yay finally feeling better these days...
getting use to the work load the sch system (frm teacher's pov) n stuff
noe the kids more like them better but still cant get their attention la...
haha
but suffering the after effects of my earlier shitty experience n feeling la
now lost my voice erm almost n losing...
yest morn woke up w/o voice...
quite scary coz no sore throat
dunnoe if my voice box permanently damaged or not
even ms chen say i sound terrible haha
but i guess boh pian la jus sit ard rest my throat in pray for it to recover la
haha alreadi low enuff voice then now lidat... sigh
the kids complain my voice was so low they couldnt hear frm the bk la haha
watever la 9 more daes to the job
mayb i'll miss them mayb not
watching all in lee bing hyun's damn cute sigh.. haha
todae's a great dae la hanging out wif the judo girls in the morn
missed lying on the mats
gossiping wif tan n eng
toking abt FUTURE
most go tink more abt it la... sigh sianz
miss hafing them ard... missed mountain dew
tink over-drank it drank 2 cans in the mrn n one large cup frm kfc juz now haha
then on my way home burping non-stop....
haha
judo banmian lemon tea at s-11 ms chen ri tan n eng of judogirls
things tt haf been wif mi most of my jc life...
hope they'll stay wif/ard mi for longer time to cum
met gang oso the rare occasion od everione together... haha
EVERIONE
tt's kinda rare so todae's a good dae haha
then got this netball shooting competition outside hmv... but it ended when we arrived so couldnt take part but huayu went 2 borrow the netball frm the person there then they lent it to us
mi huayu n serene juz shoot netball in the middle of orchard rd.. haha
while shooting u kinda forgot where u r la
u juz see the ball n the hoop lor
reminded mi or rgs daes when we stay bk to prac for netball carn haha serene n fel tot mi alot abt shooting i guess...
hahaha the familiar feeling
feels good
kinda lost the touch but getting it bk aft a while haha
missed it la
when i got tt damn far shot in in sec 1 i was like wow
best shooter haha
juz like when i saved the floorball shot by ms poon... haha
great sense of achievement n abit de yi la :p
results cuming in a few daes time still not feeling too much pressure but abit jittery starting liao not tinking not tinking abt it la haha
日曜日, 2月 22, 2004
confused
for the past 2 daes pple seemed to b toking/ conversing/ ranting n raving at mi abt things i cannot do or dont haf..
i cant get pple tp understand mi.. dont haf concept of time.. dont haf a limit for myself cant save myself frm the shit i'm getting into..
am i such a deficient person i wonder?
cant tell pple how i tink properly cant even consolidate my tots properly cant even feel properly cant reject pple properly cant maintain relationships properly...
dunnoe la
so many things i dont noe n cant do
haha ironically i'm a TEACHER now haha
so wat so how?
'kids are special pple'
that's tt fav quote i saw in school
yea a getting pple worried abt mi
alwayz falling asleep in the taxi when i go home late at nite aft tuition
my mama keep tinking tt one dae i might juz get raped n murdered n abandoned in the wilderness
while tt'd not impossible
sigh
i'll try i'll try i'll try
i haf been telling thiz to many pple thiz daes
izzit not hard enuff or am i not doing it huh
aniwae happi things happened yest
met xiangyun fren for 10yrs?
my best fren thruout my years in pri sch
kept in touch but didnt meet up too frequently these 6yrs we were in different schools
but well still click still care for each other
a blessing
am happy
haha n my mama's bdae
steamboat/bbq at marina south
first time see live prawns hopping ard b4 they're getting thrown into the steamboat...
haha tot it was a giant fly
everione was happy n enjoyed themselves i tink i feel haha
can see frm the photos as well
everione's smile's happy :D
yea a day wif fam n frens
last nite watched Beautiful days till 3am
but slept thru 10+am
omg wat a blessing
hafnt sleep till 10+ for many many days
sigh
dinner now gtg
for the past 2 daes pple seemed to b toking/ conversing/ ranting n raving at mi abt things i cannot do or dont haf..
i cant get pple tp understand mi.. dont haf concept of time.. dont haf a limit for myself cant save myself frm the shit i'm getting into..
am i such a deficient person i wonder?
cant tell pple how i tink properly cant even consolidate my tots properly cant even feel properly cant reject pple properly cant maintain relationships properly...
dunnoe la
so many things i dont noe n cant do
haha ironically i'm a TEACHER now haha
so wat so how?
'kids are special pple'
that's tt fav quote i saw in school
yea a getting pple worried abt mi
alwayz falling asleep in the taxi when i go home late at nite aft tuition
my mama keep tinking tt one dae i might juz get raped n murdered n abandoned in the wilderness
while tt'd not impossible
sigh
i'll try i'll try i'll try
i haf been telling thiz to many pple thiz daes
izzit not hard enuff or am i not doing it huh
aniwae happi things happened yest
met xiangyun fren for 10yrs?
my best fren thruout my years in pri sch
kept in touch but didnt meet up too frequently these 6yrs we were in different schools
but well still click still care for each other
a blessing
am happy
haha n my mama's bdae
steamboat/bbq at marina south
first time see live prawns hopping ard b4 they're getting thrown into the steamboat...
haha tot it was a giant fly
everione was happy n enjoyed themselves i tink i feel haha
can see frm the photos as well
everione's smile's happy :D
yea a day wif fam n frens
last nite watched Beautiful days till 3am
but slept thru 10+am
omg wat a blessing
hafnt sleep till 10+ for many many days
sigh
dinner now gtg
火曜日, 2月 17, 2004
oh still haf things to record.. great valentine man
spent it wif da judo girls n 2 boys haha beng's bro n fren
miss them la.. then they go support n throw ball for my bro whu entered snap wif eunice aka ah k haha for most compatible couple i tink...
they didnt win but it waz rather fun n exciting...
eating wif judo pple whoa kinda miss tt as well i guess used to do it everi sat for almost 2 yrs.. now like everi fortnightly or sumthing..
but toking toking laughing laughing well.. haha
then carol make us walk rather far to a nice mysterious place...
well its nice la mayb next time we can go again to see the place when its lighted up...
happy bdae to lux my xianggong
n erfie.. my 209 fren.. :)
haha kick boxing? mayb soon.. ^___^
spent it wif da judo girls n 2 boys haha beng's bro n fren
miss them la.. then they go support n throw ball for my bro whu entered snap wif eunice aka ah k haha for most compatible couple i tink...
they didnt win but it waz rather fun n exciting...
eating wif judo pple whoa kinda miss tt as well i guess used to do it everi sat for almost 2 yrs.. now like everi fortnightly or sumthing..
but toking toking laughing laughing well.. haha
then carol make us walk rather far to a nice mysterious place...
well its nice la mayb next time we can go again to see the place when its lighted up...
happy bdae to lux my xianggong
n erfie.. my 209 fren.. :)
haha kick boxing? mayb soon.. ^___^
omg i hafnt blog like for 2 wks plus.. haha mayb pple tot i'm dead.. well i feel like i'm dying?!? haha
but as i told beng relief teaching is like breaking an arm la
at first denial: like the full impact of the shit hasnt sunk in yet then u still hopeful everidae.. planning wat u'll do wif the kids la
then cums anger, irritation: argh like feel like throwing them out of the window.. the same thing i felt everitime i move my arm abit n the pain's like everiwhere till u cant identify the source la
haha then cums the aceeptance of the fact.. feeling more at peace with stuff aft settling at the eqm.. still trying to find it but better now la
i shud haf been blogging man.. cant realli rem all the haha things i did with the kids/ experience with them la...
but well most of the time i'm screaming at the top of my voice scolding n trying to shut them up but wa ather jialat for voice n general well being
funny things tt happen include my pri1s singing 'cha shao bao' song to mi i mean they onli noe tt three words out of the whole song but still volunteered to sing... ani other part of the song they'll barely hum it n try to bypass tt part to CHA SHAO BAO again haha
pri 3 tink i hafnt been too nice to them la coz they smarties then i tend to b more strict wif them which iz like unfair but i'm checking myself on tt
pri 5s wa lao
zhenjie broke his leg coz he fell down a flight of stairs in sch so i had to run ard looking for the teachers tt booked the classrooms on ground floor so as to swap with them.. sigh
but they did IT man
thu(12/2/04)
made mi cry in front of the whole class la
tt waz like freaking diu lian but boh ian i guess
'ke yi' was the one tt triggered it off kept saying he dont need my box of rubber n ding zui until i snapped.. n said ' cant u show mi some respect?' i neva wanted to sae tt becoz i alwayz believe tt respect needs to b earned n u cant demand it frm anione let alone my students/kids..
