haf the same prob walau eh
the last time i reversed in teh middle of the road w many cars charging towards mi was coz of the same qn tt i had no ans to
now i noe
its
TPE (SLE) to go home...
aniwae this time i slow till super slow.. no need to reverse tho heng 11+ barely ani cars
then we went off to tpe reached tampines road
wa super ulu
its the kinda plc u dont wan ur car to break down n ur hp to low batt la
the jungle road where no one ll cum safe u
scary
heng i had mel n xian company..
then i was saying filling the oil tank is like peeing b4 u drive
the sense of relief
n not the heart hanging in air kinda feeling where u scared ur bladder tingles or the oil light blink where there is no toilet or gas station in site
tt kinda feelg
then for a moment i tot i got to pee in the wild
wa pang tang sia..

aniwae w a few glitches we made it to xians house
not b4 i cudnt decide if the car going str was turning into the left most lane tt i can afford to turn oso n not b in danger..
walau i tink on tt my judgement is damn bad
i shud haf waited like 2sec more
but its always lidat when i drive..
\when teh car cuming far far ill hum dunnoe too fast for mi to turn right b4 he hits mi not
then ill wait
then when he's much nearer n i finally decide well it seems like his speed is slow enuff for mi to beat then ill jus turn..
usually when he's like super near already
walau then its damn dangerous...
shit la
either i gain enuff exp to judge it's cuming speed
or i jus b hum n wait abit more la
i do both but in the reverse order.
sianzz

but xian was ok
the mel joined the passenger seat
finally my tensed up nerve kinda relaxed abit
coz its sengkang n hougang
cum on
its my area
but i was WRONG.
well i had to drop mel off on the left side of the road sum where near her house aft a traffic light
i decided to fliter left aft the traffic light u c
so i did
aft i checked the side mirror tt theres no car there then i filter la
well i didnt check the rear mirror
coz tts wat i do.. i seldom check rear mirror when i drive can coz its too big aniway to c clearly
but i forgot to check my blind spot
n lo n behold
there is a blue van beside mi n i cut STRAIGHT INTO HIS PATH
walau damn close
he had to swere to avoid mi n he horned damn loudly
ok my fault
tink i finnaly to relax liao tot i finaaly reaching home
wa i was damn sorry la
but i tot no bang not so bad he wud jus drive away aft cursing mi in his car
so i jus stopped at the roadside infront of a busstop to drop mel off

BUt i WAS WRONg!

he actually drove beside mi n the moment i stopped his swerved his car right into my path n stopped
like his car slanting into my lane so tt i cant move aniwhere la
to block my path
to my freaking horror
he jumped out of his blue van n started scolding mi w alot of hand actions
something like " siao ar, u blind or wat"
wah
i was damn freak
i cud feel blood draining frm my face lor
like ROAD RAGE in realtime
he came like not v near but q near my van oso
i scared he bang on teh van lor
but he didnt
we jus gif a super apologetic face n kept saying "sorry sorry"
luckily at this moment the bus came frm behind
actualli i wasnt blocking e bus
it cud turn into the busstop but the blue van blocking mi was blocking the bus
so the man bohpian glare some one n jumped on n drove away../
wa i was scared lor
mel then dropped off n i was alone in teh car
i made sure tt the van ahead got onto the puggol flyover much ahead of mi coz i slowed down so tt he cudnt change his mind n cum crash my window w steel bars or sumthing

haha told beng abit
she say we judo no scared
but i tink i was
n its the kind u noe u r in e wrong then all the more cannot raise voice kinda feelg
n he loooked REALLLI angry
ii tink i wud lock the door reverse n drive off if he attaackes
n call mel to call mata
it was at the back of my head la.. until e bus came to my rescue
damnb heng
but dunnoe if i ll b too stunned not
well glad i never had to test myself
jus like e show mel n xian tellg mi abt wat u wud do in extreme scenarios..
if we always think thru such stuff we might survive n not die or b in less dangerous situations rite haha

whew n i drove slowly home
tried parking at 3b
but v narrow
n whil i was trying a car had to pass so didnt haf time to slowly so i drove up to 4a
n parked not too bad
but the scary thing was the car opposite had a man inside jus sitting there n kept looking over
dunnoe he getting a smoke or not but he jus didnt move n sat there n kept staring
i scared he cum out n mug mi sia coz over midnight le
but heng anothe car w 2 pple came to park so i hurry got off n left while they still in the car
so the man
if he were a criminal wont really attack mi la.

im back home
safe n sound
glad for the exp to drive long distances n my passengers felt steady n safe
onli me teh last exp.. hope she's not too traumatized
other than tt no stalling not much horning

i took a damn deep breath b4 i set off lor haha
hope everithing turns out good
n im glad i made it home
i was worried for my passenger coz i dont drive damn frequently n tt was the first time i driving tt black van n its dark at night n i dont noe the roads well
but all's well n tt's the most impt!

kbox tmr!