but woah
once it started juz cant stop la.. like all my weiqu for the past 12 daes juz burst the dam or sumthing
n sum irritating boy haf to shout across the whole class to announce the arrival of my tears so as to shut them up
i walked out
not on them
but to go toilet la
to seek some quiet.. rare in sch
n composure
i mean it was reslved aft tt la
wif keyi feeling veri guilty n kept apologising to mi and some of them staying bk to offer mi help to carry stuff..
aiyah they r still cute to mi la
juz like my pri1s
i dont prac favouritism but there r a few kids tt i juz realli like their face n the way they tok haha like haochuan daryl wenhui... aiyoh most of my pri1s r cute la... actualli all my students r...
well thu last week was the most memorable of my whole relief teaching experience there i mean i cried budden 2 gang mates came over n literally brighten my dae la
to tink i haf to hide in a corner immediately after my crying stint at the pri5class coz tears juz cant stop following.. squatting in a little corner wif one door tt leads to dunnoe-where.. abit like the rgs guitar rm last time
haha but when they came... familiar faces cant help but smile
guess alwayz tot i'm ok alone most places i go
but ya la w/o frens ard it's rather lonely i guess.,, esp haf to deal with alot of shit alone wif no close pple to tok to.. always hiding in my corner in the staff rm i guess... i'll forget to eat my lunch/recess coz i haf no time..
sad rite... but tt day huayu n felicia came.. the first time i went down for recess... met my pri1s n some pri 5s haha they r realli cute wan to sit near us n meet my frens... fel shaking hand with the weihan (ultra guai n smart=veri gd boy) n letting peiru aka sickening kaypo queen like her alot haha she still rem her i tink.. n the other kids asked mi abt the both of them today oso like when they cuming again/...
hafing recess wif them iz another enjoyment tt they brought mi to go experience la i guess.. hahah if i haf the time, i'll go visit them n treat them to um food la..
they r all little angles outside class but all of them together making alot of noise.. wah lao damn scary la haha
sometimes i feel scared of them like amanada told mi the ka-chua syndrom like y u scared of stuff so much smaller than u rite?
the pri5 hope i can help them improve.. my rehearsed (in my brain) lecture to them which i hafnt say yet...
iz by the time i leave i dare say tt i haf put in the effort wif them n tried my best n i'll demand each n everione of them to reflect n see if they can tell mi they haf put in the effort to learn frm mi not la
aft the crying stint haha worked abit la i guess... they abit more attentive n will show mi the bi ji they copied... hope it'll help them improve.. aiyah
my pri 3 i hope to chop chop finish syllabus n intro them to chem-er chinese stuff like chengyu yan yu n poems.. mayb they will learn to appreciate them n like chinese more like mi haha b wowed by how much juz a few words used nicely can express a whole lot of things...
went bk to sch on sat as well
b4 i reached the school fell down at pasir ris mrt station damn malu
waz carrying the whole big bag of bks with both arms until i cant realli see the steps i'm going down la... then didnt step properly n the sandles bent n almost went rolling down dropped my bks my breakfast lckily waz walking behind the crowd n onli 3 other guys saw.. on jc guy helped pick up my 1/2 eaten waffer in plastic bag.. one indian uncle helped mi pick up my bks n said "slowly".. n the guy beside mi on my side of the railing haha the rest were on the other side la... he juz damn shocked n kinda frozen he still didnt recover aft i stood up lor haha i hafta comfort him saying 'm ok.. onli blue-black at the shin... no matter how sadist it may sound.. kinda missed bruises remind mi of the days wif judo where i got a high vount of 13 bruises at one time
haha but i can understand how he felt... the same way i felt everitime carol crumble beside mi going down the stairs at ri while sms-ing haha i juz shocked n stared haha
then beng came down to help mi mark
haha we suppose to go orchard to meet the rest at 2 on sat so muz set off at 1 but i cant finish la then she came down n helped mi n we marked until 4 sigh still didnt finish but she helped mi with the zuoye n tingxie.. thanx beng!
other teachers muz tink i'm wierd n useless alwayz getting frens to cum sch to help mi haha nvm la
heard the mdm jenny woo i'm reliefing iz cuming bk
pple tell mi i'm losing my job soon n i told them i dont mind
got urge to slack la n wan to gif the kids bk to better hands so tt juz in case i cant teach wont realli screw up their lives la.. haha
i'm looking forward to they day whereby i dont haf to teach.. not realli coz i hate the job.. i'm starting to b used to it la n kinda liked it but more of a good rest..
the day will cum n i guess i cant bear to leave them but we shall see
till then ahah do my best la/..
juz finish typing my lesson plan n its 2+am liaoz.. shit la tmr got sch n morn + nite tuition haha lack of sleep again.. will make mi irritable.. so shud go kun now...
i like the stickers i bought to paste in their books 100+ smiley face stickers of diff design not onli light up their day but light up mine oso la
n the dancing robot n jap sweets i bought at action city on sat haha they love it n i like seeing them so happy too
oh glad to find out tt no matter how irritating you yi iz he cares n protects perry.. good job man
hilarious dancing robot tink i shud go buy one for myself haha
ZZZZzzzz....
but as i told beng relief teaching is like breaking an arm la
at first denial: like the full impact of the shit hasnt sunk in yet then u still hopeful everidae.. planning wat u'll do wif the kids la
then cums anger, irritation: argh like feel like throwing them out of the window.. the same thing i felt everitime i move my arm abit n the pain's like everiwhere till u cant identify the source la
haha then cums the aceeptance of the fact.. feeling more at peace with stuff aft settling at the eqm.. still trying to find it but better now la
i shud haf been blogging man.. cant realli rem all the haha things i did with the kids/ experience with them la...
but well most of the time i'm screaming at the top of my voice scolding n trying to shut them up but wa ather jialat for voice n general well being
funny things tt happen include my pri1s singing 'cha shao bao' song to mi i mean they onli noe tt three words out of the whole song but still volunteered to sing... ani other part of the song they'll barely hum it n try to bypass tt part to CHA SHAO BAO again haha
pri 3 tink i hafnt been too nice to them la coz they smarties then i tend to b more strict wif them which iz like unfair but i'm checking myself on tt
pri 5s wa lao
zhenjie broke his leg coz he fell down a flight of stairs in sch so i had to run ard looking for the teachers tt booked the classrooms on ground floor so as to swap with them.. sigh
but they did IT man
thu(12/2/04)
made mi cry in front of the whole class la
tt waz like freaking diu lian but boh ian i guess
'ke yi' was the one tt triggered it off kept saying he dont need my box of rubber n ding zui until i snapped.. n said ' cant u show mi some respect?' i neva wanted to sae tt becoz i alwayz believe tt respect needs to b earned n u cant demand it frm anione let alone my students/kids..
but woah
once it started juz cant stop la.. like all my weiqu for the past 12 daes juz burst the dam or sumthing
n sum irritating boy haf to shout across the whole class to announce the arrival of my tears so as to shut them up
i walked out
not on them
but to go toilet la
to seek some quiet.. rare in sch
n composure
i mean it was reslved aft tt la
wif keyi feeling veri guilty n kept apologising to mi and some of them staying bk to offer mi help to carry stuff..
aiyah they r still cute to mi la
juz like my pri1s
i dont prac favouritism but there r a few kids tt i juz realli like their face n the way they tok haha like haochuan daryl wenhui... aiyoh most of my pri1s r cute la... actualli all my students r...
well thu last week was the most memorable of my whole relief teaching experience there i mean i cried budden 2 gang mates came over n literally brighten my dae la
to tink i haf to hide in a corner immediately after my crying stint at the pri5class coz tears juz cant stop following.. squatting in a little corner wif one door tt leads to dunnoe-where.. abit like the rgs guitar rm last time
haha but when they came... familiar faces cant help but smile
guess alwayz tot i'm ok alone most places i go
but ya la w/o frens ard it's rather lonely i guess.,, esp haf to deal with alot of shit alone wif no close pple to tok to.. always hiding in my corner in the staff rm i guess... i'll forget to eat my lunch/recess coz i haf no time..
sad rite... but tt day huayu n felicia came.. the first time i went down for recess... met my pri1s n some pri 5s haha they r realli cute wan to sit near us n meet my frens... fel shaking hand with the weihan (ultra guai n smart=veri gd boy) n letting peiru aka sickening kaypo queen like her alot haha she still rem her i tink.. n the other kids asked mi abt the both of them today oso like when they cuming again/...
hafing recess wif them iz another enjoyment tt they brought mi to go experience la i guess.. hahah if i haf the time, i'll go visit them n treat them to um food la..
they r all little angles outside class but all of them together making alot of noise.. wah lao damn scary la haha
sometimes i feel scared of them like amanada told mi the ka-chua syndrom like y u scared of stuff so much smaller than u rite?
the pri5 hope i can help them improve.. my rehearsed (in my brain) lecture to them which i hafnt say yet...
iz by the time i leave i dare say tt i haf put in the effort wif them n tried my best n i'll demand each n everione of them to reflect n see if they can tell mi they haf put in the effort to learn frm mi not la
aft the crying stint haha worked abit la i guess... they abit more attentive n will show mi the bi ji they copied... hope it'll help them improve.. aiyah
my pri 3 i hope to chop chop finish syllabus n intro them to chem-er chinese stuff like chengyu yan yu n poems.. mayb they will learn to appreciate them n like chinese more like mi haha b wowed by how much juz a few words used nicely can express a whole lot of things...
went bk to sch on sat as well
b4 i reached the school fell down at pasir ris mrt station damn malu
waz carrying the whole big bag of bks with both arms until i cant realli see the steps i'm going down la... then didnt step properly n the sandles bent n almost went rolling down dropped my bks my breakfast lckily waz walking behind the crowd n onli 3 other guys saw.. on jc guy helped pick up my 1/2 eaten waffer in plastic bag.. one indian uncle helped mi pick up my bks n said "slowly".. n the guy beside mi on my side of the railing haha the rest were on the other side la... he juz damn shocked n kinda frozen he still didnt recover aft i stood up lor haha i hafta comfort him saying 'm ok.. onli blue-black at the shin... no matter how sadist it may sound.. kinda missed bruises remind mi of the days wif judo where i got a high vount of 13 bruises at one time
haha but i can understand how he felt... the same way i felt everitime carol crumble beside mi going down the stairs at ri while sms-ing haha i juz shocked n stared haha
then beng came down to help mi mark
haha we suppose to go orchard to meet the rest at 2 on sat so muz set off at 1 but i cant finish la then she came down n helped mi n we marked until 4 sigh still didnt finish but she helped mi with the zuoye n tingxie.. thanx beng!
other teachers muz tink i'm wierd n useless alwayz getting frens to cum sch to help mi haha nvm la
heard the mdm jenny woo i'm reliefing iz cuming bk
pple tell mi i'm losing my job soon n i told them i dont mind
got urge to slack la n wan to gif the kids bk to better hands so tt juz in case i cant teach wont realli screw up their lives la.. haha
i'm looking forward to they day whereby i dont haf to teach.. not realli coz i hate the job.. i'm starting to b used to it la n kinda liked it but more of a good rest..
the day will cum n i guess i cant bear to leave them but we shall see
till then ahah do my best la/..
juz finish typing my lesson plan n its 2+am liaoz.. shit la tmr got sch n morn + nite tuition haha lack of sleep again.. will make mi irritable.. so shud go kun now...
i like the stickers i bought to paste in their books 100+ smiley face stickers of diff design not onli light up their day but light up mine oso la
n the dancing robot n jap sweets i bought at action city on sat haha they love it n i like seeing them so happy too
oh glad to find out tt no matter how irritating you yi iz he cares n protects perry.. good job man
hilarious dancing robot tink i shud go buy one for myself haha
ZZZZzzzz....
日曜日, 2月 01, 2004
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hmm hafnt been online for almost a week... coz i took up a new job: relief teaching.. haha i'm officially know as liu lao shi now.. todae iz a good dae la went tpy wif my mama shopped abit and went to watch Homerun for free thanx to huayu lor... feels great to haf time to do normal things n feel normal..
the past four daes felt like a life time la.. as i haf told my friends.. the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for daes is more than the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for years la
i dont wan it to b lidat la itz not suppose to b lidat aniwae.. the amout of noise n nonsense... i dont noe y i cant keep them quite n listen to mi la... but i truly believe the RESPECT needs to b earned n i m looking forward to achieving tt not aniwhere near now i guess :(
so much happened in the past few daes la finally haf a peep into a teacher's life.. the gossip n funni comments teachers make in the stuff rm i haf got collegues now.. they are quite nice la i muz sae haha
chiu lao shi : my direct neighbour la.. tall long hair quite pretty getting married going to stay at sengkang soon haha she has a sense of humour n i like her la been rather helpful so i'm grateful to her.. tot mi lots.. mi still hafta lots to learn...
su lao shi.. nice friendly pretty long hair typical teacher tt will b veri well like sweet n gentle too.. veri helpful as well..
the 3 of us r officially the younger ladies in there la mi being the most erm young not even in 20s haha the kids were rather shock when i tell them my age no one cud guess it la their guess ranged frm 20s to 30s haha eve to 50 n 100.. i was ike tmd i look so old mah.. never cud they guess i'm still in my 10s like some of them... they were like u r a teenager how can b teacher kinda thing la.. sigh
still got mdm chong steady n nice a few other females teachers tt r not as friendly middle aged juz smile at mi sumtimes la
oh got ying lao shi she's frm china reminds mi of sangyu n wangrui... friendly but not veri la but i kinda like her..
one male teacher
haha thiz iz the afternoon session chinese department i guess...
my first dae of work waz tuesdae went to watch peter pan wif the judo gals miss them la erm almost all of us together watching a lame show abt ple believing in fairies but itz the company tt's impt i guess... tink happi tots n they make u fly oh how i wish tt's true man.. happi tots where did they go??
my job my life now hmmm...
DAY 1 (tuesday)
started my dae sent most of the time trying to sort out the things mr chua left.. a rather messy table guess he left unhappily so i hafta shou shi the lan tan zi... omg hope he didnt run away with the $$$ the kids paid for zhi shi hua bao... sigh
blur n helpless la
first impression: hmm if i can rem la
pri 5: omg they r like the naughty class u see in movies u noe.. playing running ard in class papaer plane ( no they sae it's a rocket ) pple doddling toking anithing la except look/listen to mi... i'm sad la huh.. wanted to make them introduce themselves to mi haha like can lidat... one boy the monitor called de ming haha (like duman high lidat) juz eep saying 'yo yo laoshi... MACHI!!) *roll eyes wth* but still shocked n amused he look rather cartoon like a merge btw frodo n harry potter the nerdiness but abit uncute kind juz got funny face hahah
then reno my dear malay boy started singing the gatsby song ( jap version) haha i waz like whoa can u teach mi next time hahah
then the rest of the pple were a blur the naughty ones.. i spend most of my time trying to shut them up but wat hits mi worse is the quiet ones shaking their legs n looking freaking sad n bored like watching a not funny freak sho(mi) lidat... thiz iz how shitty i felt for the 1st hr into my job la.. felt totally defeated n sad sad sad lousy feeling la
then pri3s smart kids but noisy la bloody talkative la.. got a lin min veri cute then an over-helpful prefect la ni xue hmm then the F4 sitting at the back four sickening boys.. ding peng n gang haha always cutting up their rubber throwing at the girls in front... sigh rich or wat rite? haha got a guy tt looks like the HOME ALONE kid... white n pale but naughty la... n i mass of faceless kids
pri 1 nice cute kids la.. but no discipline n toilet requests omg.. march them to the toilet the can run down the corridor screaming n laughing haha got thiz veri sweet girl i realli like her wen hui hmm kendrick omg.. he juz keep parading ard the class la potential joker la n one boy hates mi.. wat's him name huh? guo wei i tink but haha he loves mi now need to hold my hand n go toilet wif mi lor.. haha n yao da i realli like him he's the onli one that listen will grow up to b quite shuai i tink haha not veri good looking but pleasant i tink haha noisy noisy noisy but them calling mi liu lao shiiii felt good la
oh how can i forget the kaypo queen scary.. sigh
then i freaking drop my keys to the drawer into the CLEAN toilet bowl in the stuff room la haf to go stick my hand to fish it out... eee but boh pian juz felt lousier nothing much la.. then peter pan
day 2
nothing new.. noise, scream, noise, scream
luckily got ting xie so i didnt feel tt bad la.. can occupy them.. but my pri 5 cant even write a single mo xie word out la... so sigh
pri 3 can la but one girl started cring coz she couldnt remember.. i waz like wow relax k? so tt's it like chiu lao shi sae kiasu la huh..
pri 1 haha i made one boy pee in his pants... he wanted to go during ting xie i ask him if he can go after tt n he said ya sp... erm i ask him to go sit down la budden... before ting xie ended he peed liao sigh i juz 'scream' into his face la n intercomed the office.. made in stand in a corner coz i didnt noe wat to do but heng the auntie told him hafta sen him to the toilet la... sigh hope i doesnt tramautize him like forever.. like i can still rem a similar incident tt happened to mi when i waz in pri2 la... i can forever rem the teacher tt didnt allow mi to go toilet.. similarly it waz liu lao shi as well haha
day 3
wat's new man
gotta noe abit more pple la
let the pri 5 do a compo but most of them couldt write anithng like i haf to go walking ard to explain one by one to each of them or else they cant start.. i haf to induce them to tink so some story line in ENGLISH then i'll translate i tink.. 'impressed by the no of words they cant write sigh.. gavin waz dying to bring it home so tt some one else can write for him... reno n kevin my malay n indian boy sigh... almost zero words la... i hafta make some of them cum down n write durong recess la there goes my recess as well..
pri one read a story to them n asked them do their zuo ye.. not too bad la but still quite jialat
pri 3 taight them nan guo xian sheng story sigh i noe some of them barely listened then the vp can in n stood at the bk of the rm... observation amusing how silence can spread slowly frm the bk.. sweeping thru the rm until the unaware first row whu were still yaking away la... hahah
she gave mi suggestions like neater structure of writing on the board n slower pace n more delibrate hand writing i appreciate tt.. learnt new stuff everidae.. abt how to handle kids..
then she told mi DISCIPLINE is very important.. as if i didnt try...
ok i need to put in more effort la huh
day 4
yesterdae.. still hoping tt things will change for the better but i guess i'll juz haf to continue hoping la
pri 5 asked them to do zuo ye but they were still so noisy tt i haf to scold them realli badly.. tears... for the first time since i started welled up in my eyes so dui lian refuse to let them flow refuse to let them see.. sigh i'll hang in there no matter wat la...
tmd
but i realize sumthing they realli dont understad the chinese words n they r not interested la... i guess i haf to change my method with them... explain everithing slowly to them hope they listen.. they realli dont noe i guess.. i hope summore la
my pri 3 kids.. competitive bunch veri excited over mi gifing them group competitions i guess tink thiz will work more next time haha...
pri one still noisy.. wen hui told mi the other dae she waz fan3 coz the class waz veri noisy i so agree with her haha.. i tink i'll go the nice way with them.. they r too cute to allow mi to keep scolding them la.. i'll try i'll try haha
beside my relief tuition i m still going for all my tuition jobs..
i'm tired veri tired
barely ate ani proper meal for the past few daes... no time to eat lunch dinner n breakfast...
mayb i work too slow
parents harping on mi to quit iy's tru i'll lead a easier life giving tuition la easier $$ also
but i dont tink i'l gif up la not for now.. so it's either i b sacked for incompetence or i die slogging la huh
no life to go spend the $$ i earn haha
no la.. i'll b okie
need to mark alot of things n device mthds to teach them properly... hope we will all improve lor..
tried need to sleep so much work to mark
tuition tmr too
sleep la
the past four daes felt like a life time la.. as i haf told my friends.. the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for daes is more than the amount of scolding pple i did in the past for years la
i dont wan it to b lidat la itz not suppose to b lidat aniwae.. the amout of noise n nonsense... i dont noe y i cant keep them quite n listen to mi la... but i truly believe the RESPECT needs to b earned n i m looking forward to achieving tt not aniwhere near now i guess :(
so much happened in the past few daes la finally haf a peep into a teacher's life.. the gossip n funni comments teachers make in the stuff rm i haf got collegues now.. they are quite nice la i muz sae haha
chiu lao shi : my direct neighbour la.. tall long hair quite pretty getting married going to stay at sengkang soon haha she has a sense of humour n i like her la been rather helpful so i'm grateful to her.. tot mi lots.. mi still hafta lots to learn...
su lao shi.. nice friendly pretty long hair typical teacher tt will b veri well like sweet n gentle too.. veri helpful as well..
the 3 of us r officially the younger ladies in there la mi being the most erm young not even in 20s haha the kids were rather shock when i tell them my age no one cud guess it la their guess ranged frm 20s to 30s haha eve to 50 n 100.. i was ike tmd i look so old mah.. never cud they guess i'm still in my 10s like some of them... they were like u r a teenager how can b teacher kinda thing la.. sigh
still got mdm chong steady n nice a few other females teachers tt r not as friendly middle aged juz smile at mi sumtimes la
oh got ying lao shi she's frm china reminds mi of sangyu n wangrui... friendly but not veri la but i kinda like her..
one male teacher
haha thiz iz the afternoon session chinese department i guess...
my first dae of work waz tuesdae went to watch peter pan wif the judo gals miss them la erm almost all of us together watching a lame show abt ple believing in fairies but itz the company tt's impt i guess... tink happi tots n they make u fly oh how i wish tt's true man.. happi tots where did they go??
my job my life now hmmm...
DAY 1 (tuesday)
started my dae sent most of the time trying to sort out the things mr chua left.. a rather messy table guess he left unhappily so i hafta shou shi the lan tan zi... omg hope he didnt run away with the $$$ the kids paid for zhi shi hua bao... sigh
blur n helpless la
first impression: hmm if i can rem la
pri 5: omg they r like the naughty class u see in movies u noe.. playing running ard in class papaer plane ( no they sae it's a rocket ) pple doddling toking anithing la except look/listen to mi... i'm sad la huh.. wanted to make them introduce themselves to mi haha like can lidat... one boy the monitor called de ming haha (like duman high lidat) juz eep saying 'yo yo laoshi... MACHI!!) *roll eyes wth* but still shocked n amused he look rather cartoon like a merge btw frodo n harry potter the nerdiness but abit uncute kind juz got funny face hahah
then reno my dear malay boy started singing the gatsby song ( jap version) haha i waz like whoa can u teach mi next time hahah
then the rest of the pple were a blur the naughty ones.. i spend most of my time trying to shut them up but wat hits mi worse is the quiet ones shaking their legs n looking freaking sad n bored like watching a not funny freak sho(mi) lidat... thiz iz how shitty i felt for the 1st hr into my job la.. felt totally defeated n sad sad sad lousy feeling la
then pri3s smart kids but noisy la bloody talkative la.. got a lin min veri cute then an over-helpful prefect la ni xue hmm then the F4 sitting at the back four sickening boys.. ding peng n gang haha always cutting up their rubber throwing at the girls in front... sigh rich or wat rite? haha got a guy tt looks like the HOME ALONE kid... white n pale but naughty la... n i mass of faceless kids
pri 1 nice cute kids la.. but no discipline n toilet requests omg.. march them to the toilet the can run down the corridor screaming n laughing haha got thiz veri sweet girl i realli like her wen hui hmm kendrick omg.. he juz keep parading ard the class la potential joker la n one boy hates mi.. wat's him name huh? guo wei i tink but haha he loves mi now need to hold my hand n go toilet wif mi lor.. haha n yao da i realli like him he's the onli one that listen will grow up to b quite shuai i tink haha not veri good looking but pleasant i tink haha noisy noisy noisy but them calling mi liu lao shiiii felt good la
oh how can i forget the kaypo queen scary.. sigh
then i freaking drop my keys to the drawer into the CLEAN toilet bowl in the stuff room la haf to go stick my hand to fish it out... eee but boh pian juz felt lousier nothing much la.. then peter pan
day 2
nothing new.. noise, scream, noise, scream
luckily got ting xie so i didnt feel tt bad la.. can occupy them.. but my pri 5 cant even write a single mo xie word out la... so sigh
pri 3 can la but one girl started cring coz she couldnt remember.. i waz like wow relax k? so tt's it like chiu lao shi sae kiasu la huh..
pri 1 haha i made one boy pee in his pants... he wanted to go during ting xie i ask him if he can go after tt n he said ya sp... erm i ask him to go sit down la budden... before ting xie ended he peed liao sigh i juz 'scream' into his face la n intercomed the office.. made in stand in a corner coz i didnt noe wat to do but heng the auntie told him hafta sen him to the toilet la... sigh hope i doesnt tramautize him like forever.. like i can still rem a similar incident tt happened to mi when i waz in pri2 la... i can forever rem the teacher tt didnt allow mi to go toilet.. similarly it waz liu lao shi as well haha
day 3
wat's new man
gotta noe abit more pple la
let the pri 5 do a compo but most of them couldt write anithng like i haf to go walking ard to explain one by one to each of them or else they cant start.. i haf to induce them to tink so some story line in ENGLISH then i'll translate i tink.. 'impressed by the no of words they cant write sigh.. gavin waz dying to bring it home so tt some one else can write for him... reno n kevin my malay n indian boy sigh... almost zero words la... i hafta make some of them cum down n write durong recess la there goes my recess as well..
pri one read a story to them n asked them do their zuo ye.. not too bad la but still quite jialat
pri 3 taight them nan guo xian sheng story sigh i noe some of them barely listened then the vp can in n stood at the bk of the rm... observation amusing how silence can spread slowly frm the bk.. sweeping thru the rm until the unaware first row whu were still yaking away la... hahah
she gave mi suggestions like neater structure of writing on the board n slower pace n more delibrate hand writing i appreciate tt.. learnt new stuff everidae.. abt how to handle kids..
then she told mi DISCIPLINE is very important.. as if i didnt try...
ok i need to put in more effort la huh
day 4
yesterdae.. still hoping tt things will change for the better but i guess i'll juz haf to continue hoping la
pri 5 asked them to do zuo ye but they were still so noisy tt i haf to scold them realli badly.. tears... for the first time since i started welled up in my eyes so dui lian refuse to let them flow refuse to let them see.. sigh i'll hang in there no matter wat la...
tmd
but i realize sumthing they realli dont understad the chinese words n they r not interested la... i guess i haf to change my method with them... explain everithing slowly to them hope they listen.. they realli dont noe i guess.. i hope summore la
my pri 3 kids.. competitive bunch veri excited over mi gifing them group competitions i guess tink thiz will work more next time haha...
pri one still noisy.. wen hui told mi the other dae she waz fan3 coz the class waz veri noisy i so agree with her haha.. i tink i'll go the nice way with them.. they r too cute to allow mi to keep scolding them la.. i'll try i'll try haha
beside my relief tuition i m still going for all my tuition jobs..
i'm tired veri tired
barely ate ani proper meal for the past few daes... no time to eat lunch dinner n breakfast...
mayb i work too slow
parents harping on mi to quit iy's tru i'll lead a easier life giving tuition la easier $$ also
but i dont tink i'l gif up la not for now.. so it's either i b sacked for incompetence or i die slogging la huh
no life to go spend the $$ i earn haha
no la.. i'll b okie
need to mark alot of things n device mthds to teach them properly... hope we will all improve lor..
tried need to sleep so much work to mark
tuition tmr too
sleep la
火曜日, 1月 27, 2004
月曜日, 1月 26, 2004
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wah CNY iz almost over liao for most pple la.. juz lidat... one of the most looked forward event of da yr haha
dunnoe y frm young i like chinese new yr la.. thiz unknown excitement tt i cant exactly pin-point where it came frm..
the routine preparations.. angpows the ying liu the goodies shopping r rather fun la
the CNY eve the steamboat n fam thing... itz like one of the veri few times in da yr we eat together la so quite fun la
didnt go stroll thiz yr but watched tv n gambled haha not too bad either...
the excitment level seemed to haf dropped la
but still not too bad
chu yi
the usual morn breakfast n stuff then going to my ah gong's place... but abit diff with ah k thiz yr
routine of meeting relatives make conservation listen to annual reports smile happy new yr shake hand...
i wud sae it's quite fun la juz abit tiring but wif my new digicam e photog girl -- mi waz kept bz bz bz
snapping photos of cute little cousins n nephews/nieces haha i'm rather old la upgrading to auntie status
granduncle
grandaunt
maternal grandmother
(didnt take my cam out there)
...
then at nite at my uncle's house
haha
HEAL
take photo take photo take more photos
haha we siao liao la
but yea i can onli act cute n b spastic wif them la haha
i tink we took photo until we cant realli smile animore..
CNY will never b the same w/o the ah siao cousins of my league haha
chu er
the same the same la
eldest aunt (p)
eldest aunt (m)
second aunt (p)
grandaunt
second uncle (p)
i like my uncles on my dad side haha they are realli cute
eldest uncle look like lao fu zi he alwayz wif his precious granddaughter now
second uncle wif 9.5fingers haha he's like the black jack king last time but dont play liao but i like him he abit like da fan shu haha
the the 3rd one okie la smiley but distant wif 4 kids
4th = my dad
5th uncle haha aiyoh he's like dam tok cok but realli nice la n 'haha'
alwayz call mi hui mian... :s haha like i didnt put bamboo stick to straighten my arm la.. alot of nonsense la like cannot open the safe tt's y late on chu yi,..
6th got lotsa stories rather happening but sad la.. got son tt at the awkward age the acting cool haha
7th most learned n si wen n soft spoken la.. nice kids he got
i got so many realtives tt i cant finish describing la
most of them we meet once a yr
tt's abt it la
not veri close i guess but they r fam so pple tt u can neva leave
they haf been ard since u r born n will stick ard till either of us d**
i'm okie wif MOST of my realtives i guess
in fact i kinda like them :)
chu 3
haha carol's place
had fun la... slack ard the whole dae n play games
n those cute little cousin like HELLO n DUNNOE haha ie destroyer n destroyer's bro
evangelin n mimi-lookalike(whu juz refuse to tell mi her name) rechelle
gilbert aka mr tan n the mahjong cousin tt reminded mi of a friendly chengyi n the abit dirty black shirt cousin
haha
all sorts of games n gorging wif goodies n hiding frm the rain which waz cuming down the whole dae...
great to haf spent new yr wif da judo gals erm some la
n watch OH! HAPPY DAY
had fun
chu 4
huayu's house
the first time the gang gambled haha still lost 10c in the end sigh...
but yea CNY goodies n funny games we nua-ed at huayu's house for like 5hrs
the her dad sent us to a country club
veri windy wif freaking cool toilet haha
realli a rich pple's place like quite a few sports car in the carpark
hmm
then moved to my house
but end up eating n watching 7sisters onli haha
chu 5 ie todae
a rather happening dae
went for my relief teaching interview
on n i tot it waz onli n interview la
kena dragged into thiz big political war btw a sad teacher n the 'unreasonable' (frm gossip) vp
i haf offically snatched someone's rice bowl unknowingly wth
waz initially looking forward la.. erm still looking forward to teach pri sch kids chinese
i like n hope they'll like as well
then aiyoh didnt noe i waz suppose to replace another relief teacher tt waz asked to leave by next wk but it eventually turned out such tt he's leaving/i'm starting tmr la
i dunnoe the body of the story onli appeared as a minor character in the ending la
i shant gossip
not my business
juz hope i can do a good job la
n try to stay away frm the political scene
met sum nice pple though
the security guard aka uncle at the gate
mansura the helpful clerk
zhang lao shi the hod
friendly neighbours cl teachers : chui lao shi n xinyi
hope tmr will turn out well
honestly i dunnoe wat to expect or even prepare
juz harden my scalpe ( haha direct translatn frm chinese) n go chiong la
hope i can entertain pri 1, 3, 5 kids la
n hope they will listen n learn
i need more pro-looking clothes
sigh
rt.. here i cum
wish mi luck
good luck
i need lots of it la..
dunnoe y frm young i like chinese new yr la.. thiz unknown excitement tt i cant exactly pin-point where it came frm..
the routine preparations.. angpows the ying liu the goodies shopping r rather fun la
the CNY eve the steamboat n fam thing... itz like one of the veri few times in da yr we eat together la so quite fun la
didnt go stroll thiz yr but watched tv n gambled haha not too bad either...
the excitment level seemed to haf dropped la
but still not too bad
chu yi
the usual morn breakfast n stuff then going to my ah gong's place... but abit diff with ah k thiz yr
routine of meeting relatives make conservation listen to annual reports smile happy new yr shake hand...
i wud sae it's quite fun la juz abit tiring but wif my new digicam e photog girl -- mi waz kept bz bz bz
snapping photos of cute little cousins n nephews/nieces haha i'm rather old la upgrading to auntie status
granduncle
grandaunt
maternal grandmother
(didnt take my cam out there)
...
then at nite at my uncle's house
haha
HEAL
take photo take photo take more photos
haha we siao liao la
but yea i can onli act cute n b spastic wif them la haha
i tink we took photo until we cant realli smile animore..
CNY will never b the same w/o the ah siao cousins of my league haha
chu er
the same the same la
eldest aunt (p)
eldest aunt (m)
second aunt (p)
grandaunt
second uncle (p)
i like my uncles on my dad side haha they are realli cute
eldest uncle look like lao fu zi he alwayz wif his precious granddaughter now
second uncle wif 9.5fingers haha he's like the black jack king last time but dont play liao but i like him he abit like da fan shu haha
the the 3rd one okie la smiley but distant wif 4 kids
4th = my dad
5th uncle haha aiyoh he's like dam tok cok but realli nice la n 'haha'
alwayz call mi hui mian... :s haha like i didnt put bamboo stick to straighten my arm la.. alot of nonsense la like cannot open the safe tt's y late on chu yi,..
6th got lotsa stories rather happening but sad la.. got son tt at the awkward age the acting cool haha
7th most learned n si wen n soft spoken la.. nice kids he got
i got so many realtives tt i cant finish describing la
most of them we meet once a yr
tt's abt it la
not veri close i guess but they r fam so pple tt u can neva leave
they haf been ard since u r born n will stick ard till either of us d**
i'm okie wif MOST of my realtives i guess
in fact i kinda like them :)
chu 3
haha carol's place
had fun la... slack ard the whole dae n play games
n those cute little cousin like HELLO n DUNNOE haha ie destroyer n destroyer's bro
evangelin n mimi-lookalike(whu juz refuse to tell mi her name) rechelle
gilbert aka mr tan n the mahjong cousin tt reminded mi of a friendly chengyi n the abit dirty black shirt cousin
haha
all sorts of games n gorging wif goodies n hiding frm the rain which waz cuming down the whole dae...
great to haf spent new yr wif da judo gals erm some la
n watch OH! HAPPY DAY
had fun
chu 4
huayu's house
the first time the gang gambled haha still lost 10c in the end sigh...
but yea CNY goodies n funny games we nua-ed at huayu's house for like 5hrs
the her dad sent us to a country club
veri windy wif freaking cool toilet haha
realli a rich pple's place like quite a few sports car in the carpark
hmm
then moved to my house
but end up eating n watching 7sisters onli haha
chu 5 ie todae
a rather happening dae
went for my relief teaching interview
on n i tot it waz onli n interview la
kena dragged into thiz big political war btw a sad teacher n the 'unreasonable' (frm gossip) vp
i haf offically snatched someone's rice bowl unknowingly wth
waz initially looking forward la.. erm still looking forward to teach pri sch kids chinese
i like n hope they'll like as well
then aiyoh didnt noe i waz suppose to replace another relief teacher tt waz asked to leave by next wk but it eventually turned out such tt he's leaving/i'm starting tmr la
i dunnoe the body of the story onli appeared as a minor character in the ending la
i shant gossip
not my business
juz hope i can do a good job la
n try to stay away frm the political scene
met sum nice pple though
the security guard aka uncle at the gate
mansura the helpful clerk
zhang lao shi the hod
friendly neighbours cl teachers : chui lao shi n xinyi
hope tmr will turn out well
honestly i dunnoe wat to expect or even prepare
juz harden my scalpe ( haha direct translatn frm chinese) n go chiong la
hope i can entertain pri 1, 3, 5 kids la
n hope they will listen n learn
i need more pro-looking clothes
sigh
rt.. here i cum
wish mi luck
good luck
i need lots of it la..
水曜日, 1月 21, 2004
tmd juz lost like the alot of word i typed n i dont noe y.. *sobz*
i hate it when thiz happens my ling gan juz left mi in the blink of an eye then feel so damn irritated tt i'm going to burst.. nvm relax relax here i go again
monday
waz serene's bdae
HAPPY BIRTHDAE SERENE!!
itz rather memorable la a gang thingy..
can juz hang out n dont haf to worry abt my mama nagging at mi to go home
but i waz rather sick then i puked up my rather ex nydc dinner
MUSHROOM MADNESS
sigh
ut i mean the feeling of everithing up at ur throat
letting it out feels kinda good haha
n the toilet at wellock place
itz the nice one wif blue doors n big silver handle tt i like haha
it's so clean tt i didnt realli mind squatting there hugging the toilet bowl la
haha
throwing up
i haf a whole history of tt
at kukup, kl, even during trng camp
eee rather gross
we kinda had a gang reunion dinner thingy
almost the whole gang most of the time.. need to rotate shifts to keep SARS in check haha
pai nian wif each other enjoy the little oranges one of my tuition kid's mother gave mi haha
oh n mi n huayu hired jang hyuk!!
haha to appear on serene's bdae lor but his mini pony tail.. make him looked rather sleazy
haha but i waz rather funni trying to tou pai him
mon nite
wah lao
the new lobang aka desmond his dad kao bei-ed mi la
okie i'm in the wrong too la
for mixing up my schedule n hafing to change the tuition time
i waz willing to make other arrangements n apologized alreadi lor
but he juz mumbled in sum disgruntled voice abt 'Y u alwayz change change?!?' tmd
whu's the one whu changed the pre-arranged time frm aft CNY to yest huh?
n he said he needs to reconsider?! like wat??
n i said "FINE"
he hasnt called mi yet la
wth
but i haf asked mi auntie to help mi decline the offer liaoz
everione tell mi i shudnt haf to put up wif his bad attitude lor
haha tot i shud go trash things out wif tt mean UNCLE
but oh well watever.. dot let mi spoil my festive mood haha
but it might jzu b a blessing in disguise la
white sands pri sch called mi to go teach CHINESE haha
okie i realli dont mind coz i like chinese
i'm the jiang hua yu person mah
but can onli confirm next wk la so we'll see how i goes
test subject
went to help my cousin wif her final yr project at nus yest
she stick wierd vibrators on my arm n i hafta sick in a wired up 'cage' kinda thing
rather scary
wonder if tt's how wolverine n the x-men felt
:)
budden the test iz to see if pple can mult-task la
a series of memory test, maths, judgement n reaction tests...
then hafta repeat them doing 2 later 3 concurrently
wow rather stressful...
i realize tt i cant realli multi-task n to tink tt i haf lots of prac online toking to many pple then watch tv n tok on phone all at the same time
itz nothing lor
but performance in judgement dropped rather badly i tink
cant rem so many diff things at diff times la
wols
sigh a rather stressful test
but rather glsd i brought mi bk to bouna vista la
so freaking far i wont go if there's nothing to do lor
'strolled' to rj tok to a few juniors, tok to mrs yeo.. the sch's the same but the pple r not so wat for rite? okie the teachers la
todae chuxi but i woke up rather late n tired/lazy to make my way there n bk la haha
will go sum other dae...
aniwae todaeiz CNY eve la
i shall go pack my rm
haha i'm forever pacing my rm
n recognizing tt itz da big P word
n still not doing anithing abt it haa
okie i shall get my ass of the com chair soon
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (erm soon la)
i tink i haf recovered almost enuff liao can start attacking the goodies soon
n steamboat tonite
i cant wait haha
i hate it when thiz happens my ling gan juz left mi in the blink of an eye then feel so damn irritated tt i'm going to burst.. nvm relax relax here i go again
monday
waz serene's bdae
HAPPY BIRTHDAE SERENE!!
itz rather memorable la a gang thingy..
can juz hang out n dont haf to worry abt my mama nagging at mi to go home
but i waz rather sick then i puked up my rather ex nydc dinner
MUSHROOM MADNESS
sigh
ut i mean the feeling of everithing up at ur throat
letting it out feels kinda good haha
n the toilet at wellock place
itz the nice one wif blue doors n big silver handle tt i like haha
it's so clean tt i didnt realli mind squatting there hugging the toilet bowl la
haha
throwing up
i haf a whole history of tt
at kukup, kl, even during trng camp
eee rather gross
we kinda had a gang reunion dinner thingy
almost the whole gang most of the time.. need to rotate shifts to keep SARS in check haha
pai nian wif each other enjoy the little oranges one of my tuition kid's mother gave mi haha
oh n mi n huayu hired jang hyuk!!
haha to appear on serene's bdae lor but his mini pony tail.. make him looked rather sleazy
haha but i waz rather funni trying to tou pai him
mon nite
wah lao
the new lobang aka desmond his dad kao bei-ed mi la
okie i'm in the wrong too la
for mixing up my schedule n hafing to change the tuition time
i waz willing to make other arrangements n apologized alreadi lor
but he juz mumbled in sum disgruntled voice abt 'Y u alwayz change change?!?' tmd
whu's the one whu changed the pre-arranged time frm aft CNY to yest huh?
n he said he needs to reconsider?! like wat??
n i said "FINE"
he hasnt called mi yet la
wth
but i haf asked mi auntie to help mi decline the offer liaoz
everione tell mi i shudnt haf to put up wif his bad attitude lor
haha tot i shud go trash things out wif tt mean UNCLE
but oh well watever.. dot let mi spoil my festive mood haha
but it might jzu b a blessing in disguise la
white sands pri sch called mi to go teach CHINESE haha
okie i realli dont mind coz i like chinese
i'm the jiang hua yu person mah
but can onli confirm next wk la so we'll see how i goes
test subject
went to help my cousin wif her final yr project at nus yest
she stick wierd vibrators on my arm n i hafta sick in a wired up 'cage' kinda thing
rather scary
wonder if tt's how wolverine n the x-men felt
:)
budden the test iz to see if pple can mult-task la
a series of memory test, maths, judgement n reaction tests...
then hafta repeat them doing 2 later 3 concurrently
wow rather stressful...
i realize tt i cant realli multi-task n to tink tt i haf lots of prac online toking to many pple then watch tv n tok on phone all at the same time
itz nothing lor
but performance in judgement dropped rather badly i tink
cant rem so many diff things at diff times la
wols
sigh a rather stressful test
but rather glsd i brought mi bk to bouna vista la
so freaking far i wont go if there's nothing to do lor
'strolled' to rj tok to a few juniors, tok to mrs yeo.. the sch's the same but the pple r not so wat for rite? okie the teachers la
todae chuxi but i woke up rather late n tired/lazy to make my way there n bk la haha
will go sum other dae...
aniwae todaeiz CNY eve la
i shall go pack my rm
haha i'm forever pacing my rm
n recognizing tt itz da big P word
n still not doing anithing abt it haa
okie i shall get my ass of the com chair soon
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (erm soon la)
i tink i haf recovered almost enuff liao can start attacking the goodies soon
n steamboat tonite
i cant wait haha
日曜日, 1月 18, 2004
yest went out wif my judo gals
haha it's been quite a long while since almost all of us went out together...
miss them
all the stuff we use to do 2gether
n all their company la
even miss caroline saying in the toilet b4 everi trng how she needs to s***
haha
like mr eng sae the frens u make in judo will stay wif u for life...
waiting to b their bridesmaid haha
we r going to go bk 2 visit mr tan&eng
get our farewell gifts
n make our grand appearance as the denim skirt-ed j3 girls
拭目以待
：)
went shopping for seng's present today with py
haha
tired legs
hope tmr all goes well
i dont haf SARS
haha no la
shudnt harp on it.. tt's wat i tell the rest
mothers are zui4 da4
cant b help they luv their kids tt's y
looing forward...
sick AGAIN
sore throat
feverish
dont wan
muz get well b4 CNY
no time no time
abstaining frm da goodies e next 3 daes
then muahaha CNY here i cum
haha it's been quite a long while since almost all of us went out together...
miss them
all the stuff we use to do 2gether
n all their company la
even miss caroline saying in the toilet b4 everi trng how she needs to s***
haha
like mr eng sae the frens u make in judo will stay wif u for life...
waiting to b their bridesmaid haha
we r going to go bk 2 visit mr tan&eng
get our farewell gifts
n make our grand appearance as the denim skirt-ed j3 girls
拭目以待
：)
went shopping for seng's present today with py
haha
tired legs
hope tmr all goes well
i dont haf SARS
haha no la
shudnt harp on it.. tt's wat i tell the rest
mothers are zui4 da4
cant b help they luv their kids tt's y
looing forward...
sick AGAIN
sore throat
feverish
dont wan
muz get well b4 CNY
no time no time
abstaining frm da goodies e next 3 daes
then muahaha CNY here i cum
土曜日, 1月 17, 2004
on my way to bayshore todae, i looked ou tof the bus window n saw 2 boys playing 'hockey' at the little part tt the car can cum into their landed property, dunnoe wat's it called la
haha they played with a small ball, a broom n a branch lor
haha wat fun
reminded mi of floorball with 3F
haha wat fun too
tt dae i saved ms poon's shot haha felt like sum hero
tyco la
but miss floorball with 3F
then when i waz going home frm bayshore
i met a japanese mother n her 2 young boys
rather quite..
the elder son had a bandage on his chin haha
muz haf gotten it frm playing
he got single-eye lid n a serious face, kinda thin, like a typical jap boy whu alwayz work damn hard いつもがんばっている男 にている
haha
the younger son
omg freaking cute
BIG eyes.. slightly round face he looked so small
すごく可愛い男
i'm not paedo
haha 此地无银三百两
aniwae i tried not to stare
but i still purposely sat near them
not realli to stare at the cute jap boys la
but to hear them converse
miss the sound of japanese
it juz feels diff la haha itz blessing to understand abit haha
the boy pointed at the floor of the bus n said
きらきらしている
like the floor's 'twinkling' lidat la
haha i notice it last time too juz didnt bother to take note of it
the floor of older buses haf glittery stuff on it lor
look like nite sky with lots of constellation haha cool
they got down near temasek sec sch
i went home
haha they played with a small ball, a broom n a branch lor
haha wat fun
reminded mi of floorball with 3F
haha wat fun too
tt dae i saved ms poon's shot haha felt like sum hero
tyco la
but miss floorball with 3F
then when i waz going home frm bayshore
i met a japanese mother n her 2 young boys
rather quite..
the elder son had a bandage on his chin haha
muz haf gotten it frm playing
he got single-eye lid n a serious face, kinda thin, like a typical jap boy whu alwayz work damn hard いつもがんばっている男 にている
haha
the younger son
omg freaking cute
BIG eyes.. slightly round face he looked so small
すごく可愛い男
i'm not paedo
haha 此地无银三百两
aniwae i tried not to stare
but i still purposely sat near them
not realli to stare at the cute jap boys la
but to hear them converse
miss the sound of japanese
it juz feels diff la haha itz blessing to understand abit haha
the boy pointed at the floor of the bus n said
きらきらしている
like the floor's 'twinkling' lidat la
haha i notice it last time too juz didnt bother to take note of it
the floor of older buses haf glittery stuff on it lor
look like nite sky with lots of constellation haha cool
they got down near temasek sec sch
i went home
金曜日, 1月 16, 2004
ang mo kio
the place grew up in
went there todae to cut hair
haha tt's autie, my mum's fren.. she's the one whu chop off my almost waist-length when i waz before i went to sec 1.
haha mi n ultra long hair veri hard to visualize haha
i used to like to go bk to amk like aft i moved in sec 2
to lok at the place to visit my pri sch n da teachers there
then the whole place went under upgrading n the old sch site waz demolished
wat's the use of going bk to a place where the pple u noe are not there animore?
hmm.. i go look at the buildings lor
wat's the use of bk to a place where even the buildings dont look the same animore??
sigh i haf nothing against brown but with the whole place hafing light brown paint n brown tiles everiwhere i felt abit sick.. hmm n sad la
i still prefer the blue paint, my flat used to haf a gradient with the top few floors blue n the rest had a gradien t frm dark blue to light blue b4 joing the white part
the floor tt iz rather badly cemented iz damn flat now..
aft cutting hair i hesitated at my pri sch front gate for a while but didnt go in
dont noe y
instead i went taking the route home, tt route tt i walked 6 yrs of my life almost everidae last time
down the road then across the traffic light.. hmm juz like when i waz in pri sch
then i see my blk
i used to tink tt the area iz veri special like a little town on its own cozi had a little straight road n two rows of buildings lining the roads
differences
brown buildings eek
covered walkway
thiz little part for cars to turn it...
the PLAYROUND
gone waz the green field tt i used to play 'baseball' erm with a tennis ball last time
gone waz the playground tt i played all sorts of games with all my childhood friends - the merry-go-round, the sandpit, the WOODEN see-saw, the alwayz popular swing, the wierd looking tutle tt u can find in the shell, the little stone seats..
now there's onli pathetic rubber playground with tt one structure tt comprises of slide, monkey bar etc
kids cant so much of get a scratch or bleed at all there la.. veri fun meh? haha paseh do i luv pain?
the lift wif brown doors n tiles.. argh i hate brown todae
many many more
smilarities
hm the position of the flats are still the same
ha! bet they cant change tt..
the bottom of the staircase tt i crashed my brother's new bike in when i waz 6, i waz hurt so badly tt they had to carry mi home haha its still the same, onli with a new coat of paint..
as i climbed up the stairs.. haha it still feels the same, the height of each step iz still so familiar, i can sail up at ease..
the little platform at the top of alternate flight of stairs.. the same
the railing still feels the same..
third floor
nobody along the corridor, luckily :P
03-2662
the new owner used bk the same windows the same door the same metal gate
still look the same w/o our plant, wlo our shoe rack but with a new bike..
w/o mi, my fam, my neighbours
doesnt the owner noe tt bikes will get stolen when they are placed lidat?
our bikes got stolen b4 but found it in the end
doesnt the owner noe tt i can open all the windows frm the outside easily?
a trick my bros taught mi when i waz young
tempted but didnt try
realli feel like looking at my house my rm again haha
then i left
nothing there to see animore
the famous 2nd fllor with ultra long corridor, still as cluttered but i tink some neighours moved, either tt or their plants died.
my mama used to go wif mi to sneakily pluck like one leaf frm each of the plants for science projects, or wierd young botanist stuff haha
there used to b a pot of plant with matural holes on he leaves. my fav not pest-attacked ones but all the leaves haf nice holes with smooth edges haha
at the edge of the block..
the familiar sound of the mrt train going towards the amk station.. still the same
the train itself hasnt change much too, at least the one i juz saw
the white ones with a red stripe across the body, behind the high green fence
i passed by my kindergarten as well haha cant believe i waz there 13-14yrs ago
sigh i started writing thiz at 2.50pm n itz 1.07am e next dae now.. distractions distractions.. haha
as i waz saying
i went thru the underpass which iz still da same..
haha tink they cant do anithing to it la unless they wan to risk the mrt track collapsing..
i crossed the 3-lane road...
haha last time i hafta hold my mama's hand when i crossed
waz rather proud the 1st time i crossed it alone..
then now it look harmless to mi liao
the grassland b4 the lib haf a new ntuc built on it
the durian puffs are heavenly man, with real 'authentic' durian filling haha
the grassland has its story as well
my bros went missing when they were rather young one particular year we were doing CNY shopping
i tink my da ge solicited my er ge to go explore sum place wif him n they sneaked off leaving my damn worried mum n mi
tink i cried n the station-outside-toilet auntie at the market still remembers lor haha
they tried to cross the muddy grassland n end ur getting their slippers stuck
as gungho pple the perserve on after abandoning their slippers onli ending up kena attacked my ots of mimosa
alot of the spiky part got stuck in their soles n they ended by being hauled home with my parents helping to remove the spikes for them
hmm.. tt's the story of the scary grassland haha
the library iz freaking new, high tech, damn nice now
but juz damn dff frm wat it used to b la..
wat can i sae... i mean old things alwayz hafta make way for the new ones i guess... :s
i oso went to the market's hawker centre
haha ordered satay beehoon
actualli juz wanna try it n see y my bros alwayz order it everitime we cum haha
i used to stick to the 'unoriginal' chicken rice most of the time
i still rem one stormy nite/evening
my mama brought us there to wait for the rain n eat dinner as well.
it waz rather late n most stalls r closed liao
but the abit of satay beehoon i tasted waz still nice n warm
i tried to look for the same stall but there we 2 side-by-side now, ard the area tt i vaguely remembered
so i chose one tt i tot the ah mm looked familiar,
mayb itz onli my illusion la i dunnoe
it tasted rather good
but i guess eating alone, esp eating tt alone isnt as much fun
the good-looking uncle tt sells kids' wear where at the market opp the stall iz no longer there liaoz..
used to tink he looked rather good altho he's abit sissy n got BIG eyes
haha when i waz 6 he waz late 20s tink he muz b 40+ now
stick out my neck to look for ani uncle figure but i onli saw an auntie
mayb tt's his wife..
i'll check it out the nxt time i pass by again
aiyah am i long winded or am i long winded
haha quite sian writing so long liaoz..
nostalgia huh
amk
the place i grew up in
dont realli like to go there as much as last time aft i juz moved liaoz
too much has changed
but as my mama says
walking along the streets brings bk lots of memories as well
the group of childhood frens
i waz the youngest then
wonder where they r now
i cried when we moved lor
quite diu1 lian3
but watever... i realli she3bu4 de2 mah
but now.. fifth CNY i celebrating in sengkang liaoz...
looking forward to CNY
i like CNY n CNY songs too haha
the place grew up in
went there todae to cut hair
haha tt's autie, my mum's fren.. she's the one whu chop off my almost waist-length when i waz before i went to sec 1.
haha mi n ultra long hair veri hard to visualize haha
i used to like to go bk to amk like aft i moved in sec 2
to lok at the place to visit my pri sch n da teachers there
then the whole place went under upgrading n the old sch site waz demolished
wat's the use of going bk to a place where the pple u noe are not there animore?
hmm.. i go look at the buildings lor
wat's the use of bk to a place where even the buildings dont look the same animore??
sigh i haf nothing against brown but with the whole place hafing light brown paint n brown tiles everiwhere i felt abit sick.. hmm n sad la
i still prefer the blue paint, my flat used to haf a gradient with the top few floors blue n the rest had a gradien t frm dark blue to light blue b4 joing the white part
the floor tt iz rather badly cemented iz damn flat now..
aft cutting hair i hesitated at my pri sch front gate for a while but didnt go in
dont noe y
instead i went taking the route home, tt route tt i walked 6 yrs of my life almost everidae last time
down the road then across the traffic light.. hmm juz like when i waz in pri sch
then i see my blk
i used to tink tt the area iz veri special like a little town on its own cozi had a little straight road n two rows of buildings lining the roads
differences
brown buildings eek
covered walkway
thiz little part for cars to turn it...
the PLAYROUND
gone waz the green field tt i used to play 'baseball' erm with a tennis ball last time
gone waz the playground tt i played all sorts of games with all my childhood friends - the merry-go-round, the sandpit, the WOODEN see-saw, the alwayz popular swing, the wierd looking tutle tt u can find in the shell, the little stone seats..
now there's onli pathetic rubber playground with tt one structure tt comprises of slide, monkey bar etc
kids cant so much of get a scratch or bleed at all there la.. veri fun meh? haha paseh do i luv pain?
the lift wif brown doors n tiles.. argh i hate brown todae
many many more
smilarities
hm the position of the flats are still the same
ha! bet they cant change tt..
the bottom of the staircase tt i crashed my brother's new bike in when i waz 6, i waz hurt so badly tt they had to carry mi home haha its still the same, onli with a new coat of paint..
as i climbed up the stairs.. haha it still feels the same, the height of each step iz still so familiar, i can sail up at ease..
the little platform at the top of alternate flight of stairs.. the same
the railing still feels the same..
third floor
nobody along the corridor, luckily :P
03-2662
the new owner used bk the same windows the same door the same metal gate
still look the same w/o our plant, wlo our shoe rack but with a new bike..
w/o mi, my fam, my neighbours
doesnt the owner noe tt bikes will get stolen when they are placed lidat?
our bikes got stolen b4 but found it in the end
doesnt the owner noe tt i can open all the windows frm the outside easily?
a trick my bros taught mi when i waz young
tempted but didnt try
realli feel like looking at my house my rm again haha
then i left
nothing there to see animore
the famous 2nd fllor with ultra long corridor, still as cluttered but i tink some neighours moved, either tt or their plants died.
my mama used to go wif mi to sneakily pluck like one leaf frm each of the plants for science projects, or wierd young botanist stuff haha
there used to b a pot of plant with matural holes on he leaves. my fav not pest-attacked ones but all the leaves haf nice holes with smooth edges haha
at the edge of the block..
the familiar sound of the mrt train going towards the amk station.. still the same
the train itself hasnt change much too, at least the one i juz saw
the white ones with a red stripe across the body, behind the high green fence
i passed by my kindergarten as well haha cant believe i waz there 13-14yrs ago
sigh i started writing thiz at 2.50pm n itz 1.07am e next dae now.. distractions distractions.. haha
as i waz saying
i went thru the underpass which iz still da same..
haha tink they cant do anithing to it la unless they wan to risk the mrt track collapsing..
i crossed the 3-lane road...
haha last time i hafta hold my mama's hand when i crossed
waz rather proud the 1st time i crossed it alone..
then now it look harmless to mi liao
the grassland b4 the lib haf a new ntuc built on it
the durian puffs are heavenly man, with real 'authentic' durian filling haha
the grassland has its story as well
my bros went missing when they were rather young one particular year we were doing CNY shopping
i tink my da ge solicited my er ge to go explore sum place wif him n they sneaked off leaving my damn worried mum n mi
tink i cried n the station-outside-toilet auntie at the market still remembers lor haha
they tried to cross the muddy grassland n end ur getting their slippers stuck
as gungho pple the perserve on after abandoning their slippers onli ending up kena attacked my ots of mimosa
alot of the spiky part got stuck in their soles n they ended by being hauled home with my parents helping to remove the spikes for them
hmm.. tt's the story of the scary grassland haha
the library iz freaking new, high tech, damn nice now
but juz damn dff frm wat it used to b la..
wat can i sae... i mean old things alwayz hafta make way for the new ones i guess... :s
i oso went to the market's hawker centre
haha ordered satay beehoon
actualli juz wanna try it n see y my bros alwayz order it everitime we cum haha
i used to stick to the 'unoriginal' chicken rice most of the time
i still rem one stormy nite/evening
my mama brought us there to wait for the rain n eat dinner as well.
it waz rather late n most stalls r closed liao
but the abit of satay beehoon i tasted waz still nice n warm
i tried to look for the same stall but there we 2 side-by-side now, ard the area tt i vaguely remembered
so i chose one tt i tot the ah mm looked familiar,
mayb itz onli my illusion la i dunnoe
it tasted rather good
but i guess eating alone, esp eating tt alone isnt as much fun
the good-looking uncle tt sells kids' wear where at the market opp the stall iz no longer there liaoz..
used to tink he looked rather good altho he's abit sissy n got BIG eyes
haha when i waz 6 he waz late 20s tink he muz b 40+ now
stick out my neck to look for ani uncle figure but i onli saw an auntie
mayb tt's his wife..
i'll check it out the nxt time i pass by again
aiyah am i long winded or am i long winded
haha quite sian writing so long liaoz..
nostalgia huh
amk
the place i grew up in
dont realli like to go there as much as last time aft i juz moved liaoz
too much has changed
but as my mama says
walking along the streets brings bk lots of memories as well
the group of childhood frens
i waz the youngest then
wonder where they r now
i cried when we moved lor
quite diu1 lian3
but watever... i realli she3bu4 de2 mah
but now.. fifth CNY i celebrating in sengkang liaoz...
looking forward to CNY
i like CNY n CNY songs too haha
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